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Posted on: Tuesday, November 30, 2004
me, mum and sis with toyol went to westmall..today..i lost 96993370...wat a nice number..so sad dat i had to terminate it..use back my prepaid..budden...mum told me earlier that if i were to terminate this number, i wud be getting a new hp..hehe..dats wad i want..to take da risk n upgrade my 3330...hope i'll be getting a good hp..maybe da one like bro's hp..but nah...i wun want to have da same as his..dats so expensive..


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Posted on: Sunday, November 28, 2004
Followed my cuz Aida to NYP to take her DEL french exams..lead her to block Q's lecture hall...then sat outside to wait for her..while waiting..suddenly that french teacher whom i've seen him wondering around at engineering blocks came to me and ask whether i'm takingda exam..i was reading Java For Dummies at that time..he thought i was revising french..then i asked him acting stupid,"are u da one who teaches french here?"..he nodd his head and ask am i from NYP "you studyin here? oh..IT or Engineering?"...i replied "both!"..wah..suddenly felt so proud of myself to have a course from both schools..hehe..he said "oh..which yr are you in? not takin french? our students only two of them taking the exams.." and so i said "i'm still in yr 1..maybe next semester i'll be takin it if i got it..is it dat difficult cos there's only two of them takin da exams?"...he said "no..french is not hard..just requires u to spend at least 100hrs learnin it..i hope u take it next semester.." he smiled said bye n walked away..i was like...WOAH!..he talked to me!..haha...then me n Aida went to cityhall go HMV bought the ENCORE..then go raffles link n sit at POLAR eat cheesecake..really like workin woman sia me..cos i have the money wad...hahaha..after that,went home told mum where i go n all..listen to ENCORE..was dope..but i like 'ass like dat' cos da word peepee sounds so cute dat it goes doing doing doing..muahahaha..


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Posted on: Tuesday, November 23, 2004
went out for raya with ex yusoffians which consists of me, khaz, yatie, dinah, syed, zul, zaim, wan n gf, al n gf, haziq, firman n not forgetting benedict..haha..he only chinese.. cos he wanna feel wats like to go ppl houses n collectin money..hahaha..although it was not that fun like last yr, but its still enjoyable..khaz was shy n wonderin when i asked her abt fadzly...at last!..she has a bf..haha!..wasnt really expectin this two clowns to bring their girl..really hate it...kepo sia..damn..tot of goin to Apul's house..but then..i cant cos its gettin dark..sorry Apul..maybe next yr..


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Posted on: Monday, November 22, 2004
mum n dad went to tanjung pinang to settle things there..well u see..i have relatives stayin there..cos my grandad's bro lives there but then...he's gone too becos of an accident..so mum decided i follow my sis to JB...went to JB..eat..shop..then went to tampenis at Changi wat thing they call it..its a condominium..my bro-in-law's fren's house..i noe them cos they helped a lot during my sis's wedding to make the presents all..they're rich..the husband works as a manager of carefour..got back at nite..budden got to noe, mum postponed the trip to tanjung pinang cos it was raining and maybe the waves wud be big enuff to make da boat capsized..wad only...hahaha


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Posted on: Saturday, November 20, 2004
woke up early cos today, its grandma's burial..after she was being bathed..n before her face is being covered, my cuz, aunts n uncles kissed her..my other aunt(mum's side) asked me to go forward..cos my brother also kissed her..but..i dun want..i was too scared..i told u..she look so calm..after prayin for her, she was being sent to the burial site with the helpof the mosque services..one bus plus a few cars followed behind..after that, went into da kids room...played with my younger cuzzins Izati n Nuraini not forgetting with toyol oso..haha..after that, went home...


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Posted on: Friday, November 19, 2004
Was at home all da way yesterday..Today had my dental appointment..was at 8..but reached ard 9.07am..hahaha..Mr Ang was like.."u again..always late for appointment"..haha..then i say hard to find taxi in da morning..trafic jam..then he said "ya ya..dunno how to get up early to take da mrt is it?" then i was like..'yeah yeah..shuddup and do ur work'..hahaha..long time never wear my retainers..but told him i never wear it for only one month...lucky the upper part cooperate with me..but not the lower part..after that went to qnsway with bro, father and TWK..da only girl again..did managed to slip in da envelop into bro's bag..yeah..he got his T-Mac 4...TWK oso got his shoes..father just bot da small figurines..then go home...during da evening..ard 7+pm..bro msged me, sayin he's leavin for NZ soon..da gate is open at 7.25 n plane goes off at 8.25pm..on da last msg bro sent me, dad called home, askin for mum, but mum was prayin..i asked wat he wants..shocked..when he told me grandma's gone..i was like..DAMN..bro's gone, she's gone..told mum..she was shocked too..she immediately phone all da ppl she knew to spread da news..she told me to get ready before 9 n go to grandma's house cos by the time we reached there, grandma wud be home from hospital.. i didnt go into her room to see her face..just scared..sat with my cuz Jun n talked..if not for this, i wun be communicatin with my cuz dat much..left at ard 11+..i dun feel da sadness dat much for i am not dat close to this grandma..but nonetheless she's still part of me...


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Posted on: Wednesday, November 17, 2004
Went out with Z and Nurul to town!..hehe..actually we were supposed to watch movie with the rest at cineleisure... The Taxi..budden its at 5+ n summore, Z watched it oready..so we decided to just go there and shop..(wanna meet bro cos he wanted to pass me da pathetic frame to Z)..me Z n nurul went to cineleisure's long john silver to have our lunch..when bro msged me n say they all also heading to long john to eat..haha..coincidence..told Z abt them...Z tot of escaping maybe goin to da toilet or sumthin..budden..too bad..i made her stay at her seat..until bro came..wah..shy like shit when he saw her..muahaha..bernie was there too..i told Nurul which one was Bernie, Dennis, Samuel, Clement, father n Steph..she said bro's cute..BLuEkKKKk!..muahaha..then talk talk, i ask Nurul..which one suits bro..me or Z..Nurul didnt say anithin..but Z with full of enthusiasm said "You!" pointin at me..haha..den i said.."you jealous rite.."..she said "wat for i jealous..he really suits u"..i said "then wad for u said u're not jealous if u really are?"...hahaha..she was silent..she said "rina..u ar..really..."..haha...steph at the side was having asthmatic hahaha-ing all da way..after that walk around leaving them..took neoprints when bro msged me ask me where i am...Z n Nurul walked away when i told them i meeting bro for awhile..then bro came..yucks..looks so like wad sia..hahaha..gave da frame then blah..i ran after Z n Nurul..kept da frame in my bag..lucky my bag was big..go far east...then past this shop which sold von dutch's shirts..blueekk..Z hates von dutch..but she told me the cap, shirt and all suits her..haha..wad only..on da way home in MRT, standing with no place to sit, i passed the frame to Z..she said "Eh!..tot this one was urs..Dennis gave it to you wat..why give me?"...like DUH!..haha..i said "ur bday coming wad..a before-hand present for u la.."she said "ok..i'll open it on my bday then..y didnt he gave it to me personally?..honestly i really appreciate it if he personally passed it to me..but then..thanks"..i was like...'u sure?..i bet u cant wait to open it tonite' muahahaha..then all da way to BB i was alone..


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Posted on: Tuesday, November 16, 2004
not much of today..iman n family came to my house and on da nite itself, we went to his house at Dover..haha..well..iman..is actually a local singer of a malay band called Karisma..he's my nephew by rite...but he's older la...hahaha..he also got an award at Anugerah winning second for the best composer...dad talked all da way till 10+..still got a lot of stories to tell but too bad..me n mum was soooo sleepy..went back home...ZzZzzz..


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Posted on: Monday, November 15, 2004
Hari RaYa!!..wah..so fast time flies..wore da black pantsuit bought from BEWA with black tudung, n black bag(made myself for sure) n black ELLE shoe(sis bought for me)..with contact lense and make up(black eye shadow)...wah..ppl may get da wrong idea me goin to attend a funeral or sumthing..hehehe...but i like black wad...after that, cry cry go say sorry to mum n dad..but mum says "ah..mintak maaf skarang nanti buat lagi..(translation:ah..now say sorry later do again..)"..haha..dats for sure la..who doesnt makes mistakes..after that went to my grandma's house(mum's side)...all my uncles n aunt were der except for one uncle n one aunt..my partner-in-crime was der...my cousin la..too bad she had to wear grey today not black..hahaha!..talk talk..laf laf...n then it comes to da moment we've all been waiting for...OF cOurSE!..its da MONEY!!..haha!..ok la..can can..plus da money i got from my sis n dad already exceed 3 digits..well..after dat, went to my another grandma's house(dad's mum)..but she wasnt there..she's in da hospital..budden..still go cos there's my aunt who sacrificed her life not married but to take care of my grandma n her younger siblings(my dad all ar)...then went to my bro-in-law's sis house at jurong..then to my aunt's house next block only..wa..my cousin Wan was there..haha..maybe he's too surprise seeing me..i've changed wad..maybe prettier?..haha..i dunno..he's still a bachelor..yeah..lucky i cant marry him..muahahaha..after that, went to NUH to visit my grandma..i pitied her condition she was in...she was unable to talk..tube feeding..honestly..i stared at her..seeing her face..makes me realise how pretty she was..well..a mix of portugis n java..wadda ya expect seh..dad tried to talk to her..say we came to see her n all...can see the sadness in him...cos his eyes became a lil bit red n watery..i understand..who could bare to see their own mum bedridden?...haiz..then left her alone..n went back home..dats all ar..but to think again..after counting da collection i got today...really a lot..although i didnt go to so many houses..haha..yeah..i'm not goin to get it next yr or next next yr..sum ppl ask me specifically which sch i am in now..when i say poly, sum dun give, sum got give..haiz..hahaha...well..its not the matter of having da money la..da most important is to give a visit to make the family bond stronger dats all..


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Posted on: Sunday, November 14, 2004
Penat giler seh tadi...ada ke orang kemas bilik dari pagi sampai malam? hehehehe..tu bilik kiter je ar..tapi bukkannye berserak sangat...oh..mungkin pasal halfway thru i slept uh..hahaha..siak siak...arh...beh on da same time, msg la dgn si diektu..dari dia baru bangun, dah mandi, sampai amik kueh dari rumah orang..hahaha..panjang peh citer...well..lepas tu tgk salam lebaran...lepas tu kene marah ngan my mum pasal buat keje lambat sangat..in other words, kelemer ar..hahaha..siak je...but i just like to do things slow and steady ar..bukannye aper..i like to take my own time...enjoy what i'm doin then everything will be done..so that's why ar..kemas bilik sampai malam..oh ya..sempat plak tangkap cicak..ada ke patut me tell diektu bleh keringkan tu cicak beh buat brooch tuk hari raya...hahaha..style jugak tapi aper kejadah seh..ketupat dah ready, thanks to me for anyam-ing it yesterday..hahaha..favourite peh keje tu..tapi biler buat je, tido halfway....brape banyak kali tido da.....hahahaha...besok hari raya!!
ewah ewah kain langsir elak elak
dinding kaler kuning
tilam kaler biru
bilik dah siap kemas
baju raya dah tergantung
jangan tido lambat
hari ini malam raya!! kuang kuang kuang...


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Posted on: Saturday, November 13, 2004
wah....dah lamer seh tak blog...tibe2 rase cam malas gitu nak type in my daily stuff...well well...puasa nak dekat ending soon...lagi dua hari je...rancangan pat tv pon dah berstacking...bukannye pasal tak sabar...tapi rasanye kalau tak raya pon takpe..i just don feel the excitement of celebrating it...bilik lom lagik kemas...besok ar buat..haha..wah..dah banyak hari berturut turut asyik tido lambat je..ada yang sampai sahur pon lom tido...hehehe..ada ar tu...kacau orang tgh keje...hahaha!..suker seh...yelah..pasal takde saper lagi yang boleh ku kacau pe...haiya..sampai sini je ar..penat ar..comp pon tgh so`od ni...till den..cheerios!


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Posted on: Saturday, November 06, 2004
vA Va VoOm! hahaha!..GueSs WhAT!?
diam tak diam, kelip tak kelip, kentot tak kentot, wa tak sangka...dah 8 bulan ku kenali ngan apul...weeweetz~..hahaha!...boring seh today...pikiran tak abes2...kesalahan melanda diriku ini, rasa keraguan, kesedihan dan lain lain yang sewaktu dengannye masih melekat di setiap pelusuk sel otakku...hahaha!...alar...ntah ar..takde mood seh nak pikir pikir sal ni sumer...dah selesai pon...aper lagi nak diingat ingatkan lagi...kawan je pe...haiz...


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Posted on: Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Hari yang paling bersejarah bagiku...yang penuh dengan memori pahit dan manis...sedih tu memang..tapi apakan daya..aku sendiri yang mintak..
Me: Mi..lately, i've been thinking a lot..u noe that too..i tried to love you more..but it doesnt
seems to work..Dun blame urself, its all my fault..i appreciate the love u've given me..
Him: I noe this is going to happen..Damn..It is my fault for not distinguishing da diff between
u liking me and u loving me.. Looking on da bright side, at least i got a hattrick in being
ditched at..
Me: Hey..Dun put it dat way ok..I dun mean to ditch u..by rite, i'm still ur fren..it's hard for me
to tell u this..i'm takin all da guilt..i'm sorry..
Him:...A lesson to be learnt..If u wanna say da 3 magic words to sum1, think thru first n see
whether u really mean it, as for me, i have no regrets saying those words to u cos i really
mean it..
Me: Ok..i noe..i'm stupid and i suck in this..must u be that sarcastic?..i said i'm sorry..

After that..tros senyap..sampai malamnye...

Him: Na..sorry for getting worked up just now..Me must be listening to too much emo..haha!..I
just realised that i'm willing to do anything for da gal dat i luv and if this is what u want, I
am willing to.. Having u as my fren is better than having nothing..I still luv you and i'll be
waiting for you to give me a second chance..
Me: Okie..Thank you so much for understanding me..You're da Man! :)
Him: Welcome chi2 man...Just do a lil favour for me..Stay happy oways k? U got problem, I'm
here to tok to...Got to admit, it still hurts, but i just have to swallow it..

Lepas tu, i slept..


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DisCreTe MAtHs Is OVER!!...hehehe!!..at last...school has ended...haiz...paper was not tough..i just dun understand what the qn wants...i understand da topic, but i dont noe how to apply to the qns...haiz....well well...today...it's FEDAH'S BDAY!!.. wah..dah besar anak mak ni...baru nak celebrate 17 taun kak?..haha..eleh..ckp orang..aku pon sama..
pikiran..pikiran...was on the phone with azzy the whole nite..aper lagi..tengah tension ar pasal ni...he send me this msg "Dearo! wats ur finga size?"..haiz..aku nak mintak break, lagi mcm tak bagik gitu..yelah..aku tau..akan datang nanti on da 7th nov aku nye 3rd mth..tak sanggup nak putus..tapi terpaksa..i think tmrw..have to be tmrw...dun wanna wait for long anymore...:'(


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Posted on: Tuesday, November 02, 2004
I was at home the whole day..thinking n thinking..wad shud i do n all..tmrw's my discrete maths paper...its raining everday...wat am i to do..slept late ard 4am...talk to normah, to azzy, to yatie n also with apul..haiz..i'm totally blank..is wat i'm goin to do wud be ok?..well normah ask me which is important..me or him..n i say me..of cos me..but i pity him..dun wanna loose him at the same time..haiz....


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Posted on: Monday, November 01, 2004
MaDraSAH tOdaY LAsT DaY!!!!!..wah...peh gembira today last day..hahaha..last paper pon..ermm..paper tafsir..tu pon satu qn tak buat..terbanglah 15 markah..haha..takpelah..dah biasa pas..lagipon, hari ni, habislah masa gemilang bersekolah pat ar raudhah..dari pri 1 sampai skarang thanawi 4..tak ke terror tu..dari masjid tu kecik sampai besar, sampai bumbung nak pecah..hahahaah!!..but we didnt leave with peace..habis dibanjiri kad derma la, ticket carnival la..bukannye kedekut..tapi its TOO MUCH!...bumbung punye pasal kita jadi sasaran..hahaha~..
Then ard 3pm, met Normah n Hairoul at clementi..aper lagi..main pooL lar...at west coast sana..well..Hairoul was a nice guy..he really look like Faidzil sia..nasib suara lain..kalau tak aku dah jatuh hati..hahaha~..game was fun n all..tak FAIR AR HAIROUL!..TAK BLANJA AKU EH!!..hahaha..blanja normah je tau diekni..bual peh bual..lupa plak..ni dua orang ni dari SP..tu pasal kenal area clementi je..ahaha~~
So today malam, cik jun datang my house..well..me & dia bleh talk well..bual pasal anything ar..best ar...she ask me abt data comm all that..pasal dia keje pat NEL as the one who jaga all the computer systems...ask me abt FTP, routers all that..haha..pas tu kelentong ar pasal bende lain..talk abt my life all..haha..aisehbedah..i lost her email add la...luper nak simpan tul2..dahsah ni toyol dah kebas taruk mana2..haha!..tadi pon si martin(cik jun's son) kencing dalam sluar..abis titis2 kencing dia pat lantai..kene la jadi cinderella kejap...hahaha~..


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