Bits and pieces of me

pls pls pls give me photographic memory...just for 3 weeks..... HUIII YEEEE!!!! JEEEENNNN !!!!ARRRGHHH...continues banging head on d wall....d books are really mocking me!!!!maybe i should

1. use my books as a pillow and hope diffusion occurs from high conc to low conc or
2. burn d books and drink d ashes in water or
3. sighs any suggestions???


then when i wake up...i noe d facts!!!! waaakakakkakakaka

i fell asleep again...sighs wonder whether i can finish in time....1 chapter enough to make me fall asleep...arrrghhhhh!!!!bangs head on the wall

hahaha i'm addicted to football...in a way. i find d guys running after that ball very entertaining and hillarious, not forgetting...(drools)... that there are a few cute hunks out there and they are young!!!(though they are mostly either engaged or married)..

late nights for football-bearable
late nights starting mon for studies and last min work shall be named nightmares, the only difference is nightmares -dreams- are fake, when u wake up its one shiny bright cheerful day again, but this nightmare here is way opposite...it lasts!!!!ok i'm crapping...stress!!!

phy pharmaco dd in one weeks time, lets c how far my limit can go this time..anyone wanna be my lab rat???...arrgh... a dangerous future pharmacist in the making!!!

study study study!!!!!!

i'm craving for mexican food...anyone interested???

oh goodness...time really flies...six more week till my sem ends. ok now i'm feeling the pressure. i need more time!!!! can someone just freeze time for a while. the never ending pile of reading and ass-ignments....

arrrrghhhh stress-insomnia-hypertension-stroke-six feet under

and i killed my patient on monday -failed dispensing...sighs all the more for an exciting unforgettable week...oh wow i'm ecstatic.

subway tomorrow!!!!
i can already anticipate the sauce filling my mouth and the taste of the mag awe deliciously wonderful meatballs!!!
but then there will be a hole in my pocket...oh well...fooood!!!!mayb one day i shall marry a cook!!!
weeeeee!!!!!!

its monday again.............

i think i put in d wrong date...hopefully thats all....sighs i do not want to get negative la ....

i made choices, some of which i regretted...some of which i'm lucky to have made the right ones..but up to this point i have realised i had let go of too many chances, though not feeling really happy bout it, i tried turning things around, though failing.
now its all up to fate...

yes !!!!! i survived through week 5!!!! i cant imagine pp liking law!!! it's so so so extremely dry!!!! goodness!!!!!

i look through my wardrobe and the colors i see are black white and grey. i think i need to buy in more colors!!! sighs my sis said my color scheme is now like an ahjumma...OMO!!! i need to go shopping!!!!!!this is more like an excuse for me to use to go out.

cant wait for hols to come through without the need to think of anything then eat sleep and what to do next.. rather than eat sleep read then think i'm in deep shit.

haiz all the studying pp out there, raise your hands and shake ur asS

nanananana i'm being random here..

i want more time!!!!
too much to know too little time
4 more months, i'm scared.

i need to go shopping!!! out out out!!! buy something, buy anything...if i dont, i think i'll go nuts...its so freaking boring. the research papers arent doing me any good..3 lines and i was already falling asleep..oh my they really are the best lullaby, and there's 7 more papers to read, and comprehend what in the world they mean..awesome right. yea freaking awesome...TOLONG BERI SIKIT ILHAM, i seriously do not know what to write in my ethics essay. i think i'm gonna take cannabis soon..like real soon...i wanna run run run!!!!!!!
and time passes so fast..need to do something productive. sighs i feel like cutting my hair again...i think its the boredness...everytime i'm bored i feel like cutting my hair. but its too short now to cut anything, shouldnt have cut it so much d last time, i'm regretting already. aaarrrgh i need to pull myself out tomorrow, drag my sis somewhere to release stress!!!!!its so boring that i'm stressed. funny right, when its exam i'm stressed, when there is no exam i'm also stressed. i seriously need to get a life and feel up my time.
lets go shopping...
p.s. mock test, plsplspls dont mock me on wednesday and make my already depressing week even more depressing...thank you

this phrase is true most of the time but not with assignments and coursework.
ok i'm a lazy bum, i agree.its nothing new anyway, one of my new years resolution is to sleep slightly less and do slightly more..i'm on the way to a rajin-er new me...wish me luck!!!!
i somehow have a new liking----cooking!!!though my 1st attempt of making a chapati failed..nvm!!i shall try till it turns up not only edible but equally as good as the mamak's. yes!!!though my chapati was as hard as a flying disc, my potato salad was good!!!wakakakaka though slightly lower in standard to yink.com but it is however edible and according to my sister's taste bud, it is good!!!wakakkakakakaaka
next i shall conquer meatballs and bread!!!and chapati of course.
but before that, i think i have to conquer my essays 1st...ethics, communication and professionalism here i come!!!

played masak masak in lab...woohoo fun in a way, reminds me of the time where masak masak is the in thing...
one down, 2 more to go this week...
i feel like going shopping already.

when i look at you
my sis and i tried using different languages to translate the title and this particular one is the best!!!
Though i dont really like miley cyrus, but this video clip is mag...
The GUY, the scenery and the chemistry btwn them, fab is all i can say.
And i like d song's lyric...how touching...

run run run....chickens run....
away or to???

i cut my hair again...and now i look like a boy...man my fringe is so short...
drastic change my sis said..oh well it'll soon grow long..
now i kinda miss my long ponytail...but short is good in a way...cause the weather is like freaking hot.
1st day of my new sem....a change!!!!

omg the song is still in my head...love love love this song so so so much!!!!
feeling in love again...

tttthhhaannnnkkk you!!!!!

glee!!!!:)

yea yea motivation!!!i need motivation!!!!

MOTIVATION!!!!!

oh books baby here i come, pls pls pls show me some love!!!!!
GIve mua some love!!!!!


muacks muacks muacks!!!!!!!!

all i can say is ...i'm toast!!!
i need photographic memory or at least memory which can at least last for 6 weeks!!!
whoever invented all those drugs ...do me a favour and invent this!!no i think dont invent anything at all that'll save up some of my already lil brain cells from being fried!!!
q and a..answer like a pharmacist...
a. shit i dunno wth is d ques about, how to ans.
q. think like a pharmacist.
a. omg i dunno la...i'm barely even half a parmacist.
q. why cant u take ...with ....
a.
q. what is d mechanism
a.???
q. what is ....for
a. ......

pin drop silence...sorry sir i do not know.....


i neeeeedddd alllll d luck in d world for eos!!!!!the 'i can do it mantra'.....yes i can do it , i can do it , i can do it, i will pass, i must pass!!!!

sighs....early mornings again....

one thing i enjoy most about chinese new year is the food :)
have been eating like a king for d past few days . Now i feel like father christmas, with by big big "ju lam yuk" sitting on my thighs...sighs, disadvantage of having good food...
have been to the cinema with my family for 2 days in a row...hahahha mom was complaining why we chose shows that were so violent ...planned to watch valentine's day, but apparently it's not in the jusco cinema kepong...so sad!!!
nvm
sis said thurs...but...i feel guilty d!!!
sighs my 2 reports 1 presentation and 1 class test.....yes a reminder for me again...yea thanks I.m.u man, real big thanks to your special timetable....everything cramp in 1 week ...no less than 1 week if we minus off the time for family, sighs with my cousins around i dont think i can get anything done!!! so that leaves me with 2 days!! super great right....chinese new year hols...yeah right....
i'm in serious shit!!!!oh dear!!!!!

If i were to describe friends,
they are hankerchieves
always being by your side
you can count on them
to take in your tears
when you cry.

orientation is making me crappy, sorry to some pp who kena my volcano blast, nvr mean to pull u pp into my mood swings ...
sighs how i wud wish i cud have 12 more hrs a day...i need my sleep...i need more time, period.
sighs with all d class tests, lab exam, reports..i'm gonna freak out soon...
i c my timetable, i c work piling up, i try to do stg but it gets higher and higher...oh goodness..
guess i have to suck it up and work like real hard..

i succeeded in keeping my vow to sleep early and sleep less for 2 days!!! and i feel like a walking zombie....hehehe skipped malaysian studies to compensate:)

stupid jam....dahlah late-no afternoon nap, have to drive, JAM...stupid road diversion, have to make a u turn and JAM again ARRRGH!!!!!!

sighs feel like skipping orientation.....

arrrgh!!!!!!!

can c my work piling higher and higher.....

i need my sleep!!!

year 2010....i shall
1. sleep early
2. sleep less




work MORE!!!!