Why is 19 years old any different? Anybody isn’t happier, isn’t joyful, more poker face, more fake smiles, more gaps, more rushing of one place to another, more tears, more unknowns, more secrets, more insincerity, more of unnecessarily more than before comparing with last year foundation first sem, foundation second sem but not third sem I would say. Third sem is the time people started falling tears and being torn apart, not cool not cool. Is everybody getting tired?
If you do remember:
We used to call each other darling, babe, and dear because we love each other.
We used to have heart-to-heart 3-in-1: pillow+bolster+blanket talk that you’ll keep on smiling whenever you reminisces it cause it’s just pure fun and laughter without any worries, any.
We used to talk till late nights and fall asleep silently.
We used to have big broad smiles plastered across the face, with double rows of teeth exposing.
We used to jump here and there on the sofa singing hit song in the karaoke.
We used to purposely buy big apple donuts just to bring it the next day and enjoy it together before class because everyone is excited about just doing it.
We used to facebook side by side, writing on each other’s wall, commenting, and watching video and laughed over whatever’s funny, side by side, just beside.
We used to go for toilet-talk when there’s break time.
We used to talk straight from the heart, pure heart.
We used to hang around for movies, karaoke and nice food.
We used to have theme song for each and every sem.
We used to support that road-side event and get free coke with pictures taken, roadside.
We used to talk nonsense and laughed our heads off.
We used to bring cheese hot dogs and fish balls from cafeteria to class because we want to.
We used to take pictures with mickey doll and a green balloon for no reason.
We used to have bubble tea in class, and the whole row is having too.
We used to take pictures, which are stickers.
We used to chat on msn frequently.
We used to receive surprise note on J.Co tissue paper and colourful papers, lecturer got it too.
We used to dream because we dare to.
We used to insert more :) =) ^^ XD :D because we do really have smiles and laughter on the face when we typed it.
We used to console each other when one is down while it’s not now because everyone’s having sorrow and you’re just no any different so you don’t really deserve any love and ended up more untolds.
We used to look forward to class not more on the study but because we can see each other, even its late we'll book a place for the laters.
It’s not the same anymore, adding 1 to 18 isn’t any cooler I found out, it’s not. I felt everybody forgotten what we used to were before. Am I not getting over this cause everyone looks normal and it scares me sometimes. Can somebody talk to me and tell me what's going on?
