
The Bible teaches that blessings follow those who give. Proverbs 11:25, "the generous soul will be made rich, and he who waters will also be watered himself."
I have heard countless testimonies from men and women who gave and watched God give back more. I would like to share what happened with our family this week.
Josh and I watch our budget very close. We like to keep a certain amount in the checking account and never try to get below that amount. Well, thanks to some very high utility bills and some expensive breakdowns in the chicken house, we were sitting well below our comfort level this week. Once a week, we sit down together in our home office to balance the checkbook and pay any upcoming bills, discuss savings plans/vacation plan/any upcoming expenses. This week the tension was high because we were way below our "set amount" with both vehicle payments due. We had just enough to pay our payments and have our normal grocery/Walmart/gas money left over. Then it hit us...we had forgot one very important thing! Our tithe! How could we forget to give back to God what he has blessed us with. For a second, I hate to admit that I thought about "skipping" our tithe this week and "catching up" later. I know that Satan was putting those thoughts in my head.""""But God....Deer season is coming up and you know how expensive it can be with the camping groceries and the shells...and Jed's first birthday, you know it will be expensive to buy the cake/decorations/pictures/and all the gifts..what about my shopping trip to Little Rock this weekend with my sisters, Lord! You know that we don't spend enough time together and I won't have a good time if I'm broke! I'll pay you back next week or after Christmas sometime""""I feel awful about it but I want to be completely honest. Needless to say, after writing out the tithe check we were broke! As you can imagine, we walked around feeling sorry for ourselves. Let me rephrase that...we walked around in our 2000 square foot home feeling sorry for ourselves. We spent the next few days moping while we played on one of our 3 computers, watched movies from our big screen tv, and rode around in our new vehicles. Don't you feel sorry for us! Yesterday we went back over our budget and realized that I would be getting an "extra" check the month of November since it is a 5 week month and our budget is set for a 4 week month. This would put us back on track. I felt really bad that I even considered not tithing. I spent some quiet time alone with God this morning after the girls were at school and Josh & Jed were out of the house. I thanked God for everything he has blessed me with.....the love of my life, 3 beautiful children, a wonderful family, a nice home and farm, the blessing to work from home, an amazing bible study group, many answered prayers, good health, and many other things. I then told God how sorry I was for letting Satan get in my head and entertaining the thought of stealing from Him. I know that tithing is just a simple act of giving back a small portion of what He has blessed us with and I almost didn't give it back. I thanked Him for His generous grace and thanked Him in advance for the rewards and abundant blessings that lie ahead for our family.
Now, the story doesn't stop here.
Today I came into the office around 8am as I do every morning. Around 11am my phone rang and it was my boss. He asked the usual question "how is business" and I gave my usual answer "good". He then said "I think it is time for your bonus". This didn't suprise me..I've been working for him for 13 years now and every November he gives me a Christmas bonus. It has been the same amount for the last 13 years so I have been expecting this call and already have my "plan" for the money. The only thing that suprised me was the timing. Usually he gives it to the the week of Tgiving..he knows how much I love to shop on the day after Tgiving. He then told me the amount! I almost fell out of my chair!! I asked him...are you sure? He said OF COURSE! Now, write it out and have a good day. I couldn't believe it....it was DOUBLE my normal Christmas bonus. He was anxious to get off the phone with me and back on the golf course but I held him for just a minute longer. Before he hung up I said "Thanks again for this Christmas bonus!". He said "Christmas bonus???? no, this is not your Christmas bonus, you get that the week of Tgiving every year..you'll have to wait a couple more weeks for that" and then he hung up! As you can imagine, the tears began to flow. Not because of the money, but because I knew that God had done this for us. Not as a reward for paying our tithe, but as a blessing...a gift given to us by God. The blessing was not a measure of what we had done or who we are..but of who God is!
Praise God for His presence in our lives ...