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Hi guys!!This is officially my 70th post hehe.
I think I'm going to talk about my friendship problems :')
Now I truly know the word backstabbing and it hurts so bad.
let's just call my "best friend" G and another girl S.
G has been telling me bad stuff what S said about me.
And then I didn't even scold S back I'm just commenting like "why did she do that?!" Such things
And then I found out that G isn't really a good friend.She actually screenshots all our conversation to S.I feel so hurt and disappointed.I told her so many of my secrets and she's just using me to get more drama.When she scold S,She will tell S that it was me that said it.
Anyway,S and I met yesterday because we were sending our friend off.S took her phone and started scolding me and mocking me while videoing it saying that I badmouth the friend we are sending off and G and all those people.I told her I didn't and she called me a liar and said to the phone"I can tell you so many things I know about her" and continued calling me a liar.After that,She continued shouting at me and saying that I have a problem with her and she has all the conversations calling me a dumb bit** and a f*** face.But when I told her to show me the evidence,she did not want to show me.And then she posted that video online.But she block me so I couldn't see itt.And the worst thing is,while S is scolding me,G was there laughing.And please note that when she is shouting at me when we are at the airport and I'm so so so disappointed with G.Hell,I'm not even that angry with S. I get that she is angry because I said things to her which I didn't,but it was G who told S and obviously S would believe.They used to be best friends.Now everybody thinks I bad mouth lots of people and I can see why S is videoing it.To earn support from others and to humiliate me.

Now I know who's my true friends and those who believe what S said in the video doesn't matter and those who continue to trust and believe me matters :)

Hi guys!!! So today i decided to write a new post haha yep.
Recently,again.people sending unwanted hates. Some say i steal their friends
like what?The 'friends' i steal are not even close to me and we did not even go out together once.HELLO

Andand i just use my personal twitter account into a fan account of youtubers.
And i didn't intend that to happen omg.I just started following some of the youtube fan account to know more deeper into them like because i'm kind of hard core those British youtubers and then they started following me too.And i tweeted more about youtube stuffs.And it got to a point until my twitter account becomes like a fan account.And once you went in,you can never come out and also,i don't feel like coming out because unlike 1D fandom,there's no drama and everybody is so lovely and kind to each other.I love it :)
But then i started to realised because of my account turning into a fandom page,everybody starts to unfollow me and it kind of hurt my heart.I still intend to use that account as my personal one too.
There's is like 23 or 26 unfollow omg.Can you handle it?I can't.

But it's okay,because people in the youtube fandom are kind and caring and they replace those bitches who unfollow me.Hahaha oppps for language :p

please follow me on twitter @JoveenLeo, instagram @joveennn, tumblr www.the-runawayy.tumblr.com :)))))

I get misunderstood a lot.People tend to hate me because of what they think I am.And the weird thing is,I wasn't even like that.People judges me and I hates it big time.People hates me for no freaking reason and I'm so sick and tired of it.like people could hate me for the most ridiculous reason eg she said I'm a show off because I ask questions in class?Wow just wow.Some people hates me because they think that I'm perf?Like which part of me is perf?that I'm fat?my fat cheeks?My thick thighs?Or my monstrous hair?You people are crazy.I didn't offend you at all.Even worse,People who hates me are the ones I never spoken a word to.What is this?I don't understand.At all.To think that many people like me are being hurt the same way make me feel worse.Whats wrong with people's mind and humanity.Seriously.

How can we get this right when we don't even have trust between us?

Sorry for the ugly camera quality haha you know how camera is with facing to tech like tv etc.
So we have been like "omg we are alone at home....." and then here it goes hahahahahahah omg it killed the boredom!!!It was awesome and we are still talking rn while i'm typing :)))))

IT FREAKING TOOK ME 10MINUTES TO UPLOAD THE PHOTOS!Technical problems hah.
So we chat like hours and all random stuff and shirin get pretty outraged with her brother.......
hahaha it was funny seeing them fight omgosh you won't believe!!!

We chat all the random stuff(As i was saying) and also singing(LOL) and telling secrets like, REVEALED!(TADA) yeah that's was it :)

If you are seeing this Nur Shirin!!I love you so much today xxxxxxxxxxx

                       WELLLL so i dunno why i just couldn't upload pictures but oh well,this post is just sooooooooooooooooooooooo incomplete without pictures of me and my bestie together.Oh memories,sweet sweet memories.


        Ssooo it all began in last year.....Bartley Secondary School.4 January 2012,when we met:) We are in the hall and we are suppose to sit there for some sec one orientation talk.&& She was like sitting two peple infront of me. I went to whisper(KINDA OKAY WHATEVER) to her saying to be friends :) And she AWKWARDLY LOST say okay hahah.I wish she remember her face,like seriously :p


        After that talk.. oh yeah there is a super embarrassing moment.Students are suppose to sit like the space nearer to the stage of the hall and then at the back of it were lots of chairs for parents to sit so it's like quite far apart from parents to student.Like 4m? Then Shirin's mother keep on whispering to her and then she was like whispering (LOUDLY) to her mom in some malay words i duno what is it. And unfortunately the prncipal notice it and kindof scolded shirin.Ha ha awkward on the first day :0


       And i keep on forgetting her name and she keep on forgetting my primary school name.So during recess we went togther like,we only had each other hahaha.And drank awful diluted milo(we say don't want to eat but actually i want but it's shyyyyyy and weird) and talk about stuffff.SHe likes kpop like a lot(but not nowww.She is a hardcore fan of janoskians) And she laughs at my jokes(Now i know she is pretending haha lol)


       Things were going well until Arpil 2012.We had the biggest fight.During that peiod,Shanice and I went really close haha(not as awesome as shirin)BUTBUTBUT WE WENT BACK IN AROUND MAY which is so effing long but i'm glad to get back with her :) She is like,something i NEED in my life teehee.


Message to my awesome bestie:

      I'm such an insecure bitch thats always so sensitive and say lame jokes and always had you to bear with it.I am sometimes unreasonable and a little annoying and you always, and sill be with me!So i really appreciate all the advices you told to me it sometimes really work but i alomost never onces listen(only sometimes) and hahaha you know.. :> Really enjoy any moments with you okay ;))))) We always have small fights now and then but dunno why,i think it is just a secret agreement that after each agrument,and of course we will stop talking right.And then the next time ew talk talking(can be like one minute later) we talk like just now didn't happen.Really appreciate the forgiveness we had in our friendship and shirin!!YOU HAVE THE BEST ADVICES FOR BOYS LOLOLOL HAHAHAHAHA


   

                         Soo.Please check out her blog(she wrote about me too and there is photos of us) in the link below :)   If you can't enter the link below,go to the right hand side on the category of 'You' and click the link "Shirin" :)                                         


                                           http://wnurshiriny.blogspot.sg/



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HELLO GUYS!OMGOSH the last time I post was like January??????HAHA oh well,here is a post with pictures!!!!!Well shirin and jiawei respectively :)) Awesome people So a lot of things happen like I'm selected for student counsilor,get selected to go Beijing school trip,and also get fourth in cross country although I could get third but top three is so embarrassed so I kinda give up my seat.Oh well Hehe.Ah I know I know jeez whatever~ Yepp that's my medal :)


And the most recent thing is I JOIN A 10MN RUN FOR LIFE MARATHON ON 8TH JUNE ;))))) *YAYYYYYY*(sound effect) I know all of you are thinking this :





Don't be such a badass!At least act happy for me!Haha okay actually I dun really care so does it hurt your feelings?Awwww then come to mama LOL NO.