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心死了，微风轻轻吹过，
冰冷的心，随着风，消失在云间。
曾经热情的心，被急速降温。
只剩下悲伤，绝望。
一切的美好，转化为黑暗。
乌云密布的天空犹如我受了伤的心，
彩色的世界顿时消失了。

雨，滴答滴答的落下，
淋湿了我空虚的灵魂。
雨，狠狠地打在我的脸上，
我再也分不出在我脸上的是雨水或泪水。
无奈的我，停下脚步，失去了方向。

狂风再怎么攻击，雷打得再怎么响，
依旧改变不了我对你的心。
看不清你的心，看不透你的想法，
就像我的视线一样模糊不清。

虽然我不知前面的路如何走，
是雨天，是天晴
我意志已定，对你永远不离不弃。

天晴了，一切都成了过去。
无论好或坏，再也无法困扰我。
我的决定是对的，
世界依然是美好的。

This morning i had to wake up pretty early to do sth..and i managed to see the sunrise from my room...it was pretty nice tho therefore i took my cam and capture the view from my room and i haf taken another sunset photo as well before this. sunrise and sunset...which 1 do u prefer? most of the ppl said they prefer sunset but thinking tat it'll be all dark after sunset..why they still choose sunset? the answer is the duration for sunset is actually longer than sunrise and it's actually more enjoyable to see sunset rather than sunrise. it's all because of the process...not the result. although we know tat night will come following by sunset but bcos of the fantastic view of sunset, ppl can just ignore the end result of it and enjoy the period of sunset.

Life is not onli about happiness...from time to time...there are always thunder and storm in our lives. wad the consequences that brought by them depends on how we handle them. if u not goin to do anything to solve them, and just sit down and wait for them to come, u'll just get wet, get the coldness, and thinking tat the life is so bitter and no1 is handling all these with you. where as if u could see them coming earlier, u would have at least prepare an umbrella so that u'll feel warmer and at least knowing that there's always someone together wif u when u r facing them. if u r patient enough, u can wait until all these are over and u would see another sunny day and onli u'll realise tat life can be so good and it cant be better without the problems u have gone through. So dun be blinded by the bad things in front of u now, try to look further, look through the dark, thick clouds and u'll see a day full with joy and happiness waitin for ya right ahead after the thunder storm :) 

why is it so hard for someone to just admit tat he/she has done a mistake? even it's just a small mistake. some ppl might say...small mistake nevermind one..no1 really bother, but if u dare not to step out for the small mistake u have done...not to say bout the big 1. cos u dunno how bad the consequences can be. some people didnt admit tat because they have no idea that they have done a mistake. these ppl r still quite easy to handle, as long as u tell them bout wad they have done wrong, they will immediately apologize and try not to repeat the same mistake again but these ppl can easily hurt the others without realising it. where as the other gp of ppl realise their mistakes just tat they dare not to say it out. why? because they dun see wad's comin to them. they haf fear with the uncertainty. they dunno how others goin to think bout them and wad's goin to happen once they admitted their mitakes. these gp of ppl are not tat bad. there's still room for them to change their way of thinking and improve themselves. the worst gp of ppl r the one who denied their mistake. they did sth wrong, realising it and make another mistake of telling lie to cover it up. i have no idea wad to say bout these ppl. just...all the best!

this world is full of different type of ppl. and human are born to deal with all sort of ppl in this world. there's no way for one to change oneself totally just to make the rest happy and be wad others consider as a good man. likewise, it's impossible to change someone else to be the type of ppl u'll like to be with. therefore, the word tolerance existed. ppl must try to accept others in wadever way they are. there are always some ppl u just cant understand, not tat u really so interested in understanding him or her but since u know them, there shud be some sort of basic understanding of each other to actually reduce all sort of conflict and stuff. avoidance is never a good way to solve all these prob. take it and deal with it, u'll see how great can something turn out with the power of God. dun look at the things at there negative site...if i do, the thing will be worse than wad u tot! try to look at them at different angle and u'll find tat they are greater than wad u expected

here's sth i wanna share. went to DUMC this saturday evening, wasnt in really good mood due to some prob and not expecting anything great to happen in the church (how sad can tat be?) anyway...tat's wad in my mind during tat time. when i finally arrived the church, the service had started with worship...i went into the church and join the worship. things just continue like usual. i prayed in my heart saying Lord, pls help me in wadever way u can, fill me with the joy tat i can never received in this world, open my eyes and see Your presence in the house of God. after the whole worship, i sat down and out of sudden, all the thoughts tat have been bothering me disappeared and i feel my life is once again filled by hope and i experience the greatest joy i;ve ever had in my life. suddenly i know wad i need to do and know how to continue with journey of the life. and now everything is just so great! really thanks God for tat

therefore look at the bright side no matter wad happen as God is always there for you :D