My Simple Blog

just feel like dropping few words here...but i got no idea wad to write actually, so many things goin on in my mind...everything is mixed up...not a single compartment for them. wad i know now is...i'm having headache...which i never had for a long time and i cant sleep! hah...wad else can be worse than this!?
problems all over and all around us..when u think tat u have solved one of them...the other 1 come..or the same prob come again - recurrent. and when u realise tat there r certain problems tat can never be solved...u learned helplessness :) u start thinking wad have u done wrong to deserve all these? wanted to find out wad has cause all these prob and u find no answer for every single question tat u come out with. hrm...mebe it's time for u to have a step backward and get a clearer view of what's goin on and things might not be as bad as wad u tot they are. and believe in God and haf the faith tat no matter what is happening...they are all for the good purposes!!

Isnt it good to be kids? worry not bout wad's goin on in the world. they have their own little world where there's only fun and fun and fun. cry when they are angry and sad. everything is so simple and easy. pure frenship they have with each other. they play wif each other have all the great memories. although sometimes they argue with each other but will be fine after a short moment and back to real good fren. why everything have to be so complicated now? ppl think more, there are more things to be worried bout. miss the time..tat we can never go back =D 

when can ppl learn to be satisfied with wadever they are having? i would say never. when u get something, u'll just tend to wan more of it. nothing to be blamed bout tat, cos that's just how human being is. sometimes we do not know how lucky we are with all the things we have, we keep on looking at the ppl who have more than us, that's when we wan to be more like the ppl, to have wad others have and eventually jealousy come in place. why dun we look at the ppl who are less fortunate than us. there r ppl who wanted to have the chance to study like us so hard but can never get it when some of us fighting to get into the best uni. there are also ppl who cant even get someone to care bout them, but we wanted so much from our frens, expecting them to do good for us..there are ppl who fight so hard just to make their stomach full, when we all taking bout wad car we wan to get and get all the branded clothing where the other hand some ppl hardly find something to cover their bodies. pls ppl..be grateful with wad we have as God will always give the best to everyone of us.

ppl told me we have to learn to give unconditionally..give to the ppl around u, give them help when they need it and dun expect anything in return. but after all, i realise we r not God, not Mother Theresa, no matter how great we are, there is still bit of selfishness in us. we wan ppl to treat us well, at least there's a drive and motive for us to keep on moving. imagine if u treating a person with all u have but u get coldness and all the negative in return. in a way they not appreciation with wad u've done..will u still wan to continue wif wad u've done to them? u know tat u not wanting them to treat u like how u treat them, mebe just a show of appreciation is enough for u but somehow u just cant feel it. i'm sure it does hurt...anyway, mebe expect less from the ppl and be satisfied with it and u'll feel better :)