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What IF...people refuse to receive things that u r offering?

What IF...things just never go the way u wan them to be no matter how hard u try?

What IF...u cant get along wif someone well after so long?

What IF...tmr never comes?

What IF...you are not YOU anymore?

What IF...u never realise that u've done couple of mistakes before?

What IF...u regret bout the mistakes that u've done?

What IF...ppl u used to know very well before seems to be strangers for u?

What IF...what if there is not what if?

there are so many questions cross our mind everyday and lots of them we can never get a proper answers for them which convince ourselves to believe them. for the PAST...things happened and we can never change them no matter how much we regret bout that. last nite, suddenly just miss all the frens from my hometown sooo much. my hometown, sri aman...a small town that onli most of the sarawakian knows wad is tat. tat's where i was born and studied til form 1. after that i left to continue my studies at Kuching and i never tell any of my frens bout that before i left...and i din keep in touch wif the frens i used to be very close with. regretted my doings and realising...there r lots of things that i've missed out! hope to get to meet u guys 1 day man...

appreciate the every single day that u've NOW and live ur life as in it's the last day of ur life..for every single day that u've. FUTURE is always unpredictable, we as human will never know wad's goin to happen to us and we can never know wad will happen tmr. so appreciate everything that u have now and never ask for more cos wad u r having now is always the best for u...and think no bout things tat will never happen..do wad u wan to do and wad u think is right to do :) cheers

Time is precious for everyone in this world. everyone need time to do their works, to achieve their goals, to do what they likes to do the most, to enjoy their favourites, to build up a relationship, to get used to an environment, to know a person and so on. and time is never enuff for a person. 24 hours are just not sufficient for ppl who are doin business, they wish to have 1 more hour to sleep before seeing another client, for medical students, we just wish to have another week all the time before the exam (if i got another week to prepare, i'm sure i can do well!) for a software programmer, they wish they will haf another day extra before the due date. and because there are too many things to do and too little time, something must be sacrificed in order to complete the important tasks. so wad do ppl usually choose to give up? some choose their interest in order to earn more money, some choose family to be sacrificed over their interests or some will choose relationship to chase their dreams. how someone allocate their time is always up to their own priorities.

time is precious for everyone in this world. therefore, if someone willing to spend some of their time, dun haf to be most of their time...mebe just 1 hour or even 1/2 an hour out to be spent wif their frens, family or anyone else, it would be the greatest gift that someone can offer since time is something that can never be replaced. there are ppl out there who are dying to hope tat someone can spend a lil time wif them and to be noticed..but often we neglect them and take them for granted. small kids with ADHD (attention deficit hyperactive disorder) cos they need some attention from their parents and they wanting them to spend some time with them but not working all the time.

time is precious for everyone in this world. it's same for us as a medical students. we often just get too occupied by the works we haf to do and not noticing that ppl around us sometimes might be having some troubles and be bothered by other prob and often they just wish that there is at least a person who can be there who understand them and listen to them. sometimes ppl will realise that it's the hardest to get someone when they needed them the most. of cos there is no1 to be blamed cos there r just too many works. but as i said, do take some time out, mebe just an hour to go out and hang out wif ur frens, or u can just go to the fren next door and say hi to them. a pat on the shoulder, a simple sms to say hi, an short email to tell how u are or a smile when meeting others could just brighten a person's day. those will not take up much of ur time, so why be so stingy with ur time, since u cant be working 24 hours everyday and not sharing them wif ppl around u and show ur love?

Journey of life~is unpredictable and always interesting. but there are times when u'll wonder where you are. u realise that u've lost urself and things around u do not look familiar to you anymore. u have no idea where to go next. stop ur footstep for a second, open ur eyes, u'll realise that there's a path just infront of u. a path which will lead u to your real self . and look around, there are always ppl who r willing to give u a hand and bring u to the right path! follow them...and u'll see a bright light shining just before u! :)

it's easter day tmr. most of the ppl onli take it as another holiday and relate it with easter bunny or easter egg or just another day when we need to attend church. they never realise tat there's such a great thing tat happened bout 2000 years ago when Jesus conquer the death and live again after he had been crucified on the cross. wad a sacrificed that He made for all the human in the world to washed away the sins tat we committed. tat's a thing tat we as a human can never do. the love we have will never be greater than the love He has in us. Love is all about giving, love is bout giving what they need but not what they deserved. this is the thing tat we need to pay in mind all the time and practice it.

about 4 months ago, i 1st knowing that i'm comin to University of Otago, New Zealand. it's my 7th choice of PMS...obviously i wasnt happy bout this result and new zealand is a totally new country for me at that time (i did even know the existence of Maori at tat time). i know nothing bout this country and didnt know what to expect for my life over here. i questioned, question bout the purpose of me being here, question bout separating me from all the ppl that i know and question bout letting me in a place where i know the least bout. there was once my mind was filled with fear, worries and anxiety but i choose to accept it at last and knowing that there must be answer for me somewhere sometime.

Despite sleeping late last nite after a special easter celebration organised by the chiselzone, we decided to go for a walk up to the hill with one of our churchmate - joe. planned to wake up by 8 for breakfast before he came and pick us up at 930 but failed to do so and woke up at 917am. after washed up and packed some of the stuff, we get up to the car and headed to the destination after picking up another fren. It was a walkway up to park hill which is the nearest walk to the city. it is at the suburb where the Princess Margaret Hospital is at which is called Cashmere. we stopped the car at somewhere near Victoria Park and started our journey. the weather was great and the view around us is amazingly breathtaking. it was a really nice walk up to the hill and nice scenery.

Dealing with ppl is always something tat everything need to learn. it's just the matter of time that when u found it hitting u or when u realised that it's just impossible to please everyone that is around you. there are all sort of ppl around ya. some of them u can just click very well with them but not the others. u'll wonder why and sometimes thinkin tat u r just not good enuff for them..but shouldnt worry bout how others think bout u! just do ur best and be urself no matter what u do. make decision from what u think is right and wrong but not others interests. as wad i said, there are all different types of ppl all around, and everyone haf their own view, there is completely no way to know what they wan and make every single one of them happy. but as long as u know that u r doin ur best. tat's all that matter. if they just dun understand and couldnt agree with wad u did or said..then forget it, there is no point to think bout it and been brought down by them. but wad u must know is that there is always someone in somewhere who care bout u like u do for the rest..mebe u still haven found out tat who they are but have faith and u'll know them one day at least i am :)