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31 October 2009 2:42 AM

Baby ,you bring me miracle !

On Wednesday ,my class learnt how to style hair from the hairdressing students but seriously the learning time was very short ! Thanks for those people who are trying to teach me , deeply appreciated ! Done my SES role play .Relieved ! (:

Didn't attend school yesterday ,AHHHHHH ! So sick & tired .It's okay .5 more weeks to go .I must add oil ! People add more oil onto my bucket okay ?! I don't want to be defeated at this point of time .No matter what I must persevere .I hope i can .

As for today ,together with baby & his brother , we went to Queensway & meet shermen .Wanted to play pool but the rate was $7.50/ hour .We find it was a little too expensive therefore we went arcade.I saw Audrey Oh Chu Mei at the pool area ! HUGGGGGGGGIES ! I miss her.Used to be my best friend that stays around my area but now she moved to commonwealth :( .Anyway congratulation to myself , i lost 20 bucks .I cursed whoever fucker that took the money. I roughly know who took it but with no evidence we cant do anything .Blame no one but myself .Careless girl.Stuck at Queensway due to the heavy rain .Decided to take cab back to redhill and meet up the rest of the peeps (:

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BABY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWEET LA.He removed his tops ,left with he army singlet & passed me the tops and lent me used that as a shelter to prevent me getting sick ! Gave him a tight hug & i shouted "LOVEYOU ! ~ " like nobody business when we reached the taxi stand ! Thanks baby . Hope you wouldn't catch cold ! :(

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Reached Redhill .Waited for kok long, xiao boy ,jingwen & shuyi to arrive & slacked till almost midnight.Good girl me have to go home ,what a pity that i cant join them for mac.MONOPOLY ! I believe they are having fun.How can it be not fun with such a big group playing monlopoly. (:

28 October 2009 2:03 AM

Happy Birthday Dad

Bitch ?! Those who keep on hanging around with people who are attached.

If you have so much time that why not do something meaningful instead on these

Or you forget the sucky feeling that if other girls bitch with your boyfriend ?

Or you have never in love before ? Or you are never a bitch now you turn out to be like one

Be it whoever is is reading my blog .Think and ask yourself you are like one ?

Are you sparing a thought for others ? Bitch should do some self reflection !

I know karma will falls on your sooner or later . :D

27 October 2009 2:28 AM

Yesterday 25/10/09

Baby ,Happy Anniversary[One Year One Month].I am glad that you are still at my side.Thanks for all the moment when you are with me. Things dont come by so easy if you dont make the effort.I am sorry for all my wrong doings that you have tolerated.Not only me , you should know what to do as well.I am willingly to do that for you , will you ? Looking forward to our One Year Two Month okay ?! Muacks ! Thanks for the fabulous meal that you have treated me ! Black Pepper Chicken & the rest .Yummy .We shall go eat again alright ?But not so often lo , no money to spend .haha! *(:

Today 26/10/09

Insufficient Sleep ! Yeah ! I attended DLT theory lesson ! I was soooo sleepy today.I felt like falling asleep for every lesson.After school , i went to tiong arcade & see whether if Yong de & Marcus were there .Oh my goodness .So happy to see them not because of what .It was because my guessing was right ! Asked them to accompany me to have my hair cut.Played at arcade & slacked around .Talked so much craps .Disturbing each other .I am the innocent victim.Baby ,where are you ?!!! Help okay ?! Must help me revenge ah .haha.They left .Aftermath i received a call from my cousin & i went to find Xingtian & co. at my house downstair .Slacked ! HAHA .I am so tired today .Sorry , i know today my brain was working so slow & the way i react (:

25 October 2009 2:58 AM

Pictures on 21/22 October

With my girls , darlings & friends (:

Lazy to elaborate .Thats all for this post ! (:

24 October 2009 1:30 AM

Spell L.o.v.e

Shouldn't have attended the talk for today ,did i regret ? =/ .Meet up Wei ling & whenever we meet up we have plenty of things to talk about ,Yea, she is my second boyfriend for don't know how many years .I appreciate your presence,really.Michelle ! Is time to meet up , seriously we do miss you too ! I don't even remember when is the last time i saw you ? During the chalet ? Haha .Where is my boyfriend ? I miss him ! Boyfriend now is earning money for a living ! (: .From today onwards ,my allowance is going to cut down . I have no idea that how am i going survive when i have already find that i do not have enough money to spend & i have so many thing that i wish i can afford to buy . *Thinking, only if i am an millionaire,unrealistic,i know*

23 October 2009 3:34 AM

Finally

Finally we have completed our Roleplay for our Salon Operation .I was quite satisfied with my performance during the role play & i think our group did pretty well .*Chap hands* .Bought a M size PE T-shirt for myself but M size is still too big for me ! Went to redhill after the roleplay celebrated Jeanna's birthday .I will blog more details about Pearlyn's & Jeanna's Birthday once i have receive some others pictures.Happy birthday to both of you & hope your enjoyed :D .You know that i love both of you ~

Labels: I only had one meal in two days and i am still surviving

22 October 2009 2:48 PM

Boyfriend pushed & pulled me back from hell

Kill me please. ! =/

Can you imagine such picture appeared on Newspaper & Website .They interviewed three to four persons but why ONLY my picture in the Newspaper & Website.I dont understand .Very pek cek sia.Somemore so ugly la .I think my boyfriend see liao also wouldnt admit that "this" is his girlfriend . *Faint.Weiling was laughing non-stop when she saw this article & the video on the website.Ever since the article is out ,the video view is twice as much as before.*ARGH !

21 October 2009 1:07 AM

GET HIGH

"Baby carry me high high high "

Skipped school today .One hour of lesson then expected me to travel from my house to Si mei ITE ? CRAZY right ? Hais ,getting lazier and lazier .I dont even know that whether will i attend school on this coming friday .
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-Tomorrow is Pearlyn's Birthday
-Thursday is Jeanna's Birthday
-Sunday is our One year one month anniversary
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I think my brain has already gone hay wire .I jay walk the road even when the police car is the next car pass though .Baby shouted at me so i U-Turn back.His reaction was like " 你不要钱 ah " cause will summon NOT " 你不要命 ah ".Thanks for so concern about me lo ! HAHA.Today had KFC breakfast with him @ Bukit Merah after that slacked at his house .We are insane today :DDDDD .Baby is working now remember to give me my allowance ah .Just joking HAHA! (: .Off to sleep .GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY ! (:

18 October 2009 6:31 PM

Never thought that things will turn up to be this way-

Finally i had a good sleep last time last night.Yesterday i was preparing and wanted to go out alone but ended up went out with Ah bear .He was damn fast okay ?!Like no need prepare or anything. Anyway we took shuttle bus from Tiong Bahru to Plaza Sing,Sorry to keep you waiting.Oh my .I only had a meal for the whole day but i was really full.Shopped around and catch toys .haha .I felt relieved when i know that i did not spend more than $20 yesterday .So happy la.I regretted not putting make up cause i thought i will cry & my make up will smudge even though i use liquid eyeliner also no use also will smudge ,my tears is too powerful already.But i am strong enough when i am at outside , i tried to cheer myself up , i tried to think of many ways to make me feel better because i have to ,need to , i must be happy. I do not even have the feeling of my heart aching or crying . :D .Ah bear left at 7pm .So i went home after that.Thanks Bro.
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Meet Xingtian @ my house playground at night .Chatted for quite long .Not interfering each other relationship.But overall we are cousin so trying to help if possible .Just talk only since it free .HAHA.who knows that might help out each other to sort of thoughts ,i know you do sort of some thoughts for some certian things ah? I asked Xingtian to text her boyfriend whether do he wants to come down and find us so he came down but surprisingly my boyfriend came too ! I was overwhelming He keep on smacking me non-stop.PAIN LA. :( .I thought when you hit me you will xin tong ? KNS. haha .Smack like free ! =P . * Huggies & kisses ! (:
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Weiling , nothing i can say besides thanks & sorry . (:
All the promise are lies then should i even keep my promise or not ?
Nothing for me to cheer up about since the day i know that you never thought that we can last till the end
You shouldnt create illusion & promise or tell me those thing . Now I lost my confidence & i lost a part of me.
I gave somebody a hint [Not my boyfriend] ,be it you get it or not ,that is what i can do ,I'm sorry

16 October 2009 10:48 PM

I suppose to.
[Wordy post]

Yesterday i skipped school & went out with weiling .I learnt how to play Happy Birthday with piano @ Weiling's house .So proud of myself .haha .Headed to Queensway followed by anchor point ? I had alot of fun with her.Thank you so much & i also spent alot of money on that day to cheer myself up.I am going to declare bankrupt so means ? I cant afford to be sad anymore .No money to spend .hahaa.Bought curry rice for baby to eat .Sent to his house. Free food & no delivery charge okay ! Slacked at Tracy's house downstair .We chatted , we smiled ,we laughed , we played , we enjoyed alot ,dont we ?The similar feeling that i recalled, you hugging me from the back , gave me the warmest hug & you peek on my cheek.

Today meet baby for breakfast @ Bukit Merah KFC then went to his house and slacked awhile,So sorry to wake you up in the morning.Baby sent me to Tanah Merah MRT,thanks uh ,I went to school for DLT practical for waxing lesson.Next week already test liao .Warm & Hot waxing . :( .Lesson ended i went to look for Baby & Marcus ,so we decided to watch a movieeee "Pandorum" together.The movie so so only .Anyway is not recommanded by me .HAHA.So mean.Went to find Yong De & Co. after movie,so funny when i listen to what they said about their boys home stories.Baby sent me home .Reached by @ 8.45pm .*Phews
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I know , i really know you love me ,but loving me doesn't mean lasting .I wonder why you just cant get the meaning ,No one is perfect , is all about giving in & changing in order to last .Like what i had mention in the previous post ,Shouldn't give up this relationship unless either one of us dont love * anymore OR keeping what big fuck secret from each other OR we ain't serious in this relationship at all .Shouldn't have any acceptable reason besides these i guess .Even though we are sort of fine now , but still there is thing undone.I really just feel like sleep & dont wish to wake up and face this fuck reality.So much thing i wish to say to my boyfriend .Hais

15 October 2009 1:21 PM

Should i give up this relationship or not ?

Again & again ,he break our promise .Over & over again.The feeling of abandon by love.I dont ever want to go through again .I thought a couple should go through all the things together , defeat all the obstacles & problems ,holding hand in hand till the end no matter what.Thanks for telling me all that ,why am i loving you so hard , i asked myself ,i regretted loving you whole heartedly .Till now i still do.Seriously now i know why do people flirt, they definitely will feel better than what i am feeling now.Maybe we just dont suit each other.I really dont know .I tried my best to keep this relationship always but what happened in the end ? Always you . Yesterday i told you i am happy for you

I dont want to give you opportunity to hurt me anymore
I dont want to give you chance you leave me alone again
I dont want go through this anymore

We gave each other one or two days cooling period .Consider should we end this relationship.So many thing thing i have to consider , Really .If in the end , he still dont know what is 到永遠 , i dont know there is any meaning to continue this relationship.Yesterday i called up Weiling ,told her everything , she is the onlyone who that know how serious my condition is,will not elaborate over there .Not even my boyfriend & parents knows.Be it the outcome is continue or to end this relationship,I will be strong & do something about it.I promise .

He is the sweetest boyfriend ,
the one that always taking care of me so sweetly ,
the one can makes me smile so easily

There shouldnt have ANY reason to leave,unless you dont love me

Labels: I dont beg for love anymore.(:

14 October 2009 9:54 PM

Mummy , i know that you were shocked when you saw me doing that
I really wish to apologise to you .I let you down .I am not a good daughter
I am sorry , i really didnt know that you will get to see me doing that.
Is better not let you know anything and let you worry about me
I promise i will take good care of myself ,I am really sorry ,mummy.

The love that never change

13 October 2009 11:52 PM

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8:50 PM

Tan Simin did not attend school today .

Slacked at redhill with Jesselyn ,Baby ,Ah yang ,Yong de & Marcus until 8pm.After that Marcus & Yong de went home .Ah yang & jesselyn accompanied baby sent me home after that their look for baby's mum . Hope later can sneak out to find jesselyn & the Kohs Brother at downstair .

12 October 2009 10:56 PM

OH NO !

Yesterday I went to baby's house .I molested his body over and over again.Helped him massage.heehee .At night Baby & I went over to meet Ah yang & Jeanna at my house new block playground .Yesterday weather was so hot . :( .Had a great time .Last day of holiday :( , doesnt matter . HAHA !

[Yi Qi made this for me , she is only 4 years old i think :D]

Sorry ,physical pain always make me feel better a little

Even a small tiff can makes me feel so uncomfortable.

The indecrible feeling sucks like hell.

You reflected yourself ?It is always me .always me.

I dont understand your stand ? Why dont you think that you dont understand mine ?

But is okay ,because i know we will be fine after that :D

11 October 2009 12:50 AM

Unfortunately today i cant attend Swornsis belated birthday celebration

I wanted to join in the fun with your @ Night Safari but i cant

Anyway i know you will have fun with them

Baby ,you are always so sweet to me , having you at my side is my happiness

10 October 2009 1:09 AM

Together with Baby & Mr Shafie

Get baby's new slippers @ Queensway .Followed by have fun @ IKEA

IKEA gives you your imagination of your rooms :D

Didnt upload Me & Mr Shafie picture because my face is cannot-make-it

Even thought it was very simple outing ,but i had so much fun with you .As long as you are there

I really pray hard that baby's friend will be alright .I could say that baby was damn so lucky.I mean so so so lucky .Phew .I really dont wish that anything thing happen to you .As long as you are fine regardless or what ,i am willingly to do it.Believe me ! :( . I shall not reveal much over here.Just hope that the next 48hours nothing happen ,i guess it will be safe by then . :( ,Baby ,cheer uppppppp !!! Box shafie ah (:

09 October 2009 12:48 AM

Happy Birthday Swornsis :D
Early in the morning ,I went to meet Pearlyn & Shuling after then we headed to Queenstown Secondary ! Haha .Why?Because we plan to get Candy a surprise.We were so worried that we cant get into the school as we were wearing outside clothes but luckily that our hiding skill were not bad so we managed to sneak in.What a relieve .Pearlyn was holding the cake while i am lighting up the candles outside their classroom.Shuling knock on door "Knock knock" & All of the girls sang a Happy Birthday song for her.
She was TOUCHED SHOCKED & HAPPY ? (:

She cried ! LOL . okay , even if we sacrificed a few hours of sleeping time , i guess everything is worthwhile.The girls threw water bomb at her .Whoa .Imagine the pain. Candy , i never threw you at uh ! Must remember hor ! HAHA .Okay , you may go get your revenge . =D . Unpure , your water bomb's water kanna me hor, you want to kanna also is it ? Haha.

Next Station ...........................

Baby get his pay so he brings me out to shopping . He bought a dress and a dont know what for me .Thank you baby .Heart pain right ?Shopped like nobody business , he purchase a lot more of things compared to me ! Topman shirt , Everlast Shoes ,Shorts , Boxers & dont know what else.Baby bought me to ILLUMA ! He played his games while i am catching a bloater for baby from the catching machine.The bloater was supppeeeerrrrr cute la .Baby said that his brother also said that it was very cute.I agreed on that too,material maomao soft soft .Haha.I want to catch something for him yet the at there nag me spending money .I want to catch for you cannot uh !!! & I must thanks many uncles for helping (: .We cabbed down to queensway as baby wants to buy his slipper but unfortunately the shop closed,we had our curry rice dinner over there & we went arcade to play as i requested ,Sorry uh,I know we already spent alot yet i still want to play .But i know that you-love-me ! =D .Time up then baby sent me back home :(
Wa , I bought the BB cream ,it was expensive ~~~! Xin tong la but the product is good (:
Thank you very very very much BBABBY !!

07 October 2009 10:56 PM

No lantern :(

Tan Simin bought herself a new diary . Chio right ?! Yesterday accompanied Baby & his friend to play basketball .I was talking to David's sister.Had a great talk with her , her character seems to be pretty nice ,hope to see her around (: .After that they went back to their individual house .Baby went to bath &&&& we start hugging on the bed ,the atmosphere also very good ! Sucha nice timing .Went Tiong Bahru with baby ,kok long & jesselyn.Played arcade for awhile after that they sent me home :D

PS : My Beauty Therapy Girls , anyone remember that we actually have a create a script & do a role play ? On SES .Conversation between a saleperson & customer .Okay , i admit i have forgotten completely until yesterday.But i am pretty sure i am not the last to remember. I-want-to-faint-already :(

06 October 2009 12:21 AM

Sunday & Monday.

Monday-Slacked at baby's house
At night went over geylang together with baby & kok long to look for baolong after that he drive us to hougang .I saw many "chickens" at kallang .I was like " Bi ! If you saw chicken must tell me okay ? , haha " When i see the way that how my boyfriend protected me when i am walking & not letting any stranger get close to me ,I smile secretly to myself think that my boyfriend so silly (: .Reached hougang,baolong leads us the way to their Shi Guan Small Room.Baby ,kok long & baby were at there rearranged fixed the TV, DVD & clean up the place.Baolong promised me before he have to bring me to eat " Scissor cut Curry Rice" .So after that he bought us to makan.But so SWAAAAAYYYYY . the stall did not open because it was under renovation .But was okay ,we went to another place & had our dinner. I shall not mention anything , the food sucks like hell ! Anyway baolong treated us ! Baolong sent me home first followed by Baby & KL .Thank uh ! :D

Monday
AAH HAA ! 12 hours of working hours is killing me .I thought it wasnt that difficult or suffering because it was just TYPING TYPING & TYPING . But i am utterly wrong. Meet Pearlyn & Serene at Tiong Bahru Mrt went over to work place together .Working from 9.30am-9.30pm & i only have ONE HOUR break .What the hell .OT 1 hour = $9 .I want to work more OT. ! Baby is always there to support me ! :D

03 October 2009 2:08 AM

I want to meet baby tomorrow again but still must depends on what time his lion dance ends . :(

This morning I went to Sharfie's house because my dearest stayed overnight at his house.Baby cooks one of my favourite for me to eat as breakfast .HAHA.Thank uh . In return , i brought something yummy for him to eat.David was at his house too ,we watched tv & chat ! I almost mistaken that Sharfie is Baby & I almost hug him or something .* Pheww. Hees.There were some changes here and there but ended up baby accompanied me to Peace Centre ,ahah not that peace after all .okay i know is lame joke.We went there to fill in form the registration form for my this coming ONE DAY WORK on monday .Thanks Pearlyn for recommending me this job uh . The pay is good or is it or is it i am easily contented ?.Haha.Shopped & played arcade @ Plaza Singapura .Headed back to redhill at 9pm.Wanted to play lantern & fire cracker but my boyfriend was too tired to accompany to have fun.Perhaps tomorrow , we shall see how it goes.We yearn for happy days for everyday ! :D

02 October 2009 2:13 AM

I shall talk craps !
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I want to buy mooncake for my boyfriend.ARGHHH ! This coming saturday my boyfriend have lion dance so he will be busy.TSK .It is a big NO NO for those who are attached .Saturday & Sunday is accompany girlfriend de okay ! But still alright ,at times we have to accompany friends as well ?Whose birthday will be next ? Junjie ?follow by Candy ,XiaoFang,Weiling,Tricia ,Nicole ?HAHA .This are the evidence that i still remember my loves birthday ok ? haha .* Phew.I am running out of idea with to give my boyfriend for this upcoming anniversary,Hopefully i can come up with a better idea :D