Thursday, December 31, 2015

dear 2015.....

Buh-Bye! 

Thursday, August 6, 2015

because I'm happyyyyy?

apparently I'm a very happy person.... or maybe I overuse a certain common abbreviation.


(last names are blurred to protect the innocent) :D


Friday, July 31, 2015

Heritage 2015 :: Colorado Springs, CO

Aww, July is almost over! Such sadness.
I have to do my Heritage post....

Okay, so I and some of us older ones flew in to Denver on Tuesday. Why? Because
A) Airfare was more reasonable and
B) Hello, Mini-Vacay before the conference!

We ate tacos at a trendy little place then rested/took naps at our hotel (lol) then went to 16th Street Mall in Denver. There we encountered a protest (against police.... while police were escorting them. Irony.). Then as we tried to go to Ross, the protest started getting outta hand and the police pulled out guns (someone said they were the kind with rubber bullets). We ducked into Ross and then we were all commanded to go down to the basement/housewares department. THEN we were told that they were closing the store so everyone had to leave. Craziness. Thankfully at that point, the protesters were gone. We then ate yummy Italian food.

Wednesday, we had brunch and then drove the hour south to Colorado Springs.

Pulling up to church, I was Shocked that apparently there were no more parking spots. We had to park on the side of the street! I have never been to a conference that had such a packed out first night and I had never seen Heritage so crowded. Even Elder Johnson said so! lol!

One reason I was super excited about this year was the lineup of all speakers over 70 years old! Apparently, everyone else was excited about this too. Also, I was glad that the kids in my church worked hard and were able to come for the first time.

So basically... we had CHURCH. Like, some serious CHURCH. Every service was incredible. We had to get to church a good hour or more before prayer to get a decent seat. And when I say decent, I mean on a pew (as opposed to a wooden/metal chair) kinda towards the back. I dislike being in the back but hey! I was happy. The time before prayer was fellowship time. Mary took a cute selfie of her and I but she hasn't posted it yet *COUGH COUGH*.

So many other bloggers detailed the last night of service with the tongues and interpretation. It was exciting for my group because my pastor had been doing a Bible study series on the gifts of the Spirit and to see those two gifts manifested in a conference setting was pretty awesome.

A few things that resonated with me:

Mary mentioned that the elders emphasized that they have confidence in the next generation to carry the torch. Honestly, in my mind I was thinking, "Really?!?!" It was extremely humbling to hear such well-respected men who have gone through so much say this.

There was such a hunger for God in the place. It was so strong and helped me to believe that my generation just may be capable of carrying the torch.

It is SO Fitting to me that this Heritage was unique and beautiful. Just so you know.... if you haven't checked the headlines lately, the world has gone crazy. If you haven't heard the latest, the church world has also gone crazy. To see people flock to hear elderly men of God in the times that we are living in? Incredible. It does not surprise me God saw fit to bless that conference the way He did.

a few pics....

Honestly, my Colorado pics mostly comprised of... wait for it.... Bunnies.
(Almost) every time we walked to and from our hotel, there were 2-5 bunnies eating or chillin', enjoying the weather. They were out there even at 2am!! It was SO CUTE. I squealed every time. I'll just share one pic.






This was taken by Dakota Owens. I saw it on Instagram and I asked him if I could use this. A picture of all of the preachers!


Me and my awesome friend Jennie (yasss, Jennie & Jen!!) on the last night during fellowship before prayer. Her pastor (Elder Jackson) PREACHED on Wednesday night!!

[if Mary posted the pics that we took, they would've gone here]
[i never asked her for them tho. so it's kinda my fault]
[oh well]




Balloons. These were taken on Saturday morning before leaving. Symbolic? Maybe.

AND FINALLY.....
Anali is getting married tomorrow!!!! And I have to add this pic from Heritage lock-in in 2012 when her and Joe Mamma first met and were chatting. So you see I was one of her first chaperones, heh heh.


Friday, July 3, 2015

20/20

Gotta admit: I'm a sucker for a good milestone.


I remember being 9 and excitedly eager to have a double digit age (true story).
Then a few years later, anxious to become a teenager. 
THEN ready to kiss those teen years good-bye as a twenty year old.

And now here we are at the brink of 30 in a few minutes (eeeekkkk!!!!!). Kinda scary, kinda exciting, kinda disappointing. But it is what it is! I thought it would be fun to write a post on 20 things I learned in my 20's but I didn't think I could come up with 20. I started jotting down thoughts one day every few minutes and before I knew it, BAM! I had 17 nuggets of wisdom! HA! So here we go....

DISCLAIMER: I am still a work in progress. Just because I learned the lesson, doesn't mean that I have it all down pat. :)

1. Learn to be your own company - I am an extrovert.... well, sorta. I used to be more of one when I was younger. But now I have learned to really love to be all by myself. I don't need to depend on other people's schedules to have an enjoyable time.

2. Rejoice with those who rejoice - Don't allow yourself to fall into self-pity and jealousy. When someone is happy about a new stage (dating/marriage/baby), do a heart check. Make sure that you're truly happy for them too.

3. You have the right to remain silent - Keep your mouth shut. Sometimes it's best to keep that clever retort in your head in case it comes back to haunt you.

4. Give till it hurts.... and then give some more - It's not a bad thing to push yourself to the limit sometimes. You just might find out you have more strength/tolerance/patience than you initially thought.

5. You will strongly dislike the ways/character of some people. Love them anyway. Pray for them anyway. - I'm reminded of this one almost daily. :)

6. Hindsight really is 20/20 - It's not just a cliche. Being in the present doesn't allow you to truly understand a situation until you can see it from afar.

7. Things always work out. Just pray and wait. - There was a time I observed a situation that was SO much bigger than me and I couldn't see how God could change it. And then of course, God swoops in and speedily corrects everything so easily. How dare I doubt Him.

8. Drinks lots of water. It's good for you. - I remember scoffing at water as a teen. All I wanted was the sugary stuff. Now things are different. I mean, I still like sugary stuff. But now I crave water. That's amazing.

9. Eat and learn to love salads. Those are good for you too. - Same as above. 

10. Get out of your comfort zone and meet someone new - I used to get nervous about meeting new people (I think that was due to insecurity) so I would purpose within myself to meet at least one person new. Once you start, it becomes natural. Now I love it.

11. It behooves you to listen to your pastor's counsel - First of all, word choice - I used the word "behoove" because my pastor is the only person that I ever hear using it! I have seen it time after time. People not heeding to the advice that a pastor has given them and ending up in a big ol' mess. Don't be that person.

12. Sometimes life hurts/stings/bruises/just plain sucks. But you'll get over it. :) 

13. Love you for you - you are unique, you are beautiful, you are fearfully and wonderfully made. you have value. you have worth. you are a child of the king. He is completely aware of your imperfections and still loves you. Learn to love yourself for who you are and however God made you. He makes no mistakes.

14. Beware of making grandiose plans. They may not pan out and as the saying goes, God will laugh at said plans.

15. Are you in the wrong? Own up to it ASAP. - It's just easier to me if I apologize or admit my wrong sooner rather than later.

16. People will make decisions that they feel are sound and you feel are dumb. Oh well. - It's not your life. Sometimes people don't want to be reasoned with. All you can do is pray.

17. Embrace you age - Live it to the fullest even when the number doesn't align with your expectations. 

18. You are not stuck - I went through a phase where I felt as though I needed to leave, pronto. I want to live in a beautiful place. I hate it here. Stuff like that. Then I felt as though God was showing me that I needed to find the beauty in where I am at now. Don't sit around waiting for change. Make the best of where you are.

19. Give people time to make decisions, to think about it, etc. - I am annoying and want to resolve everything now. Everyone is not like me. Give people space.

20. Forfeiting future fortunes for fickle feelings - What is this long alliterative phrase?! It is a message from many years ago (like maybe 10 years) at Heritage in Colorado Springs [preached by Elder Jonathan Alvear]. I remember not going to choir practice before service and praying in my hotel room for God to give me a word just for me. And He did. I didn't grasp it completely until few years down the road. Don't make decisions based on fleeting emotions. Remember that God has a plan. It may take a while to understand it all but you will be glad that you waited on the Lord instead of carrying out your own agenda.

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

it's a tea party, dah-ling.

Or rather, it WAS a tea party back in May. ;)

We had a mother/daughter tea party the Saturday before Mother's Day and it was just splendid, dah-ling. Simply smashing!



my mom and I


my lovely friends! we had wayyyy too much fun with the photo backdrop

..........


WOW. So last fall, our church began its own church school and pictured above are the students who attended. It amazes me to see the growth and maturity in all aspects of these students' lives. I am so proud of them and love the way that they become so close to one another and closer to God.

..........

I took a super quick trip to Washington for my nephew's high school graduation a couple weeks ago....

;

I Love the Pacific Northwest!!!!!!!!!


Mom and niece (and brother peeking around the display)


Pardon my crazy eyes! Ok, we went to Salt and Straw which is what I call a foodie's ice cream paradise. To be clear, I do not consider myself a "foodie" but it's fun to pretend every once in a while. They have all kinds of crazy flavor combinations made from locally sourced ingredients and waffle cones that are made right in the building! All in all, it tasted AMAZING and next time I'm in Portland (or LA), I will be going again. I just wrote wayyyy too much about ice cream.  But anyway, It's that good! I played it relatively safe and got the Strawberry Honey Balsamic with Black Pepper flavor in a waffle cone. Wish I had gotten two scoops instead of just one. :( 



He did it!!!


Rare display of affection between the siblings. I had to get a pic!


Yay! Such Fun!

...........

To end on a sad/happy note, the man who called me (and okay, some other's too!) his granddaughter died this past Friday. Both sets of my natural grandparents have been long gone and I have never really understood the grandparent/grandchild relationship. I am thankful for the time that we've had with him. His homegoing service will be on my birthday so I don't know how to feel about that. He's been such a strength to our church despite the frailty of his physical body. I always think it sounds corny when people say things like this but if there's an airplane or a motorcycle in Heaven, he's sure to be flying/riding it! As he told us last year while in a rehab facility after surgery, "I walk on the wild side!" He didn't quite make it to 100 like he wanted to but he was pretty close.
you are so missed, Bro. McCord.





Wednesday, April 15, 2015

INSOMNIA

.... is a dreadful beast.


ARGHHGGGG.

read / pray / listen to dog talk in sleep / think about the ocean / take a shower / blog....lol

Today is my 2 year anniversary at work and I'm here planning where I shall go to lunch like its my birthday or something. It's a tie between Tex-Mex and pizza. Pizza is winning. But it's a longer drive. Hmm.

This Saturday (IN JESUS' NAME), I will be picking up a free piano! "But Jen, you don't even play!" and I'm all like, "I KNOW, RIGHT?!" Stay tuned. More details later.

Nothing's confirmed but it's entirely possible that I'll be heading to Heritage in July AKA my favorite conference. I'm too old to consider a youth conference as my favorite but, hey. *shrug* 
It's gonna be great! 

I was drafted for jury duty next month and I'm SO EXCITED. Seriously! It would be a dream come true to be a part of a jury. I kinda have a love/hate relationship with law. K, mostly love, I guess.
So yeah, I'll be blogging that experience but not so much that I'd get dishonorably discharged from the courtroom or whatever they'd call that in courtroom vernacular.

Here's good news: we can never fall too hard ("so fast, so far" I love that song) that God cannot catch us and meet us where we're at. I hate to see people hurting during storms, even if they are self-inflicted storms. Know that God is full of grace and healing. He is willing and ready to restore us Only if we'll let Him.

Monday, April 6, 2015

Show and Tell


Picture Post!




The K's got married a couple weekends ago! (and my Pastor's wife's head) #longestKissEVER 



My pastor mugging me. LOLOLOL



My BFFs and I went to have dinner by the lake. Here's me looking a hot mess!! #iamSOOOhorribleatselfies #thatsfinetho



Sunset at Lake Ray Hubbard





We (BFFs) threw Sis. K a bridal shower. So much fun! Here's the spread + Lis doing her photography thing.



So many pretty colors






Cute!




We get pummeled with snow and ice annually. It happened this year and sadly one of those times, I had to drive home in it! Here's my car before the removal of the stuff for the 3 hour (!!!!) drive home.




This was a snow and ice day where it came down the night before so t'was a work-from-home day. Front yard :)




My mom and I on her birthday. Yay!



  
We had our anniversary services seemingly forever ago and we had so much fun being with Bro. Coleman's group from Puyallup! Here is me and Andrea! Miss you guys!!!




I was sooo sick but I still cheered for the volleyball games #dedicatedCheerleader




#jenniepuppieselfie


Thursday, February 19, 2015

God STILL Moves

hello all!

Well as an update about my dad, he had surgery and as of Sunday, he has been released from the hospital. God is so good and merciful. NOW begins the looooong road of recovery... or so it seems. It always seems longer when males are recovering versus when females are.... am I stereotyping? :)

And I'm still praying for the Hood family. Won't you join in prayer too? And in giving?

Please go to http://www.jasonleehood.com .

After clicking the Donate button and donating :), there is much to see and hear. Messages he's preached, pictures and audio from the homegoing service, etc etc etc. And buy Sis. Carmen's music  via Itunes. I know it all will be much appreciated.

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

be ready.

My heart aches for the Hood family and for those who are as close as family to them. It's easy for me to dwell on the seemingly unfairness of it all.... why did it have to happen to them with all that they've gone through? But then, I have to remember to look at the whole situation though eyes of faith. We're all trying to make it to Heaven but we hurt so much when someone achieves our ultimate goal.

Death has been on my mind quite a bit these past few days..... an early morning last week, my dad was taken to the hospital in an ambulance, unconscious. For a day and a half [the longest day and a half Ever], a machine did all of his breathing for him. Thankfully, he is now able to breathe completely on his own but now there are talks of possible surgery.

"in the middle of the crazy 
God, Your love is so amazing"

So what's the takeaway in all of this? Be ready. It doesn't matter how old you are, how healthy you are, how invincible you might feel. Each day is a gift, even if it doesn't always like it. We cannot be certain of what tomorrow will bring. 

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Yay, Happy New Year!.... ok, now what?

Um, HI!

Am I like this every year or is this year unique? Hmmmm.... I'm gonna go with the second option.

My routine around late December/early January is to purchase a planner for the new year. A paper book planner?? I know, I know my phone can do the same thing but writing is so much more fulfilling for me. I bought mine fairly early in December this year since I happened to spot one at an office supply store and I couldn't help myself.

So the next step is to see what day my birthday falls on, fill in birthdays and planned trips. Aha. Here we go. 

So I'll be alluding to this A LOT (which is relative, considering how often I end up posting between now and July ;) ) but this year is kinda a big deal. You guys, I turn 30! Treinta! It's the craziest, craziest thing. I feel 18! Okay, not true. I absolutely Am Not as hyper as my 18 year old self. And that's ok! It's all very okay! I never in my wildest dreams thought that I would be so okay and happy and dare I say, Excited about this whole thing.  

And you know, despite my psycho excitement, I didn't really want to write about this. "Old" age has caused me to not want to put so much of myself out there on the internets. I mean, hello!! Would you really want everyone knowing exactly how old you are?!? I mean, I know some people don't care but I somewhat do! But I can't Not write about this because:
a) I don't want to totally abandon my blog
b) this has been on my mind A LOT and hey, maybe it can help someone else going through this.

Back to my shiny new planner.... planned trips this year? A couple graduations to go to.... well, maybe I'll only be able to go to one, according to my available time off at work.
And then what? Those are my only planned trips? Conferences? I don't know if I'll go to any. Spectacular trip for my birthday? Will it become a reality? Not sure. What's up with this indecisiveness?

And then began the moping. Ok, it wasn't That Bad. I have moped way more despairingly about way more stupider things in the past. But taking the 30 thing in consideration along with the no man thing/no baby thing/no solid plans thing, I was all like, "Lord, my future is as clear as mud right now!" 

I know God is under no obligation to clue me in on anything. Trust and believe, He realizes this too, lol. He also likes me at the point since obviously the only one I can look to is Him. Flipping the pages of my planner won't give me a grand revelation of what to do next. 

Yes, so that was December. 
We kicked off January in consecration and are currently in a red hot revival. And wouldn't you know it, God has a way of reminding me of what I already know: Trust. Trust in Him. Don't let go of the promises that I know He has given me. Remember that He always finishes what He has started. 

The evangelist stated that the steps of a good man [or Woman] are the ordered by God {Psalm 37:23} and though I may not be able to see a mile down down the road, let me at least be able to look down and see the footsteps that I need to take in order to get where I need to be.

I'm also reminded of Sis. Kathy posting that we see the corner but God sees around the corner.

And so I walk on. Bravely and blindly! But also knowing Who holds tomorrow and Who holds my hand.