I seriously need to work harder and lose those few kilos that I gained during the Moon cake festival period. My shorts are getting so tight and I can feel my fats bouncing up and down around my tummy! Oh no! I need to go on some hardcore dieting plan before going back to my hometown to see my folks! LoL.

Here is the plan. I shall feed myself only on alternate days. On those days I'm not taking in any food, I'm going to sustain myself with honey water. There is this honey dieting plan by the way. meals in school shall be restricted to wholemeal desserts like green bean soup, da4 mai4, etc. Whenever possible, I shall go vegetarian too! Bah!

Don't tell me to exercise, it's not going to work for me. Besides, I've got no time in the next few weeks!

P/S: My feet are still swollen after 2 weeks! Alamak!

P/P/S: My tummy has been aching since Wednesday. I don't know what's wrong with it. It was so bad on Wed morning that I couldn't even stand up straight! Weird. It hurts whenever I press it or when I try to 'suck' in my tummy. Argh..

Sometimes I just don't see why some people want to make their own lives so difficult for themselves. I just don't get it. Why do they love to complicate things? Why are they always thinking so much of the unnecessary? Some of the theories they come up with are just so ridiculous you know. It's completely insane.

Why can't these people live in harmony with the rest? Why must they create such a BIG hoo-haa whenever everyone thinks that peace has finally arrived. Attention seeking or what? Argh. Why must they make a BIG fuss out of the smallest things? They have nothing better to do is it? It's lame loh!

Idiots!

Fine, I know I used to be one of those people also (hannar, go ahead laughing, you shit friend. lol) I think. But then ah, at least I saw my mistakes. There are many people out there who are still stuck there despite being an adult already you know.

Please wake up your idea!

Aiya.....!

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OP in a few hours. Wish me luck.

Recently a good friend of mine told me not to be so domineering when dealing with guys. He said that guys prefer to be the 'stronger' one (even if they are not, oh wells) and hence I should not always try to win them or steal the limelight from them. He said that even if they come up with an idea that I've already thought of long ago, I should say something like,'Oh, I've thought of something similar too..' rather than,'Ha! SEE, I TOLD YOU!'

As a female, do I really have to give in to guys? For what? Why must guys always be so selfish and want to show off so much? I don't get it, I just don't. Of course I'm not referring to all guys, just a few typical ones. What a turn off.

What's wrong with being an independent female? Some say guys will feel threatened if their girlfriends/wives are more capable then them. Haiz. I don't know man.

Many girls are born with the physical abilities to be reliant on guys, to act cute, to be sweet, to be the 小鸟依人 kind of girls that many guys desire. But there are also many girl who aren't so lucky. People like me--big-sized, tall, with a oh-so-not-sweet voice. You guys think we don't want to be someone that most guys desire? We can't! Imagine me, a 1.77m tall girl trying to act cute and all. That's not cute, that's called disgusting! How many times I want to be slightly cuter and sweeter in front of my guy friends but have to refrain myself from doing what many guys deem as disgusting.

So many guys out there are making nasty comments about girls who aren't gifted with good looks or good figures. But come on, look at the mirror first before you fools say anything. You think you are very handsome MEH!?! WTF lah.

I haven't had the chance to take a good rest until last weekend. Met up with a few friends. It's a way to destress I guess.

I love Jay Chou's new songs! It seems that his songs are always going through my exams with me since my JC days. Well, his albums are always released in November, which happens to be my period mahhh.

Actually I'm very sad by the fact that I cannot sing pop songs loh.. Someone still laughs at me.. =((

I have to start packing soon. I can't wait to fly after my exams! I feel like joining a tour group and tour my hometown. I never had a good chance to know my hometown better after I migrated to Singapore. Hope I can snap some good pictures to show all my friends my beloved hometown too!

Photo Exhibition @ Old School
=))
Very rich colours.
There's free food provided too! Yummy!
Outside Timbre. Me, Jeremy (who's trying to act blind), Marianne, Kevin.

Outing with uhm, random seniors and juniors
S15 senior and junior =)
Tk, me, Yt, Ys.
My big bro since JC1.
Kf, whom I know for a long time too, just not personally. LoL.
Tk acting cute, plus 发花痴-ing.
Seductive look.
My favourite drink--Sex on the Beach.
Cam-whoring, with Kf's teeth in the background.
Cheeky guys! LoL!
TK acting cute again.. But he lost badly to Yt who's born cute. HAHAHA
Sotong rings.
This is one of the best chicken wings I've eaten in my life! It's a must try!
Mushrooms with melted cheese.
We walked to Esplanade, and saw these pretty things.

Yt's 19th Birthday Surprise
Blowwww!
Yummy cake!
Awwww.. So romantic sia..
Bubbles~~
I look VERY cui in my home clothes.
Happy 19th, dear junior =))

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I think I really do have a weird taste. Hehe.

Jia you jia you!!

Presenting to you...

Members of MP2071 A/Y 2008 Sem 1 Grp LA06-f!!!!

Lovely Miss calculator, who is always the first to 'punch' out the correct values from her calculator.
Mr Office-Sir (officer), Jin Rong, the only male member of the group.
Miss Weihun, our blur blur, cute cute xiao mei.
The entertainer cum joker--me.
Miss calculator busy at work.
The girls! =))
What wonderful bunch of people I've known..

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One more reason to smile.. =)) The feeling is back!

I was having a shower just now when I suddenly remembered something--I can't just leave Singapore like that next year. My students will be taking their O-levels next year and I need to be there for them. Haiz. Hope I can find someone to swope with me. Either that or I have to find someone to take over my kids. Actually I'm also hoping to spent CNY with my family too.. Hmm.. I shall pray hard that there'll be some kind soul who will want to swope with me.

I need to stop buying canvas bags. And I don't know why but I just find leather bags not as attractive. I love canvas bags! Cheap and durable! Looks more sporty and lovely too! Haha.

Happy 21st Birthday Dear JW!!!! =)

Argh. I'm having a terrible headache, plus a swollen foot. And I didn't study anything today.

LaLaLaLaLaLaLa!!!

Happy Day! =))

Handsome Jw.
Bleah.
After SOOOOO many years, Zz finally decided to take a NICE photo with me.
What a long waited photo. TSK.

Alright, I have been very busy studying lately. I have 4 tests in 4 weeks, just after my midterm break. It's almost like having tests all the way till my final exams. Sigh.

But I was so happy last night!! =D

HAHA. I'm finally down with a bad flu, as predicted. Oh man it sucks.

I was looking through some of the old photos yesterday. Somehow it felt different looking at them by now. Those feelings are mostly gone, and the attachment seems to have almost vaporised.

I hope I'm not going get a fever.

I cooked this today. It didn't really look and taste that great, but at least was edible.

Anyway, travel blog updated =)

Click here =)

I think I'm going to fall sick soon.

Papa webcam-ed with me today, telling me that he's in Harbin right. Aww.. I so miss my hometown. I haven't experienced autumn for 12 whole years! And that's actually my favourite season of the year.. Jay Chou's new song 'Dao4 Xiang1' reminds me of my childhood again. Haha those days spent in the river bathing, catching frosg and dragonflies.. Not forgetting the starry sky with countless number of stars at night..

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"There is no need to forget anyone or get rid of those “parts of others”. What has come into us will become part of us and that makes us the way we are—each one of us as individuals. That part is no longer someone else's but now is ours so there's no need to get rid of it. It is more of a matter of having the right feelings for the right person." -Richard

Why do I find it so much easier to understand statistics and probability now despite 6 months of teaching back in JC is condensed into a mere 6 hours of lectures in university?!?! I never knew what was going on back in JC. I did all my tutorials without knowing what I was doing last time. I find the lecture notes in university SO MUCH easier to digest and comprehend although there are only a few slides.

Hmmm......

Alamak! Banana and I just missed 2 lectures because we mistook the e-learning week for this week! Omg! Luckily one of the lectures has recording.. But the other one ah.. omg omg.. I feel so stupid lah. It's like although I'm at school now, I've already missed both of my lectures man.

Dangz!

And the reading room is freaking crowded now. Everyone's busying mugging for the exams! Scary man. Good thing is that at least it's not too noisy here.

Happy 21st Birthday, Emmi =)

Making her birthday wish.
The NJ bandsmen, with me being the extra person. LoL. But of course I know all of them, duH.
I really think we can become closer friends had that person not existed.

I'm happy right now because shit friend can always cheer me up, somehow =)

Thanks la, you shit! =)