望着你 突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱 让我走不开
你的依赖 所以我存在
想着你 还是想到心痛
期待我做的将来你都会懂
有一天 只不过有一天
但愿我还你记忆中

I have been hanging out and catching up with Jacky a lot recently. He was part of my first study gang, the 'KAP Muggers' back in 2003/4. Haha.

Jacky. A fantastic shot taken by me. He was wearing my spectacles by the way.

I'm so sick of hiding my feelings and emotions all the time at home. I already have to wear a mask when I'm out with others and all I'm asking for is just some peace at home.

发现我们 电话里常常 沉默了

想看的电影 也不再相同了

你的眼神 虽然是温柔的

却像另一个人 在面前那样陌生



如果我能穿着 你最不喜欢的颜色

嘴里哼着你最不爱听的情歌

你能不能 对我在冷漠一点呢

至少让我以为 你不在爱我了



亲爱的 为什么你还不敢承认呢

亲爱的 我们都是脆弱的人

亲爱的 听时间的话放开手

别感伤 应该感动 我最亲爱的



亲爱的 为什么你还不敢承认呢

亲爱的 我们都是脆弱的人

亲爱的 别牵着没感觉的手

真的不怪你 我太爱你 才说不出口

亲爱的 我也不相信 心会疲倦的

亲爱的 我们别再骗自己了

亲爱的 听时间的话放开手

It's been sometime since I blogged about my life. 

Anyhow, it's the second week of a new semester. Life in school is pretty much the same--late for lecture, undone tutorials, dashing to the canteen for lunch and dashing out of the lecture theatre to go home. I have whatever it takes to be a bad student, oops. Hey, but at least I turned up for all lectures alright. 

I'm having some financial crisis now as well. Mama just borrow 1k from me to pay for all the bills. I'm so broke. Plus, so many of my friends will be turning 21 this year. Which means to say, I'll to save up more in order to purchase presents for my friends.

Hmm. Emotions wise, it's much more stable now. But the feelings has not changed much. I don't know what to do about it.

I've been visiting Stomp ocassionally since November last year. Honestly, I would say that more than 80% of the news published are purely crap. It seems that many Stompers love to make a big fuss over a small piece of shit. Often I see people posting up photos of people in the MRT taking up seats for their e.g. grocery and start to comment on how inconsiderate these people are. I mean, hello, what is your problem, man!? Everyone is brought up differently and not all can be as considerate as you (the Stompers) are. I'm not defending for these inconsiderate people, for I think they should reflect on their actions as well. However, I seriously don't think these kind of frivolous actions are worth mentioning in Stomp. Come on, you guys must have better things to do. After following Stomp for less than 2 months, it's hard for me to imagine and believe how ignorant. immature, intolerant, narrow-minded, childish, incompassionate and silly some Singaporeans can get. I'm certainly not proud to say that I am a Singaporean after seeing what crap Stomp, or Stompers, have to offer.