didn't know why m i so tired.. =X

today was supposed to be ep gathering. yest WAS supposed to be guides gathering. but didn;t go for both too.. cos, the guides 1 was CANCELLED, which i duno why too, & ep's becos my mom refused to let me go out. =((((~ *sob. sure missed out lots of fun..*sigh. hope there's another gathering soon!!

anyways, was like spending time wif my bro & rl!! hAas! watch wat imax movie, Santa VS Snowman wif my bro.. oh man.. okay la.. guess kids will like this kinda stuff.. made me ganna headache at nite.. guess i can't get used to those "specially" designed specs. then went bowling... WAS supposed to meet cher & marcius too.. but in the end also never.. sian man. keep screwing up meetings.. sorry folks! =X then i bowled like sh*t also.. ZzZzz... duno wat happened again... ZZzzZZz sia~

today~ stayed at home da whole day, cey & royce & rl came over.. we played badminton together.. girl power rocks! Haas! me & cey can win the 2 of them plus my brother lor!!! wahahhaa!! (>.<) prOs ma!!! hEes.. thanks girl for the drink & apple shruduel~~~ *muacks. in the end also i eat onli cos no1 else liked it.. Haas~ then played card in my room lor.. nth much, left me soOOOoo hungry & tired. duno why.. never DID much also..

finally finished rl's prezzie.. wahHhh.. now my fingers got rope burn! =X he like the prezzie can liaoz... Woo~ lol~ 3rd's coming HaaS! so fast sia~

& tomolo's SG idol FINALS!!! though can't go indoor stadium, guess it's still nice to watch everything at home i guess!! hEEs! Wonder who will win man. actually i kinda like both. but i vote for Taufik!!!! then Sly can go on for the chinese market, which i think it's better for him... lol~ then every1 will be happy~ woOo.. world peace?! =X

hHmMm.. i BETTER hit back the books. anyways will be gg for chem tuition wif ber.. HEes. at least got partner lah.. like last time, when we always sit together & talk cock lol~ =pPPp but there's another tpj girl... duno who will be joining us la.. so everything shld be okay~ (>.<)

hEes.. today feel like bloggin! =)))

this morning/early afternoon was BORING. woke up ard 11am? was chatting wif cher & rl til 3++am then met them later the day... hEes =))))) went town walk walk & got my prezzie!!! thanks cher!!!! *muacks. I'll always get presents from her, cos she's always travelling.. Haas! =pPPP but of cos I do return kays!!! (>.<) my mom WAS like saying.. why i'm so lucky, always get presents. then my sis was like TRYING to suan me.. ZzZ.. whatever i dun care her!!! always say me.. hmph!!! she's SooOOOOoo bad!!! rl's shopping in town for MY prezzie!!! *yay!!! hAas.. See i'm so lucky sia... (>.<) HhAHaha.. sounded like some cheeky bitch. but then i happy marh.. =pPPPppPp sooOOoo loved! *muacks muacks muacks!

cher dyed her hair.. BLACK. oh man. i havn't seen that for 3 years. not used to it still.. but it's still nice i guess.. HeeS! mus say this so that she wun whine & go dye back her hair to brown or golden or sth... gotten a pink bottle of M&Ms!!! (which i think my bro will finish without me offering) & a pair of stary earrings! =)))) thanks girl!

cher: hmMm.. also duno how to help you la girl... my 95% isn't working!! lol~ (>.<) this time rd is REALLY tough. *sigh. I also duno what's the BEST for you girl. stubborn is one thing. but happiness is another. I hope you'll figure it ALL out soon. I'm always here!!!!

went got buffet dinner @ marina jus now.. woah!!! i was soOOOOo damn full can?! i ate sooOOOoo much!!! *burp took photo of oyster! *hAas! =pPPpppPPp

feeling soOOOOooo lazy~ sian. dun wanna study, dun wanna have tuition. feeling damn bad.

& Nov's going, Dec's coming!!! 03.12=6 more days!!! lol~ closer to 5 days liaoz.. =pPPPppPp

i miss my dear dear!!!! wun be meeting for the next few days i supposed. =X *sob but i'll make it thru!!! *yay! ching is strong kays.. I'm like gg crazy.. feel like sleeping then now so high! lol~

long time no blogged? lol~ nth much to blog abt also larh actually... the hols are fine? I'm like slacking every single day... Haas! but then.. mostly, i'm wif my dear.. =pPppp

Cher!!! where are youUUuuuuuuuuUUUuu!???!!!?? I MISS U SoooOOOOooooOOOoo much!!! Thought u said u're coming back on thurs???!! then why still never find mEMEMmeme!! (>.<) so sad nehx!!! mus find me asap kays!!! *muacks AhhHH.. wish my cey cey dear is fine... poor girl went to remove her wisdom teeth.. like that no more wisedom le lah.. how how?! lol (>.<)

hMmM.. also duno wat to blog neh.. went to swim & play badminton today.. feeling quite tired now..

oh yeah!! i brought new hp leh!! =))))) Samsung e800C. whahaha!! thanks to ruru worx... if not i also wun buy de I guess.. spent like 500+ bucks...eeEWWWwWW... but then nvm la.. the phone's SOooooOOOO chio!!!! lol~ keep taking photos! wahahahah! =pPPPp

but then the sickening THING is.. my sms now very very SLOW!!! as in wols! lol~ now can't type fast fast wif lightning speed le.. *thought of Dash in Incredibles. lol~ cute show.. then my stp sis keep kb-ing me cos i got new phone.. wtf is her problem lor.. soOOOo angry wif her!!! everyday after work she SURE mus say me then shuang.. i know her job stress also dun need like that rites?! CHAO JI IRRITATING!!!!!!! AHhhHHHhhh.. bth bth bth!! but then wat more can i do also?! I only can REN cos she's paying for my phone bill!!! AHHHHHhhhh.. like i can't pay for myself like tat.. ARUGH! hate her! (>.<)

hmMMs... havn't been exactly bloggin much. =X & usually, i won't be bloggin at this kinda hour of my life.. *laughs (jus some kinda stp expression i'm putting across)

eh.. was kinda feeling bored. (>.<) rl's sick, guess he needed his whole lifetime of sleep now.. dun disturb him now.. WEAKLING!!! *haas! mus tease him then he come scold me =X lol~ seriously USELESS! *haas! he's gonna kill me liaoz..

had 04so6's chalet. wasn't really that fun barhs... guessed it's becos too few pple could stay overnight & stuff.. & those sickening idiots!!! lol~ oh no, i mus say is that *special someone.. lol~ then was stuck in btw... kinda sickening too but what's there i can do sia.. =X whatever larh.. can't be bothered anymore.. but really enjoyed the time i was at the beach.. the stars are amazing!! ehhhhHhh.. not like they can do any tricks but yar.. they're very BEAUTIFUL!!! =))) there's ALOT & they're shining & shining & shining.. lolx~ =pPPpppPpp too bad there's too much (or shld i say HUGE) coconut trees ard. the wind's shiok too!!!! Haas!!! See! and rl's sick becos of this but I'm not... (>.<) but i'm still feeling kinda tired larhx.. too exhausted maybe? didn't really sleep at da chalet.. (when u're supposed to stay awake over the nite! lol~) went bowling also!!! Haas! 1st time playing wif house ball after buying my own bowling ball.. not bad eh.. 94 average like that.. which is very good liaoz lorx.. HaAs! but i miss seeing my ball hooking.. (cos house ball can't hook!) & i kept missing pockets.. if not can get more strikes liaoz.. Haas! I WISHED!!! =X

did nth much over the past week liaoz.. kept going out? playing, sleeping, online, bowling? hMmm.. spending time wif my family & stuff? Did some catching up wif frens? Mostly like slacking my days away.. HaaS!!! I'm soooOOOooo not into books! die le larhx... my dec's like quite packed after 15th.. gg overseas & camps & christmas & stuffs!!! lol~ better start mugging!!! but seriously, there aren't ANY single bit of motivations!!! lol~ but guess i'm be starting cos i'm having tuition soon~ =X

HmmM.. thinking of buying a new hp lehs... my phone's seriously dying.. I think the battery got problem.. can't last @ all.. (>.<)

Missing alot of my darlings!!!! *muacks

back.

but for some reason/s, my heart's aching...

but today's quite a fun day. woke up at 12pm?! *i was SHOCKED too. anyways, went for an extremely filling lunch, which is NOT advisable for my over-growing body. eeks. i'm seriously gaining WEIGHT! (alot?) mus start my dieting er..like now? but i'm trying my best NOT to eat so much per day lerx.. anyways after lunch, went to some place to sing k @ chinatown.. my mom's funny la.. keep saying that the new placed called what.. "niro", me & my sis were blurred to da MAX, then the place ended up to call "the one". what a stupid name.. Haas! but da place was quite beautiful.. & we went into a *purple room! =))) too bad there wasn't any *pink room.. if not i'll love it even MORE i guess. =X yep.. then all of us went wild & sang till our throat sores.. it's kinda stupid but we had fun. =)))) after that we went for dinner.. still thought i'll be missing out on my FAVOURITE SG IDOL!!!!! but in the end i didn't cos that place has a TV. in fact, many more TVs ard da restaurant. Waste all my trouble to find pple to help me record.. lol~ but thanks lettie anyways.. haas! I'll be still taking da tape from her tomolo.. =p & tomolo i'll be having a guides gathering!!! *woots!!! kina looking 4ward to it larhx.. cos' it's been a VERY, SUPER long time since we last had 1 wif many many peeps going.. &.. i'll be meeting my dearie *cey also.. =))) & da rest!!! *yeahs!

sg idol: guessed that dap's will be the next to be out. oh my gosh. she simple can't SING chinese song.. CMI! today i was still singing that song at "the one".. haas! me & my sis keep going on & on abt we can sing better than her.. haas! *evil!! but i liked her the least amongst the 4 left larhx.. sly's getter better.. taufik & olinda's performing.. okay? anyways it's kinda hard to come out wif da FINAL winner of this idol thingy yarh... let's all wait barh.. 1 more month to go i guess. =)))

yest? felt kinda sucky too.. becos of... *yep. was seh-ing on my way to school.. suddenly loved all da songs in my md lol~ so nice for seh-ing.. had chem remidal.. mr lim took like 2++ hrs?! going thru some chemical bondin & enegetics stuff. gosh. every1 was SOOoooO bored! lol~ went to Tmart for lunch? then went for bowling roll off... unwilling.. duno larh. tat instant jus dun feel like gg... anyways.. i WENT. & was on da same bus wif CH & i didn't know it. (>.<) seh too much le larhx.. anyways.. duno is suay or what larh.. went into da lift.. i pressed R instead of 3... how fucking stupid can i get. arugh.. so pai seh.. nvm.. the point is that * duno how come was walking behind me/ch and then.. we ended up in da same lift. gosh man! i was caught soOOoo off-guard. there WAS this burning desire in me.. wtf wtf wtf... damn duno how to react/what to do kinda stuff... thank god amandia & eeping's there already.. so i went over to them.. & got changed & everything.. cooled down to accept my fate in that cruel world outside the toilet.

yep. jus felt kinda uneasy.. thank god that feeling went away. seriously i duno what/how to feel also. if rl told me more, i guess i'll have more things flying ard in my head lol. but anyways.. got my 91 average. improved le wor.. & * bowled ALMOST a clean game. gosh.. i even find myself cursing whenever he gotta a strike or spare.. can't he have an OPEN frame? lol.. in the end, that stupid "clean" game went dirty wif 195. maybe my cursing worked. i duno wat's wrong wif me too.. lol~ cos normally i won't behave like this. (>.<) was worried cos rl bowled like.. -___-" (i guess it's better not to use any descriptive word/s here) jus worried that maybe he'll went mad or crazy or sth.. but thank god he didn't. & i earned myself that pig but he didn't earn his scrapbook. i got this right yarh.

yep.. roll off went.. okay.. thank god. my 1st game thought i was horribly affected. but thank god i got away wif it.. & my 2nd game gotta myself under some curse!! maybe i cursed him too much.. keep getting scores like.. 09/09/07/06/08/09... wah wtf?! 1st roll SURE 0?! i was so pissed! & i can't spare... EEEeeeeeeeEeeeeeee!!! (>.<) the worst thing i malu-ed myself!!! think my hand too sweaty.. i dropped da stp ball on the floor like *POM! soooOOooo loud la cans?! amandia went screaming & * was there laughing at me.. EeeWWw.. of all pple but him. ZZz.. hate it man. trying so hard to get away from him. but he's just like sitting beside me most of da time, so 4get it.

& yarh. * got his stp average of 161. ahhh.. who m i to say anything anyways. =X oh & Marcus came to bowl wif us too.. took a photo wif him.. lol~ like so funny like that.. * was staring.. like wtf la.. =X as usual he's 4ever ka-jiao-ing me... but he's nice larh.. still tell me how to bowl online last nite.. lol~ =))))

after that went to pei my *ruru!!!! it's her bday wor! did i mentioned it?! =X opS! hAas!! brought her eyeore!!!! & more eyeore!!! lol.. & a pair of shoes not brought by me.. but nvm la.. lol.. went to some Steakhouse at TM for dinner.. gosh was soOOooo full la.. lol~ eat some choco fudge cheesecake that taste more like choco cake.. lol~

went to play at that "new" open space.. ruru opened her prezzie there.. lol~ went to play at da playground also.. wahhh.. the spinning thing SURE makes pple dizzy la.. i onli turned a few rounds wif chelle & i'm dizzy already!!! =X lol~

dunno why but kinda find it *weird to finish my blog here lol.. anyways a few shoutouts then.


*cher: heys.. no-status girl. hm.. seriously i duno this's for the best. it's STUPID i know, for telling u this, cos i'm also in for it. but i jus wish & hoped that YOU ARE TRULY HAPPY WIF IT. i think u SHLD know what i'm trying to get across to you. of cos i do hope that there's some1 there for you. i'm also in da same boat, guess we sort of feeling the same kinda thing i guess.. ahhh.. i also duno what i wanted to say to ya actually... but erm.. somehow i jus dun feel quite right abt you being like that.. =X jus got this feeling, but maybe u can prove me wrong =)

*bear!!: always not taking care of yrself!!! bth!!! so long never see u online le also.. faster go home & REST OKAY!! pls!!! b4 u're leaving for US. it's DAMN cold there i believe.. shld be snowing barh? I also duno which part of US u're going to. but dun tell me it's BOSTON. hAas! jus kidding. (>.<) mus come talk to me if possible kays! & my prezzie!!! wahahahah! *wink =pPPp


somehow i jus dun feel that sad right now.. YEAH! =)))

jus hope that everything's fine. FOREVER.

feeling kinda sick.. oh man~~ =X today is such a fun & laughter, peace & joyous day.. lol~ somemore i onli got caught in da rain awhile only marhx.. like so lousy! =XXXX

I'm getting soOOooo lazy these days ya know.. yest supposed to go for some "present" mission.. but in the end i was too lazy to travel.. (>.<) then I went all da way to Bouna Vista to collect the conviscated Ezlink card of my brother, went to bowl wif him after that.. & got my piggy prezzie from rl! which so many kpos known of already... ZzzzZz.. so irritating! =X what's wrong wif this world? too bad 4 me i guess.. i'm jus surrounded wif zillions of KPOs & irritating pple!! -arugh!-

anyways.. today is a MORE fun day!!! *yay!!! at 1st still thought it would be kinda sian.. cos not alot pple coming.. but i still went & i didn't regret!!! *yAY!!! went orchard.. met up wif ber, yu, jo, liling & qiuyu.. went to shop shop awhile.. at taka.. then went to eat sakae sushi at wheelock's place.. i realised that i nevere really shopped at wheelock's place b4.. maybe next time go there again.. lol~ brought prezzie there also.. for some of my dear dear lorx... lol~ anyways went for some window shopping sprin at far east.. didn't buy anything larhx.. but was damn tired till we ended up at gelare & i shared my waffle wif ice-cream wif yu!!! hEex!!! nice nice worx.. took some pics larhx... every1 wanna put their head behind another so that their head will look smaller~~ lol~ so funny~~

talk abt lots of stp stuffs that happened in ep larhx.. lol~ missed everyone!!!! missed chung cheng!!! *sigh.. the jc class now can NEVER be as fun i guess.. i'm not saying that SO6 is BAD.. but jus that the whole class's bonding simply.. isn't there larhx.. *sigh.. somemore the class size is like smaller???? but then.. the bonding still isn't there. not that i can help it but then.. arh.. i jus miss ep... =)))) yep. after that ziyang, sickening yuhong (tho today find him extremely normal & okay) & fanny!!! heEx!!! see fanny today as usual & abt his *ahem*... happy for him larhx... u GO fannY!!! =pPPppPPp "No-status" ROCKS! ahhahahah~~ okay i shld stop bs-ing.. (eh kinda *private* joke =pPPp but nvm barhx.. go figure out if u wan.) all the best to fanny anyways.. & perhaps, to every1 to my fren out there.. =)

hMmm.. did nothing much for the past few days barhx??? Oh i went to da zoo on Sun wif my family.. cos my mom wanted to see peacocks but then she saw NONE & was quite disappointed i guess.. =X shld have brought her to palawan beach.. where i was " cornered" by sooOOo many of them... =XXX anyways my sweet dad did some compensations to my dear mom, who was having her bday on Sun, he brought her 2 peacock feathers!!! lol~ kinda fake larhx.. i still remember that time during the p6 trip i went to da zoo wif 6E, the few of us brought quite a handful, each of us.. lol~ but also duno die till where lerx... perhaps i was stripping off all the "feathers".. whahahah~ =X aiyar i also can't really remember lerx... i onli remember 6E(my class) went wif 6C also!! ahhaha (ahhhh.. my crush's class =X) so was kinda happy & snapping photos away.. ahahahha!!! okay! i shall stop all this "secrets" lol~ so childish! *blush*

Sat.. went back to cchs.. like *finally*.. sooOO long never go back ler.. nth much larh.. it's supposed to be cchs open house.. but da school's like soOOOo dead larh! lol~ anyways all i did was perhaps... see the guides "wonderful" drilling.. then they still accuse us that we NEVER teach them HOW TO PITCH TENT!!! wahhHHh.. pro si lerx!!! tent also duno how to pitch? diao!! hallo~~ taking PGA award lorx.. okay maybe i shldn't sound so bad, later they come across my blog hows?! =X but it's TRUE!!! arugh! bth! lol~ then catch up wif bear lor!! hees!!! this brother of mine.. keep going overseas.. Zzz.. like past few days never see him online le.. duno what happened to him.. still gg to US for like sooOOo long larhx.. *arugh.. can't see him le.. *sob!! =((((((((

then caught Princess Diaries 2 wif *cey, *jas & *lettie!!! wootx!!! nice movie worx.. =))))))) then met up wif rl.. hm.. was getting quite pissed wif him da past few days.. =X lol~ aiyar.. dun care le larhx.. hope that everything else will be fine. but then now got piggy pei me!!! whwhahahaha! =X supposed to be a present ONLY if i got average of 120 for tomolo's roll off.. eh.. 4get it larh. lol~ i CMI (cannot make it) AT ALL cans?! =X hahaha~ but dun care le.. i got my present already.. =pPPPPpp & that idiot still bluff me!! still say below 10 bucks in the end he bought it for 20!? still say wun BLUFF me.. so bs rite.. ZZzz.. whatever!

didn't really think ALOT this week.. hEEx.. can't be bothered le barh i guess? =X but then jus think that i dun like any1 now like that.. like that not so fan~~ =) *yay~ but then again, duno this thingy/this feeling/this mindset can last how long nehx... =X & stp rl dun wanna tell me whatever he heard from his dear mei last nite, i won't ask him to tell me... afterall, i too believed that not knowing so many things is also to my BENEFIT.. =)))

but then think abt it.. i start to think that my life's SERIOUSLY in a cycle again... hm.. okay maybe it's all abt the kevin & i thingy again.. EVERYONE thinks i'm simply insane for liking this bastard, who simple CAN'T BE BOTHERED WIF ME, talks me BAD to ANYONE he knew.. blah blah blah.. but then again, when it's onli the 2 of us, everything jus seems.. f.I.n.E. okay okay, maybe that's to MY perspective, but who's OTHERS to judge whether this person is nice to u or not!? so i HAVE been.. maybe.. erm.. living in denial for the past 3 yrs.. thinking that he'll be the same, treating me as the same as b4... as the 1st day or subsequent days i knew him...

haiyar.. i also duno how to continue that story.. but i jus wanna bring some points across.. =X lol~ *suddenly, i'm jus at a loss of words*

but anyways, i will choose to ignore the rest i supposed. i won't bother whatever other's will say, other's will think. call me STUBBORN, but i choose to believe in this. he's nice to me. okay.. nice enuff? he may say whatever he wants to others, I DON'T care. cos i believe, in some part of him, he'll like me, as a FRIEND.

no1 will understand... but i'll stick wif that.

ahhhHHh.. if you're like.. *blurr-ed* to the MAX abt this later part of the entry, 4GET it. loL~ i'm seriously FINE alrites? =) at least for now, this moment.

I'm NOT your Superwoman.

I'm NOT the kinda girl, that you can let down.

And think that everything's okay...

finally bloggin!!! was typing sooOo much! gosh! updates updates! *scroll down folks*

anyways.. today went to meet rl in da morning.. then met my dear *cey!!! muacks!! (>.<) sOOoo long never see her like tat lerx.. wao laUuUu.. ate soooOOo much lah cans?! lol~ i'm sooo full!!! next time mus learn not to be greedy lerx..

anyways had bowling "training" today.. last wed also had larhx.. jus didn't blog lol~ my games all sucks lah!! & today.. i keep getting 9/- wahhhhh!!! so *pissed can!? & the happiest THING of all.. i USED my ball to wack my left ankle!!! wad the *toot*?!!! wahhhhHh.. so painful la can... zzZZzz.. sucks si lerx.. i also duno what i doing.. i also how the hell i did that.. but then i jus hit my ankle!!! eeks!!! hai~ suay si lerx!!! next week roll off le nehx.. then i'm like still so SUCKY.. bleah... must train mus train!!!

AO chinese it's like 2 days away.. & i haven even touched anything?! i'm like soOOo tired everyday larhx.. i also like haven sleep enough all these days yet.

yep. & obviously tms guys are all UN-GENTLMAN. Hahaha~ (>.<) why cannot have roll off in da morning?! It's Ruru's bday next week nehH!!!! siAn~ then i also duno how lerx... still got roll off at 3pm!! like the timin so out of da way~~~ but what to do?! Jeremy wan to sleep in da morning?!! then duno why the rest also dun wan la.. some got chalet.. then some live till too far then mus travel all that crap.. not that i'm complaining but!!! (>.<) whatever larhhh... lol~

hMMm.. today's training also saw alot stuff lah. stuffs that are not on da SURFACE but..

guess it's time to think again.

but seriously, i'm too tired to think of anything...

28th Oct 2004 Thurs

went to Sentosa wif Zhen, Ling, Ruru, Chelle, Yu & Wan!!! Hees!! too bad the weather was kinda sucky..cos it was raining in da morning!!! but thank god it died down.. =))) & it was also the day *cher went to Canada.. hmMm.. we played volleyball awhile.. (which i didn't touch cos of my arm) then went for bk breakfast & went to Palawan Beach!!! We went swimming!! wahahaha~ more like playing in da water... then we swam to the BIG CHEESE.. lol~ took alot stupid & bitchy photos!! wahahaha~ =pPPp had alot fun!!! =))))) then it was also da 1st time jus wearing my bikini top.. & of cos wif my bottoms!!! lolx~ =X The rest were tanning.. me & Ling was sun blocking.. HaaS!!! rotted on the "chair" for quite sometime.. was tokkin to rl.. hm.. remember tat da convo wasn't tat pleasant but nvm.. after tat went off le i guessed.. all of us were too tired!! wahahah!! so stp.. went back to habour front to have dinner.. then went to watsons to buy some stuffs for my camp tomolo.. then go home lerx!!! probably i put on sunblock.. so wasn't really sunburnt larh.. but ruru was!! zhen was!! chelle abit.. lol~


29th Oct 2004 Friday

Every1 went to school. but DEAD. Sunburnt. LOL~ cos' of yest Sentosa's trip. anyways it's so stupid kays.. cos we had PE in da morning.. which we didn't go cos we are ALL DEAD.. & can't play anymore of tat exhausting rugby.. hmMM.. shld had just went to school like at 12?! cos i think the ONLY thing for that day in school is to get my result slip!!! kays larh.. Improve a tiny weeny bit.. got 3A, 2AO passes.. (i passed everything la. but all the grades so SUCKY. =S) after school was chit-chatting outside counsel room awhile.. then went tm for orange julius wif ruru & zhen..

then met rl.. went home to get my camp stuff!!! actually wanted to bring everything to school. but in the end i didn't cos' my mom was SCREAMING at me cos she can't find my sleeping bag & WHY didn't i told her EARLY. but anyways.. by the time i got back home, she FOUND it. but i had already borrowed from *cey!! so went to douby ghaut to get it from her... she was DATING wif royce!! lol~ mus announce!! =X hAas! then went to Mos @ parkway to meet ber, stef & ah bu lorx... ate dinner then went for da camp...

Anyways, da camp was "Camp Voyage"... some p4 tao nan kids camp. a camp jus to let him HAVE FUN!!! then i was Group Facilitaor.. (GF) the 1st nite was the sian-est. obviously da marlin pple can't organise things well.. so most of the times we were idling abt.. (how u spell that?) Onli like pitched some.. SUPER EASY tents for da kids! loL~ then the rest of the time we were having Family Contact Time.. do up our flag & stuff. Then we thought up of our items for the little kids to PERFORM!!! soOOoo cuteEEEE!!! we sang Singapore Town wif lots of cute cute actions, then do the "Monkey, Gorillia, Chimpazee", "Pizza Hut, Kentechy Fried Chicken" and "Chicken Dance!" wif lots of versions... hEes.. finally ending wif our HOOK house cheer!!! =))))

After tat went to bathe & settle for the nite.. then didn't want to sleep cos jus after the bathe & everything.. then sat outside 1 classroom & chit-chatted wif bear for quite long i guess.. very long never tok to my dear brother *bear lerx!!! =)))) Was talking abt alot of things la.. & my stuffs mainly i guess? Really missed him!!! & every1 else!!!! wat a great camp for us to spend time together!!!! Marcius, Bear, Lettie, Weiliang, Jason, Ber, Stef.... these are the few closer ones barh... & of cos my good partner for HENRI!!!!!! (>.<) his name also Weiliang... Hook got 2 GFs called Weiliang.. lol~ so funny.. then they both from tjc also.. chao funny.. always dun respond together/respond together when pple called weiliang!!! lol~ duno why larh.. but somehow jus clicked wif my this partner!!! wahahahah!! =))) had alot fun together!!! & he's the devil.. I'm the angel.. cos i dun scold the kids 1... obviously he's the FIERCE 1... surprising nots?! =pPpp I very good to my little children 1 okays!!!! (>.<) can't wait to see my grp photos & everything!!! I ganna taken photos of soOOOOo many many times!!! lol~ really missed my little children!!! although they are really soOOo DIAO after the 1st day.. lol~


30th Oct 2004 Sat

1st day of camp.. little kids strollin in to register for camp. then went on to Jurong Park for dragon boating!!! wahhHHh.. never put sun block tat's why now become so CHAO TAR!!! zZZz.. lol~ =X me lazy larh.. anyways.. duno why that morning was SO SOOooooOOO tiring!!! most prob not enuff sleep i guess? then the Kim's Game, Searching for Stuff? & Dragon Boating was kinda sian la.. but of cos the p4 kids will find them fun & everything.. after that went over to Cihans.. some low element stuffs for the kids to try out.. had fun there playing wif the kids larh.. weiliang was teaching me & da kids how to play larh.. cos the other time i didn't go for precamp due to.. =X lol~ anyways.. the kids bully memememEME!!! Lol~ cos they were balancing on a BIG log & weiliang asked me to wack all their butts! in the end all of them come wack me!!! lol~ got wack weiliang also~ Lol~ =X

went back to school.. was soOOOo god damn tired. thank god there's meal to replenish. lol~ yarh! & the kids are soOOo damn noisy!!!!!!!! I really wonder how the pri teachers can tahan mans!!! but then think abt it.. last time i'm also like tat.. (>.<) all of us are soOOoo noisy & childish kays!! their favourite game was.. CATCHING!! oh gosh! Hahahas~ oh then WE HAVE TO BATHE THEM!!! can u imagine? the marlin pple taught us a way which is soOOo.. eeks lah!! ask all of them to strip til their undergarments then hose all of them together. wad the..?! *toot* in the end obviously all my girls didn't wanted.. so they each went to a cubicle.. i passed the hose ard let them bathe.. ZZZzz.. feel so kuku =X

After tat got some movie screening for them.. we were.. erm..oh got briefing! complaining abt the stuffs & inefficiencies la. Then it was time for bed. Hook were to sleep in tents. then the stp kids were soOOo bloody excited jus to sleep in those tents! it's like oh my god lah~wat's so nice abt that? dots! Lol~ then my little kids didn't want to sleep, tok tok tok non-stop.. make so much noise disturbing the rest. in the end i can't sleep.. ZZzzz.. ard 1+++am buay tahan then went back to sleep... yep. & guessed i was da 1st few to wish Jason happy bday too. Sorry minex.. but i also never really celebrated wif him wats!! lol~ =X


31st Oct 2004 Sunday

Kevin's, Minex's & Jason's bday~~~ hmmMm... normally this time I'll busy doing present for *ahem* ahHh.. but i guess I'd stopped for 2 years le.. there's no point anyways. anyways i did wished him online like.. 2 or 3 days lateR? can't remember le... doesn't really matter anyways.

had breakfast.. went to East Coast Park wif Maricus & Hook Family for some Photo Hunt.. oh my god lah!!! walk walk walk ard the stp park to snap photos of landmarks... then have to walk sooOOoo much in 50mins?! Somemore there are 2 routeS?! tat means u walk 2 times?!!! gosh.. & they lend us a PDA to take photo. so rich sia~ =X I was going crazy.. then Henri was the 1st grp to come back!! wahahah~ (>.<) Cos the grp was split into 2.. then we unite as 1 again @ da starting point. then we brought ice-creams & candies for the children.. =)))

but then.. by 2nd day i can't tahan the kids le.. dun love them & find them cute anymore.. lol~ =X aiya.. not THAT bad larh.. but they are driving me nuts.. ask them clean table after meals like wan their lives like tat.. so notti!!! ZzzZZ.. afternoon we played station games in da school larhx.. it was the time when me & weiliang were ganna bullied by the little kids. they practically poured 1 whole packet of flour over me!! gosh! my hair!! =X then i become some old lady.. then pple i duno.. from mjc i think.. suddenly threw water bombs at me.. like so... EHHH? wth?! lol~ but nvm larhx.. jus playing ard... guess my grp is the most horrible derx.. GFs ganna bullied like mad... then the kids like keep pissing the Game Masters off~ lolx~

had campfire after dinner!! gosh! so many parents came la!!! Zzzz.. now the kids really SooOOo pampered de lorx!! bth!! the campfire was a TOTAL failure lah.. lol~ they dun even have mic.. sing songs the kids duno der.. ZZzz.. all the rest of the items also like soOOo damn sian. but then of cos HOOK's THE BEST!!!!! i dare to say our 2 items are the BEST KAYS!!!!! HOOK ROCKS! HENRI ROX!!! (>.<)

after tat bid goodbye to my dear little kids le lorz.. but then kinda sad eh.. they never cry. lol~ like so bo chup us like tat.. do so much things for them then they're sooOOo like in their own world. but nvm barhx.. can't expect so much from the kids. at least i had lots of fun!! =))) maybe somewhat away from all my problems?! heEss.. & I made a great fren wif weiliang i guess~ =) all the pple in the camp all take care of me de larhx.. feel sooOO loved =X lol~ all my good guys fren all go this camp lorx.. realli is a good time to catch up!! & oh ya!! marcius & weiliang brought a happy meal for jason's bday!! i help to give him!! lol~ so funny derx.. =XXX then sing bday song for him lorx.. see him so paiseh so funnY! loL~

went back to home.. almost dead. but still got OP!!! gosh!! & i'm losing my voice wif all the screamings at the little devils!!!


1st Nov 2004 Monday

my OP day.. actually the p4 kids havn't break camp der.. but too bad larh.. my OP in morning shift.. so had to leave my little kids behind.. sob!! bear say that they miss me after i left kays!!! lol~~ seee!! at least they still will miss me after all =X wahhaha~ =pPPPp

my OP was okay larh.. i was like so omg like can... sleeping RIGHT in front of the accessors!! ahahah~~~ I really really too tired larhx.. can't take it. I wasn't even worried for my OP. guess i'm too sleepy & all.. but i guess i did okay.. expect maybe i didn't really project my voice cos' i was having a bad throat.. & can u believe it.. i tend to be S.O.F.T when i'm giving a speech or sth.. hahaha~ who will believe this mans!?! yeah!?

went to have lunch wif Ling, Silvia & ChiaChin larh.. after tat went out wif rl.. see i soOOo good kays!!! so tired stil went out wif him!!! (>.<) watched grudge.. gosh!! go there scare myself only!!! lol~ so DISGUSTING larh can!? lol~ eeks!!


2nd Nov 2004 Tues

Went to Chelle's house for all girls day!! woots!! but onli me, Zhen, Ling, Ruru & Yu went larhx.. went to make my ezlink in da morning.. was tryin to take photo wif my camera then print from my printer.. it was OKAY i guess.. heck it larh lol~ early in da morning take photo.. so ugly!! =X but nvm~ then we ate pizza at her house, played bingo & monopoly!!! wahhahaha!! soOOOo fun!! (>.<) really loved my girls!!! *muacks!

was supposed to go rl's house after tat. then tat dumb ass never tell me which side of da bus to take!! then duno how come & why i landed outside tpj again!! gosh!! lol~ then i was pissed then went home lah!!! wao lauuUUUuuu lol~ =X then was talking to my dear *cey!! hees! miss her sooo much!!!!