been too, TOO lazy to blog abt my life, seriously.

well, perhaps i just don't really bother too.. it isn't that my life is really PLAIN boring.. but.. yeah~ lol~ anyways...

TODAY: went to the temple wif my mom. she said it was an auspicious day. then i went to meet *darling.. we watched "Monster-In-Law".. though it kinda bored him.. perhaps it's sort of a "girly" & typical show.. lol~ there's alot ah-mas watching it.. i wonder why.. lol~ anyways we went lido.. then we headed to wheelock's sakae for lunch! b4 that we ate popiah (i still find the popiah at ber's house is nicer.. lol~ i WRAPPED it myself kays.. =pPPp) & drank sugar cane wif lime & ribena.. hEes.. then we ate till we're sooOooo full & bloated. i'm seriously not watching over my diet. every1 ard me said that i HAD gained weight. no doubt abt that. i'm seriously getting FAT & UGLY. *sigh* actually i also didn't really know what happened to me? Did i ate too much?? =S oh wells, time to do sth abt it i believe. i looked so round & fat & ugly in photos now.. YUCK. utterly disgusting..

after that we had nowhere to go.. then we walked ard town.. finally settling down at cine's some game shop.. i played "Lego Star Wars" game there.. hahaha! kinda fun yeah!! though i SUCKED at this kinda pc games.. but i did have fun. =))) *dar said i was so ABSORBED. =X ops. but it was frustrating cos i can't jump over those stp platforms.. zZzz.. =((~

anyways it was a fun day wif my *darling.. we've been together like for almost 6 mths?? & even a few months longer of no status.. everything's kinda peaceful?? =))) yeah.. who wouldn't quarrel... but we seems to have lots of trouble finding places to go in Singapore. sigh. boring small city isn't it?

YEST: well.. i actually intended to wake up earlier. cos the last time i went Sentosa wif my class.. i was the LATEST. but this time round.. i was 1 of the earlier few.. hEes.. almost the whole class went.. (of cos there are exceptions) yeah.. & we settled under some coconut trees & benches, near a volleyball net at Palawan beach.. the 1st thing we got there.. greedy pple STARTED eating!!! hAas.. cos some of our classmates brought food along.. we don't intend to spend much money having the day out.. anyways.. thanks shiling for the salsa & chips, chiachin & yeewan too.. hEhehs.. Shahirah for the mee, Sharifah for the delicious fishball, Yani: her cutely-shaped nuggets & Big big bao for his cookies & stuff. =)) hees.. i ate quite a portion.. lol~ =X

anyways.. i did joined in the game of volleyball once in a while.. like when there's odd no. or when i feel like playing.. hEes. then i went swimming wif Shiling, Yani & Huda... then we swam in the extremely shallow water... the tide is damn low that morning.. not fun at all.. but we swam anyways.. cos the seabed? is sticky & gluy... yuck. we don't wanna step on them lol~ (>.<) yepp.. then we talked abt life afterA's & where we intended to go overseas after A's! Yani was saying that she's gg Bali wif her friends... then shiling suggested we go somewhere nearer.. then can spend more $$ on shopping & stuff.... i wanna go hong kong's disneyland!!! lol~ then we went back to our "reserved" spot... eating food that was prepared by some of them.. lol~ then we went into the sea again!!! we almost walked our way to the "big cheese" (some yellow-ed colour platform) cos it was really soooOOoo shallow. then quite a no. of us... me, shiling, yani, huda, silvia, peizhen, peiyu, chelle played pesi-cola on the cheese!!! HEes.. it was so fun!!! those that got stepped on the foot will have to jump into the sea... HEes.. i won 1 round wif so many pple on-board the cheese!!! hEEs! =))) then we went back for some rest again.... ohhH... i joined the few of them who were building a quite.. erm.. yeah. sandcastle.. Haas!! then we buried big big bao!!!! (terrence) hhAHaha.. giving him FAKE BOOBS. then when he breathes, the sand on him will crack off 1... lol~ so funny... then i slacked under the tree wif chelle, chiachin & yeewan.. shiling was sleeping.. lol~ then terrence joined us too.. we played heart-attack!!! lol~ i very pro in that game 1 kays.. (>.<) then chelle was teaching bridge... okay la.. perhaps i know how to play a little better already... lol~

then we went to bathe & left the beach.. we walked to the further bus-stop so as not to squeeze wif those many pple trying to leave at the dolphin lagoon.. (which i never visit b4)

then we waited for bus to leave sentosa.. & headed for dinner at food junction at harbor front after gathering everyone.. i didn't know what to eat.. so in the end just ate some rice wif some dishes.. lol~

then we went watson's to buy after-sun masks.. lol~ cos all of us were sooOOo burnt!! face so red!!! lol~

i didn't take much photos.. cos almost all the time we were using chelle's camera.. so yeah.. =))

finally back...=) long weekend break.

TODAY: well, didn't really slept well. duno why i keep waking up. *dar called ard 9++am, we chatted til 10++am then decided to meet. oh my mom & my sis went back to hong kong.. so i gotten myself a long weekend of freedom..*yay*.. lol~ but have to look after my stupid brother. but he isn't much of a nuisance larhx.. lol~ just tat he keep wanting to go out.. (and later i discovered) he wanted to buy a birthday card for.. a friend. (apparently, me & *dar assumed it's a girl, so we keep teasing him lol~ =p omg. my brother's only p5 lar.. so young wan bgr? lol~)

yep anyways. we went jurong point cos apparently we couldn't decide when to go that's new & "interesting".. lol~ in the end there's nth much there too.. we ate some expensive lunch and went to play arcade. had some fun & for some reason we were so STICKY which i do not know why. lol~ hEes. the arcade we went to still adpot those ticket system.. we played like 12 bucks? lol~ =ppPPp then won ourseleves 1 cute pencil & ruler... lol~ (those kiddy ones.) both of us are quite broke. & we keep complaining that we had no $$.. lol~ cos this time round my mom didn't leave me cash b4 she left.. so yeah.. =(~ then he came to my house awhile.. then we went to meet my brother for dinner.. then waited for bus (sOOooo long) wif my *darling b4 heading home wif a slight headache.

YEST: it was sun. had lunch & dinner wif my dad & bro at 2 diff chinese restaurants. well, those we always go as a family.. lol~ then in the afternoon *dar came over to my house to spend some time together.. we hardly could spend sundays together cos it was my family day.. so yeah.. & i cooked fricillis for him!!! in some cream sauce. thank god it's still edible!!! & he told me he liked it!!! lol~ perhaps he was just trying to make me feel better.. but it wasn't that disgusting looking & awful larh... lol~ =pPPpp

THE DAY BEFORE YEST: hAas! had lunch wif my whole family b4 my mom & sis left for hk.. they'll be back by tomolo (tues)... then i went to TPJC myself.. cos got the 18th College Day.. simply a waste of my time larh.. i sat at that hard chair for like.. from 3.30-630pm? I can't really remember. okay the performances weren't THAT bad.. cos alot of my classmates were performing.. so we looked out for them.. *chelle in band, *peiyu & *yeewan & moo x2 in co, *shiling & *silvia in choir... aman & huda in the dance... hope i didn't miss any... =)

didn't really have time to spend wif *dar.. but had quite a wonderful evening cos i went for *lettie's party wif fanny, *ber & bimbotic *stef. lol~ [she & the ACCENT. lol] the 1st thing we got there... we just sit in front of the table & EAT!!! hAAs! no kiddin!! all the food in front of us.. we just keep eating.. the mee siam was nice!! (even though i don't really like the food mee siam) then they were playing bomber-man.... so funny.. they keep killing themselves.. but i didn't have a chance to play..

then i went to play mahjong wif fanny, *gummy & *min... hEes.. got win abit larhx... then i went to learn bridge also.. until now i still duno how to play leh!!! lol~ so shi bai rites?! =X oh wells... but now i know abit more le!! lol~ *yay* -claps- then taught this friend of *lettie who was also a sailor to play mahjong too.. i didn't even catch his name.. *ops* lol~

anyways basically it was just guides & scouts gathering again!!! too bad *cey & *bear & *ru can't go.. then *lettie was busy entertaining her other friends from TJ & some others la.. but our gang always know how to entertain ourseleves!!! hEEs!! we're too close to one another le... just make ourselves home at anyone's house... lol~ =pPPppp then we cut cake & took some photos lorx.. can't upload cos it's not in my cam.. i didn't even take any photos even though i brought my cam wif me that day!!! lol~ (>.<) it was a fun nite larhx.. i miss everyone!!!

LAST FRIDAY: (i dun wanna keep going on the day le.. lol~ =p) school as per normal... had lunch wif *dar @ tampines mac then met *ber & *stef to go back to chung cheng for guides.. they are having some lecture again... so good life lor!!! last time where got such things 1.. & they're stating out whatever they like/dislike abt activities & WE ex-seniors are a source of problem too! oh well.. WHATEVER. lol~ how rarely we go back nowadays anyways. yepPp.. then the sec 3s MASS PON. just like the *toot* gang last time. i better don't say names later must apply zambuk! lol~ =pPPppp then we chit-chatted at the concourse & played volley b4 going home!!! good time catching up... [p.s *stef is irriating every1 wif her bimbotic accent.]

& oh. we discovered new thing: BLUE TAG COLOUR. they are blue tag that isn't BLUE anymore. they come in PINK, GREEN, YELLOW, ORANGE & DARK BLUE. & this is wat *ber & bimbotic *stef did:



these are *ber's hand. see what she did wif the blue tag colour!!! disgusting rites!!! eeEEWWwww!!!! (>.<)



this.. (obviously) is *stef. i got no comments for her. lol~

& of cos. i didn't join in THEIR fun. =P

tired... so long never update le.. shall update a little to tell pple i'm still alive. =)))

TODAY: well, went to schoo same time but wif my *new black bowling t-shirt designed by *darling & bowling skirt. we're having a morning match. or shld i say those in the 3 teams.. well.. i'm just a reserve, so bascially, my job at the alley is either to be a lane marshal or spectator? giving my full-est support to my *darling while he's playing his games/keeping scores for his TEAM 2/picnic-ing/freezing at that very cold place/... well, basically it's about that. lol~ but it is kinda relaxing.. cos i don't get to play. well, cos my bowling scores are still not up to standard. but looking at them & bowlers from other schools are kinda entertaining too.. you see (seed-ed guys-->well, males who are expected to WIN, don't ask me why they give such funny names lol~) guys from ACJ & SAJ.. WOAH.. lol~ i was looking at the top single bowler. name? A.S? damn pro larhx.. his singles average is 220++ something.. WAHHH.. it's like how to get such scores sia lol~ (>.<) yEah.

i made my own SANDWICHES for *darling!!! lol~ actually i made it on the previous night larhx.. vege wif mayo-eggwhite & lots & lots of pepper!!! my family members kinda liked it too.. my sister & bro ate 1 slice, my dad is the best!! 2 slices!! lol~ but poor me have to remake cos not enuff egg to spread on the bread.. =(~ so took quite long.. & it's was my effort kays!! doing, smashing the stp egg-white while kap-ing the phone cos i was wif *dar on the line.. my neck hurts like hell.. duno why. maybe it's becos the way i sleep but my neck is always killing me... so painful & my shoulder muscles are easily tensed since dunno WHEN.. so yeah.. i'm disgressing. I made another kinda sandwich too!! just put cheese & ham.. Wahahhaa.. simple but i love to it!! *yummy!* lol~ hEes.

so after the competition went to eat curry wif *dar & his team-mates.. it was raining quite heavily... after lunch we went to play arcade. got this 2 very quite winnie the pooh & friends toys!!! in that kinda kap-kap machine... (i duno how to say la lol~) anyways we had 2 tries but of cos, didn't get the toy.. the toy was SO CUTE LOR!!! got pooh/piglet/tigger/eeyeore on some toy wooden-horses & another kind is winnie the pooh wif a pillow/bloster wif a bunnie on its head!! SOoooooooOOOOOOOooooooooooOOoooooooo cute lor!!! i so sad!!! outside also never sell de nehs... *sobs* we played other games too.. then i keep losing... cos *dar & the other guys keep bullying me!!! hmph!! NOT FAIR!!!!

anyways after that we went back to the alley to watch the "seed-ed" girls to play their matches.. then me *darling went ps to watch "House of Wax".. lol~ it was NC-16. & the stp women at the counter & entrance of the cinema must check my ID. hey, come on lor.. don't i look OLD enough? I seriously think that i look OLD for my age la.. lol~ oh WHATEVER. the movie was quite scary larh.. lol~ but thank god it's not as GORE & DISGUSTING like CREEP. i'll never watch shows like CREEP anymore. it sucks la. HAhaha~

then i wanted to go home though *dar wanted to have dinner wif me. i wasn't very hungy & besides, my home also had dinner.. so.. yeah.. we parted somewhere near by bus-stop. then i was waiting for the traffic light then i saw my bus drove past me.. that time i was alone le.. sad sia.. =(((~ but oh wells.. WAIT LOR. WHAT TO DO. then i was checking whether the seat was wet before sitting down, then the moment i turn around, *dar was standing in front of me. i got a SHOCK la.. HEes.. but was really happy larh.. =))) *muacks. he told me he turned back to look at me then saw my bus drove past, so decided to accompany me to wait for bus lor... =)))) my *darling so good horx.. =pPPppPPp anyways i went home feeling very loved.. but also very tired. & i didn't even do any schoolwork! i didn't touch anything at all!! BAH. i'm so gonna die! & yeah! tomolo going for steamboat at Marina after the quartet wif most of the bowling pals i think... to "celebrate" the finishing of A' division. though i wasn't really kinda INVOLVED. but.. oh wells.. lol~ my presence is important kays!! cos *dar needed me to BE THERE for him... hEes. & of cos i'll be. i was looking at him for every shot he did kays!!! (>.<) i dare to admit!! lol~

& yeah. i'm SO PROUD of my *darling. =)))

okay, i gotta offline already. wif *dar on the phone. =) shall update soon!

everyone was so tired today... most of us didn't go for maths remidal, wanted to go home early to rest... me & *dar went s11 to eat, walked ard TM for awhile cos we had to wait til 4.15pm for *dar's Nafa test to begin... & we took neos again.. Wahaha~ almost like a monthly basis kinda thing.. lol~ =pPpp but it's FUN!!! (>.<) he must "ACT" to beat me... but in fact, he's bullying & abusing & brutilising meeEeee!!!! AHhhhhhhhhhHhhhhhhhh... *help!!* lol~ just kidding. b4 he complains that i keep saying that he's always bullying me.. =pPPpp

it poured very heavily today.. what a nice weather to sleep... was feeling very tired, even though i slept so early last nite? lol~ we has sea carnival heats yest at kallang, after lessons till 12.10pm. yest was a fun & happy day!!! =))) me & her finally talked much... perhaps it's a good sign or sth. but today we didn't talk though.. but anyways.. it's a good start? =))) [i'm still so tired while blogging... didn't take a nap cos i intended to sleep early tonight too cos there's TRAINING tomolo!!! ZzzZz] at least she doesn't ignore whatever i say anymore.. =))) hEes.

anyways, peizhen didn't come to school cos she's feeling very unwell, moo moo too.. so there's like very few pple for my class to take part in the dragon boat race... i kept whining in school yest lol~ cos they suggested eating Magic Wok again @ white sands.. then I wanted to eat Mac, so i whined.. lol~ but in the end we really ate Macdonald's!! hAAs!! but not only becos of me of cos.. it's like such a big group of us.. (almost all the girls in my class ate together yest during lunch.. like 1st time also.. hEes) & the 3-baos (cos moo moo never come school) didn't want to dragon boat anymore cos they complain our class very few pple.. then i very SAD cos i never do dragon-boating b4... then i wWwwwwwwwwwHHhhhhiiIIiiiinnNNnnnnnnnEEEeeeeeeeDdddddddd for awhile but i guess it's not up to me to decide. but of cos in the end they still can!!! yEahs!! lol~ perhaps my whining DID work!! lol~ =PPPppPpp

yEp. as expected my class didn't win. in fact, at the very beginning my class was already lagging quite so much behind. but WHO CARES as long as we had FUN!? yEahhh!! =))) we dragged Mr. Lim to take part wif us... cos we seriously don't have enuff pple.. & he did take part larh.. at least he not so stubborn as not to join us.. lol~ then Yani & Aman was so funny.. they were sitting behing me & peiyu.. then they keep whining & complaining.. "my hand pain!!! [even b4 the race]"don't wanna paddle anymore lah! haiyoh!" HAas! it was so hilarious... then we started singing..."row, row row yr boat, gently down the stream. If you see a crocodile, DON'T 4get to SCREAM. AAAAAAAaaaaaHhhhhhhhhhhhhhHhhhhh!" (& we did screamEd! lol~) we sang for like 4 or 5 times.. like die die also want pple know that we're enjoying ourselves very much, we got forth kays!!! (erm. pS. there's only 4 boat participating at our race. lol =p)

so my 1st time dargon-boating was actually quite fun.. hEes! =))) after that we went over for kayaking races.. me & peiyu went for girl doubles.. we came in like 2nd??? cheating a tini-weeny bit by not reaching the red-flag "imaginary" line. lol~ =pPPp but then the stp teacher say we never touch shore, the timing is still going on. we panicked & anyhow rowed, trying all means to touch shore.. HAha~ so funny. in the end we got 3rd i think.. we didn't bother winning also larhs.. we tried our best, if we never get in for any finals, the whole class will pon the sea carnival to go somewhere to play!! either sentosa or jurong water park! (the 1 i went wif *dar.. lol)

hmMm.. after that i took part in rafting.. it's 6-girls relay.. i was wif *chelle.. but shiling say we were quite slow.. oPs! =X sorry!!! just couldn't turn in time i guess.. but we tried our best le!!

then we took some photos, i ate ice-cream hees.. see some races for awhile & left. *dar didn't come wif his class, cos he went for bowling training.. & we didn't talk to *chelle too, which yani & some other suggested, cos she left early wif jason. oh wells. just hope that everything else will not worsen. but i guess there'll always be a scar left behind.

while i was still kinda soaked & dirty & sticky.. i went to a clinic nearby my house.. becos of my blocked ears & my weird period. but the doctor can't help me much too.. i guess. =X & i thought i didn't have enough cash to pay for the medicine... but in the end i had!! so i waited for my mom to bring me home.. hEes..

& later that night i seem to get contact wif *dar. was sad & abit frustrated... then he so bad! i was having such a horrible headache & he still say i bluff him, never go to sleep.. wat sia.. =(((~~ make me cry 2 times.. ZzzZ.. but of cos i always do forgive him. =) *pinches him* anyways.. photos!! =)) suddenly my blog is up-springing wif photos har.. lol~ i also duno why.. =pPPpp



i kinda like this photo.. hees! taken b4 we set off for lunch! =)



my class! (well, almost all those who went) at kallang mrt station!



this photo is supposed to be ~sexy~ lol~ =pP



our slippers!! lol~ mine, shiling's, huda's, yeewan's & chiachin's! =))) nice rites!



jiasheng, terrence, yona, peiyu, yeewan & ru setting out for.. erm.. novelty race? lol~ i 4got the name.. =pP i took this on shore... too bad they're blocked by 2 groups! if not i think they could have won!!!



me & *amandia!! this girl went to bathe! i shld have hugged her! (to make her dirty again! lol~)

was having the urge to blog down my feelings too.. lol~ but somehow the urge subsided cos i couldn't use the com just now... but.. oh wells.

maybe i was kinda influenced by all that was happening ard me..maybe i thought i could avoid it, somehow.. but i guess it's not THAT easy. It's sort of getting worse? Well, I don't quite know for sure for myself either. *dar says i support for World Peace. he's right. i really do. I hate to see this kinda things happening... friends are supposed to be happily together, isn't it?

Haha~ it's so cliche. I can't seems to form my sentences together, to express out whatever i'm feeling inside me.. perhaps the rest of the tai-tai gang didn't quite really know, or perhaps notice.. that me & ... don't talk anymore. I duno how many of you guys know that we actually "stopped" talking.. but it's not that i don't care abt our friendship anymore. in fact i still do. but perhaps i did the wrong thing by not doing anything.. praying that things will work out someday. but i guess i'm really really wrong. it'll just continue to be in this manner.. *sigh. what more can i do, when someone just simply outright ignore almost everything you said.. and.. i duno. i don't even know whether she cares anymore. but there are times that i actually broke down becos of this incident... but who really knows. (okay.. except for pple like *dar, chelle [broke down in front of her once] and some of my other friends.) everyone ask me not to bother.. but who won't be affected when 1 of yr friend simply just decided to walk out of yr life? & somemore, we'll still together almost everyday.. forming an "invisible" wall.. for example, there's like 9 of us? then it'll somewhat be a situation that.. i'm wif like.. a few of the gang & she's wif the rest...

& perhaps it's not some BIG deal.. everyone simply just ask me to heck. yeah.. i do somewhat have that kinda mentality.. but.. perhaps friendship just simply means so much more than heck-caring. especially for pple like me.. though i choose to bottle all my feelings up.. not letting it show.. but it has been like this for like.. 2 months & still-going-on already? I kinda admired the way that this time round, when the gang actually has some internal conflict: we wanna say things straight. to make things right again. but what abt me & her? I dunno will i make things worse by blogging this entry down but... perhaps it's time for me to let it out too. yeah. i can still take it. let's not talk, so be it. but then again, i may be just the coward who doesn't wanna face the truth, or even question this truth.

so i just hope that everything will be okay once again.. well, just hope that somehow the gang can just click again. no more this kinda... saddening incident. it may not be on my behalf. it may not mean me & her getting on good terms again. yeah. who won't feel being left out before? it's so tiring... for me to try balancing time for my friends & my bf. there's so many times i felt so helpless.. trying to balance my social life.. but so far... i guess i'm getting the hang of it. maybe i ain't doing such a great job. but i'm still trying.. & will continue to. =)) i'm sorry if i ain't doing such a great job after all...

& perhaps time DO drift pple apart.. every1 is so busy, catching up wif their up-coming life. i've drifted from many of my good pals... i know it's inevitable. or has my tolerance/deterrence level dropped? i thought i was used to all the nonsense, okay.. maybe it's too strong a word. but words/sentences that are mocking me.. making issues of my life a joke. many jokes. somehow i just don't find them funny anymore. & i felt so hurt. yep. my *darling is always there for me, consoling me when times i'm down. i know, you guys didn't quite mean it. & i'm sorry for keep quieting & just sort-of listening most of the time. i just do not know what more to say whats. maybe there isn't much of a common topic anymore. i missed out far too much, i don't have a far fetched social circle... but is it all my fault? it's my character & perhaps a weakness of me, to keep every single damn thing to myself... cry & let off myself, so then i'll feel much better & 4get everything myself?

i seriously do know that there are pple out there for me... it's just that i don't know how or WHO to reach out to. it just seems so rediculous for me.. to approach some1 out of a sudden.. pouring all my unhappiness... me too, has reached the point whereby scrolling down my msn list or phonebook, wondering who shld i approach. but no name will come into my mind. maybe *darling is an exception. but who will deny the fact that some stuff is not meant to be said after all? i'm not implying that i'm hiding things.. but sometimes i just feel that things are better be left unsaid. that's all. do NOT doubt me.

& so what if i had a claimed-to-be "possessive" bf? I love him dearly, isn't that enough? how much do i have to say that he has DONE for me to proven his worth for me? or it's too my fault, i don't say good stuff much... cos i don't like to brat. that doesn't mean he isn't nice to me. but what i really hope for is seriously, my friends' assurance. or even: CLOSE FRIENDS' assurance. it's not that i ain't getting any... i also duno how to say it larh.. but it's just so hurting. every1 commenting negatively abt him.. *sigh. i'm not like.. requesting for: you guys must like my bf kinda nonsense. but AT least, accept him as my bf. he does love me, does care for me. what more do i need to say. of cos, there are times of unhappiness.. which couple doesn't have any tiffs?

*woah. letting all of it out. guess i'll get pretty much comments. lol~ perhaps what is meant to be, will be. i still havn't learn to be strong enough & not to let others' comments to haunt me. but i guess it's pardonable. cos all of you guys mean so much to me, i guess. just hope that i didn't worsen anything wif this blog entry. i pray. let's look 4ward to tomolo's sea carnival heats! =))) i'm feeling so much better now.

almost an hour long entry. signing off.

*phew. what a week for me. & perhaps for everyone ard me.

let's start wif yesterday... it was my school's annual sport's meet. my class got in for 3 events.. perhaps i had mentioned before... 4x400m, 4x100m & 12x100m.. we didn't have the chance to bite the medal.. EeEwwWww... was pretty upset cos we could have won.. we just lost by a tini-weeny bit. everyone who at least, talked to me said that i was pretty fast for the 4x400m race... HEes.. but 2 bad. we still lost. but at least my effort was recognised!!! =))) hEes.. when after that race my lower part of my body (from my butt downwards) was soOOoo cramp that i couldn't even walk. gosh. i was so afraid that i couldn't run for the next 2 races anymore. *dar came over cos he saw me in such pain & agony.. & still put on his fac shirt so that he won't be so noticable... (cos he was wearing his BRIGT-orange new jersey...lol~) thanks *darling. =)) my class was putting hopes on me... but lucky i still could run, but didn't manage to bring back any glory. but it's all abt team effort i guess... though all of us were disappointed. but we knew we'd tried our best. =))) hmMm.. some unhappy incident happened... but i also duno what to say abt it. just hope that everything will be okay soon... =)

anyways, some photos!!! hEes.



this was me & *dar when we just reached school.. i LOVED my fac-shirt! Whahaa.. though Science B's girls' shirt was nicer.. (cos it has PINK lol~ =pPPp)



this was US before the 12x100m race.. we're trying to act cool.. HaAs! so cute rites!



Another lovely photo!! p.S yeewan so cute/pretty rites!! HAas! =X (I must say this, if not she'll say me again =p)



me & *dar again, waiting for bowling meeting to start.. we looked so sweaty! loL~

After the meeting, had lunch wif *dar somewhere nearby school.. & it started to pour SOOoooOO heavily b4 we could reach *dar's house. I was playful, wanted to play in the rain but *dar wouldn't let me.. the rain was so heavy still when we reached *dar house's bus-stop. EewwWw... *dar "forced" me to wait for him at the bus stop to fetch some umbrella... =)))) hEes. so sweet for my *darling rites.. he don't bear to see me drenched. so he shall be. *muacks. then we saw this poor toad ganna killed.. okay.. it was stupidly trying to cross the road unknowingly cos everywhere at that area was flooded. so it didn't know the presence of car. too bad *dar couldn't save it in time... at 1st, it succeeded in allowing 1 car to by-past it.. but after that. it was squashed by another car..car after car after car.. eeeWWWWww... i can't bear to look anymore.

at night, we went for the SongFest'05-Let's Jam. it was full-housed, my class sat wif *dar's class.. 1st time loL~ but the tai-tai gang only got like.. 5 peeps? & peizhen, ru & silvia went off at the interval cos they were not feeling well & tired i guess.. i was too tired, but i stayed till the end... having so much trouble to pass shiling the rose we brought for her... lol (cause there's so much pple & i couldn't find her) Songfest was pretty okay.. it's worth 3 bucks larh.. lol~ the teacher's item was hilarious seriously.. lol~ & it's like the 1st time i go for such even wif *dar.. loL~ there are still some pple who dedicated on the mircophone like.. "happy 2 weeks" & "1st date together" lol~ how sweet rites... =) too bad shiling didn't win in the competition.. but i think she looked great in that purple holter. the bands jamming was noisy & screaming enough.. i must say.. lol~& I cabbed home.. cos i was so tired... the uncle drove very fast. I even reached home b4 *dar did... lol~

and as for the short school days of tue-thurs.. i had 2 days of bowling training.. at safra & victor's. was pretty tiring everyday... & peiyu/shahirah had to sprain their ankles both on the game of hockey... so they couldn't take part in the 12x100m race... i think they must be pretty upset cos they couldn't take part.. but we still couldn't win back any medal for them to bite.. EewwWw... =S & Samad's SPE lessons is always so fun, though tiring.. he's a pretty hilarious PE teacher.. his cheeky pronounciations & smile & movements.. lol~ he still act being shot when the principle fired the 1st shot at the sports meet.. lol~ oh! mr. lim also got run in the staff relay! the way he ran damn funny larhx.. lol~ but i duno did his team won or nots.. lol~ cos we skipped prize presentation.. ops! =X cos we didn't win anythings whats.. zhao la. lol~ =pPPpp

yEp. & i didn't managed to blog abt the day of my actual b-day. cos the previous entry was too long.. lol~ I meet up wif my guides/scouts gang--*cey, jas, lettie, gummy, houston, goat & weiliang(who is already well from his dengue lol~) it has been a very very long time since we last met up.. too bad other peeps like ber & stef & my brother bear couldn't make it... we met at town, ate at Nydc outside the hereens... i loved the baked pasta there!! so cheesy!!! =))) & i drank some pench soda.. it was nice too!! then we headed down to PS... stupidly buying tickets on the 1st row!!! row A!!! hAAs... just to catch some movie, Divigence.. it's some chinese movie larhx.. but i think the plot was kinda nice.. & it has a sad ending.. EEeWw.... gummy & *cey so bad lor... keep laughing at the way the male leading is trying to cry.. lol~ okay maybe he's abit drama larhx.. but then.. it's supposed to be sad kays!!! lol~~

then.. photo-taking session!! cos we didn't manage to take neos.. we asked alot of pple to help me take photos.. cos the stp scouts left. lol~ & the indian sercurity guard was damn hilarious!!! 1,2,3 LAUGH!! HAHAHA! lol~



i think this photo this nice..=) it's our relection on some reflective surface at ps.. lol~ =)


US!! hEes..


another 1...



& another 1.. lol~ =))

& on 3rd may.. which is me & *dar's 5th month.. he made me a box of strawberry choco!! hEes... of cos i did share wif my classmates.. hEEs.. thanks *darling! muAcks! +smoochs+ lol~ but i only remember to take photo of it.. when only the last 1 is left.. then *dar say that i was greedy! hmph!! i just 4got mahh.. =((~~



yeP. anyways. my family & i didn't celebrate much larh... cos my stp brother was sick! due to eating of too much choco & drinking soft drinks at his friend's party.. stupid rites?! lol~ anyways my only b-day cake! chosen by this dumb dumb! =p



he was the idiot holding up the 2 ballon flowers.. lol~ (well behind me, so cannot see him lol~)



me & the flower!! hEes.. i liked the red 1 more.. in my room! =)))

this was all b4 the dinner wif guides & scouts.. =pPPp

Sorry this entry is kinda jumbled up.. =S random thoughts of rememebering stuff that happened.. lol~

& yeah.. on thurs i met up wif marcius & cheryl... at tm.. that stingy marcius treat me Rhumba!!! lol~ like since WHEN.. & HOW LONG!!! lol~ (>.<)

On the last note... thank you everyone who celebrated my bday for me!!! *muacks! (sms, give me presents & went out wif me...) =)))))

Happy Birthday to ME!! (>.<)

well, it has been quite a nice birthday for me... =)))) I even have lots of time slacking at home!!! I guess there're like TONS to update.. lol~ so I shld go slow I guess, trying to recall most of da details... =pPPpp

Friday, 29th April '05

had school as usual. heard a shocking & sad news. =(~ was supposed to go back for guides, but in the end we didn't as we're not sure is there guides or not. & we had finally decided that we're not dragon-boating as a class, cos too much pple can't make it due to SYF trainings & cannot make-its. =((~ so we'll have to do our best during the actual heats on 9th may. we'll be participating in other events too, such as disabilities & kayaking... can't wait for all that fun!!! =))) but b4 that.. there's Sport's Meet on the 6th (where i'll be running 3 times for 3 events most prob) & Song Fest in the evening!!! we'll be supporting Shiling!! cos her group got in for the competition!! together wif her baby & bf! lol~

looks like i'm digressing lol~ anyways... in the end *dar pang seh-ed his fren (erm turban? lol) & we went out together... he was supposed to buy my presents wif his fren.. but he accompanied me instead cos i got nowhere else to go.. (ops! =X) anyways we went tm for lunch, saw ber & stef catching "The Pacifer". then we headed to town & watched "Coach Carter" at cathay... the movie tickets are increasing prices!!! oh gosh!! I caught a film that cause me $9.50 yest!! so expensive!!! zZZz.. but cathay & engwah & some other places didn't increase prices i think.. [digressing AGAIN =X] yep... the show was kinda draggy.. but i guess i kinda like basketball so the show was okay... went taka & brought lots of food to eat.. lol~ Sushi, Noodles, Choco-fudge cake, sasauges *YummY!* then we headed now to "Xiu Liu Shan" again for dessert!!! (>.<) lol~ my favourite!! Thanks *darling!!! =))) then I ta-bao back for my family too... we just can't resist the shops' dessert.. lol~ yEp. *darling sent me home too... =))))
Saturday, 30th April '05

a day all & only wif my *darling.. =))) we were supposed to meet at 10am but in the end we're on the phone so we decided to meet later.. 10.30am.. but in the end i was late!! & my camera was LOW-BATT!!! so sad!!!!! =(((~~ supposed to take lots & lots of photos!!! I swear to charge-up my camera next time!!! hmph! *darling compromised wif all my whinings & unreasonable demands cos it's my birthday!!! okay maybe 1-day away but who cares =p. we had a light breakfast at Delifrance, then we headed to Jurong Water Theme Park.. it was our 1st time there.. we had to ask for directions & everything.. (thanks yeewan! =)) yep.. 2 kukus went there & we reached like at almost 12pm!? the hottest time of the day!!! that's why i'm still so chao-tar now.. lol~ =pPp oh whatever. we lent 2 pink floats (don't ask me why is it pink, but it's my favourite colour =p) but some stp malay little boy stole 1 from us.. cos *dar lost his specs at the lazy pool the moment we headed down to play... lol~ (okay it isn't any fun nor laughing matter) we spent so much time find it lor... & his specs is FRAMLESS & had blue parts, which blended in wif the pool & water!!! ZZzz.. we had a hard time finding it.. & the current is so quite strong lor... we assumed that the specs will flow rounds ard the lazy river together wif the current. *Dar didn't allow me to help him find.. so he went round & round, I just waited at a corner...

& TA-DAH!!! don't ask me why... but i just FOUND IT!!! i was so happy!!! jumping wif joy!! so that *dar will not get scolding from his mom (cos his specs broke earlier & compensated wif the money for my supposingly present.. lol) maybe it was really the POWER OF LOVE, but seriously i also duno how come i can spot it at such a tiny area lor! lol~ i also dunno how to describe lol~ =pPP anyways we finally can play in peace =))) though the place was quite small!! we had lots of fun seriously!!! we put lots of sun-block le.. but still got sun-burnt.. our faces all so red & pain!!! we played the purple & yellow slide, capsizing each other while one was on the float, staying in some misty areas doing "SPA" lol~ seeing water-based rainbows, played at the wave pool... splashing ourselves wif icy cold water.. lol~ it was really, really fun. almost just the 2 of us, but at the last part i adopted 2 little girls!!! lol~ maybe *dar didn't quite like the idea, but i don't wanna disappoint them whats. Is the little girl initated to play wif me/us whats.. then okay lor... i don't bear to reject her offer.. they asked alot silly questions, just like little girls do lol~ & i challenged *dar not to capsize when he's coming down from the purple slide.. (cos he ALWAYS do), but in the end he succeeded! =))) YeP. & we told them we had to go, they're soooOoo sad!! I didn't even catch their names lor~~ loL~

after that we washed up, ate some yucky-but-still-edible bread & finished our 100plus loL~ & we took photos!! (b4 my camera died)


somebody took this for us.. =)))


*darling took this.. =PPPpp


*darling took this too... =pPPp close up.

after that we went to eat Pizza Hut!! lol~ we're so hungry!! while waiting for our food, we ate KFC cheezy fries!! kEes... so much cheese!!! but we'd exercised so i guess it doesn't matter lol~
then we headed back to the mrt.. we're going to Sentosa!!! hEes.. we're both so tired le..then it was so funny lol~ stp me. i thought we're at tanjong pagar (cos we're supposed to stop at Outram to change to NEL-line) but in the end we're onli at tiong barhu!!! lol~ so we thought mrt back & forth.. ops!!! *bish myself* loL~ but *dar didn't notice too.. we're really too tired le.. lol~

so we reached Sentosa. it was like 5+pm? omg the sun's so HOT!! we cannot stand it. *dar got horrible sunburn on his back.. eeeWWww.. we went to the beaches, palawan 1st.. & oh!! there's no more monorail!! so sad rites!!! =((~~~ they're upgrading it.. so next time the monorail will lead to harbour front station immediately i think... yepp... then we crossed the bridge thingy @ palawan, which i never go over to the other side b4, ate biscuits we brought & took a tram to siloso beach!!! the sunset was sooOOoo nice! we took some photos wif *dar's phone & we played a slipper game!!! we really too bo liaoz already... lol~ we see how far we can kick our slippers til!!! lol~~~ so funny lor!!! my left leg got problem like that... the slipper sure hook towards the right de.. =pPPp but i guess i lose to *dar~ =(((~~ but got once it flied DAMN far away kays!!! lol~ (>.<) alot of pple were staring at our stupidity. but WHO CARES loL!!! =pPPP i'm the princess!!! wAHhahahaha~ see this? =pPPp



then we make our way to the musical fountain, which is our main purpose to sentosa actually.. hEes.. *dar brought me to walk a long long bicycle monotrail... lol~ it was quite fun larh.. & we thought we were LOST!!! & the sky's getting darker... & it's kinda creepy as we walk pass the ruin city... with all those ugly-faces thingy.. lol~ but it was very peaceful, almost nobody.. we're just walking along the island's side.. kinda cool eh.. i'd never walk thro such places in sentosa.. =))) & *dar sang a birthday song for me.. still got melody 1 wor.. lol~ thanks *darling!!! *muacks. it was really such a fun day together. then we finally reached the musical fountain site... WAHHHH so many pple lor!! we hardly got enough space to stand also.. pple keep pushing us... the laser was kinda lame, & from out angle we couldn't quite really see.. but it was kinda "romantic" larhx.. hAas.. minus the tons of pple ard.. lol~ but i loved the splashing water & the balls of fire!!! lol~ can feel the cool-ness & the heat... & we took this by the fountian.. *blushes*
lol~ *censored* TOOT! =pPPpppp



yepp.. then the tons of pple wanna get out of sentosa after the show, we also wanted to leave, but i was so tired.. lol~ we rest awhile on the benches & bus to the departure place... we're so SWEATY!!! eeEeee.. it was so H.O.T. & we decided to walk out of sentosa along the driveway.. the stp branches of some flower keep poking me!!! then i must avoid cos *dar dun let me walk on the outside. lol~ it was quite a LONG distance to walk.. but wif *dar i guess anything's fine.. =pPPp hEes.

then we settled down.. AT LAST!!! aircon!!! woOOoo!! lol~ we ate at Shi Lin, drank Orange Julius (some mango thingy) & double diary queen's cone! *yuMms

& *dar brought me this to bring home!!! =))) i wanted it like since Valentine's day~ lol~ *muacks. i ate it while waiting for bus wif my *darling... of cos he sent me home.. it was ard 11pm ard... long day together.. wif so much joy & love. =pPPpp <3



i very lazy to blog le.. another time kays.. lol~ *wipes sweat lol~

I LOVE YOU *DARLING! <3muacks<3>