it's not that i didn't blog.

just that my stp com hung after me typing so much. *arugh*

but that was yesterday. lol~

now i'm waiting for my maple character to heal, so i can start killing cute little monsters again.. lol~ me & *dar are playing.. he's warrior & i'm magician.. we're trying to help each other to level up.. hees.. okay lah.. *peiyu was like so excited when i told her i was playing too.. but too bad we in diff worlds.. =(((~

anyways.. today. almost had 2 heart attacks.

went to school myself today as my mom will only be back tomolo.. i was trying so hard to wake up this morning.. my cramp was so horrible.. i don't even have the energy to walk abit faster... ZzZz.. but it was THEN only i realised i had forgotten to take those sandwiches i made for *dar & myself out of the fridge!!! damn.. waste my effort.. =(((~

& then almost immediately after morning assembly, i got back my chem p3.. omfg la.. 51/100.. i was so saddened.. but in the end was chem overall was 61.25, Grade C barh.. kinda disappointed larh.. but oh well, heck.

had break talking outside photocopy shop wif *dar.. then it was time for the second heart attack. bio paper... omg omg omg.. & after all those stp calculations i'd got.. 44.9?! oh man... i was so freaking scared & worried while tabulating larhx.. i thought i would get 30 sth or worse.. but i think my score was 1 of the lowest amongst my friends le.. nvm la.. i think i seriously need more help in bio.. but it's also my fault la.. always never touch bio.. so is huo guai 1...

then went to *dar's house, had lunch, played maple awhile, did a little maths.. lol~ & i hed nice nice prawn mee for dinner.. but now i'm so alone at home.. =(((~~ my parents will only be back by tomolo & my sister's still at work..

okay.. back to the game!!!

ps. i previously blogged abt all those fun i had last weekend, after prelims. but too bad i guess.. lol~ maybe i'll blog down next time, but not now.. till then!!!

today.. i cut my hair. finally after 3 months. my head feels so light now. but *dar says it looked the same.. Haha~ just lesser & my fringe's shorter.. but i did changed my parting!!! i asked the guy to.. but he say must let my fringe grow or sth.. so i'll wait!!! =)))

i'm dropping hair where-ever i go now. Haha~ gg to wash my hair later... & oh. i saw my p-sch fren today.. after like 6 yrs?! lol~ she's *jiaying.. think she's just same class wif me for a year.. or perhaps 2.. can't really remember.. it's surprising that she could just recognise me like that.. HAha~~ perhaps i'm still as fat & looks the same... but i think she looks the same too.. lol~

right. i supposed to be studying. but here i'm. talking to my 2 besties... *cher & *cey.. =))) just when i needed someone.. *hugs* love you guys.

had a nightmare.. hope it'll never happen.

feeling kinda irritated as i couldn't install my itunes. which means i can't upload new songs. DAMN. dunno what's wrong wif my com la.. sucky! (>.<)

& i'm feeling HOT. not as in i'm hot but.. yeah. you know.

well, prelims are kinda dreadful.. havn't been sleeping much but i'm pulling thro still.. & tomolo there's no PAPER!!! whhEEee!!! well.. but that means more time to chiong for the reminding papers left.. bio P1 &P3, math P2, Chem P1..

i was the happiest today cos chem P2 was easy. but what's the point when everyone else find it easy too. Haha.

i was sad yest becos i couldn't finish my bio p2. omfg it's so difficult la.. but is i never study.. but the Essays are EASY!!! but i no time!!! always like that.. so pek-cek-fied...

Maths P1 was.. disastrous.. =(((~ it's the most difficult paper of all i think. when my target for Maths was A. DAMN. i think it's a blessing that i can even pass la... -___-"

Chem P3.. was more difficult as compared to p2 la.. as usual, no time to finish. i also duno is i do too slow/think too long or is everyone else also like that.. cos there's too much questions to do.. =(((( SUCKY.

GP.. i think my essay gone case le.. i can't really find 1 that i could write confortably.. p2 was okay i guess.. but my AQ wasn't complete.. oh whatever..

so screwed. so screwed. =(~ Where's my ABC? i think now CCC also heng le.. but i think my bio can fail lor.. the other time i got like what.. 35?! can... just AO.. scare the sh*t out of me.. but i guess i havn't learnt my lesson. =(((~

*sigh* lousy grades to tell my parents. they were like.. nvm la.. don't need study so much.. they always ask me to sleep while i was mugging thro the night.. but i'm not smart.. =(((~ & my mom was so ever extremely nice to me.. i feel like i'm letting her down once again...

& can you believe it? on monday my back was hurting like HELL.. guess what my mom told me. she said i sprained my back becos i wrote too hard or sth like that... tense? so dots.. it's not like the FIRST time i'm taking exams or sth.. good grief. but oh wells.. it's better now.. my mom rubbed my back for me.. =))))

okay. time to study!!!! i'll preserve for the remaining papers!!!

*ARUGH* (grind teeth)

PS. yest was *ber's birthday... happy birthday!!! i didn't forget alrights?! =))) prezzie will come later.. i promise.

life has been much of a.. cycle.

& *dar is angry wif me.. so angry i guess.. so i also don't have mood for anything le.. all i could say was sorry for the disppointment & hope you wouldn't be angry anymore..

today had tuition from 9.30am to 11.30am.. the teacher wasn't free.. so a female took over.. & i was going to take the lift then i was so shocked to see my vp! in the lift. OH MAN! he used to be my bio-teacher last year.. we nicknamed him er..i better not say here.. lol~ (but it is st*n*yt**s).. lol! then i dunno wat to say.. all i said was "good morning" so formally.. OH MAN! lol~ he's teaching some bio class i think..oh whatever.. we were saying that it'll be a waste of $$ for that class.. =X in case i got sued or something..

then i had lunch wif my parents.. then i went to change the size of my flip-flops that *dar brought for me yest.. 2 bad. i don't have a d-cam anymore... so i couldn't take a photo of it.. (even if you think it's kinda fake, but i really meant what i said) thank you *darling!!! =))) maybe i didn't express my gratitude (at all), but it really caught me by surprise.. but i guess i shldn't say more.. (but i really love it.. it's nice to wear, i just tried it on.)

let me see i could find a pic of it online..

(i know i shld be studying.. but hell.. where got mood when a special 1 is still angry & pissed wif you)

(bloody hell i cannot find..)

4get it. i piss my d-cam. =((((~

3 cheers for prelims. i'm SO prepared.

guess any1 could sense THAT level of confidence/sarcasm)

-bah-

i hate myself.

i decided to blog again today.. somehow.. lol~

haha~ wanted to put this to the last but nvm.. being a nice friend..

happy sweet 18 to *peiyu!!! =))) i wish you 3 times le lor... so you shld feel very honoured & happy.. (in case you're wondering WHERE GOT so many times: this morning, SMS, then the tag i left in yr blog & here.. so 3 times (>.<)) [wanted to put in in yr favourite color=white but my bkground's pink.. think cannot see... lol~ purple can la hor?] &... i was shocked to see my tag-board FLOODED!!! lol~ okay la.. not really flooded.. but a day with 3 diff friends tagging in my tag caught me by surprise... i suddenly miss everyone!!! =((((~ *sigh* guess i'm too stressed out by all those studying &amp; mugging & mugging & studying le.. -hai- seriously... last night i couldn't even sleep properly.. my brain just kept having chem..bio.. & everything i studied that day... then i got fed up.. then i scolded myself then i slept. Haha~ but stupid some idiot called at 7am.. wrong number.. Zzz.. then i tried to sleep again.. *arugh* anyways.. today woke up ard 10am la.. then i studied a little then helped my father to move the furniture in my parents' room.. cos my mom is superstitious.. then we almost turned the whole room the other way round.. lol~ then i cooked my own lunch.. last night also eat maggie le.. =(((~ then went for tuition lor.. did some organic today.. then saw *dar & lettie (which told us abt her seeing min that we got excited over nothing again =X) *dar's like kinda sick.. hope's he's feeling much better le.. this morning i called him he was in school library studying.. hEes.. at least he went out awhile to talk to me.. =))) i still thought i woke up earlier than him today!!! (cos he called me 1st 2 days in a row le.. but.. NAH loL~ i very piggy.. but i slept later than him!!! i think.. =S) yarh.. & i fall in love wif coke light lemon!! *peiyu go try kays.. it's nicer!!!! but it's not 0 calories le.. is "less than 1 calories".. lol~ oh whatever.. what's with being so paranoid rights? but.. it's important for obese pple like me.. (& i ask *peiyu to try becos she also like coke light, no other intentions..) & i feel EXTREMLY offended by my best friend! haha!! =X hey.. what's wrong wif me being directionless?! i'm sure i'm BETTER than okays *cher!!! whahahahaha!!! (>.<) but come & think abt it.. any1 dares to sit in a car, with me driving?? perhaps i shouldn't ask this kinda questions.. later really no1 dares then i so hurt. =((((~ lol~

i'm going crazy.. guess it's all the stress.. im trying to keep off those stp pimples from my face.. then my maid say's my medication is working.. but my skin's like so dry &.. eeks! oh whatever..

k la... i go study le.. go increase my stress level!!! ARUGH!!!!!

guess who's going mad & crazy & crazy & mad.

=)

*peiyu say i only blog like once a week.. so i shld blog now!

Haha~ i also say alot times le.. i very lazy de ma.. =S sometimes nth much to blog also what.. my life's so boring.. lol~

time to de-stress!!! =)))

well.. sort of just got back from Chem crashcourse at Caraven Orchard.. this time there are much fewer students compared to the previous time i went wif *shiling during June.. yeP.. it's less squeezy & quieter too i guess..

my lessons at 1.30pm to 3.30pm.. then *dar have his physics crashcourse wif his classmates which is after mine.. so i'll get to see him b4 i go home.. hEes!! =))) oh yeah.. *lettie also signed up for that physics crashcourse.. so i got to see her for awhile too.. duno why when we see each other we'll get so excited over nothing!!! lol~ but that's something good isn't it.. we really miss one another... guess we'll only meet up after A's.. which's like 3 mths away??? but i think it's very soon... & we girls we have our 8months holiday!!! wahahahahah!!!

the 1st thing i'll take up will probably be --> learning how to DRIVE. i know my sense of direction is like.. sh*t.. so i think i probably flunk alot times b4 getting that licence... but hopefully i could ask *shiyu for some help.. =))))

but b4 that.. of cos be tons & tons of fun FUN FUN!!!! lol~ okay la.. after A's =X i like so excited le.. lol~ i won't be going for prom.. & didn't really have any actual plan ahead la.. hMMm.. we shall see then!!! =S

my study progress is S.L.O.W.. *sigh* trying my very best to finish everything.. i still got like 3/4 of my bio to go... 1/2 for my chem & maths?? know means know lor.. duno means duno.. lol~ hais... so sh*t right.. ZzzZz..

& my mom's going for some check-up tomolo.. hope everything's go fine cos she need to be fully.. er... i duno how to say la.. lol~

my stop brother is now in China, Shenyang.. he'll be there for 3 months for some exchange program. lucky sh*t, he got to skip end of year exam.. he's onli pri5 this year... but that leaves my poor mom so lonely & she keeps nagging at me now. =((( [cos there's no1 else]

time to mug!!!!