i got bored...

while going thru those never-user-friendly school webpages.

*arugh*

right. so i have lost all hopes to further my studies here in singapore.

appeals? yep. i'll go for maritime studies for NTU.. as for NUS, i'm still not certain.

today had a proper 2hrs tennis lesson wis *ber.. our coach v fierce 1 lor.. =X but that's the way to keep us learning i guess.. lol~

& i didn't go out!!! but it gets so boring.. =X haha.

yest WAS supposed to have tennis wif *ber.. but the stp coach overslept. we slacked @ my place.. then *shiyu came to pick me up to parkway... met *kevin & *marcius.

didn't know where to go, we headed for pool.

i was so tyco. but i swear i really sucked @ pool. =pPPpp



me * shiyu entertaining ourselves while the guys are @ pool...



who else but *marcius who made me sulk? (he keeps bullying MEEE!!!!)



took this while we're having dinner @ parkway foodcourt.



who can actually TELL that he's actually 1 of my best friend?! lol~



right. & he took this, me unknowingly.

after which, we went for *X-men 3 @ marina.. *shiyu had to mug so she didn't come along. it was so dumb. we bought tickets using the AXS machine.. ended up we having lousy seats, last row & extreme corner. the screen was SOoooOOo far & small. in the end we moved up to the 2nd row closest to the screen. & suddenly the screen was like sOOooo BIG. damn funny lah.

& i sat in the middle of the 2 of them. =X HAHA. (ok. what's this abt anyways)

the movie... i think was over-rated. but no doubt i wanted to watch it too. lol~ i'm so saddened by the part when wolverine had to kill jean.. eeeWWwww... =S so cheesy i know. but to kill the woman you LOVE?! haha. i think i'm mad.

*kevin was nice enough to accompany me buy drinks while that sickening *marcius just ORDERED me to do so.. ZZZ. he keeps bullying me!! =(((~ but if he doesn't, he's not *marcius. lol~

but no doubt.. he's still one of the few who knows me best.

anyone else to give me pointers as to wth shld i do wif my future life now? lol~

i'm so lost. clueless to even choose courses for overseas uni.

i wonder why their webpages always make no sense to me.

*rar*

& i know it's totally point-less to pend for *you.

*tired*

i was practically out everyday this week. gosh. lol.

but i was happy. =)))

besides the fact that NUS & NTU both rejected me. did i previously mentioned that SMU rejected me as well?? so yeah. basically i got no schools to go at all.

actually i was pretty upset when i got NTU's letter on friday. i totally had no mood for anything.. but i was supposed to play tennis wif *ber & mahjong session wif *stef & company. but after talking to *stef i felt much better... i also duno why haha.

tennis was substituted by vigourous gym session & swimming!!! lol. me & *ber almost died.. we were so tired after that...

*stef then came wif *nick and another friend (which was supposed to be noob/single & available?) anyways he was also called *kevin.. LOL. this whole week i'm manifested wif *kevin sia.. =X we played for the whole night & i lost 1 dollar.. HAHA. nobody really won alot also.. the feng shui @ my house changed already... lol~

sleeping for a few hrs only.. sat i chiong for my new company's *entrepreneur opportunities 2006. it was like some career inspiring talk for pple to join the career. but i was underaged. =S but my new boss invited me for the talk anyways.. yep. just managed to get a temp job for 2 months @ prudential.. doing "bao-ga-liao" lol~ but my boss & colleagues were all very nice... =)))) hope it'll be a nice working experience bah...

then i got the stp rejection letter form NUS lor.. aiyarh. whatever la. actually i kinda expected it le... no news is NOT good news lor. it's rejection. ZZZ.

went home to sleep then went over to *kevin's place after dinner. i felt so un-welcomed when i got there. cos it was all PRCs friends from fg.. everyone was practically staring @ me.. LOL. guess i may look abit different & anyways i wasn't close to any of them besides *kevin.. & *wuqi maybe cos i met him up twice that week lol~

yep. lucky i went to hide @ the theater wif his 2 hk friends who came over (*reta & *melody) so i won't feel so ODD. that sickening *marcius actually fall asleep when we're supposed to meet @ *kevin's place.. ZZZ. anyways thank you *stef who rescued me.. *weilyn came over too.. lol. she kept laughing @ how cheena chung cheng was. but it was funny though. seeing her reaction LOL.

after most of the peeps left..it was chit-chatting session+majong+mac supper+singing-k... HAHA. it was DAMN fun larh!!! =))) it has been so long since the 3 of us met up & actually spend some time together. i saw *kevin's mom too. she actually remembered me. hees. his house like my house like that lor... *qifan actually asked me where was the dustin.. & i knew where was it... haha.

who would actually sing k @ 6am in da morning.. LOL. & i guess i was the honoured few who can ACTUALLY hear *MARCIUS sing.. YES. HAHA. (you guys shld know why) it was really damn funny larh.. the lyrics are so cheesy & they keep changing it.. they're trying so hard to sing high notes. LOL. or perhaps i shouldn't say all this out. =X

~~~

wed i went for my job interview & met up wif *shiling, *zhen & *ru for *da vinci code.. finally i got to watch it sia!!! lol~ i whine so many days abt it le.. (>.<) & i drank *red bean ice* @ the new central cafe.. so happy. haha. tho i had to travel all the way to *tamp w/o a car.. lol~

thurs had my 1st day of work. i keep having to call pple.. saying the same thing over & over again.. inviting pple for the career talk. it gets kinda sickening actually.. but breaks really do the job.. cos must maintain the "nice talking tone" whats.. lol~

at night it was CLUBBING @ MOS!!! hee. though it was quite sickening @ 1st cos got alot unhappy stuff & i guess i sort of pissed *kevin off. LOL. or was it that he was having a bad day already.. & i actually triggered him. =X

clubbing was FUN!!! lol. did alot stupid things.. & i guess we were pretty high. LOL. Y-E-A. i think i actually dance wif someone inside the cage (while i was outside) haha.

~~~

good good memories will be it i guess. =)))

sometimes i feel that *you're actually still around me.

but then again.. i guess..

*you're probably not.

i don't how to describe this feeling... but then.. suan le.

things shall just be like that barh..

i guess life is pretty unpredictable.

surprises were all i'd gotten this week.

good surprises & bad ones.

anyways,

had been playing majong quite often this few days.. lol~

but i managed to WIN!!! at least abit.. lol.

20th i had a bbq @ my house.. invited my guides' friends only.. wanna have some girl time! lol~

glad that most of them could made it anyways. =)))

*stef & i was blabbling abt the past cos she came the earliest. haa.

then *ber came.. followed by *min, *lettie & *ru.

i think we ate quite alot compared to the past. hees. but it was a nice time for all of us to catch up. esp abt SCHOOLS & nth else besides that i guess. haha.

& damn it! today is 24th?! & i still don't have ANY LETTERS from NUS or NTU. tmd. so what they want from me sia.. i know my grades not very good la. don't need like that right.. so annoying.. *RAR*

but.. no news is GOOD news right?! *sigh*

how i wish i could live in this denial.

after bbq.. we played mahjong!!!! LOL. & i think i won the most.. =pPpppPp

*min & *ber slept over @ my house.. (by the time we finished playing was like 5/6am already?! haa~)

*ber & i cooked lunch for ourselves. we invented something that so tasted like egg & vege. HAHA. (>.<)

~~~

yep. & *kevin's back! lol. that's the nice suprise i was talking abt i guess. hee! =))) never meet him for like 2 years alr?! & he permed his hair.. haa! (cos he said guys don't perm their hair & apparently he went to do it.) (he got RECEDING hairline. haha)

anyways.. it felt good to catch up. for 2 years of our lives? lol.

watched *poseidon wif him.. the show was okay i guess. it was just ship sinking & main leads getting up, up & up & out of the ship. LOL.

yest went his house.. & i found my Japanese Drama "Hero" still rotting in a drawer @ the theater. HAHA. crap! last time me, him & *marcius chiong all the way. ended up they both falling asleep except for me. ZZZ. but i still left it there to rot LOL.

watched a stp show *i wanna be model (some hk old old film) DAMN FUNNY la.. lol~

after that met up wif his bentley friend *sina & *wuqi... slacked @ Clarke Quay area & we saw this HUGE RAT!!! OMG LAH!!! 1st time in my life i saw such a HUGE RAT!!! (>.<)

& i saw the shelter thingy built up @ Clarke Quay. i think that they're pretty too. =)) wif all the diff lights shining on them...

ya. i wonder why i talk abt this too. cos it reminded me of *you.

ok. out of point. lol. i know.

*cher is coming back soon too! in june!! more catching up to do i guess. oh well. what if next time i'm the 1 overseas?? lol.

i guess everything will be so different. cos everything changes, no matter how much you try to stop them. eventually. lol. i know i use to say this phrase. alot. in the past.

i dunno what i'm rambling abt already.

it has been a good week.. =)) besides the part abt.. nvm. shld not talk abt it. i'll get over it after whining for awhile.. i guess.

& i wonder why...

i actually felt better when i woke up today.

disappeared.

but not for a very long time i supposed?

well, didn't have the mood to blog.

life has been kinda mono-tonous.

had been really sick the past week. damn.

& i didn't even know why & how i fall sick.

was it that i baked too much?! was it that i ate too much cookies?!

no. no. nope.

ok. so somehow, i got myself really sick.

but i'm still surviving.

but i really felt so horrible.. i almost fainted when i had my 1st tennis lesson wif *ber yest.. lol.

guess i still havn't exactly recovered.





pretty things i baked.. the cookies tasted right. the cake is not a cheesecake.. but a baked strawberry cake wif cream-cheese icing... supposedly a mother's day present. but i screwed it.

it may look so delicious to you, but the taste of it was so disappointing. i managed to eat part of it, *peiyu too. b4 all my effort were wasted.

the other day she & 2 other of her friends came over to my place for mahjong.. won abit even though my head & throat were killing me... lol

& i went threading wif *ber.. 1st time in my life.. having such a painful belated bday gift. lol~ we both teared.. haha. =S

~~~

didn't really know what else to blog abt.. =X

words/thoughts/feelings are too choked up i guess.

i need some new spices, or even old ones.

but i guess it's my life i'm talking about.

presenting...



glutton No. 1

&



glutton No. 2

LOL.

i'm so bored. & moody.

last day of craziness b4 my *bestie leave 4 taiwan again. =((~ i'll be so lonely.. *sad*

had Swensens & we watched "Daisy". omg. it was so sweet 4 the guy.. but the whole movie was so sad.. why pple always cannot be together, even if they love each other so dearly???

bleah. i pms-ing.

i'm also waiting. do *you know that? but i can't put it into words.. maybe i just did.

*sigh*

i think i'm going mad, everyday being like that.

anyways.. sat night i met *weipng. i met his parents too.. but his mom wasn't that friendly i guess. at least his dad smiled @ me.. played mahjong @ his house wif a couple of his friends.. & that kuku in the end slept almost all the way leaving me to play wif his friends.. cos he got guard duty the day b4.. ended up losing $4... LOL. & i tahan cramps until the next morning can.. i think i so zai. haha.. talking rubbish.

sun.. i BAKED cookies!!! my sis cooked a nice pot of mushroom cream soup.. & we made lots of funny-shaped cookies.. LOL.. my brother also helped out.. we did something nice for my mummy.. celebrating mother's day 1 week earlier.. hees!



okay la. nth fantastic.. but is our xin yi okays!! =)))

& i'll soOOooo miss my *bestie. =(((( *sobs*

let's blog b4 knocking out. lol.

today was a great day spent as well. as though there was no tomorrow-kinda-thing.

i'm still high. & i went mad wif my *bestie. lol.

woke up damn early today.. for my dearest darling.. but then again. maybe for that mac breakfast i was carving for.. lol. nah. it was for *bestie.

confirmed. chopped. guaranteed. although she's so deaf today. & that she accused of me being in the wrong instead. (not only once mind you) i still love her. haha. =))))

we toured around NIE & NTU. oh man. it was such a GREAT experience. lol. (note that sacarsm) we had such an easy time finding that wonderful bus-stop. but i guess it was a nice chance to tour that place larhx.. who knows. i might not get the chance to go back there anymore. unless i study there, which even the idea is so far away.

we shopped @ Jurong Point too, since it's like donkey years b4 i'll step in Boon Lay again.. lol. reminded me that i went there once wif.... ya. we're like trying to stop ourselves from implusive shopping... in the end, i walked out wif a pair of heels (again) & *bestie wif 2!!!! lol.

*bestie then accompanied me for some job interview, which was so sucky again becos they only wanted FULL-TIME. bloody hell. can't they read my resume properly... idiots. but anyways, i got offered quite a good job + good pay. but then again, everything's not confirmed. so.. don't
bother 1st.. since the person didn't call back.

we had pepper lunch @ town, did further shopping & watched MI3 wif *lili as well. god. i went high on the them song of MI3. i'll hum whenever i see the poster on the street. lol.

de,de.-de,de,de,de.-de,de,de der de...

HAHA. *bestie's gonna kill me. (>.<) & she's still so mambo-fied. for god knows why. & she said it was my fault. (again)

so we went hereens.. *bestie reminded me to visit that cute guy!!! lol. which i totally 4got abt..HAHA. i wonder why too.. we went up.. but i was SO DISPPOINTED!!! cos he wasn't working that day!!!!! =(((((~~ eeeWWwww... then i showed her & *lili the SG$220 bikini that i luuuRrrrVVvvveEEee so much.. they say NOT NICE. eeks! smash my bikini dream sia... =((((~ *sad*

yepp.. & finally we chilled @ Spinelli b4 *bestie accompanied me home.. & while purchasing.. the song was playing.. & i started singing..

i went...

As fast as we can...
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you we'll make it?)
We're running,
Keep holding my hand,
It's so we don't get separated...

it was definitely 1 of my favourites.

& damn it.

i realised it was our song.

okay. maybe my song.

*sigh*

"hate myself for loving *you"

-emu-

today is a happy day. lol.

so i'm blogging lor... (>.<) went sentosa!!!! =)))) after dunno how many donkey years! lol. (okay la. not THAT long but then.. it felt SoooooOOOoo long!!!)

wif my *bestie & *ber!!! *stef was sick!!! =(( hope she's feeling better.

had breakfast cum lunch b4 heading into the island.. had prawn mee & sugar-cane drink 4 me & soyabean milk 4 them.. lol.

then we went in.. start stripping & putting sunblock/tan. lol~ (of cos tan NOT for me =X)

it was.. so peaceful. relaxing. really long never go that place lerx.. alot of memories. really. but all of them are good ones.. =))) oh well. i guess sometimes we can only sigh after remembering the good old times.. isn't it??

i was high on sand & seawater.

but both my good friends were glad that i'm happy. pretty high in fact. =)))

oh well. i must proof to them i'm okay whats.. after all that seems so long ago. (to them but not to me i guess. lol)

they had a great time tanning.. so that *ber won't have her back darker than her front that made her looked like turtle lol~ & my *bestie.. her TAN. lol.

me? had a great time hiding from the sun. lol~

but the sea felt so wonderful... =)))

then we went to play the Sentose LUGE!!! lol.

*ber said it felt like playing super-mario.. that racing-car game.. lol~ *bestie had her helmet choking her. HAHA. i was safe & sound. no doubt. (>.<)

then we headed back.. ate NewZealand's ice-cream.. me & *ber went to eat Sakae somemore cos we got craving 4 sashimi.. lol~ & she brought me to VNC & i spent $$ on a pair of heels again. LOL. but it's so pretty!!!!! can't resist. (>.<)


yest night was exciting also.. LOL.

*bestie came to my house to sleep over!!! wooho!!! 1st time i think?! lol. =)))

then i secretly drove us out for SUPPER!!! =)))

went geylang for dou jiang + you tiao.. OMG la.. i was so MA-LU-FIED!!! cause duno why suddenly i dunno how to park PARALELL!!!! omg!!! lol~ then the guys eating there all laugh @ me!!! =(((~ but then got this nice driver behind then he guided me.. HENG sia.. =X *bestie also got laugh @ me lor!!! =(((~ but then is i buay zai whats... eeewww.. now i know why my mom don't let me go out alone.. cause this kinda thing will happen!!! lol~ somemore the 1 beside me is dunno how to drive de.. haha.

but still.. we got to eat our supper.. & we made it in 2 full peices back home & the car was safe & sound too. lol.

after supper was Mambo's night. lol~ it was fun!!! i tried "sex on the beach" & "canadian club"? i love "sex on the beach"!!! haha!! liked the taste of it.

me & *bestie were trying to find a girl in the club that's also wearing specs. guess what. we couldn't find a SINGLE 1 until *michelle came to meet us... LOL. so funny lor.. but after that we saw another 1.. but that's it. no more~~~

then we mambo-ed wif *michelles' friends until 3++am?? b4 heading home.. i was still so sober to drive cos *bestie didn't let me drink much. lol~ but i was just tired larhx..

de.de.de.de-de.de.de. lol.

anyways.. photos not yet posted!!



my beloved ex-class! =))



i think i looked so xin-fu wif the cake~ lol



the look of the pretty cookie cake!!! *see the words* (by *ter)

haha. everyone expecting me to blog rights? (>.<)

too/so much to blog about!!! lol.

must blog down happy happy things mah..

anyways. happy birthday to *ME*!!! haha.

celebrated it over 3 days?? i rememeber there was one year that i celebrated it over a week. lol~

yep. *ching's very loved. and pampered by all her *besties, *friends & *family.

thank you *everyone who made it/who remembered/who made me a princess!!! =))))

^ahem^ here it goes...


29th april, sat- celebration wif 04s06 gang.

met up with *peiyu first.. then we slacked @ Spinellis, waited for *ling to come then we went shopping.. keke. bought my 1st pair of ring-earrings. lol~ & we took neos!!! i loved that bimbo shot!! lol~ it's my dp now.

oh!!! 4got to mention.. there was this guy @ the bikini's shop... OMG HE'S SO CUTTTTEE!!! & he served us!!! hahaha... his build, voice & everything CAN MAKE IT alrights!!! lol~ fa hua chi.. but then again.. i had 4gotten his face le.. lol~ but i know his name!!! lol~ (everyone was shocked that i knew.. but he was wearing name tag whats.. lol~ zzz)

anyways, getting away from that fantasy, we rushed down to Orchard mrt station to meet the rest.. & i saw *weipng!!! lol~ i shocked him & his friends.. =X so paiseh~ *yonatan came also.. was shocked to see him cos he wasn't in the coming-list. anyways was glad that most pple could made it.. =))))

but then!!! the place we wanted to dine was FULL HOUSE!!! & we didn't make any reservations cos stp *ter said don't need!!! =(((~ then i was so disappointed lol~ & we frantically tried every means to get a table for 8 pax. lol~ in the end we dined @ Fish & Co. @ Wheelock's place.. we were lucky to get a table so soon lor.. =))) but sitting @ that table was kinda exposed. lol~

then i shared Seafood platter wif *peiyu.. & drink a nice nice alcoholic cocktail-Fishy Maria. (mine was blue & the nicest to drink hee) *silvia's 1.. Guvua something.. tasted so horrible!!! lol~ (>.<) mine was tequila mixed wif duno what & what.. HAHA~

after dinner they celebrated my bday wif me.. =))) *ter bought a cookie cake from Ms.Fields for me!!! hees!!! the photos i still havn't get from *ling.. but it was my 1st cookie cake & it's so pretty & delicious!!!! =)))) thank you so much!!! & the crew @ Fish & Co. made me so ma-lu-fied cos they announce to the WHOLE restaurant (full house mind you) that it was my birthday (when actually it's 2 days later lol) & they were doing some cheer thingy & sang a birthday song wif my friends... with me standing & holding my cookie cake wif 19 candles lighted. lol~ so PAISEH!!!! =X everyone was practically looking @ me...

after that we didn't do much lahh.. we just hang around & went off quite early.. but anyways, i had enjoyed myself very much!!! =)))

oh & *zhen gave me a bday kiss!!! duno why *peiyu also got 1.. but *silvia don't have!!! lol~

thank you *peiyu, *shiling, *peizhen, *silvia, *ter, *muxuan & *yona!!! =))))


30th apr, sun-celebration wif guides & scouts.

met up wif *fanghao 1st to get my present b4 meeting the gang.. i had enriched myself wif 2hrs of army-life while slacking @ Starbucks wif him... lol~ thank you anyways.. =)))

the Scouts were LATE (as per normal) & *cey, *jas & *ber met up earlier to plan surprise 4 me.. so they came up wif lame lame excuses to bluff me.. lol~ (*cey was "meeting" *lili there.. and somehow she met *jas... then *ber was HER PARENTS were having dinner there.. so they dropped her there.. haha.. i think HERS was so lame & i actually BELIEVED. oh man.. (>.<))

so me & *stef went over to Swizzler @ Suntec wif the scouts.. *weiliang was the latest but i forgive him.. lol~ (due to the previous-outing-incident.. HAHA) so 11 of us had a heavy dinner.. then dunno why i eat until so slow.. probably that i wasn't hungry @ all barhx.. been eating too much.. =X oh no~~

then out of a sudden, this came out:



my 2nd cake of the year!! ice-cream cake from Gelare. so PRETTY rights!!! =))))



me & the pretty cake.. keke!



our big big family.. *me, *cey, *ber, *stef, *jas, *michelle, *bear, *jason, *weiliang, *jiyang & *keatming. hees! *muacks*

then they sang a birthday song 4 me again.. hees!! 2nd-time malu-fying myself.. lol~ but the feeling was great!!! (>.<) cos i'm the princess!!! woho~

after that.. we wanted to go k-box but it was too expensive.. we spent so much time decided whether or not to go in.. lol~ in the end we didn't... went to arcade to play games.. haha!

then we went to SkyGarden @ the Suntec mall.. to peek @ the couples there.. lol~ at first we were playing @ the playground.. then we walked to somewhere darker until the security guard chase us out of that place~~

decided to go for a drink.. went to MakanSutra & i had a sugarcane drink.. whee!! then it was tweleve.. my 1st time staying out to "ying jie" my bday!!! lol~ then they sang bday song for me again.. =X

then we tok cock/slack until almost 2am then all of us went home.. hees!! see my prezzie for the day...



my 1st present!!! from none other than my *darling best friend!!!! -hugs- it's Love @ First Glow by JLo.. lol~



my angbaos from my parents & the heart-heart ear-rings *jas gave me!!! keke!



the bouquet of bears *fanghao gave me.. it's supposed to be kept in the fridge!! lol~



precious moments figuring from *bear!!! hees!! so cute!!! =)))


1st may, mon-celebration with my family.

heess.. my mom told me that it's every 19 years that your actual & lunar bday will fall on the same day... by right.. my family will celebrate on the lunar day.. but then i didn't now that this year my lunar bday will fall on the actual day!! lol~ but nvm la.. i was right @ planning.. i kept that day free for my family.. lol~

had lunch @ great world city.. then me, my mom & my jie went kbox.. i was feeling kinda down & tired.. but after awhile was okay lerx.. then my mom was getting abit crazy.. lol~ didn't know why.. & she was ransacking all my presents the minute she came into my room that morning.. lol~ with the angbaos of cos!!! (>.<)

dinner was @ "Top of the M" @ Meritus Mandarin.. woOoo.. expensive place wor.. & my 3rd cake (cream cake) was so pretty as well!!! lol~ told you i was so pampered!! =X



what i wore that night.. =))



me & my 3rd cake!!!

& there was this small band singing bday song 4 me again.. lol~ and all my bday wishes i made were actually all the same.. hopefully it'll really come true barh.. though it's kinda naive to think that way...

so that was how i wrapped up my bday lor.. hees!! really appreciated that so many could made it to celebrate wif me.. =))) esp wif all my besties & good friends around.

and there are some who remembered, even though they didn't get to celebrate wif me.. some greetings surprised me, some were expected... way too expected i guess.

but of course. there are flaws. not that i wanted to end this entry in a sad way.. but perhaps i set my expectations a little too high?

but come on. it's just birthday... get me past that.

still, thank you for the least that *you could do. =)

there was no flowers. no *you downstairs. just me. and the dark night.

sorry for ranting. =S