**winter love.

冬日的妖精們 閃耀地飛舞而下
因為空閑 於是親吻了照片裡的盈盈笑容

約好要看的電影票口排著長列 我倆已無法再一同排隊
但我的心依舊在你身旁 已無法重新再一次Miss you當朋友

喜歡你 好想見你 100億片的雪花都是我的親吻
直到有一天在某處偶然的重逢 是否容許我始終記著你Baby始終愛著你?
永遠不將你忘記

當我發現到 自己是孤獨的那瞬間
真正寂寞的感情 滿滿湧上了心頭

愛一個人的心情 是如此值得珍惜永遠不會忘記
無論信箱位置再怎麼改變 那聲音那夢想從不曾離我而去

任憑時光荏苒 即使遇到了另一段愛情我想我依然會憶起你
邂逅的命運所交織的溫暖 讓我可以衷心說出遇見你真好
直到下一次再聚首

未來Can't stop 終將來到 速度快得 令人感傷Forever
無論是幸福 還是受傷 當愛上一個人的時候
Just alive

喜歡你 好想見你 100億片的雪花都是我的親吻
直到有一天在某處偶然的重逢 是否容許我始終記著你Baby始終愛著你?
永遠不將你忘記

haha. i think my memory's failing me very badly.

nvm. then pls let me 4get sth that's like forever *stucck within me.

hurhur.

CM1111 was another killer.

nothing to whine abt. maybe i kinda expected it. just let every1 fail wif me pls. =)) anyways, it's SU-ed already. PLS PLS PLS.. i dun wanna retake it just to make my cert-to-be pretty. & i got 1st-class seat. sitting at the 1st seat of some row. 1st time life experience eeh. but not like i WILL cheat & can cheat.

*sigh*

the tired-bug never seems to leave me too. what's wrong?

over dosage of mugging perhaps?

i duno.

just wanna get my exams over & done wif.

*rar*

I HATE EXAMS!!!

PF1101!!! *TLF I LOVE YOU! whee! =)))

(PS. *stef that morning call was like practically useless. i offically backed myself to study @ 8am this morning. NOT 4AM. HAHAHA. =X & my reply to yr SMS was quite convincing that i'm awake huh. bleahh)

I can't get out of bed today
Or get *you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain't trippin'
I'm just missing *you
*You know what I'm saying
*You know what I mean

*You kept me hanging from a string
Why *you make me cry?
I tried to give *you everything
But *you just gave me lies

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing *you
*You know what I'm saying
*You know what I mean

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing *you would call me on the telephone
Say *you want me back
But *you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For *you


I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss *you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate *you but I *love you
I can't stop thinking of *you
It's true
I'm stuck on *you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing *you
*You know what I'm saying
*You know what I mean

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing *you would call me on the telephone
Say *you want me back
But *you never do
I feel like such a fool

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss *you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate *you but I *love you
I can't stop thinking of *you
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing *you would call me on the telephone
Say *you want me back
But *you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For *you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss *you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate *you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of *you
It's true
I'm stuck on *you

it's so funny.

haha. laugh first.

come & think abt it.

some pple just come & go in your life...

okay start wif those who stayed for just awhile.

it's amazing, i find it. how you can not be bothered abt them at all... & thinking back, hey! we almost made it tgt, or some other friends, who gave you comfort when no1 gives a f*ck abt you.

but now, you just can't be bothered wif them. why? i duno.

but for some others, who perhaps stayed a little long, never leaves your heart.

they had (NOTE the past tense) been the 1 there for you, thru thick & thin.. loved you, made your day for many days, cried for you, made you cried, made you angry... & the list goes on & on. BUT. they're gone. just like magic. *proof* & yet, you still misses him/her/them every single day. wondering how are they doing... & the point is, they had been gone for a very long time.

haha.

okay. maybe this is not funny at all.

i duno. was looking thru sth & this thought just dawned on me.

bleahh.

i'm so NOT studying for CM1111. what's wif that ATTITUDE *ching?!

f*ck-ed.

=))

sometimes i wonder why i keep saying that f-word too. oops. heeh.

to hell wif all the bastards in this world!!! *rar*

*sigh*

when things bother you so much,
but you just fu*king can't do anything abt it.

that sucks.
yeah.
BUT YOU JUST CAN'T FU*KING DO ANYTHING ABT IT.

point taken.

i lose.

2 papers down, 3 more to go.

ST1131 so screwed me again.

& tomorrow will be CM1111.

i'm so unproductive today. =((~

作弄人 不吸引
你对我太不紧
要他懂得去认真
为何我会变心？

这贱人 最低级
从末试着过要认真
请不给我太趋紧
其实我没有对他人变心

喜欢你 若未能放低你
舍不弃 可否给我再识你
但我与你 不得一起
别再为我生气

喜欢你 若未能放低你
还是你 我也始终总不适合你
不可一起，我与你已不在一起

这贱人 最低级
从末试着过要认真
请不给我太趋紧
其实我没有对他人变心

喜欢你 若未能放低你
舍不弃 可否给我再识你
但我与你 不得一起
别再为我生气

喜欢你 若未能放低你
还是你 我也始终总不适合你
不得一起，我与你已不在一起

喜欢你 若未能放低你
舍不弃 可否给我再识你
但我与你 不得一起
别再为我生气

喜欢你 若未能放低你
还是你 我也始终总不适合你
不可一起，我与你已不在一起

*you're happy.

all that matters?

before i fall asleep...

(but why i don't feel like sleeping yet? even though i'm so tired... mentally & physically. yeps. THAT could be the only reason i supposed.)

*sigh*

finally had that PF1102 done wif. well, all i could say is that i had tried my best, after mugging for it for perhaps 5 full days. i duno. PF1102 is just oh-so-boring & it's totally not my cup of tea. "Visulation in Design & Technology." wtf mann. i studied data structures, geometric modelling, CAD, floors, roofs, stairs, foundations, walls etc etc.

& oh *yay. PF1103 is just coming on it's way. it's BENNY again.

after the paper i almost died. i dunno. i think it's the lack of sleep. that 2hrs of trying-to-squeeze that puni brain juice remaining in my brain. after that was straight to sci fac to meet *rushan.. & he gave me 2 straight hours of stats tutoring..

he's another nice tutor i supposed. though we'll hardly be that close in class.. (i use to sit at the back).. he's real nice. =)) really appreciated his time on his 1-to-1 tutoring.. but he kok-ed my head using my pencil.. =((~ yah lahh.. i know i'm stupid. but his action shocked me.. at that time i was practically dying & having a slight headache. but it's weird, like we just gotta know each other & we're that close alr. hurhur. don't get the wrong idea. just.. teacher & student. whateverr. period.

i so wanna escape for all this nonsense mugging & exams & stress.

wanted to ask *you out.. but as per normal, i backened on the idea. no, it's not that i don't wanna see *you. but i guess it's kinda the reverse bahh. & come on.. i wanna ask *you out = i wan to see *you right. duhh. ok ignore me.

but really. i wanna feel *your presence somehow. ignore the perhaps awkwardness or whatever. just *you, being there for me. perhaps that's all i'll ask for. really.

it's re-surfacing again & it sucks.

but oh well, since when it ever subsided anyways.

ending of 366th.

i'm so tired. perhaps i should just sleep & forget abt tonight.

nights all. =))

i so miss non-mugging days + hanging out wif my friends.

6th FASTER COMMMMEEEEEEEeeeeee!!!

等　你有日能抽空
大家趁事情未凍　而心也仍然未太痛
我想講出口　彼此各有所夢
誰令你更器重　當初嫣紅　漸化灰燼

等　你確實還不懂認輸
禮物還是免送　恐怕突然未夠勇
對你講不出　因她你已心動
還是撤退任你造美夢　別來相送

輕輕的走　連雲彩一片也沒帶走　
以免你要　記起我略略難受　
輕輕的走　無謂記起可否接受　
我怕不捨　然後盼你問候　

想你　但愛著你還愛著你　
但放棄理論因不想逼你　
我很想嬲你　但是太自覺怕變小器　
舊日我或太盡力遊戲　
明白你　也就原諒你

輕輕的走　連雲彩一片也沒帶走　
以免你要　記起我略略難受　
輕輕的走　無謂記起可否接受　
我怕不捨　然後盼你問候　

想你　但愛著你還愛著你　
但放棄理論因不想逼你　
我很想嬲你　但是太自覺怕變小器　
舊日我或太盡力遊戲　
明白你　也就原諒你

出走　是最後　最後去就你
用我器量痛苦去寵你

讓你生活　前度就忘記

瞞著你...
i'll be missing *you.

well, if you just happened to *pop* by...

congratulations! (and celebrations...)

*ching's blog somehow revived.

hahaha. don't ask me why. just got the urge to blog today.

& that to tell my friends that i'm oh yes existing.

perhaps the exam stress is setting in. YES. i'm FREAKING STRESSED now. i also duno what to do/go where to release it. *sigh*

nvm. *ching's gotta survive somehow.

with or without *.

right.

today's 365th. =))

why not call it 1 year? or even anniversary??

well, i guess there isn't much of a POINT. or any..

365th sounds nicer. & more appropriate. hurhur.

lalala~

sorry i mus zi-high.. before drowning myself it that oh-so-fucking-boring PF1102.

i've gotten myself a NEW DATE!!! *wheee!!!

& he's no1 else but *TLF! HAHAHA.

well.. guess who's he? =X (clue: somewhere in my blog you can find your answer, if you REALLY kinda wanna know. HAHAHA.)

he's really really so hilarous!! lol~ FREAKING FUNNY. haha. nvmm. private joke.

hurhur. he somehow add spices to life. (>.<)

anyways, was pretty sad for *jason... becos he couldn't pass his flying test. but wth. he seems so cool abt it.. hmm.. i also dunno lahh. but i guess everything mus look on the brighter side?! you can see me in NUS dude! lol. =))) & yahh.. you know all of us still love love you. heeh.

okk.. perhaps my form of happiness will just ends here.

today..

is it the ending, or just another beginning?

we shall see.

but hey, i'm tired... already. yeps. maybe that's not a bad thing after all. hurhur.

exams tomolo!!! *ching is freaking worried. seriously lahh.. i'm soOOooo no no no nNOOOtTtt prepared. =(((~ i duno wtf i'm studying all these weeks. & i think i'm highly stressed & bottled up & what have you.

& my little brother got a freaking 251 for PSLE!!! omg!!! why is he so freaking SMART? make me feel so stupid out of a sudden. *!&#&#*#(##*#&$&$&$

*rar!

haha. but *ching's dumb & stupid lahh. =S

whateverr.

okays, i shall drown myself in sorrow now.

till the next time!

maybe i shut down my blog.. for good.

lol. i duno lahh.. maybe another way of drawing attention to myself.

but seriously, i need a break. i need a space, just for myself perhaps.

i can write all that i could here, wif a total peace of mind.

okays. my *bestie finally appeared after like 1 week.. but seriously... wtf kinda tag is THAT? yepp.. i guess. somehow, she is no longer my *bestie. i can't call myself her *bestie too anymore. maybe *peiyu then became her bestie.. i duno. yepp.. both of them for BFs. SO WHAT IF I M FUCKING SINGLE?! i'm living wif my dignity that i'm still in love wif *LAU RUI LONG.

lol. i think i'm insane.

hmm..*he's like.. online? but then *he's away lehh.. duno. maybe *he went out, or *he's sleeping lahh.. or *he's like sick again. dunnos. how will i ever know anyways. but i didn't predict *him to be out today. lol~ oh whatever. me & my disgusting obessession. =X

yeps. & i thank whatever up there for *bear & *jasmine to be by my side all this feaking ugly & hell time for me. love love!!

trip to hk 8th-18th!!! can't wait!!! hope i'm able to get company then.. if not go back also sian... duno what's to do. i wanna shop!!! i wanna look pretty!! hahas! SSSIIIAAAAOOOO~

*sigh* i m supposed to STUDY NOW. but then i just keep thinking abt places to go in hk. =X Ohs Nos!!! lol.

& i totally can't wait for exams to be over!!! it'll be zouk & zouk & zouk, parties... & wat have you. hope i could really get THAT occupied. hurhur.

& get myself a FUCKING RICH/CAN DRIVE BF!!! hurhur!!! =)))

ok. i'm totally insane.

ignore me.

love love! =)))

it's good to be high rather than to sink in agony & self-pity once again.

ok. that will make in 4th.

*ching is siiiaooo (*slangs) today. hurhur.

just now my phone vibrated damn loudly.. then it was some *Annoynomous call.

me: "hallo?"

some guy's voice: "hallo.. this is calling from australia."

me: "HUH?"

him: "You dunno who am i?"

me: "er.. nope?"

then i suddenly STUNNED. ORHHH!!! LOL.

his call kinda made my day. somehow.

hurhur!

but at the same time, it made me thought of something... else.

oh wells.

nvms.

heart heart *mj gang. hurhur.

congrats to pop *bear!!! =)))

f*ck.

this is like the 3rd post for today.

*sigh*

saw something.

& suddenly, i got that piercing feeling.. right thru my heart again.

=(((~

eewww...

i also duno how to put my thoughts in words.

just.. undescrible feelings bah.

so, f*ck will be a universal word to use.

there.

f*ck.

or shld i say... f*cked.

ks lahss.. photos asbits lates. buts nsvsms lahs hors...



*BSR. as the usual. *stef always spoils the photo lol.

***

presenting..

*BSR Production No.1.



*RARrrRrrrrr!!! (roars *steffie)



*ahhHhhhh!!!! (screams *jasmine)



*ching using her ever mighty force to strangle *steffie.



& *ching SAVES THE DAY!!!! wWweEee!!!

hurhur!

End of *BSR Production No.1

***



we mixed all this drinks for the bday girl. lol...

after that we went to take neos!!!









hashas! it's a new machine!!! the stage will move de.. then got the wind effect!! lol. see the last neo.. me got the model-feeling.. HAHA. cos the hair ganna blown. =X & *bear's diiaoo face (the 2 black lines) is i draw 1... whahahha! =pPPpPp & the 2nd neo is ORH LAH ORH LAH LOVE LOVE. not ORH LAH LAH LOVE LOVE kays!!! =(((~



then we had butterfly folding lessons from *houston. i wanted to learn like since duno when ler.. err..nvm abt that. but anyways, i know how to fold it ler!! whahahaha! =)))



& must zi-lian abit. i think pin on the hair also v nice.. lol. (SIIIAAAAOOOoo.. *slangs)



*ru, *me, *jasmine.

***

sometimes i wonder, am i really that invisible. not only to *you. but oh wells. just hope that everything will be fine...

exams coming up like in 2 weeks time. i'm starting to freak out le.. cos my PF1102 test i got 5/20. WTF?! somemore is discuss de somemore.. *sigh* it's my CORE. CORE CORE CORE. NO SUUuuuuuuuuu.... =(((~ & i think i kinda regret that i SU-ed my chem. aiyar.. duno lahh.. *whines*

study study study!

mug mug mug!!!

hope i got that momenteum going,

& quit thinking of *you.

很信命　當我每次哭　亦只有結他聲
喃喃自語 數星星　孤單也像註定

祈求被愛的溫馨　呼天都不應　已經很適應

我心事　誰又會在意想聽?

很冷靜　知道我愛的　定把我當佈景
平凡像我這一種　今天要認了命

才能學會不貪心　碰不到戀愛　也毫無反應

單戀相戀失戀　說穿了盡是陷阱
放手　得我有這本領

一個自愛也好　越對我好　越需要控制我反應　
對未來沒信心　怎張開眼睛?　
花花世界太過美　哪有我蹤影　
怕有天放心後　才給我最愛拋棄　
我要謹守我座右銘

很信命　不信有美好　幸福過更冷清
同情沒法把不安驅走　已是確定
原來避免輸不起　退出的方法　叫遺忘本性
不甘不忍不想　我只有越坐越靜我的　
快樂就像泡影

一個自愛也好　越對我好　越需要控制我反應　
對未來沒信心　怎張開眼睛?　
花花世界太過美　哪有我蹤影　
怕有天放心後　才給我最愛拋棄　
我要謹守我座右銘

派對滿佈愛情來臨的風景 獨自妒忌別人　
誰能夠高興註定無人來示愛　我都不作聲

即使一個自愛也好　越對我好越需要控制我反應
對未來還沒信心　怎張開眼睛?
花花世界太過美　哪有我蹤影
有更心跳選擇　而比我遠遠優勝
如何專一都想轉性

與情人齊眉白髮　問誰可保證?

又为*哭了...

怎么心还是会那么得痛?

心情还是一样得坏?

=(((s.

stuspids.

PS. *steffie SMS made me smiled this morning. love love. =)))

dawned.

sometimes, things happen becos of a reason/s. whether you accept it or not, it's just a perspective of time. ultimately, you'll just have to accept it. because.. that's life. the earth doesn't evolve abt you... it never will.

when things don't go your way, be sad, cry if you have to, whine if you have to, knowing that there are other pple who are there for you, which, although may not be the ones who you actually wanted them to bother, but still, they'll still pple you should definitely appreciate.

nothing much. just some random thoughts.

but i seriously hope that i could talk some sense into myself. really.

too much time wasted missing someone who will never bother, getting upset becos he'll never be there for me. never again i guess. there is no reason as to why that suddenly drastic change, but hey, i thought we're friends? duno. maybe i'm still expecting things out of that boundary.

maybe i'm just trying ever hardly to grab things that are never ever mine, which i thought they would have been my life-long support. but somehow, not 1 but 2 are gone, though at different times, guess i need to re-adapt once again. though i have expected them all to happen, but eventually when it all did happened, i guess i just couldn't take it.

so... perhaps.. i need to mend that broken heart myself? though painfully, slowly, it will still heal eventually i guess. perhaps 1 year wasn't enough. give it 2 then. or even longer.

still, i'll be upset for those i really really cared for, when things don't go their way, when their days are blue, when they are unwell.. no matter how much pain they have caused, i'll still love them as ever more. guess that's just *ching.

sometimes it's funny to think back.. to look back into your life. & i guess, everything is just a cycle bahh.. to until the day, such things will never happen anymore. when you will get used to circumstances that come your way, too used to even care or bother. there's still hurt, there's still pain.. but you're too used to it, to the extent you don't feel anything anymore.

why? why not let it all go? it's a question i'll never be able to answer i guess. it had been dear, ever so precious, and perhaps.. the timing is just not right. & maybe i'm so ever the i-duno-know-why-it-happened attitude that i just don't want to.

***

kays. enough of *ching's crap. hurhur.

yest went to the doc's. nothing much lahh.. just some throat inflammation. but at least i'm not coughing anymore. hurhur. i think i really duno how to take care of myself de. or it's just that i can't be bothered to. =X i still had macs for dinner. haha. (>.<)

oks. lets studys fors PF1102s. ohs mys gods. 1sts times is'ms actasuallys studsyings fors thiss mosdules. hurshurs. its sucks bigs times anysways. buts is scaresds. =Xs

hopes mys moods wills gets betsters ons its owns. hurshurs.

loves loves myselfs! =)))s

glad that today is going to be over..

becos it had been even worse after i offlined.

*yeps*

wat can i say also?

pple just can't be bothered with you lah *ching. why the f*ck you care so much?!

in the end of the day (& night. & day & night.), nothing changes right?

(but i actually thought *you would do better than that. seriously.)

oh wells.

stats lect was okay...
thanks *bear for the comfort. really appreciated it.

lecture break..
was whining to *jasmine... orh lah orh lah love love. we siao-ed tgt & got the same kinda reaction. haas. see lah! *jasmine! all your fault. what die tgt, live tgt, in the end really everything tgt. lol. but nvm. i still love love you. lol~

chem lect...
nth much.

long break...
went to meet *jason. so stupid. wanted for a bus for 0.5hr, in the end, we cabbed down for like $2.60. wtf?! lunched @ *Sushi Tei & *Hagen Daz. & my throat die-d. lol.

anyways, yep.. went *holland v again to check out the bag to buy 4 my mummy..

*cough cough*

*val sent me back to school, we mugged. & i really had the mood to. i heart studying @ *IRC. no distraction from blinks blinks of msn.

went *pizza hut for dinner wif *val & *yenn. my throat got worse. *yay. i better get it fixed b4 the gathering this coming weekend.

tutorial was fine..
i heart *TLF. haa! *val! TAN!!! (>.<)

i got 10/10 for PF1102 forum! *yay! thanks *bear! *ahem* lol.

but f*ck. i got like 14/20 for stats test! BELOW MEAN. f*ck!

=((((~~~

everything just have to go wrongs rights?!

***

was still feeling very fine until i reached home..

=((~

still.. miracle didn't happen.

there isn't anymore to pend for lah *ching.

f*ck.

but mummy was REAL nice. she left a small piece of choco cake 4 me. =)) *muacks

&s is thinks is spreadseds thes Ss disseasess tos *vals. ohs nos.! =Xs whats haves is dones?!

***

it felt great to be under hot running water, for a long, long time.

until the hot water scorches you...

until the pain doesn't come from your heart, but from yr head, yr skin.

cools!

lol..

(b4 *jasmine started saying i sound suicidal again. don'ts worrsiess)

***

i find myself kinda weird.

why will i dislike the overwhelming... concern from some1?

is don'ts knows. don'ts asks mes whos'ss thats plss.

but really, that's wat i feel.

just let things be this way... & remain as it is.

nos. nos. nos. nos.

i'm definitely thinking too much!!

***

when pek-cek-ness dies off...

it hurts again, just as much.

but ohs wells, i still have to face it isn't it?

maybe i should have seen it coming..

but f*ck,

that was like so un-necessary.

***

if that's gonna be, then let it be.

ok?

***

btw. thank you *BSR & *mj gang for being there for me all these while.

really.

love love you guys.

& oh.

*cher you're coming back le rights? give me a ring yeah? love love too.

i miss *you...
that's what's wrong wif me.

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haha. f*cking cliche yeah. but i like! i think the line is like HOW COOL?! lol.

thanks to *jasmine.

see lahh.. so much for mugging. my whole weekend just gone like that.. *sobs*

well, wat can i say. i cried like f*ck this morning. haha. & tears still pending. =X

yest i was still like telling *bear how i felt like crying but got no more tears le.. & yet i m here today, keep wanting to cry. =S

but thanks to all that cheered me up. =))) love love.

actually i also duno what's wrong. or maybe i know. just that i don't wanna say it here. oh wells. but i definitely know 1 thing for sure. hurhur.

that the 1st statement stands so true. *sigh*

photos will be up, soon.

long awaited post! lol.

i'm kinda happy today becos..

1.) i mugged! i mugged! i mugged!
2.) realised that there isn't much i could prepare for tomolo's lab test anyways.

so i got free time now to BLOG lorr.. lols!

although i'm like falling sick & i think i flunk my stats test. *hais* no time to do lahh..SO MUCH for that 1 piece of A4 CHEATSHEET. wtf. if you got time to refer, i think u zai.

but i think is i buay zai lahh.. cos i couldn't finish 20 MCQs in 45mins. =(((~

hope i anyhow shade de 20% also correct. lol~ (>.<)

but i'm like freaking tired noww.. didn't really slept last night. or should i say, didn't slept well.

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oskays. must back-track like dammn alot. but i shall just post photos bahh.. ^^

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24th oct 2006, *hari raya pausa



a photo of *BSR & *cey sticking our heads tgt. lol.



wtf. who's that?! (i think you all also know is who lol.)



some *marshmallow + choco ice-cream + cornflakes dessert.



*banna pizza or sth like that. (but got strawberry worr.)

osks. so this was the day the *mj gang + *cey + *nick went out for gai gai & *prestige! lol. and we went to hunt for *jason's present also.. & i think the movie was hmm.. interesting. lol. a different kinda movie lah.. i would say. =)) & *bear was SOOO sickening. *rar* (i REMEMBER wat u did to ME okks!!! but lucky *jason also not dumb. hurs hurs!! =))) oh. & we had dinner @ *pasta cafe @ taka.. nice food & desserts!! keke!!

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27th Oct 2006, DXO

*Jasmine kissed *Jason day.

whahahahaha!!! =))

oks lah.. most of u also see it from *bear's blog le.. heeh. but then still.. i guess some of MY readers didn't. LOL.

oks.. so i was chiong-ing *goong half-way.. then went to meet *jasmine for manicure. keke. i did brown wif golden french tips. =))) it's nice but 2 bads it was like ruined after for less than an hr. lol.

*BSR + *ruru had dinner @ *fish & co.. met up wif some WEIRD friend of *jasmine which shook hand wif us in an alien way lol. (*stef, YOUR FRIEND AHH. lol)

soOOOoo LONG NEVER SEE *RURU le!!! *yay!! was so glad that she came. hurhur. =))

*houston joined us for dinner thens we headed down to *DXO...

we're like UBER early, we reached *DXO @ 8.30pm, the bouncer didn't allowed us in. then we asked, wat time can we go in?? he said.."oh. at NIGHT lor."

wtf?!

then somehow, we realised, wat he was trying to say was 9PM. diiaoo. but anyways, 4 out of 5 of us HEARD he said NIGHT instead of 9PM okayss..

sos, we went photo taking!! =))





confirm + chop mus take photo wif *ruru!!! precious okkk!! lol~



*jasmine wanted to take a photo wif me, then stp *stefanie spoilt the photo. *rar*



HEE HEE!



i love this photo!! haha. presenting the *BSR!!! hurshurs!

osks, then @ 9PM, we went into *DXO. lol~

the stamp so lao pok 1 lorr.. not fluoscent ink de..-___-" (char shao bao face)

the rest started to come by~~



*me & *bear!! hee!! he wore the shirt i bought!! so shuai rights?! LOL.=X ehhss i not sacarastic okoks.



see lahh..the stupid *jasmine drink so muchh.. bday girl 1st (and only 1) to get DRUNK.

OK. the party's started. we bought a bottle of *chivas. we were playing cai quan & hai dai. LOL.



*3 shots of chivas.



cheers to *BSR!!!



heeh. the photo like only taking me.. =X lol~



3/8 of *04s06 tai-tai gang!!



*stef & *me.



random group photo.



*peiyu & *me.



mass group photo!! =)))



*me & *bestie.

okk.. when things start to get out of control, & i'm HIGH. lol~



siao char-bos. pls look @ *jasmine, she's drunk alr. lol~



this will further elaborate wat i had just reiterated. lol~



HAN NAHH!! this woman took away 4 of my kisses!!! lol~ just for a pretty shot. lol~ should let *jason & another guy do the JOB mah.. LOL.



ehhhh. =X commentless.we're just high. HAHA.

load...


load...


loadding...

there. the moment all you guys have been waiting for. haha~



sorry lah.. i don't think my blog needs the censored version. MUST SEE THE ORIGINAL MAHH.. LOL.

okks.. i admit. I DIDN'T REMEMEBER SEEING *JASMINE KISSING *JASON. although i was just sitting beside *jasmine. HAHA!! i duno wat happened to me!! perhaps i wasn't as sober as i THOUGHT i was LOL.

anyways, it was COOL. at least they got evidence taken down. whahahaa!! =)))

anyways, after sending *jasmine home.. most of us hit the dance floor. heeh. the music wasn't that badd, but they keeps repeating. & cool, they had free flow.. so i was high & high & high. lol~ maybe just somehow to get rid of horrible feelings from within bah.



*bear & *me. hee.



so sweet right. just like the good old times. hurshurs.

ard 3++am pple start leaving, & i cried. lol. i won't elaborate here. but just insensitivity triggered it off i guess... and maybe, somehow, it was jus accumulating.

anyways, thanks *bear for being there for me. *lettie & *gummy who hugged me. & *bear's handkerchief. hurhur. love love. =)))

so it was a blasting night definitely. heeh. 1st time actually seeing 1 of my friend DEAD drunk in front of me.. and somehow i still could take care of her LOL. when i wasn't really that sober. =X

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30th/31st Oct 2006

*BSR went *ecp to countdown to*Jasmine's bday!! hurhur!!

i drove & sent both of them back okoks!!



my drink, *Around The World.



*steffie's Sex on the bench.



HAN NAH HAN NAH *GODDESS!!! i know you pass driving lahh!! LOL! congrats in joining me in heaven darling. lol~~



you see what happened to *Jasmine mini-version of sweetheart cake when that itchy-hand *steffie took the heart-mold out.



anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! *BSR ROCKS! lol~ love love!



some1 else having birthday @ the same pub shared the beautiful mango ice-cream cake wif us.. look @ the mess and the other side of the table. LOL.

@ midnight we called *jason LOL. wif an immediate bday song after he picked up the phone.. i think he was like thinking.. SIIAOOO (*slang), disturb my beautiful slp.. lol~ anyways, happy bday 2 *sea turtle!! hurshurs! =)) 2 bads cannot send you off le.. monday night me got tutorial~~

after pubbing we went *85 for supper!! SADD. didn't get to eat my bak chor mee!! =((~ next time barhs..

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ohs! i finished blogging!! *yay

i chiong-ed *goong in like 2 days.. LOL. every1 say i crazzy.. (>.<) but see finish then got the mood 2 mug de whats.. not like i got ALOT of mood to mug now lah.. but thens.. 1 distraction GONE. lol~~

i'm like super tired now.. falling asleep le lol~