
Hello there. I'm *Ching. Welcome to my blog. =)

♥date: Thursday, May 31, 2007 手机出奇响不听。
但始终冇出现过,那似曾熟悉的名字。 又卑自己打败。 太过麻木,往往睇唔到好多嘢。 又太介意无畏琐碎事物。 想写篇劲感人嘅 blogentry, 但从来冇为自己写嘅嘢心动过。 难事?非也? 自己心水未定卦。 反复想笔下自己嘅感触,但其实连自己都唔清楚? 内心嘅挣扎,点去平衡? 又或者,我一D都冇复原过? 渴望快乐,自由,被爱,无忧无虑嘅生活。 难事。绝对难事。 *** *bestie: 一路顺风,我会想你的。=)) |
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♥date: 如果想发颠,可以做咩? 唉。 我想失常。 |
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♥date: Tuesday, May 29, 2007 自欺欺人,就会好过D?
活在于世上,就一定要有所为嘅:目标。 一但人生冇昨目标,生活自然日日复日。 活得开心,当然系件好事。 但如果活得唔开心,又可做D咩弥补? 矛盾心情,难以笔下。 無緣沒故別離, 其實為了甚麼? 全為了準許*你再愛一個。 |
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♥date: Saturday, May 26, 2007 another disappointment.
it felt even worse... when all i could think abt is *you. why life is just going down & down and never on its way upwards? *sigh* |
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♥date: Wednesday, May 23, 2007 又病咗。 但心病还需心药医。 |
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♥date: Tuesday, May 22, 2007 1st day of work...
tiring but i did learn alot of things from my manager, *jeremy. =)) nice pple @ the cafe too! & i think my arm muscles will grow! keke.(muscle muscle jiu shi liiiii-liang! ok random) i guess it's better to work my ass off then to rot at home. but i keep having the feeling that i'll be very busy... juggling work, tuition, family and friends & yesssss my 2 camps in-coming!!! omg. *jasmeany become my new twin! omg. 3 aunties & our manager said we looked alike! hmmMm.. since when sia? but i'm glad to have her there on my 1st day of work. =)) PS. i'm bimbo-virus free! keke. |
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♥date: Monday, May 21, 2007 当我烦闷时,你仲会出现。 只是巧合而以吗? 不过,还是要对关心我的人说一声:谢谢。 =)) |
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♥date: Sunday, May 20, 2007 i think i re-wrote this post for the 3rd time.
i seriously don't know what to feel anymore. "i'm just disappointed wif you." this line somehow summarised it all. there i was, minding my own business on this faithful saturday night, and here i am, stabbed. i don't even know how did it happened. but i'm not in any bit interested as to how the conversation went by. becos it's just so redundant. *sigh* perhaps i wasn't in the best mood. or maybe i really did misunderstood, & indeed, in the wrong. but for all that matters, i had decided not to explain anymore. why bother? somehow i just couldn't please everyone eh? or maybe even my loved ones, no matter how hard i try. why does it feel so taxing? so tiring? & sparkles (the bad ones) just fly like nobody's business. it really hurts. but to some extent, i think i have grown... in dealing wif relationships. blowing up is definitely the worst thing to do. it'll just make matter worse. ahh, whatever. what goes up have to come down eh? it'll just keep hurting until i'm too numb to feel anymore. ps. did it ever occur to you that i'm too, that disappointed? |
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♥date: Tuesday, May 15, 2007 Keep waking up, without *you here. Another day, another year. I seek the truth, we set apart. Thinking of a second chance. Just need to get closer, closer. Lean on me now, lean on me now. |
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♥date: Tuesday, May 08, 2007 i'm finally done wif packing!! havn't been to camps for a very long time! lol.
kinda *excited* but the stp camp pple like forgot abt me. =(( nobody called me. *sobs* but then maybe like that also good.. so me & *jasmeany & *juliet could be together! keke! my sis was digging her stuff in her room today, & she found this randomly: the front. &the inside of the card. (note: the above is drawn & written by a 8-year-old kid.) haha. THIS IS SO STUPID!!! (>.<) i totally conclude that i cannot blame my *p5 tutee for the constant grammar and spelling mistakes she always make! haha. hope she can do well 4 her exams man.. if not i'm like how useless! oh. today i had a great time wif *bestie, and the 2 *Rs. =)) my legs almost broke from the massive shopping!!! but i didn't buy anything!!! mother's day gift is totally driving me nuts! but just shows how important my mother is bahh. i sort of *hinted* that i shopped for 2 days straight JUST becos of HER. hahaha! =X some things still matter. but they can't matter anymore. so am i supposed to feel happy or upset? *sigh* |
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