聖誕。。。又到聖誕～
但一D聖誕feel都冇。
是因為人大昨（又老昨），定係身邊所周遭的事物而引起gei leh?

好多人覺得我係幸運，仲好幸福添。
但係依堆無盡頭嘅愛護下，我點都會有D唔開心。

唔開心，係因為唔明白知足嘅定義。
唔開心，係因為人其中一個本性就係貪。
唔開心，係因為覺得只有我在乎。
唔開心，係因為頂唔到對*唐子晴*嘅期望。
唔開心，係因為唔可以為所欲為，想點就點。

好想暴粗﹗關你咩叉事﹗？
但又係得個句無奈。
又係要同地球一起轉。

或者，有D嘢就係唔可以用平常心去面對。

i'm finally back to blog. lol.

dunno why. just feeling very lazy these days. don't even wanna go out. heeh. =X

anyways, just posting some photos taken in *taiwan!

sad to say, i didn't get to shop enough!!! (becos we went as a tour group) & i even bought (practical)things for him* more than for myself! *sigh* you*'re gg to bring me there AGAIN!!! =pPPPpppPp



wif my *bro & *mom @ *xi men ding. we only walked like 2 streets? becos my *mom was tired after the long day of travelling.



a cutesy *donut shop. took photo wif the poster.



took a super long coach ride (8hrs?! on the curvy & dangerous highway around the mountains & by the ocean) just to see this. they called it the *8th world of wonder. the mountains are all formed by marble.



yep. went w/o my *dad.



pretending to climb the mountain. lol! & my hand ganna MUD when i put my hand on the rock! -___-" DANG.



we're group no.4. look at my stp spastic *brother. he also calls me "stp sister" on his blog. so it's just fair for me to call him that. haha!



a 'real' (preserved i would say) HUGE *靈芝.



*food food food from some *夜市 & under a pretty christmas tree. yeah. i think gg to *taiwan is eating even more compared to *hk! becos i'll wanna try all the funny *小吃! lol~



went to some *temple-like place & all of us 求簽. mine was GOOD! HEHEHE! that's why must take photo wif it. (if not it shld jus crushed & burnt away)



salute the poor guard who can't move @ all!



finally. the over-rated *士林夜市.



it was food food food again!

on the last day, we were pretty much left alone. we took mrt to *淡水. supposedly to see the famous *渔人码头 but we didn't have enough time. so we just walked along *老街.



the super tall ice-creams! i only ate 1 lah. the other was for photo purpose. lol.



me & my *sis wif FOOD again.



see. must take photo with the poster. went *taipei 101 also lah. but couldn't take photo wif the tower mah. so tall~ & i think it looked nicer on photos too. haha!

& we tried the donuts! so yummy!! even nice than those in SG! & *krispy cremes!



the box of *六小福, wif 6 small balls of donuts in bite size.



TADAH! melts like marsh mallows in the mouth!



somemore *donuts!



that' when we got bored on the *mrt. haha! wif toys my brother won on those *kap kap machines! they have plenty in *taiwan! but dun have *mirumo! =((

& I SAW THIS SUPER BIG & CUTE *蒙露 SOFT-TOY WHEN I WAS ON THE COACH!!! BUT MY MOM SURE DUN LET ME BUY 1 LAHHH!!! =(( *SOBS*

oh. we went to 泡*溫泉 too. my favourite place/activity of the trip! i keep dipping in & out of the cold & hot pools. lol.

me & my *sis keep looking out for 美媚/槟榔妹. sad to say we see so few pretty ones!!!

that kinda marked my trip lol~ couldn't buy clothes as it was the winter season. & i didn't have enough time to shop @ all lah. oh well~ next time next time! *ahem!!!* =pPpPp

pple ask me out!!! =pPPpP thou next week is pretty much occupied. =X the next then! hehe!

in *terminal 2 now waiting for my flight to departure.

am missing someone* lots lots. =((

couldn't really sleep last night. perhaps i was still immersed in happiness =pPpPpp

can't wait for *toot* to be ready!!! so pretty!! HEHEHE. *yay! yes i'm keeping the suspense till then. =pPpPpp (though i've told someone abt it, just 1 person.)

last night was horrible. both *cher & *bestie asked me to *mambo, BUT i couldn't goooOooo!!! *sigh* wait till i'm back girls!!! then we shall party all night! hehehe! =))

i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging. =pPPppppp

*bored*

MISS ME!!!! =))

finally, the liberation from exams.

the 3 weeks was long & dreadful.

i'm glad to survive it thru, wif my dear study-mate *qian, minus the part we aren't exactly encouraging each other to study more throughout that period. talking & crapping abt tooonnnnnssss of nonsense. haha. =pPPpPp



yes. i'm pretty much of a messy messy girl. but who cares!



& the frequent delivery of *Shin's cheescake/kiwi cheesecake... made me a really happy girl & wif the special appearance of someone* special. =))

the 1st post-exams outing was wif my *uni mates. wanted to eat *sushi buffet but we gave it up due to the never moving queue. had posh *teppanyaki instead. -yums-



look at the plates! so pretty right! *sakura*

& my favourite of all times. *chawamushi! it was done in a very very special teppanyaki style.



1.) huge hollow onion ring placed on the cooking plate.
2.) poured in egg mixed with soup
3.) covered with a bowl-like cover, water squeezed in under the bowl to steam the egg mixture.
4.)cook for abt 10 mins?
5.) Add in japanese fishcake & prawn.
6.) Repeat step 3 and let it steam for another 5mins.

[i really wonder why & how did i manage to type the above. lol~ oh well.]

after lunch was *k-session wif *qian! we went mad, screaming *SHE songs & me trying to play wif my voice until we were so tired! lol.

then it was dinner @ *fareast @ some *thai restuarant followed by SHOPPING! *qian, *huifang & *joyce wouldn't let me off w/o buying a pair of shoes, so i did. haha!

& oh. some of us got hooked on *finger jigs! *qian was the *ultimate NNNEEEERRRRDDDD. hahahha =pPPpP

some photos taken @ *orchard road. so romantic!!! (due to the mist after a heavy rain)



i took a photo of the dustin becos it's soooo kawaii! & i guess after the rain it's cleaner too. hahaha! =X



i think my *n73 can take very nice photos too! no photoshop!



look @ the blend of different colours. =)) i'm so proud of myself. hahaha! =pPPp

speaking of which, some super random photos i had taken while waiting for someone* after work!

this was taken, wif flash:



this was w/o:



& this was the effect i created myself, w/o flash:



haha! you can see i'm how totally BORED while waiting for him*. guess how i'd created this effect?!

*guess

*guess

*guess lah! =X

[just trying to be stp. =pPPpPp]

Ans: i put a shading device over the lens b4 taking the shot. which so explains not taking the photo wif flash. if the flash is ON, i will only be taking the green thing my mom uses to block the sun wif. hahaha! =pPPPpp okay i'm MAD.

back to *orchard! i love the bears!!!!



hees. fallen in love wif them the moment i saw them in *taka.



i like the silver ones most!



some xmas deco (tree) @ *suntec new fountain.

& the big fountian was decorated with rounds & rounds of purple light. so pretty!!! the same soft purple in *town this year! i love christmas becos the lightings everywhere are so pretty! lol. want to go back to *hk to see all the decos!!! but too bad, i'm not going anywhere close this christmas, but to *taiwan!!! i'm leaving coming thurs, back next wed (18th Dec). so *pals, i'll be mia-ing. but do ask me out after i'm back alrights! i'm very free! (except weekends) hahaha! =X

to *guides & *scouts gang: yes party is on 29th dec. bring along presents for exchange! (~$10) & do need some game suggestions! hahaha! =X

(this entry has no flow @ all. haha!)

*marina's waraku is SOOOO difficult to find! but me & dar* managed to find it after walk rounds & rounds in & out of *marina. hahah! the food was yummy yummy!

weekend was spent wif my dear boy/man* & went for *wedding dinner of my *dad's friend's son. the photos were so pretty! makes pple wanna get married! hahaha! =X still a very very very long way to go lah!

wishing everyone an early christmas! (wif my zi-lian photo =pPpp)



till i'm back!!! =))

sudden urge to blog.

to you: however nonchalent, i just hope that you'll understand. perhaps in someway i'm pretty not doing what you want me to, but i feel that i'm not doing anything that's extremely overboard. everyone needs a break. it's just not too much to ask for a night off, wasn't it? i don't really know how to put things across. but i thought (& made sure) i do know my limits. what's wif all those invisible expectations of yours i always have to fulfill? *sigh*

to you: somehow i was just plainly striken wif guilt for not being there & not doing my part as a (good) friend. it wasn't that i had completely forgotten, or that i don't care anymore. it has just come to a point that none of us know what more to do anymore. by being there for you is not being there? i do understand. or do i actually not? pple just have to rub it in. on & on. becos it's just not right to cheer you on anymore. if you find peace in sorrow, to the miminal, love yourself & those around you who pretty much love you as well.

to you: very surprised indeed. but anyways, hope you're feeling much better already. don't forget the shoulder which is always here for you. =)) & remember what you said to me, the next would be as TALL as a giant! lol! *hugs*

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somehow, i always feel much better after blogging. but it's still not a total platform to express myself freely.

last paper on friday. not excited at all as this exam period is way toooooooo draggy & i'm just slacking way toooooooo much.

had mini *4ep gathering wif *mehmeh on monday @ *parkway. nice small gathering, showing the "ugly" side of being a teacher in reality. lol. but for most of us, it's just some juicy juicy news regarding those teachers who used to teach us. lol. how time flies. graduation from *chungcheng is like 4 yrs ago. OMG. & i'm making my way to being a legal adult. how dreadful. =(( (but can watch R21 movies lah. haha)

& i'm thankful for the company during this exam period. hehehe. =)) i think we're SO not STRESSED up at all!!! =pPPpp

okk. study study!

PS. i confess for watching too much *mirumo de pon (anime) during this exam period. i think i stopped at episode 28. =X

PPS. perhaps i shld learn to control more of my emotions. & not to be easily swayed into emo mood.