憔悴～
好似從來都冇人咁形容我。

做昨成日measurement,
好癐。

有時，唔close嘅人反以睇得重清楚。
but then, 我份人又好易將感情寫係塊面到。

-nothing surprising i guess-

as much as i know what is/are oh-so important,
i still lack (alot of) motivation to do anything abt it.

boo~
no good no good.

knowing & doing sth abt it is 2 different things.

thank you *bestie for accompanying me today. =))

thank you dumby* for being so sweet today. haa! =pPPpPpppp

依排谂埋好多冇為嘢。
好驚歷史重演。

想改進，唔好咁刁蠻。
但又好似好難控製自己。

唉。

知～唔係好讀我嘅blog。
又唔可以話唔理，唔想知我心入邊真係谂跟D乜。

好亂～有D黐線。

你*話唔好谂埋一邊，我唔係最殘個個。
（我已經唔知自己想表達D乜。）

只要知道你*好愛我。。。
有時知好似有D唔夠。

唔好理我，我係到發顛。

好蠻倀～

唉。又發脾氣係傻佬*身上。
有D慚愧添。

不過，致愛*好似一直唔了解你個種感情，應該可以發下蠻倀掛。

好多嘢即將發生，唔係我谂太多，因為一定會發生。
...just a matter of time.

唐子晴，撐住啊﹗

i.can't.take.stress.at.all.

*sigh*

...why me?

i just feel lik sleeping my days away.

boo~~~

好似細細個個陣，志愿想做老師后，就一直唔知自己大學畢業后想做D咩。

依加終于快要畢業啦，重嘅一頭霧水嘅我，竟然冇任何選擇嘅余地。

不過，好矛盾。真係好矛盾。

。。。咁我以后重可以做D咩？
。。。會唔會落后，卑人嫌棄？

唉～未知數100倍。
救命。

feeling the ache deep inside...

can't focus on my notes & readings @ all.
so doomed on wed.

wish me luck.

be strong... but i just can't be.

supposed to be studying, but 好冇mood。

唉。

演技太差。
開心唔開心，太易卑人察覺到。
尤其致親嘅人。

大喊包。冇用。
!%^#&#*#$^$*((&^!!!

尋日傻佬*鬧我XL﹗
問我係唔係有乜心事，逼埋係個心入邊。

佢*話我依排成日好易發脾氣，好似拿佢*出氣咁。
其實我都唔係好覺。。。不過，我谂佢*講的就應該係啦。

唉～

唔係特登嘅。
依排太煩，太唔開心，問題又冇得解決。
唯一嘅outlet,我谂就剩得你*。

你*話︰如果谂下生命冇昨你重要嘅另一伴會係點。。。就會更加珍惜你身邊嘅個個人。

...i guess it's true.

好彩我有你*。

突然谂起個句︰〞全世界都可以不理我，只有你*不可以不理我喔。〞

right. i'm supposed to be mugging.

瞓唔著。
唔人傾訴～

覺得。。。好唔開心。
超～～～唔開心。

唉。

依排整日都係咁。
好無助，又唔知可以點。

就係搵唔到，個個平衡點。

好想。。。拋開一切，
活係自己嘅小小世界。

成長，一D都唔enjoy。
越來越煩，越來越唔開心。

...or perhaps, it's just me.

i... have to blog abt my *leehom MUSIC MAN concert right.

haha~

[but i'm like so not excited now. lol. just waiting for time to pass in school's com lab]

so... last sat was spent wif my afternoon meeting dar* in *ms. was feeling kinda sick so he* was like talking non-stop & i was just unhurr-ing. lol~ but during dinner @ *kenny rogers i felt slightly better alr. must be the food lol.

then it was off to *konsaato! *bestie & i weren't that excited @ 1st.. but it picked up after the concert started. so funny lor. we sat 1 section above our destinated seats. =X (ok my fault cos i never see the row number properly) when the usher told us that we shld be seating right in front, we were so happy! lol~ like instant upgrade. =))~

i bought my huge light sticks along!! surprisingly the batteries were still strong enuff to last for another 2.5hr concert. (the last 1 i went was *eason chan's concert wif *cher... like 1.5yrs ago?) but half way thru the concert, the cap of my light sticks flew to 2 rows behind me. *OPS!!! think i hit the couple with my sudden (but accidental) attack! haha~ so paiseh. =S

the concert was GREAT. worth my money. hahaha. i couldn't control myself so i screamed & cheered until the threshold of my throat. haha~ =X

then the best part was the section when *leehom went into a box & disappeared from stage. &&& suddenly, the fans far away from us were screaming like MADDDDDD. we were like HUHHHH thennnn the next thing i know, *LEEHOM IS GOING TO WALK IN FRONT OF USS!!!! yes yes yes!!! we had good seats!!! woohoo!!! & we sat in the right section!!!! (if we had seats @ the other side [south] of the stadium, we wouldn't get the chance to be SOOOOOOO close to him =pPpPppp)

but all the girls started to squeeze to the front. poor *bestie had to butt fight wif the other girls. haha! i was trying to video *leehom while he's walking past our stretch of seats. BUTTTTT i was trying oh-so hard to balance myself near the non-stable railings &&&& there were seriously TOO MANY PPLE protecting *leehom from crazy fans like myself. plus we were on a platform much higher up so *leehom was like shadowed by many many big-sized boncers. BUTTTT i TOUCHED HIM!!!!!!!!!!! *yay yay yay! =pPpPPpPp yarh. (it really sounds pervertic *bestie.) okay la. deliberately 1 la. I ADMIT!!!! (>.<) *bestie touched his arm muscles & i touched his shoulder. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! =)) &&&&& as for my video, i could only take his side view & his super glittery hair. lol~

his new guitar was really really cool. & i liked the story concept of the concert. i'm definitely gg to see him again 2 yrs later. WHEE!!! =))~

after the concert, we went to queue for the concert's souvenir. i was fickled as of wat to get, in the end we had to wait for our tee-shirts to be imported from *taiwan.

then we headed off to watch *the coffin @ *cine. i think the movie wasn't as nice as expected. &&& there was this free packet of *twisters on our seats when we had bought so much food into the cinema. hahaha. in the end we still left it laying in our seats.

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so yarh. wat else is there to blog abt???

hmm.. exam's coming in 2 weeks' time. OMG. as always, i'm never prepared. but i just can't seem to settle down when i have 2 impt tests upcoming next wed. BOO~~~

& idk why, i'm missing my baby* so much these days. =((~