hush.

haha. its holidays!!
and there must be somethning for me to get addicted with every holidays
either games, hehe, or dramas!
and for this one, it is GOSSIP GIRL.
sound familiar?
i love the stories and the actors hoho
very nice and true stories.. hahx
i think i am quite alike with the mother of dan humphrey, allison
ahhh. not the age of course. i kinda dislike her, actually.
guess i am too sensitive. DUH. watever..
this holidays..
no trips!! sobx
fine.. i'll finish up my two seasons of gossip girl ngiek ngiek.
my eyes are hurting T.T
been sms-ing and watching tv for few days .. and not doing anything else i would say
except emo-ing. hohoho. i told i'm sensitive..
URGGGGHHHH..
what now? i'm sad, and guess u're sick of it already.
when can i do that?
or can i ever do that?
u cant giv me what i wanted.
why am i picking this topic up again.
sendiri cari pasal betul.



p/s: HAPPY HOLIDAYS!


XOXO,
GOSSIP GIRL

1.What's your most favourite colour?
turquoise, for the moment

2. What is the most important to you?
living a happy life with the person i love.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
i used to think of it last time whenever i'm not happy with my life

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope.

5. How many babies you want?
three :D

6. Have you found your so called THE RIGHT ONE?
i thought i've finally found. but it seems ......

7. What is your goal for this year?
finish my foundation year smoothly.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes. as long as u meet the ONE.

9. Who are your best friends?
chee hoe, tung tung, fang ling, joyce n them ;)

10.What are you really afraid of?
when i cannot get the thing i wanted.

11.What is your bad habit?
disliking vege xD

12. What's your opinion with Distance relationship?
as long as the couple have enough faith with each other.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes. each of them.

14. What does flying means to you?
happy

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
shoes! clothes! bikinis! bra! heels! movie :D

16. single or in a relationship?
its complicated XD u think friendster mehhhhhh...

17. What you want to achieve most in life?
earn alot money doing the occupation i like

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
shopping :D talking crap to friends. heh

19. What is the worst case scenario happen to you in your life?
haihhhhh.. i will tell u if i wanted to.

20.What do you wish for your birthday present?
his heart. can i have it?

instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings fromall.

i tag :
chee hoe :D:D:D:D:D:D
mun cheng
joyce
who else?

HEY PEEPS.

I HAVE SOMETHING REALLY IMPORTANT TO ANNOUNCE HERE.

















I'M STILL ALIVE!!!!











oh mai gawd.. i am really grateful.. for being alive until today..

since i got my car license O.O

driving is totally not the thing for me.. gahhhh..

every saturday i drive to dance class..

and each time i reached home i really feel lucky..

not forgetting.. how often i avoided from a car accident..

blabla.. i hated those cars who look down on me because i own the P letter..

HMPH.

anyway.. i think someday the cause of death for me would be an accident..

hope i would not killed anyone accidentally..

fuyoh.. when i die one day, maybe someone would read across my blog, saying :







FUYOH. HER 6TH INSTINCT IS DAMN ACCURATE LAHHHH.



so.. here i am.. predicting my future..

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
yes. don't smoke LAH.

2. How about drinking?
erm. its ok to drink sometimes.

3. Do you like someone you cant have?
i don't know whether i'm having his heart or not..

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
nope. my heart is occupied.

5. Whats your favorite sport?
dancing? is it a sport? next would be swimming

6. Its Saturday night, you're homealone.. what do you do?
turn on my tv and surf the net at the same time. i need noise.

7. Do you like roller coasters?
.....

8.When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
perfect? when i'm feeling lonely

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
hohoohooohoho.. u guys know who he will be..

10. What are you doing this weekend?
study for account final paper

11.Whats your favorite restaurant?
kitchen fresh chicken. LOL

12.Have you ever hugged someone?
yeah. alot. LOL.

13.Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
yes.

14.Do you like anyone right now?
i like everyone.

15.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
face lar duh. otherwise butt meh? == uhh okok.. its possible..

16.Which do you prefer, beach or the mountains?
beach~~~ i loveeeee beach :D:D:D:D:D:D

17.What kind of phone do you have?
kind of phone? slide phone =.= s500i

18.Computer or laptop?
Laptop

19.Jeans or sweats?
sweats? sweater?

20.Which year has been the best so far?
i don't know. probably 2008. i forgotten d past years.

21.How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
18 lo. woohoo!

22.What should you be doing right now?
study accounting T_T

23.What is your favorite tv show?
blue crystals. IF U KNOW WHAT IT IS XD

24.What's been your last purchase?
have not been spending money for these days besides food. I'M BROKE!

25.Are you attracted to girls/boy that smoke?
nah. better keep myself a.f.a.p. from them.

26.Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
kai wan xiao. i got 'sok lui' image one k. LOL.

27.What do you do when you're at home?
online. watching tv.

28.Whats your favorite subject?
science. biology :D

29.What's the best thing that happened to you?
attending to danceworld.
p/s: credits to tung tung!

30. 10 person to tag:
jason low bff
tung tung
lok mun
yan ping
anyone who is still alive in their blog.

是不是长大了

就要有很多很多的烦恼



是不是懂事了

就不能倔强的拥有我想拥有的？



手里心爱的玩具

不知道什么时候已经不是我的了



看到手里空空的

心也空虚了



是不是落泪了

一切就能够从头来过

让我早一点认识你



是不是想通了

就要明白了解不是你的，强求不了



是不是迷惘后

就要清醒

就要放手了

i have already accepted the fact.
no matter how much u explained.
I have been through the sadness.
from first sight, it was heartache. a really serious one.
second sight, it was tears.
third sight, it was misery.
and the following.. sadness
guess its fading away, bit by bit..
and now, its calm :)

whether is it a misunderstanding, it doesnt matter anymore.

your past can be your future
your present can be your past
your past can be your past
its all in your hand

you can be my past
you can be my future
but its not in my hand

i can only choose
to let myself be your past
other than that
i have no other option except leaving the choice to you

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget the one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.





...........................which means i am not the one

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.




I'm not gonna move.. not gonna move.. yet.. :)
i don't know when i would..
but for now.. let everything happen by its own..
i can feel your effort..
and this is the only reason..
i have chosen not to be like the usual me..
who is not so serious towards these thing...
i'm stubborn
but not towards these thing
i know nothing can be forced, and i don't want to do anything like that either
i just hope things turned out as i wished
and i can get what i wanted.
if u think it wouldnt happen
u can just leave now.
don't have to consider anymore
don't have to do anything
don't have to think for me
i can take care of myself
i'm strong, remember? :)

trista, joanne, huanting

i'm STRESSED!



blinking behind my tears...

i know what u gonna say.. little girl...

sikit sikit nak nangis...

anyway.. spitting a cockroach's leg from my mouth is not a small case LORRRR...

OMGG.. yucks.. i seriously will never buy anything banana cake from GROUND FLOOR aunty anymore...

EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!

but now... cheer up! tomorrow going my favourite fastfood restaurant... kakakakakaka.... crayon sin chan thx for reminding meeeeeeeee.... heeeheee... *happy*

hope i can do well in idta..!!! huanting u can do it oh yes u can yes u can i know u really really can... >.< @#$@#$@#%#$@#$!!?!?!?!

Is it your problem or mine?

Is it i have high expectation or you are not good enough?

Is it you have changed or its actually me?

Is it .........

Or Is it true that I started to doubt the space between us?

Nope...

There isnt any obstacle, but space... lots of them... more than enough

you keep hiding from the truth

still, u cannot hide yourself from time

time will reveal everything someday

perhaps the someday is tomorrow, who knows?

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
walk away, this shows he is not THE ONE

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
which is to have all my dreams to come true. lols hi5 yih

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
no one. =.=

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
travel around the world and taste all the good foods :D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nope...!! bff, u oso wont la, hor? xD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. i like ppl sayang. hahas

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
errrrrrrr......... nx question

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
see if they both are TRUELY IN LOVE or puppy love la. puppy love then wait until they break up!!!! *evil laugh*

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
i don't like to act la...... nightmare...

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
sure

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
happily, still alive, living with my dear dear...

12. What's your fear?
doing bad in everything

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Ching Yih: he sure doesnt like to eat! hahas

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
can i choose in a relationship and rich? lol

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
open my both eyes *blink blink*

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
depends..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who loves me more

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i would forgive , but never forget.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
relationship la. being single is so boring.

20.List 5 people to tag
cookiedonut
tung tung
mun cheng
mei li
kar fang (will u do my tag? O_O )

after few days of emo-ing, i realised i must do something!!!

• work hard, practice hard and yes i know i can do it some day!


• live for myself, i'm not here to entertain anyone


• i CAN live without you! i wanna be the old huanting, the independent one. (i know, this is what u wish either...)

GA YAO, HUAN TING! YOU CAN DO IT :) :)

P/S: prob n stat paper tomorrow, i know, i can do it :)

ishhh... my house wireless connection sucks!
thats why i have not been online for days..
people, i know u all miss me :D:D:D lols
and, i have just finished my computing test paper a while ago
before my group discussion, i wanna spread my happiness to u people!!!!

31st october 2008
i went to a fashion concert at chin woo.
i saw my darling for d first time in real person!!! *ahem* yes he's my darling! MINE

...............thanks to a great friend of mine ^^

我怎么可以那么理所当然的享受这一切？

好内疚。。。

你默默付出，换来的却是我的漠不关心

甚至还以为我不喜欢你

我知道的

感情需要双方的付出，经营

对不起啊

让你觉得我对你很冷淡

现在起，我会珍惜你

不会让你觉得我不理你

而你，要常常开心哦 :D

那我就会觉得一切都值得的了

i'm filled with cold jokes

i wanna spread it!! spread spread spread!! ><

i wanna meet peeps and spread!

scare will forget.. ngiek..


i miss my black hair..

have not been blogging about moody stuff for some time
i'm moody right now
i feel weird
i feel that .. i'm not appreciated
in other word, i'm not treasured
:(
anyone knows how to show appreciation?
no idea right?
sweat.. so.. even if u reading this, u know how i'm feeling, u still wont know what to do
cuz u're a pig. dumb head. blek.
happiness doesnt last for long time?
why so emotional de leh me.. sienz..
i'm too complicated. HAIYA!
i dun like this kind of feeling
what ll happen next?
bad feeling about it?
haha, i guess u don't feel safe with me either.

The person who tag you is?
yap chai yee!

What relationship of you with him/her?
friends lo.

Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
cute, short, talkative, laughes alot, indecisive xD

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
we bathed together. lols. paiseh..

The most memorable word that he/she has said to you ?
har.. i think she laughes more than talk

If he/she becomes your lover , you will?
har.. bu yao la.. i'm straight man!

If he/she becomes your enemy , you will?
wont la.. lols she so friendly, dun think anyone would hate her

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on?
............

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is ...
she wont.. i told u... she wont.. lols

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
erm. help her grow taller. lols. jk jk

The overall impression to he/her is
NICE PERSON, includes everything

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
quiet and serious... is totally not huanting.. lols for people who dont have good sense of humour.. they ll think i'm lame.. muahaha..

The character for you for yourself is?
noisy, lazy, slow-motion, friendly and funny xD

On contrary , the character you hate of yourself is?
indecisive....! no guts..

most ideal person you want to be is?
huanting

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
you guys.. 真有眼光!!! lols



Ten people to tag :

tung tung
chee hoe
wen yau
yuk hoong
mei li
kar fang
mun cheng
sim guang
lok mun
xin yun


Who is number 2 having relationship with?
single bah.. chee hoe.. horr?

Is number 3 a male or female?
boy boy

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
sorry lo. number 10 is taken. anyway.. their horoscope is very compatible. lol

How about number 5 and number 8?
nah........ impossible!!

What is number 1 studying about?
advertorial? dono.. in taiwan

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
some has not been talking for months... some for years... omg

Is number 4 a single?
i don't know wo. yuk hoong, are u?

Say something about number 2.
my bbf, i hate him when he's cuter than me. LOL

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
28

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I am willing to spend the rest of my life, just with you.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
joyce - she loves walking and perhaps she could carry me when i'm tired :D
tung - i will never get bored with her around
mc - i bet he would b the reason we'll b able to survive in the end! heeee

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most and with whom ?
i wanna go travel around the world. with my beloved ;)

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
i wish that... all my dreams can come true :D

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
no way.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
buy a car, a house, and continue chasing my dream :)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
love grows mutually. If i love him, i would wait for him to take action. if he does not love me, he's not the one.

10. List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
rational, knows what to do at the right time.
inordinary things always happen on her which makes her inordinary as well xD

11. What am I doing now?
i'm bored, nothing to do? thats why i'm doing this blog. lols

12. Which type of person do you dislike the most?
the 'jin' type.

13. What is your ambition?
a weight loss/gain consultant :D:D

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
piercing all around their face (nose, mouth, eyebrow..... eww, its not cool)
and also, someone who curse a lot. lols

15. What are you currently tuning on?
step by step

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
nah. i don't think so.

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
a girl who has gentle looks but yeng hairs at the same time. girlish looking yet a little boyish. wth i'm talking. lols

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
that person used to be Alan.

19.The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
not yet?

20. What do you like about this person who tagged you?
she gives good advices :) always wake me when i'm confused. thanks my dear




i tag : no one :D

happy birthday to all the october babies :D


have not been taking picture with my phone because its pms-ing again ==


anyway it has recovered. guess i have to send it for body check up already.


thus i have no mood to blog and post up any photos, kla, due to my laziness oso.


well, just a short post, feel like wanna post up this pic

i love the family feel <3

6 Things I'm Passionate About:

- dance :D :D :D
- yummy food
- my friends
- myself
- good movie
- family



6 Books I've Read Recently:

- wow.erm accouting text book?
- no more xD



6 Songs That I Can Listen To Again and Again:

- 你要的爱 戴佩妮
- The Way I Are Timbaland
- American Boy
- Love song Sara Bareilles
- Jenny The Click Five
- 阳光宅男 Jay Chou



6 Things I Learned In The Past Year:

- Nothing lasts forever
- Study harder, I have always been over relaxing
- I don't mind what I own or don't, as long as I am happy
- Mood swing actually swings off after I wake in the next morning
- I have sweet family members
- I am loved



6 Bloggers I Tag:
- yuk hoong
- yan ping
- wen yau
- more than enough!

alright actually this post has nothing to do with hari raya aidilfitri.
i went an interesting restaurant today so i feel like blogging about it lols
its nearby my college. hehee




it was our first time here, i'm glad we found this place heehee
we went up the stairs, and saw this.

shit la. a prank for all the first comers. lols!

this place is seriously creepy >.<>

the menu and my sexy thighs. LOL. wow guess what, the little cutie menu is given to me! woahahahahaha *perasan-ing* ok ok.. ahem.. let's proceed..

*DROOLS* its always the hardest when it comes to decision making.. >.<

our snack *一粒粒*

in case if u cant read mandarin words, it means *sebiji-biji*

after finished 8-ing at others notes, i wanted to go washroom.

BUT......

just in case u cant really see the thingy on the wall clearly.. i've zoomed the thingy.. scroll down..

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OMG. how am i going to shit or pee with this thingy all over the toilet?! even behind the doors.. so in the end i didnt even have the guts to stay alone in that creepy little washroom. so yeah.. we went back. lolxx, interesting place though ;)

What the hell is going on?
omggggggg...
I seriously have the urge to blog right now.
I don't know what is wrong with me.
But obviously I am having some communication problem.
I didnt really quarrel with anyone.
But I feel that I had one with A and B.
I'm sorry for being emotional.
For thinking that much O.o
*sigh*
如果人生有起有落，现在应该是我人生中的最低潮。
我的妈呀~
I really wished that everything will back to the beginning.
*sigh*
I feel a little better after talking to you.
原来心事说出来会比较舒服
thanks :D:D budddddddy!

yesterday, 21st september 2008.
i reached there at 2 pm+
everyone was doing their own stuff.
my partner, poor thing, she was sick and yet she came.
thanks alot .. otherwise i'd hav to dance with the invisible girl :D
sigh.. we practiced.. and practiced.. for several times
till trista's feet.. the skin came out.. ouch!
but.. still not well prepared enough.
we did mistakes from the beginning till the end.
T.T
sad things are meant to be forgotten.
yay! i know u agree with me :D

me n trista

the girls :D

jane jane.

her name is ' 1 2 '.. yat yi.. lolx

all girls.. yet its not complete

still not complete.. lixian and the couple missing.. anyway we're with our teacher ROYCE.. thanks

make dancing as a hobby?
maybe i am thinking too much.
but still, i hope someday i will have some little achievement in it.
;)

I'm falling in love.

love is troublesome.
haha, i recalled of the match.com workshop.
she said, you don't just FALL in love. because love grows between two people.
hmm. i don't know.
i just want to meet him.. more often =)
nothing has to be done.
sitting on a bench in a park is good enough.
as long as i can spend some time, with you, my dear.

nothing much to post lately..
anyway.. a little update about myself for those who hasnt meet me for long time.. lol
i had haircut.
and i.... don't know whether i like it or not.. lolx..
no comment loh?
i juz feel that my head look even smaller.. lolx
sis said i look guy-ish...
the barber spiked my hair.. and omg i cant accept it
not exaggerating but u see, the usual gentle and guai lui huanting..
my bro even asked," u got influenced by tungtung? xD"

act innocent oso not innocent d loh. lolx xD

i dun like d way she spiked it. so i washed it away. *weee.. wind blowing*

lol. and i love turquoise :D

公主病就是把自已想像成童话里面公主,自我感觉非常好,通常这种人都带有自恋倾向。xD so true!

很多人都认为患上公主病病的女孩子都是非常天真带点花痴的感觉,事实上并非如此,患病的人大多数都是心里空虚,渴望被人当作公主般的宠爱而已.




u are not pepsi. but i keep asking for more.
i know i have high expectation.
ok, over-high expectation, which is so sickening.
i am always like this, never changed.
i'm so sorry.
perhaps, one day i will :(
glad i still have my rationality and realised i'm getting this illness again.
everytime i liked someone. DUH.
anyway, 这个病的名称还蛮好听的 x)

......

a smile for new semester!

i went to a camp from 29/8 to 1/9 in peaceheaven, genting

POD camp.. it rocks!! i still haven't get over the feeling in love with da camp yet. lols

here are few pics taken in POD camp...

weih... they are damn cool lo... woah woah-ing

sunrise... this is so cool

i luv d camp and i miss it :) i wanan apologise for my silence-ness lolx it made me hard to get along with i guess. paiseh. haha anyway its nice to know a few of them. keep in touch.