hush.

cute :D

excited to go for swimming xD taken in my room with my phone. i luv the orange lights ^^

sweat sweat sweat... after back from the pool..

we did not swim.. cuz the guard doesnt let us to swim.. scare strike by lightning guah.. haih.. before that we were discussing.. if we striked by lightning.. we'll b the first 2 idiots found dead in pool after being striked by lightning... lols suan le.. next time ba.. lol

p/s: yer.. tung going to taiwan soon... in future.. who is going to swim with me...? T.T ahhhhh tungggggg... babai....

there is something on my mind
i am afraid to make decision
and i think this is the reason, i still haven't made up my mind
until tonight
i feel that i have decided
i am not sure.. i just feel that way..
i am not confident.. i am not ready.. yet
but there's a little voice telling me this is what i should do..
not sure whether am i being rational like i am always NOT
but i learned that.. let it be
appreciate while you still own it
at least you think you do
why worry so much?
it doesnt help anything
whoa.. if i can think like this all the time
i wont emo anymore lols
perhaps, not making decision is consider as running away from problem
but at the same time, i am allowing time to prove and show me the path i should take


"i don't care what ll happen.. i just want to do this..''


first time in my life.. this thinking popped out..
however, at the next second, i doubted
i never wanted to regret, this is why i can hardly make decision
from head to tail.. first to last.. front to back..
i am just talkin crap.. talking about my sudden feeling..
ahh.. dun care first.. just enjoy whatever i have now..
delaying again?
huh.. who cares? theres no due date for it. not like assignment ==


maybe, i should just sit here and wait for things to happen at its own.


something is going on, i know, someone is making a move.

p/s: dun ask me anything if u dun understand. i dun think anyone does. just expressing my feeling here.

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
of course

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
complicated

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
someone who really loves me

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
I always do. But the feeling fades really fast. I won't tell the someone that I love him unless he loves me too.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
At least it feels better than no love. Love feels good and bad at different time.

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
Forget me.

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
"........" since the someone doesnt believe me, why should i say more?

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yes. when I'm touched by what he did and think he doesnt deserve not being loved.

9 ) What's do you like about yourself?
I love myself being honest to people. and then I'm slim! xD

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
its just another way of having fun, in relationship. I used to hate these kinda ppl until I realised its actually .. gaining experience in life?


[[ * PART 2 * ]]
1) Best place to cry?
with someone's arms around.

2 ) Who do you love the most?
myself

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?
wow. I actually dreamed of tung tung barbecue-ing chicken wings with lots of honey for me. *drools* and it was someone's birthday. I saw many people in chs school uniform. ahh. lame like always.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
nope.

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
I really love you.



The last person
-you had a beer with? in a gang ==
-Went to the movies with? json
-talked on the cell phone with? daddy
-u yelled at? noone


In the last week have you
~Kissed someone? no
~Danced crazy? no


Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
don't feel like mentioning here.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
I wish that no one will ever lie to me.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Every corner of the world.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Never.

Are you old fashioned?
no

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
I don't love them back.

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
daddy. i love him.



5 Facts About Me:
playful
emotional
coward
confident
doesnt trust in guys

5 things that scares me
insects
work
ghost
loneliness
human being. who knows what they are actually thinking. excepted for my buddies :D

5 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
There's Nothing - Sean & Paula
抢玫瑰 - 林俊杰&林宇中
Love song - Sarah Bareilles
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
我爱你 - 卢广仲

5 Things I treasure in My Life
my friends
my family
... that's all?

5 important moments in My Life
the day I left kt and came to PJ
in las ulu yam trip :)
passed my driving test
being on the bridge of twin tower with him
esprit camp
being in redang island with family

7 Things I Always Use
s500i baby
pc
nail polish
cash $$
white heels
my purse
pillow :)


tagged:
yan ping
yuk hoong
shawn
sook yee
li may
wen yau
json
jason low (bff) :p

I went times square on wednesday :)
and then pavilion for movie - la lingerie
a lot bras in that movie, in conclusion, not bad ;)

shopping mate :D

cheers~

to A,
I thought I have gained your trust
but recently
you started questioning me
everything i do, everywhere i go
I am not your doll
I might have done something i shouldnt
but I rarely do that
I am already 17 years old
don't treat me like a baby
I love you
is because you are open-minded enough
not like another
enough said.



to B,
its MY HOLIDAYS.
so stop telling me what I should do
I know I am lazy
but its holidays !!!
If holidays isnt time to enjoy and play
when should I play? or rest?
that fella have been resting at home for 3 months without doing anything
pleaseeeeee turn ur head to him before me
#$%#@#

who's cuter?

i know i'm stupid. lol holidays ma. i was bored.

like father like son. lol

haha. i am not really into soft toys. cuz i dun like to share my bed. noticed the puppy? i bought it in spore during primary 6 and actually named it 'jane'. haha so childish that time. kakaka

i woke at 12.30pm..
then rush rush rush..
prepare myself for dance class..
since i was almost late, so i decided to drive there!!!!
wuu.. finally i've got the guts..
but hang on, listen to me first.
i went to car park. and realised the car plat number is gone.
EHH... GONE?
IT'S GONE.
since everything happens for a reason. lol
i guess it shows that i shouldn't drive today.
since if i did, it'll be my first time driving alone, after passing test.

cam whoring.. before the outing..

*wink*

we went to leisure mall for movie the mummy 3.it was ok. but i would say i prefer comedy then. lols xD

after that we went to sakae sushi for dinner in pyramid. kakaka i saw the using monitor to order food thingy in tung's blog. lol

and finally...

since i went out with people who doesnt like to snap pic (grrrrrrrrr... lei hou yea...) so yeah ... no photos available ==

me n bao. kaka but u cant see the toy.




had a wonderful day. thanks for everything. =)

after getting home... we rushed to swim... then i rushed to bath.. then rush back down.. then waited for tung's car to go yamcha~ kaka she can drive already. how great is it. T.T

hoho.. my twinberry milkshake in wongkok.. i think it tasted normal but the other 3 said it was GREAT. so, fine. i simply like the colour of it. purplish, pinkish.. that's why i'm ordering it. lols

group photo without manhoe, kahkiat and shengyi. pbsm gathering.
i think i look good in this photo. kakaka. i know only after saying this, u'll take notice of me. T.T sobs

final exam has come to its end.... :D:D:D:D:D:D

wahahaha... so our gang went to midvalley to celebrate..

and also for meili aka MANLY's birthday... xD

dun ask me why we call her manly..

she insisted us.. lols



ok.. after exam we went to midvalley with DON's car...

while waiting for ah tat to take bath...............



















after meeting up with the others who came with wingsern's car..


we went for lunch at chillis..

girls.....

and the guys.....

next is the VERY TEMPTING PART....

mmmmm... do u smell something........?

DA

DA

DA

DANG!!!!!

starter : TRIPLE PLAY

ah don's grilled salmon :)

and our lamb shoulder... :D:D

one more main course of ours is chicken patamelo something..

didnt take the pic :( anyway it tastes just OKAY la.. so i dun mind.

the meat is too dry.. tho it looks good =X

oh yea, i wanna talk about the lamb shoulder.

it tastes SO DAMN GOOD. OMG. haha i told ghee i am going to order this next time i come xD i love the mashed potatoes... the lamb... oh no oh no... *drools*

it tastes soooooooooo DELICIOUS that u wont want to stop stuffing all of it into ur mouth. DAMN. i started to miss it.

okay now, i'm going crazy for a dish huh? ==

she actually killed the lamb for us. lols. i think she look cute here.

ahdon forced himself to eat VERY SLOWLY to match our pace. kakaka. he almost finished his dish while we are just having our first dish. when wingsern's dish is here. he already finished his. eat faster la. eat.

after that we went to bowl.. ok.. actually is THEY went to bowl..
kakaka.. the only thing i did in cosmic bowl is... err.. camwhoring?

me, g n tul found it boring watching them bowling and then masuk longkang. so we girls went windowshopped. kakaka. xD

anyway, i bought a t-shirt from i=am, and a necklace from teddy tales. kakaka. spending $$ makes me happy. lols

ahhhh.. gotta save $$ la.. nx week wanna go shopping liao.. oops...

that's all for today... lastly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEILI THE MANLY (:

we went penang trip together...

she is always beside me.. since my form 1 year.. hohoho
from we are having the same height.. until i grow taller.. and taller.. and taller.. and.... :D

we amlun people together.. until i together with my bf.. and then broke up.. and together.. and broke up.. and then like this guy.. that guy.. this.. that.. we both always stick together that we are called 'yauzharguai'..

she's beside me.. even when i was drunk @.@

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER. MUACKS<3