一日，带着妈去吃午餐，由于地方有限，所以就跟人家同坐一桌。同桌的是一位六十出头的老人家，我一坐下，他就滔滔不绝地告诉我很多事情，谈到我国政府的时候，他越说越气，听着听着，他老人家告诉我一句，让我不得拍手赞同。他说：“现今的社会，有钱有感情，没钱没感情！”对啊。现在的社会不如以前了，现今的社会残酷现实，势力名利看太重，一点人情味都没了。昔日的亲情，友情，爱情，变得仅一文不值。
最近，爱上两首歌，一直重复地听，简直听进心头去。
“早该知道泡沫 一触就破
就像已伤的心 不腾折磨..”-泡沫 by GEM
“哎哟 哎哟 哎哟 哎哟 哎哟 哎哟
你说你说 我们要不要在一起.." 我要我们在一起 by 范晓萱(萧闳仁版本)
累了，去睡。。晚安~
PS:listening to Jason Mraz-I'm Yours
January 18, 2014
Some people,you thought that they will come in your life and stay with you forever.
Some people,you thought that they are just a stranger for you and leave with you afterwards.
Somehow, the one you thought will leave you, they just stay forever in your life.
Somehow, the one you thought will stay beside you, they just leave without acknowledging you.
Life is like doing an experiment,you never know the conclusion until you see through the process and analyze data.
Those philosopher always teach us to appreciate the people around us,love them, but they never teach us the feeling of hurt when you don't feel appreciated and loved.
Therefore,love yourself more because you will never meet a person like you in the next decade.
January 13, 2014
花漾
一部很有意思的电影－花漾
电影叙述着一对姐妹对爱情有不一样的看法
姐姐相信真爱的存在，妹妹不相信爱情
故事最后，因为某些事情，姐姐不再相信爱情，而妹妹最终被一个一直深爱她的男人救活
这意味着，一个人再怎么相信爱情，终究会被自己深爱的男人伤得伤痕累累，而选择不再相信；一个从来不相信爱情的女人，终究会被深爱自己的男人有所感动，而选择相信。
爱情啊，你还真复杂。。
January 11, 2014
YOLOOOOOO
Three years of study had finally come into the end.I'm happy and sad at the same time.Happy because I'd finally go through this three years without failure of any subject. Guess God had hear my prayer.I'm happy because for all these three years I wanted to achieve at least 3.0 for my cgpa, I studied hard day and night just to make sure I score a B+ for that particular subject. Till the second last semester of final year, I give up. Is like an impossible task for me. But miracle do happen and I believe it.I get into president's list. Double happiness! Seriously, thank GOD for everything. They do see my effort ya.
I'm sad because when graduation means you no longer have to deal with study, assignments, due date, tutorials etc. In other word, I don't get to see or work with my groupmates anymore. I think I will miss them. No argument s, no gossips, I should be happy but then I don't feel any happiness there. Sigh.
Anyway, congrats to me and now is the beginning of a new path-working life!
Never really wanted to work especially I hate to go for job interview. Unless I got tonnes of money for me to spent, or else I have to work damn hars for me to get what I want. I want to buy my very own house at the age of 27, want to open a café at the age of 35, want financial freedom at the age of 40. Marriage? Shall postpone till I meet my Mr.Right. For now, I just want to fight for my career and travel to different country each year.
I'm sad because when graduation means you no longer have to deal with study, assignments, due date, tutorials etc. In other word, I don't get to see or work with my groupmates anymore. I think I will miss them. No argument s, no gossips, I should be happy but then I don't feel any happiness there. Sigh.
Anyway, congrats to me and now is the beginning of a new path-working life!
Never really wanted to work especially I hate to go for job interview. Unless I got tonnes of money for me to spent, or else I have to work damn hars for me to get what I want. I want to buy my very own house at the age of 27, want to open a café at the age of 35, want financial freedom at the age of 40. Marriage? Shall postpone till I meet my Mr.Right. For now, I just want to fight for my career and travel to different country each year.
Today I'd read an article on FB-
10 Things you will be regret if you don't do now!
1. Go for a vacation while you still young
2. Learn at least 2 different languages
3. Understand the beauty of yourself
4. Don't afraid to say " I love you"
5. Don't too concern about what others think
6. Don't continuosly support others' dream till you neglect yours
7. Contribute more to the world
8. Get more advice from your grandparents before they left the world
9. Don't spent too much time on work
10. Live in the moment
We live in this world by caring too much on what peoples say about us. So don't give a damn on these peoples and start to live our own life NOW!
This is what I always tell myself.
Till then, off to bed!
PS:listening to The Neighbourhood- Sweater Weather
January 7, 2014
January 4, 2014
我好想你
最近，很莫名地伤感，很莫名地想掉眼泪，很莫名地情绪低落，很莫名地去听伤心的歌。其实，这一切的莫名，只因我想你了。
一直听着苏打绿－我好想你，心中很莫名地，伤心着。那种伤感，我想你一辈子也不会知道。我们俩其实心里彼此都知道，我们都在玩着一个游戏。看谁认真，那他就被取消资格。结果，我输了，因为我认真了。对于你，其实我一直藏在心里，不想拿出来讲，但经过那一次与一友人深谈，我才发现我放不下你。我放不下我们的回忆，我放不下你与我斗嘴的时刻，我放不下我俩躺在同一张床上聊着天，我放不下你与我讨论着将来的路如何走，我放不下的，太多了。明知道你心里还有很多人，可能少我一个也不妨，你还是会继续走你的路，完成你未完成的梦想。你很幼稚，可你很爱逗我笑；你很随和，可我就是喜欢你那吊儿郎当的样子；你很没品，可你从来不说甜言蜜语的话，而我就是喜欢你的坦白。
我心里的话，你懂吗？你说你不想谈恋爱，但你说待出来社会工作，有了稳定的工资，你会继续追求我。你的表情很认真，我已经分不出你是真是假。我就是那么傻，我相信你说的话，明知道不可能，可我就是爱听。
现在，我不想玩了。我要永远退出这个游戏。我不知道你心里有没有我，但是曾经何时有人说：一个男人心里如果有你，那他不会让你流泪。一个男人心里如果没有你，那你流再多的眼泪，他也无动于衷。
此刻，我只能继续和你保持朋友的关系。
“我好想你，好想你，却不留痕迹。。”
一直听着苏打绿－我好想你，心中很莫名地，伤心着。那种伤感，我想你一辈子也不会知道。我们俩其实心里彼此都知道，我们都在玩着一个游戏。看谁认真，那他就被取消资格。结果，我输了，因为我认真了。对于你，其实我一直藏在心里，不想拿出来讲，但经过那一次与一友人深谈，我才发现我放不下你。我放不下我们的回忆，我放不下你与我斗嘴的时刻，我放不下我俩躺在同一张床上聊着天，我放不下你与我讨论着将来的路如何走，我放不下的，太多了。明知道你心里还有很多人，可能少我一个也不妨，你还是会继续走你的路，完成你未完成的梦想。你很幼稚，可你很爱逗我笑；你很随和，可我就是喜欢你那吊儿郎当的样子；你很没品，可你从来不说甜言蜜语的话，而我就是喜欢你的坦白。
我心里的话，你懂吗？你说你不想谈恋爱，但你说待出来社会工作，有了稳定的工资，你会继续追求我。你的表情很认真，我已经分不出你是真是假。我就是那么傻，我相信你说的话，明知道不可能，可我就是爱听。
现在，我不想玩了。我要永远退出这个游戏。我不知道你心里有没有我，但是曾经何时有人说：一个男人心里如果有你，那他不会让你流泪。一个男人心里如果没有你，那你流再多的眼泪，他也无动于衷。
此刻，我只能继续和你保持朋友的关系。
“我好想你，好想你，却不留痕迹。。”
December 28, 2013
Random. .
I used to update my blog everyday.But now I'm just getting lady to do so.I had alot of thoughts to share, words that I can't explain, feeling that I can't express. Sometimes I wanna write in my blog, just somehow I don't feel like turning on my laptop to write on blog eventhough I online everyday, I just..being lazy..
Gahh..have to cut off this lazyness!
Well, it's going to be the end of 2013, and a new year will come after.
And I'm graduate! Half graduate as my result not yet out, I still can't assure that I will pass my moral.Thanks to my friends who keep on mention that this subject is difficult.
Still, a new long term working life is waiting for me.This time, no more part time job, is a permanent full time job! Unless I found my white horse prince and get married,or else I will be stick on the office chair from 9-5! ! God! What a life..
Ok . Short update here . It's now 4.39am and I shall on my bed now. Good night~♥
November 1, 2013
无题。。
我想。。恋爱了。。
最近，正享受着暧昧的感觉。
可是，暧昧久了，那以前喜欢你的感觉，又再一次地出现了。。
你为人，很好，很癫，爱开玩笑，根本就是符合我要的条件，但是。。姐弟恋，这块东西，我不碰。。
可惜，我们没缘份。。
PS:暧昧让人受尽委屈。。
最近，正享受着暧昧的感觉。
可是，暧昧久了，那以前喜欢你的感觉，又再一次地出现了。。
你为人，很好，很癫，爱开玩笑，根本就是符合我要的条件，但是。。姐弟恋，这块东西，我不碰。。
可惜，我们没缘份。。
PS:暧昧让人受尽委屈。。