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Detox just to retox, And ill promise you anything, For another shot a life. Imperfect boys, With their perfect lives, Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy. half dead semi sweet I live with her all my life She loves Design, but somehow suck at it. Born on the 20 Feb, she is sign of the Fishes Her friends call her Emo Panda tagalert Your Cbox their so hard to forget Kenny.T Yun Rui.L WeiLin.B taking back yesterday December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 take a bow Designer; %chicken/nuggets Basecodes;inspired_love Basecodes;The-curtaincall Hosts: Blogger | Blogskins
Monday, February 26, 2007 at Monday, February 26, 2007
Hello! Lets see.. today is a mon. Well, nothing much happened today. Kinda rotting at home. Haha.. well.. in the morning I went swimming with Minyi. Got sunburned on my shoulder blades. Its pain when I carry my bag la.. haiz. Guess what, with the stupid sun shinning down and with me applying sun tanning lotion.. it seems like I did not grow any tanner la. Haiz.. this is so sad. I WANNA GET TAN! My goodness.. is becoming tan that difficult? Somemore.. it seems so uneven la.. sad! This is the second time I am swimming le. Yesterday just went with sophie. Haha.. ya.. its seems like a pretty weird combination, but its just the both of them that are willing to come out and swim. Initially wanna ask Qh de, but she do not know how to swim.. so gotta ask other ppl out loi. Yesterday was a damn tiring day. After the swim I went down to orchard alone. Pretty boring. Yesterday was Wendy and Melvin working.haha.. I was rot waiting there loi.. waiting for nikki to knock off work. Guess Mel and Wendy also c me till sian liao loi. Haha..Gosh! my skin is so pain! Tml is the 3rd consecutive day that I am swimming le.. wahaha! Sentosa photos :)          Labels: Life' 07
Saturday, February 24, 2007 at Saturday, February 24, 2007
Guess what.. i m at work now right here this moment sitting on the chair after lunch. Today Wendy just came back from malaysia. Yup.. she definately look more radiant and cheerful. Been pretty much emo these few days.. i really dunno y. Maybe i do know the reason but its just that i am in a state of self denial. Denial of everything that has happened around me. Regardless if its good or bad. Pretty much as what i have said, Emoism is the in thing now. Beneathe the always smiling and laughing mask lies the real self. Sometimes i try not to let my thinkings run wild by controlling them. But how many times do u really have that much of self discipline to control yourself. Therefore, i gave in to my thoughts most of the time. Though its not good to keep dwelling on a issue, but it just seems so normal that it gets stuck in the brain. Whether i am happy or sad, its just history,its over,past tense. I really hope that i could join Sze yan and gang in the prostration, but i am stuck here. Gosh.. its just part and parcle of life. Anyway.. on the lighter note, yesterday i just found out that 1 of my friend is getting married soon. That kinda shocked me, but i am happy for him. Cox he has be with his girlfriend for like 10 years? Yep.. just a young chap at the age of 20++. Though i only got to know him through the 98.7 super happy fun time xmas thingy, he is one nice chap. So congrats to him in advance! Labels: me myself
Friday, February 23, 2007 at Friday, February 23, 2007
Haiz.. its just like 2 days after my bdae. I feel so old! OMG! I cant help but to have that feeling. Life is just sad. What can I say about my 18th bdae.. its just pretty normal. Actually expected to be a little bit more wild but its just pretty much the opposite. Not that I am sad or what, but what shop is open on chu san!! So sad to say.. no cake for Jolene. Qh say she wanted to buy a cake for me.. but in the end they could not find a cake shop that is open loi. Therefore I have to go cakeless.haix.. its not that cutting a cake is important or what.. but hello! Its like 18th bdae.. haha.. luckily last time I have a cake to cut when I went out with Wendy, Claire and Melvin. Some may ask that is it good to have ur bdae falling on a chu san? My answer is that NO! Totally not fun at all! However, I had all my friends with me. Andrew, Xiang Jun, Aloy, Serchin, Alvin, Kenneth, Kenny, Xiang Ann, Irwin, Zhao Yi, Minyi, Sophie, QingHui, Sam, Wanjun.(sorry if I missed out anyone). They were really a funny bunch of ppl loi. Haha.. thank goddness that I have them as my friend. For those who do not know yet.. they are the a2 gang peeps. My darlings.my fav group of ppl. Haha.. some funny things happened that day. At Minyi de house, they had voka mixed with ribena. It look kinda purplish.. so we were like hey who wan drink ribena? Cox due to past experience.. we dare not say it out loud. The funny part was that they told Minyi de dad that “ hey uncle.. the ribena was to concentrated. So have to add in some water” haha.. in the end the transparent liquid that was added in was more voka. My goodness.. haha.. but I just could not drink it. The last station was at Irwin de house. That was were me and drew loss some money.. not a lot.. still quite ok la. Though its losing money, but I am sure that we all had a great time.. cox we have fun being a banker. Fun that being a player would not have. Haha.. chim rite? Darn, I accidentally stumbled onto something on the first day of Cny. Its not that thingy ok. Just a piece of news, a letter or rather.. a thought. A thought that seriously upset me.Till now I still could not help but to think of it. A thought that still disturb me. I tried to forget it.. but that’s just too impactful. It happened around 2 years ago. Till this year, it has changed a lot but the thought was just too strong. I wish I had not stumbled across it. How I wish.. though 2 years back I dunno it. But the memories were different how. Its distorted. Its never going to be the same again. Never. Labels: CNY
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 at Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Hello! I have bee rather desperate to write new entries for my blog! However I just could not do that. This is indirectly killing me! Darn..anyway.. today is my 18th bdae. Happy Birthday to me.( it has pass 12) haha..what do I wan for this year bdae? I really have no idea. I am not really wishing or hoping for anything. Just hope that all the peeps that I noe will be well and happy and may they be free from sufferings. Any materialistic things that I am hoping for? Hum.. none in particular.. just hoping to get a lappie soon. Oh yeah.. and hope to slim down soon..(by midyear.. yeah..it dawns onto me.) Sounds rather impossible though.. but I wan my movie treat! Haha.. just joking.. I dun even noe if I will win the bet.hehe.. Anyway.. Jolene is now officially 18.. I really wish that this year would be a smooth sailing year and that I am able to progress as a good designer. Haha..18 means a lot man! I can watch M18 shows, buy cigarettes, officially enter pubs and clubbing, book chalet etc. Yes clubbing.. that ,may sound rather interesting.. but I am not that interested to club. Dun ask me y.. I simply dunno and I could have alcoholic drinks. WHY? Because I have taken my precepts that I need to abstain from alcoholic drinks. Therefore.. that’s a nono.. haha.. some might say that eh.. like that no life leh.. no kick at all.. haha.. but on the brighter side.. it’s a preventive measurement. Melvin! I can enter St James Power Station liao ok! I am not going to be left out! Humpt..haha. Ok.. here is the official list of Jolene’s bdae wishes: -get a lappie asap -slim down -have better design sense as compared to 2006 -try not to let anybody down -have more privacy at home -phone bills cut cut cut down -all friends happie always -all peeps well n happy -peace! -Get a good attachment -Ed and poh continue to teach -Continue to learn dharma -Hav time to learn some street jazz -Get a bf?(haha.. depends.. not the top top wishes) Lunar new year.. hum.. angbaos anyone?haha..being 18 le.. now new year doesn seem as interesting and fun as b4. Me and my cousins are like talking lesser n lesser each year but new faces are popping in the big family. To me, new year does not excit me now except when I can hang out with the a2 peeps. I will be meeting them later.. haha.. so looking for it la.. can see all my darlings again.haha.. its like an auto set day in our mind that annually we will meet up. That’s gd! Haha..i am enjoying this! I will try to upload the pics asap ok! Chios..dots.. now at satay man de house....... Labels: CNY
Friday, February 16, 2007 at Friday, February 16, 2007
haiz.. its has been like more than 2 weeks ever sine i last posted. Because of the stupid google la!I canot even log in to my blog account and anything thati srelated to google i cannot access! Dun even noe what the hell happen to my internet connection. However, acess to other websites are still normal.ARGH!! DAMNIT! 2 weeks. so many things have happened. I came back from the chalet.. its was rather fun.. better than what i have expected. Advanced bdae celebrations with Wendy, Claire and Melvin. haha.. i really am grateful to them for celebrating wiht me. I really enjoy myself. On the next day, i went sentosa with the again.Yep..sunburned.haha.. but i guess that the 4 of us really enjoy ourselves.I never tot that we, as working friends would get along and have as much fun as that day.haha.. to me that was rather amazing. Since this was the kinda like the first job i ever had( excluding the other odd jobs), working with them is so much fun. All the things that we had went through.. especially with sannie. Haiz.. anyway.. that was history.haha.. i am treated better these days. Hopefully that we would have another chance to hang out together again yeah? hehe.. before someone is botak. More recent stuffs are that i went to hav dinner with a2 peeps on v day. Haha.. dun ask me y we met up that day. I guess its friendship love ba. Rite? That day we went to have thai food.To me that doesn really taste thai to me la.Haha.. taste more like chi food.After the dinner, we were rot walking to the hill behind yishun lib. We totally forget that it was v day and there were so amny couples smooching around.. so paiseh. Anyway, we bought a bdae cake for xj. The day b4 was his 18th bdae. haha.. hope he like the cake ya? It was always fun to hang out with a2 peeps. Like 1 big family like that. haha.. we really treasure the friendship among us. =) Sorry for such a long post! But i just couldn't hep it! B4 i am stuck with "no google com" again. haha. Oh ya! before that.. i went out with wendy! haha.. we went to catch HAPPY BDAE as we had free tix.my goodness! I nearly fall asleep in the show la. Not that i am not a sentimental person or what. Its just that i dun really enjoy the show. The storyline is very vague. However.. till the last part, its rather touching la.haha.. nevertheless.. i will rate it as the most boring show that i have ever watched. YEp.. last but not least.. yest i went to have Indian buffet with mj,zy,jh,sf,zw,by,ch,cassandra. yep.. zy treat us to it because she just got her first pay. haha.. thanks! The food was not bad. Its at Chinatown. haha.. weird rite? Indain food at Chinatown.haha.. its really nice to hang out with them too! haha.. but i seldom join them cox i was busy at the wrong time.haha.. thats so much that happened during the past 2 weeks. More to come! New Year is coming!!! meaning..Bdae is coming too! weeeee! haha.. anyway... happy chinese year to all of u out there! so long! chios! Labels: stupid blog |