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Detox just to retox, And ill promise you anything, For another shot a life. Imperfect boys, With their perfect lives, Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy. half dead semi sweet I live with her all my life She loves Design, but somehow suck at it. Born on the 20 Feb, she is sign of the Fishes Her friends call her Emo Panda tagalert Your Cbox their so hard to forget Kenny.T Yun Rui.L WeiLin.B taking back yesterday December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 take a bow Designer; %chicken/nuggets Basecodes;inspired_love Basecodes;The-curtaincall Hosts: Blogger | Blogskins
Tuesday, January 29, 2008 at Tuesday, January 29, 2008
YEAH!!! Finally! eveything has come to an end. No more projects, no more deadlines, no more submissions, no more burning of midnight oils!!! Project offically ended, TOD submission is over and port folio review is done! YEPPIE! Suddenly feel so relaxed. All the loads are off my shoulder for the time being. Yup.. Till 11 Feb, i shall just slack. So not looking forward to ITP. Just found out today that we might have problem with the stuid firm, cox thy claimed that they did not recieve and resume and infomation. Thus, they might not acknowledge us. So we had to send in our resume letter and go down for interview again. Haiz. Why this kinda problem at the start of the year? Problems after problems. HAIX!!! Worried that i might not get a firm. ARGH! Anyways, on a happier note, me, yuhui, xinjie, yunrui and weilin went to Ceni, Suki sushi to eat. EAT EAT EAT! Yeah! Eat with no stress. haha.. we ate till so bloated! Yun Rui eat so many ice cream puff!!! OMG! Haha.. we just ordered and ordered.. though i hav blocked nose, i am able to taste a bit.. wahaha. Hum.. i think xinjie was a bit mad today. Kept laughing and laughing for no reason. Probably coop at home too long le ba. haha. YuHui curled her hair after like 13 times of rebonding. She sure look like a newly married wife. Hehe.. and we were all calling her married yuhui. YuRui even help her choose her kids clothes from TopShop. wahaha. Weilin was eating tons and tons of salmon!!! She is salmon killer!!! OMG! like 2 plates of sashimi!! And things that gotta do with salmon. Haha.. i guess she love salmon. Well.. pictures will speak for itself. So here it is!  YunRui and Weilin.. erms?  This looks better.. hehe    SHSHIIIIIIIIII.. niceEEEEEEEE!!  Labels: Life'08
The Sick Me
Sunday, January 27, 2008 at Sunday, January 27, 2008
YES! Everything has ended.. left with the port folio review on Tue, which i guess i will start tml. just feel like slacking today. I am pretty worried about my Journal and Essay cox i had a late submission. As usual, i was printing my stuff in the library and it was slow. Handed my things in at 10.05am. Soo Yin said that it would be straigh ZERO right after 10.Oh wells, i hope thy wont be so strict. But its always hard to predict. The lecturers are training us for the real world scenerio whereby once u are late, u lose the job. In this case, we are going to suffer, cox the grades suffer. Haiz.. so i am really worried. I pray hard!!!! Oh well.. i offically lose my voice today. Cant talk at all! So i shall be mute for the whole of today. I hope tml it gets better.. if not i will have to visit the doc tml. I also got no voice to tell him whats wrong with me la. Haiz. All thanks to yesterday all the straining of voice. Yes.. haha. Feel sick today. Although the horrible cough is better, but i still got block nose ( i cant smell anything ), no voice, and everytime i cough, i got headache, plus i am having stomache. I dunno what is happening. But its just giving me misery. Longest time that i have been sick. It has been for 2 weeks ald. Arggh! My head is splitting apart! Was emo yesterday. I also dunno what happen. Standing at one corner and dun even bother to entertain other ppl. One thing i appreciate was that thy still ask me if i am ok, checking if i am surviving when i start coughing. Yep! Anyways. yest was just boring. Haiz. Labels: Life'08
ALL IT ENDS TONIGHT
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 at Wednesday, January 23, 2008
FINALLY! The stupid project is over!!! After 6 mths of long long torture.. ALL IT ENDS TONIGHT! Haha.. this all american's reject song is just to apporaite. Amazingly, although the project has ended( for my Tekong grp ), i still do not feel relax. Cox i still have to do TOD(Thoery of Design) journal n essay. Something that i cant even understand no matter how many times i read. So normally we just crap through. The only thing we always tell ourself is Crap is Crap, but nid to make sense also. So i guess i am gd at crapping.. Haha..The submission for this TOD thingy is this fri and 10am. So tonight and tml i cannot slp le. If i slp, i sure cannot finish my things. Ya.. haiz. PLUS! TUE got port folio review. Gotta arrange all my work in the past 1 yr and lay everything nicely out for them. Ya.. But, i am still glad that the Tekong project ended. I guess some of u guys know how much i am being tortured ba. haha.. The project ended beautifully! Though we were the last among the 4 groups, i guess the SAF ppl we impressed by the renderings and model that we hav presented to them. The comments were both negative and positive, but its nt that negative too. This time round the crit was soooooooooooooooooo much more better than the interim crit. The renderings impressed most of them and i would say its gd. Though they say its a bit posh, but as long as we cut down the cost, it sld b quite ok. I am taken aback when the lecturers told us that we had a decent set of construction drawing. They can literally take the drawings and show the contractor. Haha.. i am happy when thy said that! Its hard to have a good set of construction drawing! And i mean it. I take like 1 week to complete one thing. And i have been facing the stupid autocad programme for like 3 mths? Though shorter as conpared to others, but its still torturing! If u hav seen us drawing, you will know it. So me and XinJie is so darn happy! Though our panel was handed in late, and for that grading purpose, we are going to get zero, but the rest turned out well. XY was devastated and she kip crying when she know that the panel cannot b graded. After all, all her hard work, not sleeping, all went into drain. If i were her, i will cry too. So Ya. Labels: school'08
Monday, January 14, 2008 at Monday, January 14, 2008
Had a tough day today. Reached YuHui house at ard 1.30 pm to do model. Chiong till now.. almost finishing ba. Left some things here and there and the stupid lightings. 12 hours le.. sitting on the floor cutting and spraying cutting and spraying. I am have a backache. Haiz. Wat to do.. gotta finish wat i gotta finish. I am pretty worried abt out panel, journal, ppt, material board, drafting, rendering. I am so afraid that we could not finish on time. I feel like i could go crazy almost any time. There are just so so many things to do and only 4 more days till submission. Haiz. Although this is the last 100m sprint, i can almost feel like i am breaking down, letting go. But i cant, i need to suvive and tahan through this stupid project. This is a 3 mth project. Longest project ever! It takes quite a lot of stamina and endurance to do this. So no matter wat, i will hav to do it. Feeling damn heartache now, and badly need a choulder to cry on. Just hve this sudden feeling that i did something wrong, something hurtful. I shouldnt have said that kinda thing. I just wanted to cry. I wanted to sms sista, but i held back. I shouldn't hav vent my feelings on her. She is innocent. I didnt mean to say things that hurt and now i really regret. Sometimes i just wanted someone to know how i feel, but i know thats hard. I wanted to call her or sms her now. NOW~! but i didn't. I know she is feeling sian. Sometimes i wanted so badly to cheer her up, but i dunno how. I guess i make things worst ba. I just feel so retarded right now. Labels: Life'08
I LOVE MY SISTA!
Sunday, January 6, 2008 at Sunday, January 06, 2008
Yesterday was considered as my last night of freedom before i start chiong on my project. 13 more days to go.. and tons n tons of things to be done! More nights of nt sleeping and feeling damn shag. Oh well, thats my life as a interior designer. I guess all courses are like that. So gd luck to all of us. Sudden just feel like blogging this entry. Yesterday night i was feeling mixed emotions and was pissed off with everything. Pissed off with the world, pissed off with everything, pissed off with myself. Yeah. Its nt cox sista was feeling frustrated and nagged at me. No. It was purely some other stuff. Went to buy fishball noodles, i asked sista to acc me. She did. Haha.. and suddenly i was telling her "Eh, i so pissed of now. Dun come and irritate and la." She knows i am joking with her la.. cox when i am pissed, i dun entertain ppl. Haha.. Nevertheless, sista was being a super nice person! She was pacifying me and trying to make me laugh. haha.. and i even told her "our sistahood ends tonight!" Haha.. but i am touched by the words she said. She said that "dun u try to shake me off! We will b sistas till the end de ok!"I seriously am touched. Though i might be talking angry talk, but deep down, i am glad. Really. During the night, i just feel nauseous and sick, so i stepped out for a moment. Sista saw me stepping out, she immediately followed me. Talked with my friend on the phone for a moment and stoned outside a bit. Sista knew i was feeling emo that time.. and she took the effort to cheer me up. She took a stupid photo of herself and set as wallpaper. Haha.. that really cheered me up. I mean. no one has ever cheered me up this way, and it only seem to happen in tv drama. Sista tried to solve my problem with me, but i did nt say anything. Cox i know she is burdened enuff with her own stuff, so i dun wanna add more stress to it. Haha..i am nt that burdened with stuff, plus, sometimes the time is nt right. I feel so blessed to have a sista like this. One that is there to show my sorrows, my happiness,to chill out with, to cheer me up by doing random stuff. Though its a small action, but i just makes me love my sista more. Coming back to reflect on myself, it seem like wat i hav done for my sista is so miminal. When she is emo abt her life, the best i can do is to listen to her problems and sometimes giving "solutions"that doesn work. I tried to cheer her up, but i guess i am nt gd at it. Cant even bring a smile to her. Haiz.. i feel that i am like the bad person, taking advantage of everything that i hav. Oh well.. i will make sure that i will b a better sista!! and i will always be there! Yeah! Though i may nt b gd at cheering ppl up, but i can lend u my ears and my shoulders! Its always there for u. My new yr resolution for my sista is that MAY SHE ALWAYS BE HAPPY IN THE YEAR 2008 AND EVERYDAY IS A COLOURFUL DAY FOR HER. MAY ALL HINDRANCES AND OBSTACLES BE CLEARED AND FIND SOMEONE THAT DEEPLY APPRECAITES YOU. I LOVE MY SISTA FOREVER!! LOVE YA! Labels: Sistahood '08
The First day of 2008
Wednesday, January 2, 2008 at Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Yeah! Its 2008 peeps!! Haha.. a brand new year, a brand new beginning. Yes! The start of the year, went quite ok.. until night, this get a bit off. Yesterday a2 ppl went aloy house to countdown. His house damn damn big! Got his own kbox room and jacuzzie! OMG OMG! I love his house! Fall alseep at ard 4.30am, cox really too shag le as the day b4 i didnt really slp. Woke up at ard 6.30am and thy were preparing to go home. Walked all the way home.. and the first song i heard in 2008 is GIMME MORE! Wahaha. Reached home and slept like a pig till 1.30pm. In a state of denial.. cox really dun feel like doing my projects. Its too many things to do le. Haiz. I keep staring at the com and do other stuff, but nt projects. Force myself to read the stupid bk and make sure i undertand. Was chatting with sista at the same time.. haha.. it feels gd to hav someone to cheer u on when u r on the verge of giving up. It gives a extra boost. So fast, its time for sista to go. Initally was quite ok.. but a few hours pass by and i suddenly miss sista. I also dunno y. Maybe cox sista is always there for me, than suddenly she nt here, feeling a bit vacant. Like something is missing. Hum.. sista! Sat faster come! Than at night, i am doing my project.. hum.. listening to the song Tattoo.. its damn nice! Till just now, i am rudely disturbed by some biatch. Really cannot stand her! ARGH!! Dun even bother to talk to her. Though 2007 is full of ups and downs, affected me and my dear wans, made me cry the most, its all over! The new 2008 will be bright and cheerful and better than 07! But thankful for some things that happened in 2007, i gained something precious. Yeah! Labels: Life'08 |