Thursday, May 29, 2008 at Thursday, May 29, 2008
Damn it.. weilin commented that I am nt suitable for this blog skin. Oh well.. i just like the transparent thing moving up and down. So ya.. haha.. I dun love it cox it says something abt EMO. Yes yes.. she commented on my blog skin yesterday at GEMS. Speaking of that.. i could just bang my head on the wall and DIE! I hate my gems!! I am an idiot in software and gadgets, and yet, i am learning html codes? wth! So i guess i probably just pass away peacefully during that html code assignment yesterday after struggling for 1.5 hrs. Haiz.. watever.. i just wanna pass this damn module. I HATE HTML CODES!!!!
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Hum.. school holiday! Today is the last day of school.. and i guess i would probably camp at home for the next 3 weeks, unless my frds ask me to go out. GSS is here.. and i probably cant do much of a shopping spree cox i am broke!! Haiz.. i am dying at home!! My mum is nt speaking to me,, haiz.. so watever la. She is angry with me for going out till morning than come home. Yesterday and the day before, i have been going out with XinJie. She wanted to buy jelly shoes for her China trip. Great! Dun hav to stuck in Spore. She is finding alllllllll sorts of reasons to buy new things.. wahaha.. I just couldnt be bothered.
Went town with her to buy her shoe.. and this is wat we did in a retro shop at Far East. Maybe I sld buy the specs? wahaha. and wear it out

The next day.. we went to Ikea to buy boxes to contain all the models that we had done.. yes.. and the hotdog bun is nice!!!! and cheap!!!! wahaha.. and we saw a lot of children rooms there.. all so colourful and bright and fun. Wat a life these children had these days.. haiz.. and my childhood? Oh well.. better nt compare.
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Sunday, I finally went clubbing again and of course i lose my bet. So i am going to kip my words and buy Long Island Tea for Zach. haha.. when i got the money that is. That day.. finally get a chance to mit the legendary Sasha that i have been hearing on and on. So ya.. he was quite tall.. wahaha. First impression, dun really like him.. but after hanging out for a while, I found that he was quite friendly and nice and... shy? ( I am nt trying to be hypocrit, but thats really wat i think) How the night ended.. Hum.. forgot abt that. Oh ya.. and thanks Drew for accompanying.
Oh ya.. before we went to st james, I met up with Zac and Louis first. KNN!!!!! THY MAKE ME WAIT FOR 1 HOUR? HELLO!!!!!! Blacklisted!! stupid wan lor!!!
This is taken when i am superrrrrrrrrrr bored.
Taken randomly.. wat caught my eyes was the father and daughter love.
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Saturday, May 24, 2008 at Saturday, May 24, 2008
I guess I have made the right decision. Seeing how things are now, I am glad. Though part of me is dying, but i will pull myself together. The pain will cease through time.
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at Saturday, May 24, 2008
Just survived through the first submission of the year and I would say that i am rather disappointed with myself for not having a full submission. I have nobody to blame but myself. I just wanted to do well in the final yr and not to cock up things. Saying that, i guess i will just have to work harder the next time round and make sure that all my things are submitted and complete on time.
Having reached home at ard 7pm yesterday, i died on my bed immediately. I was so super shagged. Had been chionging since 3pm on thuday to 3pm on friday. No rest, but only work work work. Of course there were quite a few friends that worked through the night like me. (nothing new) Yesterday, Louis and Zac smsed me almost at the same time, one after the other. I was actually kinda touched by them. Although i didnt really know them for quite a long time, but they would actually smsed me after my submission and ask me how is my submission and how am I doing etc. And again, almost at the same time, both of them kip asking to go home and get some rest that i am deprived off. Haha.. sometimes i just feel the chemistry between them.
(somehow I think that YunRui will say that i am contridicting myself?? Hummmm)
Things are starting to change around me and i am hope that i am coping with it pretty well? Keeping everything to myself is probably the only way out. I dunno who i can go to or how much longer i can survive with this. On and off, i will receive news and the news never fail to kill me. Leaving me dead. It never fail to affect me and my mood, but i am proud to say that i manage to brush the feeling aside and do my things first. I just dun feel like talking about what i feel about the situation now. I am getting more and more immune to the situation as time goes by. Probably even to the extend that i no longer care, or rather.. there is no need for me to be there to care for and worry about. What is done, is done. Changes are inevitable, and i am accepting that as part of my life. Like it or Not? It will always be there.Labels: Life'08
Monday, May 19, 2008 at Monday, May 19, 2008
So lazy to blog nowadays.. and my blog is soooo not frequently visited.. haha..so i guess blogging just for my own pleasure. All so tired now and having a pair of swollen eyes. Nightmare.. dun even wanna talk about it. Tml is Vesak Day!! lala.. haha..
As usual, Monday aka the all lecture day, as B~O~R~I~N~G~!!! Lectures after lectures... haiz.. Anyway.. i just gave in and slept through the 2 hours of Intech in which the lecturer dun even care if we are listening to her. Haha. sometimes i just pity her. We eat, sleep, shout in her class.. but she dun really mind.. as long as we do our things and submit on time. However, as a class tradition, i dun think anybody has started on the "class assignment" that we are suppose to do. haha.. probably in the end, the copy was zap like 20 copies and the whole class submit it up. haha..
This is YunRui trying to eat up the Cookie Mirror
And then trying to feed Cookie Monster with Cookie! Ma bay say that since she is carry a cookie monster bag, her bag muz contain cookies.. so ya.. COOKIES~~
Our little Doreamon drawing contest. Pink by contestant Jolene, Black by acclaimes Doreamon-lover Ms Bay, and the Blue wan is by YunRui!!! lalala.. i think my doreamon was cute!!! Its SEXY OK!
This pic was taken dunno when.. but i think i kinda got XinJie's disease of sleeeping in class.. haha.. but she is the more well-known go where sleep where princess.. lol..so YunRui decide to do an ugly face to compliment this picture.. wahaha
Well.. if u wanna see how we look while we are sleeping in class.. go to my link and search for Yunrui.. u will see!! haha.. oh ya.. and that Monday.. i was really entertained by "MICKEY MOUSE!!!!"joke and the " 两只小鸟 ".. lol.. really LMAO!!!
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Sunday, May 11, 2008 at Sunday, May 11, 2008
And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say Bye bye
This song is just screaming out loud what I am thinking right now. I cant even do anything right now, but to just hope for the best. Sometimes I just feel like shutting off everything and stay in my little own world. No sms, no msg, no email, no NTH!!! I am sick and tired! Time and chances are not given.. no no they aint give to me at all.
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008 at Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Last saturday I went to St Mary's Church along with Xin Jie, Yun Rui and Weilin. Overall, i would say that its a very very nice church. Although this is the third that i went to a church, i am very impressed with the overall design of this church. Its very spiritual and of course a lot of Cross within the architecture building itself. Though its a church in the small small Singapore, i really like the design of it. And at that very moment, i was thinking of what would I do if i ever had the chance to step into "Church of Light"or "Water Temple" builted by my favourite architect Tadao Ando or even RonChomp by Le Courbusier. I guess i would probably sink into the beauty of the architecture itself. The pictures that were shown to us in lectures just don't do and justice to the architecture itself. No matter how great the lecturers claim the place to be, its just pictures that we see. To really let us understand whats so great about that place, we hav to be there to experience it. FIELD TRIP MAN! OVERSEAS TRIP! but too bad! the Lego Michelle said that he dun wanna be responsible for us KIDS! COMEON! we are all 18/19 and above TEENAGERS! argh... that Lego man.. just piss me off. I just wanna dismantle him!!! Buzz.. watever.. cant be bothered by him. (anyways.. lego man is my lecturer!)

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Thursday, May 1, 2008 at Thursday, May 01, 2008
Lying on the bed just now, i finally accept something. When your advice is not being accepted or not executed, probably the best way is to let loose. Just like a volin string being pulled too tightly, it will just snap. Why not make the world a better place for us to live in? You let loose, and the other parties are happy. Happy happy ending. Afterall, why torture yourself, making oneself miserable when people dun appreciate you and go through all the time and effort to let the party see your point of view.
Yes.. i am letting loose to make everybody a happier person, be it myself or the other party since holding back proves that it will just cause more misery in one way or another. Though its a bad feeling and i am feeling bad right now, but i believe in the long run, results will pacify this very bad feeling
Labels: Life'08