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Yang Arif yang SANGAT bijaksana: Counsel, saya tidak nampak apa kena mengena antara tuntutan Plaintif dengan prosiding yang sedang berjalan di arbitration kerana pihak-pihak adalah berlainan..

AKU yang bengap: Yang Arif, pihak-pihak di prosiding arbitration adalah kontraktor utama dan majikan yang terlibat dalam projek yang melibatkan tuntutan Plaintif di dalam ini. Maka, kecacatan kerja yang akan dikenalpasti di prosiding arbitration akan turut melibatkan pihak-pihak di sini kerana melibatkan projek yang sama, maka kerugian yang dikenalpasti di arbitration, turut sama melibatkan kerugian pihak Defendan bla bla bla.. Defendan bercadang ingin meminda tuntutan balas berdasarkan final award yang akan diputuskan oleh arbitration.. bla bla bla...

Yang Arif memang sangat bijaksana: Walaupun melibatkan projek yang sama, saya masih tak nampak apa kaitannya dengan kes kita sekarang..

Aku bodoh giller: Hmmm.... Yang Arif, saya percaya, mengikut pemahaman saya.....

Yang Arif (kau memang bijaksana): (maki hamun) Pengalaman kamu??? Saya sudah 30 tahun berpengalaman dalam bidang kontrak ni, tapi saya tak nampak apa kena mengena prosiding tu dengan kes kita sekarang...! Kamu nak mengajar saya bla bla bla..

Aku: ** pulakkkk***

Yang Arif: bla... bla... Counsel kamu jangan ingat Mahkamah ni tempat nak main main bla bla bla... cik haryati bla bla bla.....

Aku: **** Asal suara kau kuat giller****

Yang Arif: Bla bla bla bla ***hampir setengah jam*** Berapa tahun pengalaman kamu dalam bidang construction law, cik haryati?

Aku: Tahun pertama, Yang Arif. Baru melibatkan diri dengan construction law.

Yang Arif: Habis tu, kenapa tadi kamu cakap 'mengikut pengalaman saya'? baru terlibat tapi kamu nak ajar saya?

Aku: Erk.. ***Fuck, ko ni pekak ke? aku cakap pemahaman la.. bukan pengalaman..**

Yang Arif: Kalau ikutkan hati saya, saya strike out counter claim kamu ni. Interpretor, tarikh.... Bila keputusan arbitration?

Aku: 29 Mei, Yang Arif.


WTF? Nak mintak pospon sementara tunggu keputusan arbitration pun kena ker maki aku?

I went out from her chamber, dengan penuh perasaan marah, and all the lawyers yang waited outside terdiam sebab suara hakim tu maki KUAT GILLER ok....

Lawyer 1: Oh my god, why she shout at you?
Me: Well...

Lawyer 2 (muka stress giller): My turn is next and you put her in a very bad mood. Nice...!
Me: Haha. Good luck...

Well ok, that's it. Pagi tadi kena maki dengan hakim yang maki sesuka suka hati dia just because she CAN and well, aku pulak cannot argue ahhhh thats it!

I've reached my limit. You see, I took up law just to satisfy my dad. I let go the offer from mmu sebab Ayah suruh involve in a professional field kan. Engineer, doctor or lawyer. Huh. So I struggled through out the 5 years in uni. Literally struggle, ok. Bukan sebab aku bodoh (trust me) tapi sebab giler bosan dan langsung tak seronok. Hate hate hate. Full of hatred.

Then after uni I had no choice but to proceed with chambering and of course to practice law after that. At first, I decided to give myself a chance to try. I might become a very good lawyer ker mana lah tau kan. "Takper, cuba dulu 2 tahun.." that was what I thought la.

Sedar tak sedar, gosh, this is my third year practicing and I never been happy with my job. Never, yes NEVER. And I seriously dont know why am I still practicing?? They dont pay me any good salary pun! d'ohh!

Yer yer yer, tahu... jangan kerana dimaki oleh perempuan yang tengah PMS, aku akan give up. Weh, tak boleh maki orang sesuka hati ko, ok.... Paling tak best, I was in a situation where I HAVE TO be polite sebab kalau dia strike out counter claim aku, mati aku nak menjawab dengan client. Dah la claim setengah juta giller ke apa. So, tadaaahhhh jer la.. Tak suka la kena maki.

Huh, I've been complaining about my job too many time you know. Stratszal asked me to quit and do something that can make me happy (he soooo sweet always want me to be happy ok dah dah). He said I can open up my own business and he'd be happy to invest the capital but he said I need to figure out what business I'm interested in. Jangan hangat-hangat taik unta.

Hmm... Elin ajak bukak butik. But, eversince I left school, I always wanted to teach in a kindergarden because I love kids. Sangat. I think I can handle them 100 times better than I handle judges and bosses and fussy clients. Tapi jadik cikgu tadika, I am so over-qualified! ;p

Ok, that's it. I'm opening my own nursery and kindergarden. Do your reserach now, yatt!

Anyone in?

chop, apsal tajuk entri selsema babi? Aku nak cakap pasal apa sebenarnyer tadi...?

Eh benci lah. Aku kot yang pms.

My Srikandi sister, Yanna just gave birth to a pair of adorable baby girlS. They got married in 2006 and after been waiting for quite a while, they were finally blessed with twins. Double the joy. Congrates, Yanna! Gambar baby tu sangat comel and I can't resist not to curik the pict and put it here.. Ngeee.. ;D

Anyway, wedding Yanna so far adalah wedding Srikandi yang paling best aku pernah pegi. Haha. Ok, sebab ada mini gathering and ada bbq dan aktiviti di tempat pantai.. Hehe.. ;D

Rakan-rakan, cergas-cergas dah tak sabar nak pegi our 10th year anniversary! Jadik ke tak jadik ni?

Well anyway, I always have soft spot for babies.. Memang sejak azali lagi, kawan-kawan selalu berkata yang sifat keibuan aku terserlah. Muahahaha... Masa Apai's newborn Zahra kena demam panas last week, punyer lah aku membebel, sampai Apai labeled me as ibu mithali. I take that as a compliment. Haha.. Aku akan dilempang ker kerana poyo?

Sebenarnya just nak cakap, tengok gambar baby, teringat my youngest anak sedare. aloh aloh aloh.. dah petah cakap dah.. hensem plak tu. Tapi nakal ya ampunnn..!

I've been wanting to write about this since Saturday. But I just don't find the right words.

Throughout this decade of friendship, I was always there, and I always know what to say to make her feel better, and I always know what to do to cheer her up. Always. At school, I used to write cute notes to wish her good luck in exams, or to help her through any sad moments. Everytime she had to go through another break up, I was always there to convince her that she deserves someone better and that someone better is just out there, waiting. I always know what to say to make her feel better. Always.

But last friday, when she lost her dear father, I'd lost all the comforting words. When she cried, I cried along. When scream, I scream along in my heart. I seriously didn't know what to do, or what to say, except being there, and cried along. I know, I didn't help that much. I was there through out the funeral. I sat beside her during the talkin. I hold the umbrella for her mother. I hold her mother's hand everytime she breakdown. I talked to her poor sister on the phone. I did almost everything, except saying a word. Sumpah, aku tak tau perkataan apa nak cakap.

My dear Hanisz, I am so sad.. Very very sad. Sampai tak terkata. I woke up crying last two nights, because I still carry the burden of your sadness. I still stare at the ceiling, flashing back that moment when you cried and screamed. I love you so much. And you know it breaks my heart that you have to go through this. I want to help you through this hard time. But I dont know how. I seriously dont know how.