Just As I Am

Finally, the last day of 2006.

It's been seemingly long year for me.

Anyhow, thank God for bringing me thru every part of it and for people who stamped a footprint in my life. (=

Let 2007 be a better year, for me, for all.
Amen.

it's been raining
muscles aching
cause of trainings
hence im ranting

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random:
Dark clouds overhead
I wish I was lying in bed
The teacher talks on
And it only makes me yawn

-some dumb poem done in class in sec 4-


a senseless post this is.

it's gonna be a short week left.

Projects
Baddy Camp.
PJ thing.
Service(?!)
Watchnight.

-end-


Carpe Diem - Seize the day!

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just got the programme for badcamp.
WONDERFUL time, i'll surely have.

I've heard only of scrambled eggs, not scramble walk. Found this along Raffles some time ago.

A week more till break ends, school reopens, more projects and final exam. Not forgetting CNY somewhere nearing exams. After all that is over, I shall have my semester break!

A week more till the year 2006 closes its chapter.

A week more till I embark on my going-on-eighteenth year on Planet Earth.

A week more till a new beginning...

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I'm not ready for the new year. Cuz I really want a New year. Not lugging things from 06, not being lost & confused, not bringing the same heart/attitude/perspectives to 07.

Something inside me changed this year, I think. Something I can't comprehend; a state of malaise perhaps.

As how an older friend of mine understood from my state, I'm at the stage of holding/clinging on in the spiritual cycle. Somewhere between maturity and decline stage of the Product Life Cycle (PLC), if you do take mktg. heh.

But, if I'm like that, how am I to continue with the people God entrusted to me.

And, I know without the people He placed in my life, I wldnt have continued on. It's really the Master's divine plan. I marvel. I wonder. How different people are, when alike in Spirit come together, are able to get along.

Til the next time.

*Hold me in Your arms Never let me go
I wanna spend eternity with You*

Along the road called life
It all comes down to holding on
Firmly to your beliefs & values
Especially when you see a road block
When somehow you can't get past
Everything else's zooming all too fasto
Time to stop, see the road signs, read it
Follow on, each step of the way, trusting.
Believing it'll take you to your destination
And when you finally reach
You will understand that it's all worth it.


Camp is here. First time in jas' history that she's not gg full camp! bleah~
To all, I hope you come back transformed and refreshed.
To God, I would like to request for a heart surgery and brain scan. Clear the clog of fog and let me hold on.
To me, keep going!

Three years down the road
Where will you be heading
On the path of the Master's
Or the opposite path of disaster


Just another short post before I continue to try to mug.

I was surfing blogs. Came across certain church members ones. And... thoughts just evoked. They were kids who grew up together, playing pranks, being mischievous etc, or so I heard. Not sure when the relationship was forged, but about a couple of decades later, firm and strong they're still going. Serving their hearts out in the different ministries, building God's Kingdom.

It's refreshing, sometimes, to read not only about how passionate they are, but showing their love to our Saviour in explicit ways. Not without struggles and trials of course, but also with faith and perseverance.
Encouraged, I am...

Then I wonder...

Five years down the road... Maybe three years, after I shld graduate, how will things be like? The people; the ministries.
Who built his house on rock, whose on sand.

My thoughts can't really be translated to words here. Maybe my vocabulary's like a vacuum, but gonna try anyway. Maybe somewhere in between excited and doubtful/anxious?!

So much can happen within a week. What more a fortnight, month, year, decade... you get what I mean...

And I pray that not only I, but we, as fellow children of God, will be faithful to our calling...(=

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Mid sem tests are on their way. I'm anxious but I don't seem to feel the urgency enough. =/ aiye! Okay... *poof* -disappears-

My image/layout is back!!! (Back to normal!)

Muahaha... (= A miracle or what?!!

"Bandwidth Exceeded"
Just when I decided to change the layout...this had to happen. Drats. (Not that I know exactly what happened or what caused it. But I suppose the image "expired" or smth?!) Anyway... this is SO infuriating. And I (and you) have to bear with it till there's time to re-do this. Unless any of you kind souls out there are willing to help. (= heh. But til then, it's just words words and nothing but junks and chunks of WORDS... OH! I can post pics! hoho. Arh, wish I knew how to do editing imaging html-ing and those computer stuff. But I'm just not a comp saavy person. Not at the moment least. (thankfully I didn't get my first choice for selection of course)

Anyway, I reckon time will just fly by from now till end of the year. Next week's the mid-semestral test week + camp. Followed by Christmas and then New Year! Kinda scary how time passes so fast. Moving on. Everyone must move on. Things still go on...

Reflections another time perhaps?! If there's even any to share. Till then, procrastination KILLS. I feel the murderer's footsteps. Better run!