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Heehee.... well, just managed to finish rendering some of the materials for the 3D max homeworks and so i went to SJ's board to see again.... last nite go see then there is the 'Country selection' option for all to put. Then a lot of China ppl kept commenting that 'Taiwan' shd be deleted frm the country selection option loh as accordingly to them, Taiwan is part of China and therefore don need to put it in... i was like 'WTF??'.... ok, i'm not bias or wat cos I'm a mix of Taiwan & S'pore, but those China ppl are really over-doing and too much in what they post there le... it seems like they are out there against the Taiwan ppl loh...
I posted some replies to them telling them not to kick up such big fuss over it and it's sooo nonsense loh. Tell them to treat it as the current location where u are in oso can mah. But they are sooo damn stubborn and can't stop posting those disturbing content entries. Well, it's soo sucky and they blame the company for putting the 'Taiwan' in the country selection. I almost cursed there but i didn't as it's SJ's board and i oso don want to add on to the mess as well. And today, the board admin had taken away those nonsense post le!! Soo happy sia!! Now i really sort of dislike those China ppl sia...
Today i lent my com skill book to Derrick mah, then after that we held the mock interview for the next 2 groups. Quite interesting but we end up ending lesson at 3:40pm or so.... lesson supposed to end at 3pm sia... nvm lah. Then later Huang pass back my bk to me and after some time he suddenly said, ' U didn't check ur com skill book?' I was sort of puzzled so i took it out and flip thru... orh... i see... there are some worddings and scribblings (Tu Ya) in my book.... well... i was thinking 'Dont think it's Derrick....' So i asked Huang who did it and Huang confess it's him. -_-" Really little devil leh... soo ppl out there cannot be fooled by his cute and guai look on the surface. He got really good 'acting innocent' skills when he 'disturbs' ppl.
Sian... got new pimples on my faces... thought i already old liao (why still got 'Qing Chun Dou)?
O>_
FiOh
Lately very very the tired... finally go buy the BoA's Jap Single: Nanairo no Ashita - Brand New Beat / Your Color (been out for some time le, but haven't compare the price with online store mah... compare le then decided to buy in S'pore rather than via the site) but haven't got the time to open it, listen to it and watch the DVD, i haven't even open the plastic covering sia. It seems like i have a very damn poor time-management so i think i shall work on it or else i'll die in my 3rd year of study.
Watch X-Men The Last Stand movie last saturday with my siblings, a nice show, but sort of sad ending lah... many ppl died!! T-T. Again as usual i work part time on the weekends so usually monday go sch very vampy face... that's y must put on some make-up to cover the scary face... so pale like corpse... (=X) Few days back brought the FFVII Movie Advent Children Movie Soundtrack, becos of the nice songs in there, esp the One-Winged Angle. Nice!! Classical and Rock at the same time, wat a wodnerful combination of music genre!! *^^*
Btw lately rushing thru the 3D max hw so very tired... slept at 2am plus today and wake up at 5am plus... sad... very tired, so tired that i fall asleep on and off during NE class... then i sort of into 'high' and 'hyper' mood sia (due to lack of slp). But still haven't finish with all the hw, the rendering sooo damn long... wau lau eh loh... O>_
Just read Lucify's blog and Misaki was there boardcasting he no gf... but ppl saying got one cute gal waiting for him for very long during the recording session. I'm more interested in the 'you nai xing' de gal sia... some more ppl say she's cute. Heehee, anyway it doesn't really concerns me abt Misaki's no gf fact lah, anyway with his standard he got a long 'Q' of gals to pick a gf frm de lah, somemore the typical gal type (most guy's fav) is damn lot. Sure easy to pick one. Hahaha.
NAFA so tiring today... nan de the Standing Board Jump i break my own usual 150 cm plus sia, i jumped 170cm today!! So happy... and pull up i did the full 18 (which they say its A for 18, but then they gave me 4 marks instead of the full 5... weird hor?) Then the sit-up oso my another best, 35 (full marks again). But as i seriously suck at sit-&-reach, shuttle run and 2.4Km (if run 27 sec faster can get a pass) so i didn't get to get any award at all... quite sad lah... total pt only 14... T-T. Jasmine so PRO at sit-n-reach sia!! Soooo flexible, but other station she sort of gave up, keep laughing.... not very good leh.
Think tml die die, so tired. Already aching over my shoulders sia... T-T
FiOh
Hmm... long time never blog le... any reader missing my blog entries already? I guess nope ba... so 'wu lu'. LOL
There's a lot of happenings in my daily life lah, but just that sometimes i get too busy and sometimes i didn't manage to 'book' the 'pc' to use... got lots of undone homework as a result of this... so sad lah.
Finally today got to 'book' the pc... but after so much time i only manage to sort of complete the texturing for the 3DMRA homework sia... the Die. Here's what my life like in this week:
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Monday 22/5/06
- Lab Test on ActionScript during Chan's lab, woah, damn chim and difficult to do even with the hints and part of the codes given.... T-T
- IAD Lab test amazingly very easy without any codes given, only instructions... and i finish it even b4 i realised....
- Got my K-Pop CDs from HK finally... then watched the 1st DVD.
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Tuesday 23/5/06
- Continue to watch the 2nd DVD
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Wednesday 24/5/06
- Finally reach the last DVD le... then sort of listen to the Heart, Mind & Soul album. And it's Great!!
- Got the Com Skills Mock Interview for us on this day so half the class (this wk 2 gp then the remaining other 2 gp next week) is in Formal wear. I'm lazy to bring the casual wear and shoes so i just appear 'formal' to sch, including that 10cm-high high-heels. (Long time nv wear it le)
- Because was 'chionging' the DBSK's All Abt DBSK DVDs for the past two days so seriously lack of sleep... X_x. Then in the end damn sleepy for the entire day... also, i have been reading the 'Ouran High School Host Club' manga during this period of time so somehow very into the 'Tamaki's shadow' (infact we do have similar characters, LOL). With lack of slp + too into the 'manga-mood', i end up sort of 'high'. I'm the last person to go for the mock interview (ne way the entire class's there watching, then got 7 ppl sitting infront of u, but usually only 2 ppl will ask u question and the two were one of the student and the lecturer herself). Then as i was too sleepy and 'high', i sort of can't control myself and end up saying very 'chim' stuffs:
Student-Que: Tell me about yourself.
FiOh-Ans: Basically i'm a graduate from NYP...... and I'm a cheerful person (*think i forget to smile when i say this)
.......Some others questions that i've forgotten....
Lecturer-Que: What is the thing that you think it's the most important in life?
FiOh-Ans: To me, the most important thing in life is to know the mistakes u have made and learn from it. It is very bad to not learn frm ur mistakes and ..... ignorant.... the world is very cruel so u have to learn frm ur mistakes. (*i forgot what i've said in-between. LOL)
- This is what will happen when i'm lack of slp and very into manga.... then i will start to talk abt funny and chim things... and the scary thing is that when i said 'the world is very cruel', inside of me, another me was there 'struggling' "What u talking abt?!!". I managed to stop at a 'right' time after saying the world is very cruel... something like that... i oso sense that the class was O_o when i said the world is cruel but i only noticed that the lecturer was there nodding her head agreeing with me.
- Some other students kenna questions like family and career which to choose then Huang & Derrick got to speak in chinese. Lecturer wanted to see Derrick dance one but Derrick say wearing formal hard to dance so nv dance loh.
- Next we got Chan's make-up lesson and it's so good of Chan to let us off earlier. Then at a point of time suddenly Jenny said 'Eh, FiOh like guys who dances, then Derrick oso dance then will FiOh like him?' I was sort of 'huh?' when jenny said this cos this questions nv cross my mind b4. Anyway, the answer i told her is 1st of all i don like younger guys, then jenny ask what if he is not younger than me? And i replied her that he's not my type. (Am i bad to say this? No offences!! >_<)
So i went to the woodlands library while waiting 4 my sis.
- Spent ard an hour plus in the library to look for the books i want but sort of can't find... anyway find some other useful books.
- When sis came we went window shopping at metro and here's some funny ads-cards hanging in frm the ceiling there.
Take a look:
Funny Right? But as I stand too long with the high-heels le so in the end leg very pain... T-T
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Thursday 25/5/06
- The most fun thing today is that we using the sch pc 'Chat' systems via the instructor's pc. Khoo open up the 'chat' system for the entire class to answer the questions he gave us. Then suddenly all the students so 'ento' into the chat sia... the class is quiet but active on the chat. As we go thru one of the answer, PC07 typed its answer followed by 'Look at PC05'. At this point of time i thought pc5 have found a example of the ans via the internet but then when Khoo swtich to pc5's view, the entire class laughed till pengz!!
Pc5 uses a note pad and typed:
" I AM DISCONNECTED!!"
" I AM DISCONNECTED!!"
" I AM DISCONNECTED!!"
" I AM DISCONNECTED!!"
"YOU DISCONNECTED ME!!"
LOL!! Everyone laughed till can't stop like that... very funny. Then when Khoo didn't look at the chat box there, the rest of the class was chatting among ourselves... 'Oh raining liao', 'Flood', 'Stuck in the rain, we're stucked!' and more.... veyr funny and Khoo was like -_-" why u ppl like to chat nonsense ah? And later some time one of the student typed 'Mr. Khoo, ur right collar is up.' Again we laughed till pengz... In summary, it's a damn funny day loh.
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Finally here's today's post:
Friday 26/5/06
Today got to know frm Derrick that Hika is leaving the group for his own reason... well.... hope he's happy with it. *^^*
The reason why i said the 'black magic relative is 'actioning'' is because something bad happened to my family members these few days right after my dad accidentally leaked out the new place where we intend to move hse to... yesterday for no reason my sis kenna very serious back sprain... so weird and today, my bro's hand kenna serious cut in school & my mum kenna something else at her work... of cos we knew it's 'his' doing. Cos the 'leaked out news' will spread very fast one, since my relatives are sooo gossipers... so now my family reminds me to be very careful, cos 'he' might use his black magic on me for his next target. So i shall curse 'him' 1st b4 he put his black magic on me... and sis suggested to curse a reflecting curse back to him. Whatever black magic 'he' put onto our family i shall reflect it back to 'him'. HUH!
B4 i go, share some info with u ppl here:
This is the cute and 'well-manner' cat we meet on our way home this wed night.
(Might or might not work at times due to the web hosting server.)
Well-Mannered & Cute Cat Video 1
Well-Mannered & Cute Cat Video 2
That's all for now... btw "Ouran High School Host Club 8" manga is out le! Heeehee!!
Sian... next Tue NAFA.... Fail le lah.... O>_
FiOh
Today very cold in some of the Lab.... not lah, this is not the main focus of this entry here. XP
As usual, after ICT lesson we have other plan... we were discussing if there will be Khoo's lecture at 3pm. Then after we all assume that don have, Jenny and Kat went home. While Neko, Huang, Derrick & I went to Blk S lvl 4 find Jason they all. When we reach there, Jason they all were having break. Huang went into the class and took a seat there. Then we peep from the window of the door from outside to see what they doing. Since it's a break so most of the ppl were slpg there.
Huang asked why didin't we enter the class and took a seat there, Neko said that it's too cold in there. It's bored waiting outside so we decided to go for lunch 1st. Derrick wanted to join us in the 1st place but then later he had 2nd thoughts. Anyway he's acting rather weird today... walk sooo slow, like no spirit n soul with him sia... ask him what's wrong and he just smile smile only... O_o??
So Neko and I go buy our lunch and takeway... then we move to Sports Hall there. We having our lunch outside there at one of the benches. Then wait till ard 12nn plus Jason say they all going for lunch at North Canteen. Huang msg that he don feel like coming le cos no mood. Well, anything lah... anyway he's going for the run instead of some 'more actions'.
Later Ah Xian came to pass us one of the racket and the shuttle cock and he went for his run. So we slpt on the bench for a while and wait until almost 1pm Jason and gang finally appeared!! So off we go to the Sports Hall. And start the badminton game!! Play until so 'hyung' sia. Towards the end of the game everyone slack n lack of energy liao. On and off we change gp of ppl... Got HL & Neko VS Me, Then sometimes Ah Xian join me and VS them. Sometimes it's Zi Jian, Ah Xian, Jason and Wei Hao VS each other... then we oso get to see Zi Jian's special badminton skills. LOL. HL left 1st followed by Wei Hao sometime later. So in the end it's Jason, Me, Neko VS Ah Xian and Zi Jian. We end our game at 3:30pm. Damn tired and smelly by then. LOL
Towards the end of the game got other gp of ppl at other court borrow one of the shuttle cock frm us. In the end, the originally very new and nice badminton shuttle cock had a tragic end...
(from Side Angle) and from top angle. Hahaa... today got special thing for u viewers. NYP Sports Hall Video!! See if the links works: Badminton1 & Badminton2.
That's all for now.
P.S: Spent ard $80 plus today again... on 2 DVDs movie and 1 VCD movie.... plus 3 Manga... T-T
I need do work more part time to support my 'self-entertainment' stuffs.
FiOh
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Today is a sibe bad, cursed and damn it day for me.... it was still fine in the morning but then it turn out to be the other way round after school. B4 that let me says other thing 1st... saw Keen this morning on the way to the 1st lesson (after the escalator), i couldn't recognise him at 1st, but he waved and smiled at me so my reflex is to wave and smile back when at the same time i was thinking to myself 'Who is he ah?'. Then later after we pass by each other for a few seconds then i realise who is he... haha. Sooo long nv see him somemore his hairstyle and overall looks change le so really can't recognise at the 1st glance.
On the MRT
- Got one unty ah, donnoe buy what cold (frozen) stuff and she stood near the door there and best part is that the she use that hand of her that was carrying the frozen stuff to hold the bar there. Somemore her frozen stuff was touching my leg.... very cold leh.... sleeping half way suddenly feel icy cold touch on ur leg. -_-" Nvm... then she don noe why cannot hold the bar properly... kept sliding down and and then up again on the bar... which means, she's sliding the frozen stuff on my leg up and down again n again. Like that how to slp? Nvm... she left after a few early stop frm YCK.
- Next is this Big size mother and son (think ard pri.1, 'Big size' cos they are fat). What they do? Son sitting on the seat next to me and kept moving here and there. Nvm... i 'ren'. BUT.... after sometime mother took the seat cos son don wann sit. And what happened? The mother oso kept moving ard!! OMG!! Like mother like son sia... Then the son starts to play with the mother and kept running here and there and back knocking into the mother. Well, donnoe why the mother 'vibrate' so much and kept 'knocking' into me!! Oh my god.. how to slp? F*ck off lah! Very weird thing is that the son kept knocking himself into his mother and his hands pressing against his mum's chest. OMG... i 'studied' the son's expression carefully and notice that he enjoys touching and pressing against his mum's 'pop-ups' (breast) sia... the mother didin't stop him oso.... so young already so lecherous.... i don see any future for the younger generations anymore... not to mention 'parenting'.
Note: In the end, i stare a while at the son and the mother oso quite shock.... don care, lucky they didn't provoke me until my anger lvl raise up to 50%.
At JP
- Don noe why suddenly today got sooo many ppl in JP leh.... soo hard to find a way to even walk. Then as i pass by the SK shop, got this skinny lady ah, walk towards my direction with quite a fast speed i would say, donno why can 'Knock' into me.... okay, knock side of my body... What the F lah!! To think that i even squeeze out some way for her (and by doing so i almost knock into someone else leh) Then this bitch still can come knock me huh? Pain leh. If not for too crowded, i'll sure turn back, pull her back and ask her why nv apologise when she knock into ppl. So the damn fed-up sia... as i walk home, i kept thinking and feels more angry... really felt like pulling her back, give her a few thousands slap and BREAK her neck!! Then must chop her body into pieces and kick and stomp on it, and finally to set fire on it and burn her to hell. Sooo ill-manner and no 'Xiu Yang' sia.
The Fruit Store Aunties
- As usual i would buy papaya juice for my mum when i reach JP and then walk home. The juice is nice but not the ppl. The aunties don noe why so rude and got such poor custoemr service.Last time i told them 2 cup of papaya and they gave me two packet of cut pieces of papaya fruit instead of the juice. Nvm.... then, next encounter is don noe why they got this idiotic mind set.... normally ppl takeways drinks, the shop keeper will just put the drinks into plastic bag and help u put the straw. BUT, they, they just put the drink into the carrier and poke the straw into ur drink!! Oh my god, how could they assume that all customer intend to fin the drink right away? When I told the aunty not the put the straw, she just took the straw out and pass the drinks to u... nv even change a new cover for the drinks... wtf loh... somemore like show u 'bo song' kind of attitude... One more thing, they oso nv help u put the straw into the carrier.... Then for once i'm soo fed up with the attitude and stupid assumption of the aunties, i showed a little of my anger. She poke the straw into the drink again as i say not to!! I 'da bao' it home for my mum le loh... so idiot... then i bui ta han and roll my eyes and abit glare at her. Usually ard evening they charge the juices at $1 and today $2.50!! Wau lau... i ask for the $1 juice and the aunty say don have. Fuck off lah. I pray for the store to 'close' sia.
I swear this will be the last time i buy frm the store.
So that shd be all ba... nono... at finally reach home and my bro told me that the fried rice (he go buy dinner for the family) donnoe why the egg yolk comes out... wau lau... soooo cursed today!!
>_
What Happend on the weekend
- Sat went for my god-grandpa's funeral. Don noe why i felt a sudden wave of saddness and then i kept crying... felt like crying on someone's behalf... maybe it's ah gong himself sad oso and his 3rd son (pass away last year only). Cry until so tired that i didn't go the Dinner with Lucify members... Think will have another dinner ba...
P.S: Last of all, Happy Birthday Hyukie Sshi ~, my dearest special someone. *^^*
Alamak!! Need my past year projects for this year's portfolio project sia!!
But all gone seh... now all i can do is to is to email all the Lecturers asking them if they still had our projects with them.
Chai said he deleted the soft copy and disposed the hard copy for the C Programming... sad sia... but then i found the file le... heehee.... hmm... don noe why i can't find the Golf project, Hackers project as well as the MC floppy project sia... then it's so weird that last sem, Ricky Ho's project i oso cannot find... i kept it in my pc n even burn out a copy sia... weird...
I'm sooo being cursed......... today saw liang teck, yit jing, rico, jin xian they all sia... then i waved to Liang Teck when he happen to saw me and Jenny was like 'Who's that?' LOL....
Today after lunch sooo sian so went blk n benches slp... but then so noisy so play bingo with Ming Tiong. During the 2nd half of PM lecture so bored so Ming Tiong suggested playing the bingo loh... 1st time me so bad student play game when the lecturer is in the middle of his teaching and i'm only sitting on the 3rd row.
Later some time after Jenny n Neko went to print shp to print their resume n stuffs, i saw SH and his other gal classmate. I happen to look over and he happen to look at me. So i was like 'Act stranger' to him again. Yeah, this is so bad of me. But bo bian oso, since his gf or him hate me sooo much n deleted my contact frm his hp, why shd we still be even frenz?
Recently Neko got a toy cat which she brings to sch and everyone's playing with it, cos it has 'voice'. LOL. Wait till the battery gone flat and her toy cat will be mute le. Hahaha.... Actually got other happenings today lah, but i'm very tired and lazy to type more le... one more update, brought new dress + top again.... spent $36. Hai... i wanna earn more sia.... haven't do the portfolio proposal... so late already so tml just die in the lab ba... haha...
Gd nitez everyone.
FiOh
Hika Sshi!!! Youngwon han Sarang~!
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Yesterday is realy a cursed day for me n my family sia.... everything is so chaotic.... of cos, i know who's behind it... that relative of mine who does black magic loh. I always wonder when will he get his retribution. ASAP i hope.
This thurday gotta hand in the portfolio proposal le and yet i haven't started anything on it. So sian... what's wrong with me sia.... this is so unlike me.... nvm, i'll find myself back de... becos of Hika. Hmm.... really the other guy (don wanna mention his name, incase he reads my blog, this is very sensitive sia...) my feel for him have fade away le... since he nv reply... so nvm oso lah... life's like that mah.... i shd have already hv this concept le - ' SG guys.... CMI lah.... (* Cannot Make It)'.
Last nite go JP after all the 'sad' event, hope to have a better mood but then of cos that black hearted relative won't give us such easy moment.... i go buy comics, watch the shop keeper remove all the metal pc in the book and wat? When i walk out of the shop the scanner starts to make noise. Hai.... so went back and found another metal pcs in one of the bk... -_-" WTF loh.... This is call 'Gui Ze Yan'... Nvm, used to it le.
Then my sis oso got problem at Harvey Norman.... she wanna check some things with the promoter there and that lady was sooo rude.... nv call for other promoter to assist to the customer here and went away... by rite the SD card my sis brought comes with a free flash drive then they nv give.... i only noe all these after i came out frm the comic shp. So i took the SD card n receipt my sis had and went back to the shop and ne how glare at one of the counter ppl there. So one man notice it and give me eye signal, asking if he can be of any help so i just went forward and ask how came no flash drive. And he gave me the free stuff immediately. Okay, i noe i look real scary when i'm in a foul mood. Bo bian, it's been such a sux day for me yesterday, so can't control.
Today leh? Today okay le lah. Went to P202 and da bao lunch then go N benches eat... later more and more ppl came and some of the year 1 or 2 (not sure) kept making noise... i think it's the same ppl last week. Then when we stood up and move away, the guys there (move to lvl 4 le) suddenly shout 'Bye Bye' to us loud across... Jenny was saying they're aiming at me sia... well... ne thing lah. If they really come forward and talk to me, can be frenz de lah... i'm not really that 'distance' lah, even though i am. LOL
That's all for now ba....
Pray~ Faster move hse!! Sick of the $7.80 here.... -_-
Yeah, u may be surprised why am i blogging at this time and at this day (PH). Well, just got the time to blog so come blog loh....
Sometimes i felt sad abt living in this world. I don noe why, i've been rather negative since young, it's only when i start to have split personalities then i somehow have the slight 'positive' in one of my split.
I wanna look at this world with positive attitude. But sometimes it's just hard to do it... u can't control everything in ur life... communication is an important matter yet this is what most of us are lacking in our life. This morning my mum scolded me for 'being blurred and stupid' at home when i can't get her msg across. To me, i personally think that it's the kind of words she used that i can't understand and yet i get all the blame in the end. Why is this so? Becos it's always not fair in this ugly world.
And just now, my mum scolded my sis for something else... my sis just wanna help her for the dinner and since most of the vegg are spoiled, she throw them away and mum was angry with her. Mum said that there's still a little % of the vegg that could be eaten... and what for sis go and 'handle' it for her when she didn't ask her to help her. Mum said until like sis did it purposely and mum even commented that she's a sensible daughter. I could 'hear' my sis's heart tearing when mum said that to her, cos i knew that sis love mum very much, much more than i do. In fact i'm not as filial as my sis... so i could feel what sis is feeling... and then i saw sis crying to herself....
I felt very sad by life like this, seriously. Another sad thing i know is that u can't simply get into other ppl's life and mix ard with them since u do not noe them directly or right frm the start. Now that i get the meaning behind, understand and had the answer in mind le since he's not replying le. Life's really miserable at times... what shd i do? I dont noe... I guess i'll be fine when tomorrow comes ba... hopefully...
Life sux at this pt of time.
Name: FiOh Dadako
Title: Creative Services Assistant
Horoscope: Sagittarius
Location: Another World
Type: Mixed Blood Vampire
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