adapted : TEKnIKA 2001
- Dream what you want to dream, Go where you want to go, Be what you want to be because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.
- May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong enough, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy and enough money to buy gifts.
- When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has opened for us.
- The best kind of friend is the one you could sit with on a porch, swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've ever had.
- It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we've missed until it arrives.
- May be God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.
- It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone.. But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
- Happiness lies for those who cry, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
- Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find out you still care for that person.
- A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.
- Love starts with smile, develop with a kiss and ends with tear.
- Love comes to those who still hope, even though they've disappointed, to those who still believe, even though they've been betrayed, need to love who still love, even though they've been hurt before.
- It hurts to love someone and be loved in return, but what is most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.
- Never say goodbye when you still want to try, never give up when you still feel can take it, never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.
- Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn't be content, it grew in yours.
- There are things you love to hear but you will never hear it from whom you would like to hear from, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his hearts.
- When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Friday, July 31, 2009
ThE InTeRLuDE Of LiFe
Sunday, July 26, 2009
ExhAuSteD
Dah dekat sebulan aku lewat masuk keje... even aku tidur kat office pun masih lagi lewat. recently, aku kerap pulak amik EL a.k.a emergency leave... boss dah mula keep track on me. cif jugak jadi mangsa nak cover attitude aku sekarang.. spirit nak kerja tu dah takde dalam diri aku... urghh, exhausted!!!
last post pun still cover cite pasal dtg keje lewat. ntah la.. aku try as much as i can to be me again. semalam pas netball friendly match ngan Selangor terus dapat muscle stress.. AGAIN!! kalau kaki ni robot leh tukar2, dah lama dah tukar. huh!! "kurang stamina je", tu la ayat kak Siti semalam tengok aku exhausted...
sume pasal netball 1st training hari tu.. ankle twist mase landed catch bola.. dah tau sakit, aku layan lagi tengok wayang petang tu. berbalut kaki aku mase tgk wayang. naseb baik boleh drive kete lagi. kalau tak, adeii.... tambah bijak lagi aku drop kasut keje kat office. menyakitkan lagi kaki aku yang bengkak bila aku ade lawatan kerja ke Star Cruise Virgo esoknyer.. pegawai lain seronok menikmati suasana kapal, aku jugak terkebil2 jalan, exhausted...
keje pagi tu ak amik cuti sebab dah plan ngan kayrone nak gi wedding Dayah... macam bese la, ternanti-nanti kengkawan yang lain nak sampai..kami ada kat situ agak awal..at last, sampai caterer dah susun meja nak tutup, baru la dak2 lain ada..balik tu aku lepak minum dulu ngan kayrone n hariry kat wangsa maju.. perghh, really exhausted sebab malam tu aku keje plak...adeii....
off day agak boring, nisa msg ajak kuar.. set jew, dh tkde wat ape2.kuar skali ngan dilla, deela n adrin iskandar again.. seronok giler.n of course at end of the day, exhausted!!hahaha...

guess what, ade mende pelik jadi 2,3 hari ni...aku tau la sekarang hati aku dah mati..tapi, tak pernah la terlintas nk cari aweks sbg ganti..sengal sungguh manusia sekarang nih!!aku ke diorang ni yang exhausted of love...???aku nak keluar dari semua ni.....
last post pun still cover cite pasal dtg keje lewat. ntah la.. aku try as much as i can to be me again. semalam pas netball friendly match ngan Selangor terus dapat muscle stress.. AGAIN!! kalau kaki ni robot leh tukar2, dah lama dah tukar. huh!! "kurang stamina je", tu la ayat kak Siti semalam tengok aku exhausted...
sume pasal netball 1st training hari tu.. ankle twist mase landed catch bola.. dah tau sakit, aku layan lagi tengok wayang petang tu. berbalut kaki aku mase tgk wayang. naseb baik boleh drive kete lagi. kalau tak, adeii.... tambah bijak lagi aku drop kasut keje kat office. menyakitkan lagi kaki aku yang bengkak bila aku ade lawatan kerja ke Star Cruise Virgo esoknyer.. pegawai lain seronok menikmati suasana kapal, aku jugak terkebil2 jalan, exhausted...
keje pagi tu ak amik cuti sebab dah plan ngan kayrone nak gi wedding Dayah... macam bese la, ternanti-nanti kengkawan yang lain nak sampai..kami ada kat situ agak awal..at last, sampai caterer dah susun meja nak tutup, baru la dak2 lain ada..balik tu aku lepak minum dulu ngan kayrone n hariry kat wangsa maju.. perghh, really exhausted sebab malam tu aku keje plak...adeii....off day agak boring, nisa msg ajak kuar.. set jew, dh tkde wat ape2.kuar skali ngan dilla, deela n adrin iskandar again.. seronok giler.n of course at end of the day, exhausted!!hahaha...
guess what, ade mende pelik jadi 2,3 hari ni...aku tau la sekarang hati aku dah mati..tapi, tak pernah la terlintas nk cari aweks sbg ganti..sengal sungguh manusia sekarang nih!!aku ke diorang ni yang exhausted of love...???aku nak keluar dari semua ni.....
Saturday, July 18, 2009
MiSsUnDeRsToOd siLenT...
senyap, silent, atau bisu...
aku dah tak tau ape nak buat lagi. kerja pun dah tak bersemangat macam dulu. i miss my time of work. some of happiness aku dapat kat tmpt kerja. skrg, aku datang office hanya untuk bekerja.
yup, only work. friendship, relationship or any SHIP dah takde dalam fikiran.
always late, dtg kerja laa...boss pun tak cakap ape2. malas kot nk tegur, or he facing bigger problem than me. nak updated kat facebook, wat sume org tau lak kesah hidup sendiri. but, sometimes if they know, masalah bukan leh solve, cuma release sikit la...sebab ade pendengar sudi nak listen to our problem.am i right?
hmm..nanti lah, dah sampai masa aku active balik kat facebook tu. rindu gak ni..wedding kawan2 pun takut ter'miss'..kang, kecik hati plak..
next plan, aku nak beli gitar. try new hobby. geram lama dah. my fren dh promise nk tolong...yeay!! pastu nak plan of my future crib.. n last baru plan pasal idea nak bukak cafe tuh..kalau panjang umur laa.....
biar semua yang jadi ni jadi spirit untuk aku start over back...fight until u death...hahahahaha....lalalalalalala......
Friday, July 17, 2009
hati mati 2
hati mati...
sering terucap di bibir
tapi, akal yang waras tak ingin membenarkan
sedang hati masih sayu
cuba diikat oleh cinta
diri cuba berlari
sedang cinta masih mengejar
jalan dibuka bukan bercabang dua sahaja
keputusan tidak ada di tangan
kerana memaksa, untuk tidak membuat pilihan
cinta cuba selami hati mati
tapi, tiada jawapan diberi
letih atau merajuk, bukan alasan
kerana cinta tiada lagi di fikiran
cinta punca hati mati
akibat cinta hati sepi
fikiran celaru tekanan menghatui diri
masih meragui jalan diberi
perlu lagikah peluang
atau hanya, sekali lagi dunia mencorak permainan cinta
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
HATI MATI
Jari tidak lagi bisa menulis
Bukan tiada upaya deria
Hanya minda terbeku
Bila kekacauan bermain di fikiran
Hidup yang masih jauh
Singkat benar bila diri masih kaku
Mati yang dirasai
Tidak lagi kemewahan dunia yang dicari
Apakah ini yang ditunggu
Hanya permainan dunia
Bila semuanya selesai
Adakah aku akan pergi?
Tinggalkan semua yang aku miliki
Tanpa salam akhir buat semua insan tersayang
Akukah disayangi
Tidak mampu rasanya diri ini untuk disayangi
Bukan pernah ada difikirannya
Tidak pernah merasai bahagia darinya
Masih lagi terbenam segala rasa
Terhalang bertembok tinggi
Mana mampu lagi aku mendaki
Hampir sahaja sampai di puncak
Diri ditolak jatuh ke bawah
Jasad tidak berkecai
Hanya hati yang cedera dan kini mati untuk segalanya.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Off dAy@ShaH aLAm
a day with a new view...may b..
semalam ak dah set date ngan deela nk bwk die ngan baby adrin jalan-jalan.area shah alam jer..cuma ak kena tunggu deela balik keje kul 5..
takpe lah,tggu jer..leh aku redakan sikit lebam mata ni..hmm...
mula-mula nak masak, tapi bila papa tgk aku cam tak sihat lagi, papa terus volunteer nak beli nasi ayam. macam biasa, aku bedal half je..
dah kul 4 petang aku pun bersiap nk kuar..dalam kul 5.30 aku sampai umah deela. then ktrg fetch adrin kat umah baby sitter...
huhu...damn miss adrin so much...
get a life, zarina...!!berkobar pulak rasenyer nak amik anak angkat bila dalam masa 5 jam aku spend time with adrin. suka sangat hugging him,play with him...n bile he's so tired, he fell asleep..he's cute...rase cam taknak balik je tadi.but, mama dah call tanya lokasi aku..ok2,i'm back mama...
urmm,birthday adrin dah dekat, ape nak beli untuk die kan..hmmm...think it later on...macam best lak tgk citer kontrak cinta ni...nak sambung lagi pun dah letih tgk monitor ni...till c ya....


semalam ak dah set date ngan deela nk bwk die ngan baby adrin jalan-jalan.area shah alam jer..cuma ak kena tunggu deela balik keje kul 5..
takpe lah,tggu jer..leh aku redakan sikit lebam mata ni..hmm...
mula-mula nak masak, tapi bila papa tgk aku cam tak sihat lagi, papa terus volunteer nak beli nasi ayam. macam biasa, aku bedal half je..
dah kul 4 petang aku pun bersiap nk kuar..dalam kul 5.30 aku sampai umah deela. then ktrg fetch adrin kat umah baby sitter...
huhu...damn miss adrin so much...
get a life, zarina...!!berkobar pulak rasenyer nak amik anak angkat bila dalam masa 5 jam aku spend time with adrin. suka sangat hugging him,play with him...n bile he's so tired, he fell asleep..he's cute...rase cam taknak balik je tadi.but, mama dah call tanya lokasi aku..ok2,i'm back mama...
urmm,birthday adrin dah dekat, ape nak beli untuk die kan..hmmm...think it later on...macam best lak tgk citer kontrak cinta ni...nak sambung lagi pun dah letih tgk monitor ni...till c ya....


Saturday, July 4, 2009
100 TRUTH
100 TRUTHs(really???)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:
ice tea
2. Last phone call:
hariry
3. Last text message:
hariry
4. Last song you listened to:
the climb by miley cyrus
5. Last time you cried:
yesterday (03072009)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice:
yups...!!
7. Been cheated on:
many times...erk!!!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
huh,yes!!
9. Lost someone special:
yes,i do...
10. Been depressed:
a lotz...
11. Been drunk and threw up:
nopes!!!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. blue
13. black
14. pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend:
a lotz..
16. Fallen out of love:
again, YES...
17. Laughed until you cried:
i'll try, n i did it...
18. Met someone who changed you:
yup, until forever...
19. Found out who your true friends were:
yes, n he means a lot for me...
20. Found out someone was talking about you:
nope, i dun really exist in their mind..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
n again, yes...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
half of them..
23. How many kids do you want?:
3 may b
24. Do you have any pets:
no, but i will sumday, fish may b...
25. Do you want to change your name:
nope,i luv my names...
26. What did you do for your last birthday:
my frenz n family set up my surprise birthday party...
27. What time did you wake up today:
4am
28. What were you doing at midnight:
watch movie...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
clueless...(nothing)
30. Last time you saw your Mother:
last night
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
health
32. What are you listening to right now :
when you're gone by avril lavigne
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
nope...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
getting luv..
35. Most visited webpage:
FB
36. Whats your real name:
Noor Zarina Ismail
37. Nicknames:
Adik,RyNn,Zarina,Jaja,Ina
38. Relationship Status:
It's complicated
39. Zodiac sign:
Aquarius
40. Male or female?:
ladies ait...
41. Primary school:
SK Rantau Panjang Klang
42. Secondary school:
SMK Rantau Panjang Klang, Teknik Klang & Teknik Cheras
43. High school/college/university?:
UiTM Dungun n UiTM Shah Alam
44. Hair color:
Black
45. Long or short:
shoulder cut...
46. Height:
1.7 m
47. Do you have a crush on someone? :
yups..
48: What do you like about yourself?:
me...
49. Piercings:
yups..
51. Righty or lefty:
both..
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:
standard 5
53. First piercing:
standard 4
54. First best friend:
elya
55. First sport you joined:
netball
56. First vacation:
Penang
58. First pair of trainers?:
standard 6
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating:
chicken rice
60. Drinking:
plain water
61. I'm about to:
going out..meeting adrin..cute baby..huhu...
62. Listening to:
zouk techno song...
63. Waiting on:
time..until 5pm will meet them..
YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?:
hmm...twin son n a girl..
65. Get Married?:
in plan
66. Career?:
account n business
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes:
eyes...
68. Hugs or kisses:
luv hugs...
69. Shorter or taller:
tall...huhu...170 okay...
70. Older or Younger:
acceptable...
71. Romantic or spontaneous:
spontaneous,hmm..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
nice stomach,hahaha....
73. Sensitive or loud:
sensitive is better...
74. Hook-up or relationship:
relationship, care about everything...
75. Trouble maker or hesitant:
hesitant,but not too much...
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger:
hell NO..
77. Drank hard liquor:
nopes...
78. Lost glasses/contacts:
i'm wearing it...
79. Sex on first date:
nopes..
80. Broken someone's heart:
yups,once...
82. Been arrested:
yups...
83. Turned someone down:
yes, i did.n it was a mistakes
84. Cried when someone died:
yes, missing them a lotz...
85. Fallen for a friend?
yups...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself:
i'm believe in myself...
87. Miracles:
sum times..
88. Love at first sight:
yups...
89. Heaven:
yups...
90. Santa Claus:
NO...
91. Kiss on the first date:
nopes...
92. Angels:
yes...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
nopes...
95. Did you sing today?:
yes...
96. Ever cheated on somebody?
yups..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
since kindergarten
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
14 february
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
yes, starting today
100. Posting this as 100 truths?:
yes, n all the TRUTH coming from me...
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:
ice tea
2. Last phone call:
hariry
3. Last text message:
hariry
4. Last song you listened to:
the climb by miley cyrus
5. Last time you cried:
yesterday (03072009)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice:
yups...!!
7. Been cheated on:
many times...erk!!!
8. Kissed someone & regretted it:
huh,yes!!
9. Lost someone special:
yes,i do...
10. Been depressed:
a lotz...
11. Been drunk and threw up:
nopes!!!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. blue
13. black
14. pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend:
a lotz..
16. Fallen out of love:
again, YES...
17. Laughed until you cried:
i'll try, n i did it...
18. Met someone who changed you:
yup, until forever...
19. Found out who your true friends were:
yes, n he means a lot for me...
20. Found out someone was talking about you:
nope, i dun really exist in their mind..
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:
n again, yes...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:
half of them..
23. How many kids do you want?:
3 may b
24. Do you have any pets:
no, but i will sumday, fish may b...
25. Do you want to change your name:
nope,i luv my names...
26. What did you do for your last birthday:
my frenz n family set up my surprise birthday party...
27. What time did you wake up today:
4am
28. What were you doing at midnight:
watch movie...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
clueless...(nothing)
30. Last time you saw your Mother:
last night
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:
health
32. What are you listening to right now :
when you're gone by avril lavigne
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:
nope...
34. What's getting on your nerves right now:
getting luv..
35. Most visited webpage:
FB
36. Whats your real name:
Noor Zarina Ismail
37. Nicknames:
Adik,RyNn,Zarina,Jaja,Ina
38. Relationship Status:
It's complicated
39. Zodiac sign:
Aquarius
40. Male or female?:
ladies ait...
41. Primary school:
SK Rantau Panjang Klang
42. Secondary school:
SMK Rantau Panjang Klang, Teknik Klang & Teknik Cheras
43. High school/college/university?:
UiTM Dungun n UiTM Shah Alam
44. Hair color:
Black
45. Long or short:
shoulder cut...
46. Height:
1.7 m
47. Do you have a crush on someone? :
yups..
48: What do you like about yourself?:
me...
49. Piercings:
yups..
51. Righty or lefty:
both..
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery:
standard 5
53. First piercing:
standard 4
54. First best friend:
elya
55. First sport you joined:
netball
56. First vacation:
Penang
58. First pair of trainers?:
standard 6
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating:
chicken rice
60. Drinking:
plain water
61. I'm about to:
going out..meeting adrin..cute baby..huhu...
62. Listening to:
zouk techno song...
63. Waiting on:
time..until 5pm will meet them..
YOUR FUTURE
64. What kids?:
hmm...twin son n a girl..
65. Get Married?:
in plan
66. Career?:
account n business
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes:
eyes...
68. Hugs or kisses:
luv hugs...
69. Shorter or taller:
tall...huhu...170 okay...
70. Older or Younger:
acceptable...
71. Romantic or spontaneous:
spontaneous,hmm..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms:
nice stomach,hahaha....
73. Sensitive or loud:
sensitive is better...
74. Hook-up or relationship:
relationship, care about everything...
75. Trouble maker or hesitant:
hesitant,but not too much...
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger:
hell NO..
77. Drank hard liquor:
nopes...
78. Lost glasses/contacts:
i'm wearing it...
79. Sex on first date:
nopes..
80. Broken someone's heart:
yups,once...
82. Been arrested:
yups...
83. Turned someone down:
yes, i did.n it was a mistakes
84. Cried when someone died:
yes, missing them a lotz...
85. Fallen for a friend?
yups...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself:
i'm believe in myself...
87. Miracles:
sum times..
88. Love at first sight:
yups...
89. Heaven:
yups...
90. Santa Claus:
NO...
91. Kiss on the first date:
nopes...
92. Angels:
yes...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
nopes...
95. Did you sing today?:
yes...
96. Ever cheated on somebody?
yups..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
since kindergarten
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:
14 february
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:
yes, starting today
100. Posting this as 100 truths?:
yes, n all the TRUTH coming from me...
Friday, July 3, 2009
MiSsUnDeRsToOd is BacK agAin!!
hari ni dah 3tahun 8 hari aku bergelar pegawai awam... tak pernah pun dulu aku terlintas untuk semua ni.semua kerana kehendak orang tua ku..walaupun aku tahu,aku boleh mencuba bidang lain,aku tak sampai hati nak kecewakan mereka..selama hari ni, parent aku yang bagi support,selain kawan-kawan yang sentiasa ada denganku..jadi aku pendamkan saja cita-cita yang selama hari ni aku impikan...
dream is a dream...
aku hanya dapat membayangkan semua impian dan cita-cita.sebuah cafe kecil,(ketawa aku sendiri) dalam town yang agak crowd with people...hmm,ala,ala oldtown jgk la...cuma nak selitkan port yang best nak lepak...yang tu ade macam kat starbucks or coffebean...simple menu as well,not the heavy for the customer.may b a simple as a cake, muffin, or sandwich. juz imagine,how wide my smile kalau tgk every single age datang cafe tu..nak study,simple meeting or even a small reunion..i'll keep it as my dream.a loving couple will luv to stay there bcoz of the romance situation..may b a lily on top of every table...
as i said before,all of it,is a dream..dream that will never come true. becoz all this dream is made with my long lost love...may b a different idea,but in the same food line.hey,move on okay??yup,i am move on..try n try n try...i will keep trying until the end of my breath...
i am loosing my spirit as i have before...aku tak pernah jumpa doktor untuk mintak ubat anti stress..aku dah teruk sangat agaknyer(ketawa lagi).sampai terpaksa ambil ubat untuk tenangkan diri sendiri.mungkin itu jer penyelesaian.bukan aku tak biasa makan ubat,since standard 5 dah kena amik ubat tdo.i am sick.cuma this one is quite heavy.macam dadah yang aku tangkap kat airport tu agaknyer kan...(ketawa lagi) aku cuma harap the result takkan menakutkan aku sendiri.dulu mase wat check up for B cancer pun dah cukup menakutkan aku.such a creepy experience bile doktor suruh aku buat further check up for the cancer..alhamdulillah,it is not a cancer.ya Allah, jauhkan aku dari semua tu,masih banyak lagi yang perlu aku lakukan.kalau bukan untuk diri aku sendiri pun,untuk papa,mama n my sis...i dun even care of myself anymore.as long as i can make them happy,aku tk nak fikir lagi all about my dream..aku dah cukup hepi bile aku bermimpi dapat semua tu.
hmm...ade tak sape2 tak bleh jaga baby...bagi kat aku lah,nak amik adopted children.bleh aku bagi all my love that left to them.coz i dun have any chance(i think) to have a LOVE anymore...

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