rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
-11:39 AM
Yeah!!! copied from Kaien... Too pretty to stop me from not copying from her...
-10:22 AM
Today was a better day for me, got over the monday blues...
Met Zoey ystd after work, she is like so pro can, do homework on journey... Nowadays is really hard to be a student, so many stress and stuff... hmm... this shows singapore is getting faster and faster, busier and busier...
First i must admit this batch of EE students are very encouraging, by their memorising of the lesson, from very not sure to kinda good. And Sihui is like wanting to improve which is encouraging, cause i wrote that she need to memorise the verse and she ask Rebecca to counter my remarks after a week=) somehow, it is just nice to see them this way, it is just that they have to improve on their practical... is really one of the better batch=) Also manage to better communicate with Hannah and HuiQi=) hee...
Ok, i know i should let L speaks more then Kira... instead everybody heart, i believe have these 2, L= Logic, Kira = Emotion, desire... hmm, Kira have got hold of me for long, I should have let it go...
Next, just wanna thanks my sweet caicai... he woke me up every morn as usual. But he really make a good alarm clock. I once complain that he sounded tired when wake me, then he tried his best to sound awake and lively though he just woke up as well; i told him that everytime i will get back to sleep, and today, he keep pushing me to sit up and stuff, but the he was cute, cause he keep saying ,"Sorry but i had to do this, WAKE UP!!!" hee... so sweet... Thanks Dear... I will really try not to be late for work... hahaha...
Monday, January 22, 2007
-10:45 PM
I realise that in my family, the guys sure knows how to stand up for their rights... but me and mom the opposite...
For instant, my dad will scold and blar blar blar when thing is not in his way, then my bro sometimes will get his rights for the things to be done... but when i comes to me and my mom, we will always keep quiet... sort of always being bulllied.... sadded... hee~ perhaps i shuld learn how to stand up... was thinking when did i became weaker and weaker or perhaps i am born like that....
There was this time when my dad bought chicken wings for part of our breafast but it turn out to be rice, then he was like making a fuss, making sure i go and change it, then in the end, kor kor went down to change... ... then i realise i really didnt have the courage to do even little things...
watever....
-10:24 PM
Hmm... this is my 80th post... I am talking to my rival now... man...!!! and my bf watching as i type... no worries sis, i am not so crude as u all will think i am...
Wannna talk abt Jennifer... she is a nice mentor... Phy... must tell me what is the no. of mits for tml eh... i work the sales draft from the time i reach to the time i go home which is 8pm... man... course plus the clear cheque and stuff lah.. ok... so what it got to do with Jennifer, she helped me with the Fulco piles and also she keep asking me if she needed to wake me up in the morning as i always late... though yu will wake me up every morn, but then i always went back to sleep... but too paisay and stress to ask jennifer to wake me le lah... though she reached office the time i wake up...
Well, i rejected Gen's dad on the fire drill thingy... me and kaien concluded that we are so blur abt our future... cant see what the future lies ahead...
Ok... i felt kinda mixed feelings now... why i talking to my rival with my bf beside me, with my sis knows how much i hate her... when i talked to her, i dun really have any feelings lah... haiya... guess the effect will only be shown the next time i blog, or when i leave his place bah... We'll see~...
Thursday, January 18, 2007
-11:13 AM
Today is the earliest time i reached office in this whole year...
Later got sis outing at lot one... I thinking of i should eat hang's mom which means i will go after the gathering or just eat at the gathering... I miss his mom cookings again...
Today when i took the bus, hate it that the bus driver like dun wanna stop...i ran when i saw the bus already, is just that i didnt board when he first open the door, then when he want to turn away, i just manage to reach the bus stop... then he give me the mumbling irritated look... TIBS789R... This is the bus that John Coffey vomitted...
Then today Yi Jie meeting Eileen, i dun care, i am tagging along!!! hee.. =)
Been talking to buddy every morning when i am on my journey to work, kinda enjoy it... the time where i can leave aside the time truely for my sister... hee... hope u dun find me irritating.. hahaha...
Anyway, i didnt go for COE bidding ystd... Thank God... hahah...
I should save some money le... broke soon, no money to celebrate birthday and give tithings... ops... hahah... but i took off on the fri and monday when my bd is sat... hee... but fri morn is reserve with my man and the sun, if have i hope... we are too white le... hee...
Today i was shitting beside my boss... think there is sth wrong with her stomach and she used the pipe to wash her pipi... hee... well, its all hearing... hahah... when i came out i see her i little paisey...
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
-10:09 AM
Going COE Bidding again... super scare of this... this is like one of the things which i am reluctant to do... perhaps i always have the mentality that Jennifer will always cover for me if there is nothing much...Haix... gotta go in again... With all the bosses and going to be stress over all the amounts and that we must succeed in the bidding and stuff... Actually i must really thank Jen for keep covering me... and protecting me in a way...
Hmm... Ystd is not a good day... poor poor yuhang is being scolded by me for being a bad shopper... Just kinda irritated that I am like shopping alone, he is not looking at anything, neither is he commenting much and such... is like i know he just wanna pei wo... but i am so bad, just because i didnt enjoy the shopping much then i scolded him... He never tell me also that he didnt like to shop in hot and crowded places, never told me that he was tired... how am i suppose to know rite...
But anyway, i know that he treasure me a lot... he endure my scoldings, endure the hot and crowded places just to make me happy... He didnt do anything in relate to that flying shit but i got angry out of it... If u were to hate me for being a bad gf, that be it! But i believe that my dear yuhang will still like me as i am... Or can u accept him as a good friend, a good brother for having this sort of gf and support him in his relationship?
Anyway, this picture i coup from Yijie blog, being our office wallpaper, dedicted to you.. my sweet boyfriend, Chua Caix2... Sorry for being unreasonable!!! But i can hardly control it... Just Sorry...
Thursday, January 11, 2007
-10:01 AM
I am late again as usual but this time think there is someone in the office(dunno who) complain abt me being late...
This week i really tried to be early can... is just that stupid bus which came like 15 mins later... which normally should be 10mins per bus... or the signboard stated 8.5min lor... *ANGRY* ...
Going to start 1 Peter with EnEn after months of not having QT with God, not read the Bible eh, is not having QT... dunno why, just felt drifted and sometimes when u go home from work, from church, is just tired, and lots of excuses will pop out... even now, at work, i nothing to do, will rather surf, or blog but i told EnEn i will do the QT now... haix...
Feeling kinda sadded life...Without God there is no purpose, but somehow i will wonder y having God I in my life, v filled but yet i will still fall to this stage...People complains CT is lots of do and dun, somehow, when life is filled, this thought will come in... as Faith comes abt with deeds, and not deeds comes abt with Faith, but when u have faith, the deeds is kinda intentional, does that means that is not true faith?
Never ever satisfied is me bah... though sometimes i am very satisfied, there is still some thing... out there... Somehow i know i will be worse if i am not a CT...
-10:01 AM
I am late again as usual but this time think there is someone in the office(dunno who) complain abt me being late...
This week i really tried to be early can... is just that stupid bus which came like 15 mins later... which normally should be 10mins per bus... or the signboard stated 8.5min lor... *ANGRY* ...
Going to start 1 Peter with EnEn after months of not having QT with God, not read the Bible eh, is not having QT... dunno why, just felt drifted and sometimes when u go home from work, from church, is just tired, and lots of excuses will pop out... even now, at work, i nothing to do, will rather surf, or blog but i told EnEn i will do the QT now... haix...
Feeling kinda sadded life...Without God there is no purpose, but somehow i will wonder y having God I in my life, v filled but yet i will still fall to this stage...People complains CT is lots of do and dun, somehow, when life is filled, this thought will come in... as Faith comes abt with deeds, and not deeds comes abt with Faith, but when u have faith, the deeds is kinda intentional, does that means that is not true faith?
Never ever satisfied is me bah... though sometimes i am very satisfied, there is still some thing... out there... Somehow i know i will be worse if i am not a CT...
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
-4:17 PM
This dress is something i coup from siling friend's blog, the princess maker... like this dress eh... but still considering if i wanna get it...
Had one thought with Yj, thinkin of going Batam to relax coming back on my bd... heee... sounded so fun but sure there is more complications to it...
The office politics is making me fly, didnt know how to react to it, but was not that bad actually, maybe is just me!!!
Well, nothing much more to update actually!!! hmm
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
-10:25 AM
I almost forgot my user id... been so long since i blog, with all the camps and stuff...
upset over some flying poo over the weekend but was find after i realise that it wun hit on me so easily.
Have some thoughts but could not voice as it is demoralising, shall shallow it!
Need to meet up with 1000 mits then Mag will convert me to perm.
Said wanting to increase my pay by 9 per hour but change to 70 bucks per day
Finally able to wake up today, but was still late...
planning to eat sushimi with Huilin=)
Hmm...
