rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
-4:55 PM
i just had a buffet lunch at Shangri-la hotel (The Link)...
not very nice actually.
it is an international buffet, so got all kinds of food, but the variety is little.
Had lots of salmon and oyster.
Those are the company benefits bah. hee...
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
-6:06 PM
Most prob i can go for church camp bah.
Now the thing is to find a campsite for Committee camp..
Hee... Glad that i am going to have a not bad dec i guess...
Hee...
Ystd i went facial at mordern beauty salon at a rate of 20 bucks for an eye treatment, face treament and hand treatment. That is real cheap and as usual, they asked me to buy the package at 60 bucks which is like too ex... so i simply just tell her that we have finished up our money by eating.
Letting her know also that 60 bucks is too ex, 20 is just fine... hee~
They are not exactly pushy so hee...
Oh Ya... Yuhang passed his driving at the first go... so glad and happy for him=)
The moment he finished and call me, with his excited tone, i knew he make it=)
Safty first yeah
Friday, October 19, 2007
-10:03 AM
Later i am going to handle the 4 franchises alone bah. cause both my colleague are on leave. but one thing that is good is that because of that, i might be able to go for church camp.
hee~
Guess i am too much engross into playing facebook that i have not been blogging. but whichever. i know is not exactly very healthy to be engage in it for long time.
Now, there are 2 show waiting for me.
1 litre of tears:

Hana Yori Dango:

Yepyep... little updates bah.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
-11:46 AM
Angry eh...
Just now there is this china girl who called me saying she is now in hongkong and that i have won a lucky draw of US$80,000.
Actually the first time she called, i did the survey with her, she is from dunno what boh lan furniture which is intending to open their outlets in singapore and malaysia.
The second time she called, she ask if i am at the expo of KL. then i asked her the exact location then she dunno say what then hung off.
Then yuhang told me all this are bluff one...
then just now she called, i conference the call with yuhang. though he never say anything. but he heard how unreasonable she is and pls... wanna cheat ppl, pls learn some english.
She asked me for my chinese name then i told her. she understand.
LinXiao: (In chinese) how do u spell your English name.
me: joanna
Lx: gong???
me: is j for japan...
lx: g? a b c d e f G???
no: is J for Japan...
this went on for quite a while k...
then in the end i realise she want my hanyupin yin.
is okie, i gave it to her.
Then yuhang start burning up and keep anyhow press... cause i gave her my birthdate..
I didnt want to lie... i just wanna see what she has in mind.
Then the moment she asked for my i/c, i flar up..
me: sorry i am not comfortable to give ic
lx: then it is very hard for us to process, to confirm your identity
me: in that case give, the prize to someone else.
lx: why eh?
me: i am not interested and i don't want the prize.
lx: but why eh?
me: cause in my country we heard of ppl making this kinda call and expect the person to give the account no. and ended up getting cheat.
lx: pls don't think it that way, a company have to go thru legal means and we are not those kinda of cheater.
me: i didnt say u all are cheater just simply i am not interested in the prize, pls give it to other ppl.
lx: even if u dun take, we also cannot give to other ppl, cause got your name.
me: in that case, give it to charity.
lx: .....
Then she blabbered a lot of stuff which she say too fast and agitated that i couldnt understand.
and all the conversation is in chinese...
I also asked her if they got website. she mentioned yes then i ask for the company english name, then she say they don't have english name... they have only chinese name...
Flaw:
1) Company nowadays at least have an english name.
2) 3rd prize is US$80,000 meaning the company is super rich, then why open only one in sg and kl
3) they expect me to go down to collect the prize. they knew i am in sg. hence surely it will be done with bank transfer.
Too angry to think of more...
i just told yuhang, i give my name and birth date will they come and kidnapped me=p hee... too engrossed in the human trafficked show... i know i think too much... hee~
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
-3:52 PM
hee... i have been blogging from morning till now.at work.after this i shall go read the bible, udate my dating record (which is a book that stores all the movies and stuff between me and yu)and then play sudoko.haha.nothing much at work eh.

I watched Balls of Fury with yuhang ystd. I don't really like it beside the fact that Maggie Q is super hot. But it disguist me that she have to kiss that randy daytona... eeee... thinking abt it spoil that show. After we came out from that show, yu was saying Maggie sure get the highest pay for sacrificing her kiss...
This show is super lame lor... i think i am those kind that cannot appreciate this kind of humour. I also cannot appreciate simson also....
Now i am into another show which falls on sat night... Hana Yori Dango. Japan casts. Basically i like the plot and this time round the dyomji they use also have curly hair, just like the cartoon...hee~ i like the cartoon version too... hee~
let me share sth disguisting... just now i was wondering why my colleague they are so enthu in looking at a hp... then i realise they are watching the porn of a boss with some suppose colleague but they couldnt figure out it is who. oh man... heard that the boss also post it up on you-tube. and for your info, my company got lots of boss... just kinda sad that this one here stores his private collections in his company computer and it was spotted and i bet he didnt know that the video was on the loose...
At first i was like, what are u all watching then they say i underage, then i say i 21 le k... haha... but in the end i didnt watch... kinda gross!!! and i know that person... eee..... haiz... actually eh, to post it to the news then i might get a free phone, haha but no lah, i am not so evil... =p
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
-2:25 PM
Hee... this is my before and after:
Bored at work...
This picture here show what the surgeon had did to my jaws...


And this picture here show the process of the braces... If you look carefully, u will notice that at first both my uper jaw and lower jaw are locked... that is about 1 to 2 weeks. then i had to take liquid diet.
then after that , the doc remove the rubber bands but i still have to put on a transparent plastic thing to hold my bitting point. and the rubber band u see in the second picture helps me to do it. then i can only take porridge and liquid item.
After that is the removal of the plastic thing. And also. i have remove the metal plates that holds my teeth together in the 4th picture...
The doc says that i just have to wear the braces for 1/2 a year to 9 months which plus the appointment delay. think gotta wear the braces for a year.
hee...
Monday, October 08, 2007
-11:40 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IVY!!!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to Ivy!!
Happy Birthday to YOU=)
Today is Ivy's 21st birthday which means another one joining the adulthood...
I remember when i was young, i thought of myself being 21.
I then imagine what will i do when i was 21.
But when i am really there, it somehow feels just like another day.
Anyway, Ivy dear, hope you enjoyed ur day today and in the following days be blessed by our almighty God=)
Yep...
ystd i seen the human trafficking show again. tiring i must say. 3hrs
hmm... ystd watched it with some of the yf members... this show sure out off negative atmosphere in the air.
that is kinda depressing and plus the incident at the cafe kind of disgust me.
I am just kinda surprise that this kind of service attitude can survive in such a competitive business world.
Kind of pity them in a way but that is their choice of investment.
I have already had an issue with the food there, just simple not my taste.
But with the attitude given i am almost sure i will only go for the sake of ppl or maybe not at all.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
-9:12 AM
Ystd, i finished all my leave... i took 1 for yuhang's birthday and 3 for committee camp. As for church camp, my colleague took the day before i did, hence i couldnt take on that day.
plus there is hari raya Puasa coming up, hence got one more leave for me to deduct the christmas eve and new year eve.... I have completed all my leaves=)
I have just seen gross pictures which i only forward to yuhang... those accident and those pian tai police in the state.. eee... heyhey, i didnt go and search for them eh... is my colleague send me one. haiz... Gross!!! the images are simple EEEEKKKK... that time also receive an email where the mother killed her own daughter intending to cook it in nepal. Actually i doubt the credibility of the email but the picture i see is the girl cut into head and body with intestines all out...
I have just seen this where is a car hit right into a lorry. the lorry driver should be save i assumed but then the car driver is crushed... i literally see him crushed. Then got pictures the police pulling out his body... is in 2.. the upper body and the lower, with all the intestines gushing out, bloody... then the last gross one is this poilce who stopped the car cause of some traffic thing, then he asked the girls to stripped naked in the bushed where i tied them to a tree and hit their pipi... oh man... er xin de da pian !!!
okie... shall not think abt it anymore... it will surely spoil my day...
The gross stuff aside... ystd i scrubbed my toilet till my hands got blisters eh... man... my toilet really cannot make it... Me and papa changed the toilet seat cover and also the tube leading to the shower head. then i scrubbed the floor, some of the walls and stuff... it still did not look good... if i have money, the thing i would do before i am married off is to renovate my house... to repaint the walls making it bright, also to renovate the toilet making it looks cleaner. Polishing of floor and installing of air-con, new bighter lightings and curtains. yep... thats all but i bet it it will cost a lot... at least not that i can afford now.
Hmm, simply want my family to live well... I have even thought of the colour to my dinning and living room~should be lime green making the house look bright and lively. As for my room, perhaps i wanted it orange to look cosy or pink or purple. more solid colours bah... Okok, stop daydreaming too=)
i like lime green on walls... cause during my sec 3 period, the whole class or to say most of us stayed back and paint our classroom lime green, with weilun drawing on the animated angel and also the autumn tree for notice board. we won the first in the classroom deco competition... it was fun that time. too bad in the end our classroom was given away or i think they pull down the whole block. It was a fun and enjoyable period in my tanlins days... 3d eh=)
Monday, October 01, 2007
-6:28 PM
Had quite an interesting and tiring sunday=)
hee~ didnt took much pictures so here are some of them...





Anyway, The results are great. We had 24 ppl who choose to put their faith in Jesus and we had 8 ppl who decides to consider first. Total, that night, 34 ppl heard the gospel. Not counting those who heard and listen to the music by the worship team.
Cheers=)
Halleluia