rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
-5:16 PM
Yesterday is my 2nd Year Anniversary with Yuhang
Schedule:
8:45am: weather too hot, cant sleep anymore (thinking should i slack at home or surprise my dear dear with breakfast)
9:10 am: finish bathing and dolling up... the white calculator jump down from the building t-shirt is stained=/
9.30am: went to market to buy carrot cake, soya bean milk & minced meat noodle.
10: 15am: reach dear house: ting dong ting dong!!! he just woke up.
10: 20am: eat the following:
10:45am: finish the show : they kiss again 2, last episode
1pm: headed down to down town east: Escape theme park.... found it closed... only open on sat sun & public holidays =X
3pm: walking around pasir ris park, thinking to cycle or to go airort eat popeye.
5pm: ended at tampinese mall, walking around see if there is any nice shows. bought our 2nd puzzle.
6pm: went to mushroom pot at orchard point to have a steamboat dinner after much thinking.
It's all mushroom mushroom, of course got others!!! nicey!!
Thank God for the 2 years that have past cause i simply living in a happy ever fairy tale with my prince Mr Chua Yu Hang!!!May rest of the years to come be filled God's purpose in our relationship...
Best Boyfriend, Best Soul Mate, Best friend, Best husband to be~
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Some others pictures i uploaded from my phone:
this is my pillow @ work...
JianRong & Meiying Wedd
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
-9:32 AM
Sakura
The picture is our first serving... total we had 3 serving=) hee
wasted the BBQ salmon, shark fins & BBQ beef with just one or two bites though.
Hee...
okie... we are at the science centre... hahaha
Look at this shoe... wanted to bought it but no size... intending for my taiwan trip=/ hee
Thursday, April 17, 2008
-10:38 AM
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans i have for you, declares the Lord, plans for wholeness & not for evil, to give you a future and a Hope
this is my anchor verse.
The song Jehovah's Heart derives from this song as well.
This is written by Jeremiah to the exile israelite.
At a point of time where to them, all hope is gone!!!
Indeed, what a wonderful verse. The beauty of God. The Soveriegnity of God, The Love of God.
My QT is at 2 Tim 2: 14:
Simplify:
There are Christians who are doing these things, maybe concurrently
Godliness: Faith, love, righteousness, peace, kind, able to teach, not resentful
Satan: Quarrel, ungodly, godless chatter, no truth, destroys other faith, evil desires, trap of satan, doing satan's will
Many times in lives we not of our conscious self will be doing the will of satan, which in turn may result in commenting and quarrels with is worthless.
Paul encourage Timothy not be involves in these but pursue a godly life.
Actually the contrast between the 2 is very huge but sometimes it is just too hard to see where we are!!! what are the thoughts from satan and which one is from God.
Listening to God.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
-10:02 AM
yesterday i read 2 tim, paul says do not be ashamed of the gospel.
i had a wonderful chance to share the good news to one of my colleague as we walk ard for lunch
wanted to go a chicken rice shall which is really nice, but then when we reach there, it was closed
so we went to another place. the rest of my lunch kakis are on leave.
hence, we spend 30 mins walking and 30 mins eating.
wanted to start yinyan with her...
but....
i keep being reminded that she heard it before, she knew it but she still choose her ways and such
haiz~~~ so hard...
then the other colleague is facing marital problems, but i got no idea at all how to help her.
haiyoh~
14 June, stessful day cause up to now, i got no idea what to do for the programs for parents day
ohohoh
Monday, April 14, 2008
-9:45 AM
33 more days to Taiwan.
Relax, looking at other cultures, eat, shop... wowwww.
But for yuhang, that should be a stressful period bah.
He has exam the following week.
Anyway, this weekend is so packed and i am so tired now.
I enjoy it very much=)
Jonah BS & CEO....
The Bible Study on Jonah was not bad for me to say, hee, cause me and esther manage to get the message across.
Just hope that yf will be able to received it and that we will always remember that it is abt God and not abt us.
A good reminder from a miracle happen in the old testimony=)
CEO.
What more can i say, I was kinda nervous becuase of the lack of preparation and the dry ice effects which we never try before.
Though in the end the dry ice manage to make the stage puffy and filled with smoke. But it didnt last for long.
When Justin came to the stage, it stopped. leaving there 3 empty bowls. haha... ops. i should have run faster. then it might last longer. haha.... cause i was suppose to signale them to open the lights.
And there was the sharing session. was sharing with this bro together with yuhang. Well, it went thru smoothly and the person believed. Praise God, but heard from his bunk mate he has met up with sth / what... dun really know cause he say he will share it to me next time. this kinda bothers me a little.
And when i went home, i learnt abt the person that we had shared to at the last CEO faced some probs, it added to the dishearten a bit.
But all in all i know that God is soveriegn and he is in control of all situation. may this 2 bros in Christ really grow in the knowledge and faith of God.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
-9:57 AM
I watched this show with
yuhang ystd. Expected to see more of
Vanness Wu but in this end he came out for 5
mins then no more. Maggie Q a woman fighting
Zhao Yun-.- Like as if she will survive. She is supposed to be the granddaughter of
Cao Cao. So
humilating. like as if that time a girl could lead the army that era where all the guys are
MCP....
Ok, anyway, been troubled over certain issue till now...
There was this sales rep who go
abt like asking girls out and stuff. he is those who used this kinda words as greetings.
Then
ystd he came to my desk to pass me a cheque then touch my hand ask me to go home with him, in a jokingly manner
lah. i a bit stunt so never reply him anything.
Then he talks about other things already.
I told
yuhang that and he was angry... angry that why this guy like that one.
At first i was still unwilling to tell him how he looks like and such cause like i think that guy really meant it for a joke.
Then in the end, make our ride to
westmall v unpleasant. cause he even more angry. then he angry i also angry.
But I
couldnt let anger hold for long between us. Not a minute we will be comfortable with that.
So i just talked to him abt it.
But
yu still wanna see who this bugger is.
I just ask my supervisor and she told me that this guy is always like that one.
he always fool around. BTW, he is 50 + married with a daughter. It's not that he is flirting or such but he is like joking
ard kind. Think one of my colleague might be interested in him cause she always help him do things.
Anyway, whatever little things that come into the way of my relationship with hang is
despicable. However everything will make us closer to each other. =)
