rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
-11:40 AM
My abdomen is cramping like what now...
Sometimes being a woman faces this kinda thing which is super irritating.
I am hugging to my red cushion and lying on my office desk now.
Dun feel like doing anything, talking to anyone, and most imptly i dun feel like walking.
Looks like i gotta cut down on icey and gassy drinks.
T.T sometimes this kinda pain will makes u think whether is it that u wanna shit it out and it will be fine or feel like taking a knife and open ur stomach, cleaning it with water then close it and it'll be fine but i know it wont la of course. explaining the feeling i am feeling, which is super illogical i know.I'm in pain, couldnt think properly.
And this coming at this time of the month will makes me think whether it belongs to this month or next month. anyway. i am tired, my body is drainning, this women thing is drawing energy from my body.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
-8:55 AM
Heyhey... this steamboat took $17 bucks per person... hee, Its actually $15 but we ordered 2 drink each.
Its really not bad. 4 flavours we had... beside the fish soup that they had, we had mala, tomyam, chicken and preserved veg soup based.
And the we are SAMSAM & me... last friday.
HAd a good sharing talking about the life that we missed out on each other.
You know what, actually which i know quite long ago, she didnt used to like me thinking i very ah lian; and i didnt used to like her thinking she very arrogant.
haha... and by GOD'S GRACE, we are sitting years after eating steamboat together.
HEeEE>....
Forgot to say that is at bugis.... beside the newly opened tian tian hai sian.
And after that, we went to venesia for ice-cream. hahah... ok... she thought that i am only taking the ice-cream in this pic, haha... gottcha!!!
We shared about our dreams and what we hoped to be here=) anyway, let's work for what is yet to come and meanwhile put God in the centre of everything then our path will be made good yea=)
Oh, And here is Jieying, Minghui & Winson Baptism.
JieYing ar Jieying, hee... i can still remember the first time i saw her is beacuse sinliang arranged me and rebec to share the gospel to her. Outside westmall burger king, then she began to join us for events.
At first still didnt get really close to her, thinking that she is very guai guai type, then didnt want to jiao huai her with all the funny ideas i had, but eventually as the years passed, began to know her more and finally, think we got the most close during our poly days where me, mike, yu and her got into the same poly and often hang out together.
That was the times i knew that she was not what she seems to be eh, she can be crazy and fun too, and all the ktv times with siyang, ben they all... hahah... And i knew from then that she is a friend that its my greatest regret if i had not walked into her life and let her walked into mine. Her caring and ever being there as a friend touches my heart always.
Also seeing how she got into a relationship, they would come to Shillawon to find me and fetch me from home with either yijie or yuhang, the effect put in even as a couple to mantain our relationship> sweet and nice!!!!
And after so many years since we first meet, being one of me and rebec dui xiang for ee, she had made this declaration in front of all her family and friends that she is officially married to Christ. Again the road is never easy because she had choose the narrow path that leads to life, and one thing we can worked towards is to continue to stay close to our Father and be a good testimony at home so that our family may come to Christ to=)
Jiayoh!!!

I like this picture... haha michel taking ying and en... hahah
the following two pictures ppl who got caught by my cam... hahah... actually me also lah,too lerthargic gotta to sth before i fell asleep.
hee ~

Feel like updating the shows that i've watched so far after my entry in may.
1) Absolute Boyfriend: Not bad
2) X-Family: Entertaining
3) KO One: funny, innovative
4) Summer X Summer: Typical
5) Coffee Prince: ok lah, cant really read chinese
6) Tian Ji Xuan: HK drama
7) Rolling Love: Not a good ending tho
8) Black Sugar Macchiato: A lot of ppl sure cant take this show, too act cute le...
9) The prince who turns into a frog: Well, i think it is quite nice...
Currently watching:
1) It fated to love you: nicey, the anticipation makes the show more interesting
2) Hei Tang Qun Xia Chuan: so far only first episode. stupid not realistic show but i like haha...
3) Hot Shot: haven started, but going to watch
4) It's a game about love: nicey... long time ago show...
Seeing the shows i watched so far really kinda scare me, seems i very no life... oh no.... but at home, relax, either read books or watch tv and mostly i will choose to watch shows... arh.....
Monday, July 21, 2008
-10:40 AM
The weekend is super fruitful.
Felt like I've been thru lots cause normally weekends are just standard.
Karen came for sunday service too=)
So glad to see her!!! sisters day, sinliang was still saying, the 4 musketeers sis of yf... haha..
she was one of them and here she is back with us on sun.
Those times where we do stupid and crazy things. simply bo chap what ppl say abt us.
Hope that she will be back for good, to fill up the times that she missed among us=)
Sister's DAy...Hee... it was great really. See the brothers effort in making the whole thing a success=)
I won't bother saying the process of how it is done here, cause YF BLOG will have... hee..
Anyway, the thing that touches me most is that the song and dance presentation. Wowwwww... Everytime i look at the camera i will still laugh it off...
I am not trying to say that our brothers very joker, rather, i see their effort.
Their effort in trying to do sth out of their comfort zone for the sisters.
That is really sweet. Then Sinliang, Justin leow & Mike encouraged me! Actually sinliang and mike are the 2 that see me from non-ct to ct, from non-serving to being in ministry and justin have been serving together in yf com. One thing i would say abt them is that they are much appreciated as well...
Thanks to all the brothers!!!

And here is yuhang drying my leg after the oil treatment. haha

The whites

Me and rebecca=)

Me and Miss Lee starting from today

Me and Miss Sam Sam

Me and my dear cousin

The dinner after the event at prince cafe... haha...cheap and not bad the food=)

And this is sunday, after worship, as usual we didnt feel like eating downstair, so i went to the Korean Restaurant op beauty world. first time trial! Not bad the Dweng Jang Chige... haha...Yijie noodles is nice too, wheat noodles, the feeling is very smooth. got ice inside also. Mike didnt eat, he just kapo our banchan haha... and yuhang's kimchi chige not as nice as the beauty world one.
Anyway, after that we all came my house and i helped jie colour her hair... and yeah... i liked the colour... hahaha...

This custume is Serene help me buy one... nice rite... vitnamese costume. haha...
It is cheap lor, for the material and such... like it really lots...
thanks serene.
It is like qi pao but not really also.
the slit is higher and there is a silk-like pants inside.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
-8:47 AM
Been quite long since i blogged.
Well, haven really been in the right state of mind and i didnt want to anyhow blog.
If anyone knew that i am not fine, i rather they knew it directly because they are close to me.
Anyway, today is much much much better then a few days ago. Hence i am here
Just completed the show Black Sugar Macchiato and now watching coffee prince together with fated to love you and rolling love.
I realise the content of the show really draws me, so into the show.
I didnt know what future lies for me. But i do hope that it is meaningful.
If you hope to pray for me, pls pray that I will put God's Word, Prayer as most important things in my life. thanks...
didnt like the idea of being too used to be a ct. I realise i am starting to miss lots of ppl.
The times we play, swim, do things together for a common purpose, though it just passed.
Miss Abia... though we like see each other only few times a year but the friendship is marked there. haha...
Thursday, July 03, 2008
-4:19 PM
YUHANG GOT THE JOB!!!
though as a temp but then the offer is quite good.
i really nothing to say eh... hahaha the pay is almost the same as me...
erm... though my pay is rather low too...
well, it is really God's grace eh, the last potential girl didnt turn up.
then the rest of the interviewee they didnt like their attitude.
erm...
then also, yiyi hopes to have a ct there to cont to be a testimonial in the midst of the nct,
and she is like so firm that she believe God will place him there and He did.
Ok!!! I'm stunned!!!
Chua Cai Cai, you better work properly eh.. haha... no more wanna go go, dun want don go le...
starting mon
-9:45 AM
Yuhang is undergoing an interview @ ednovation pte ltd now.
haha... he first time interview. so funny, he was still stuglling whether to wear a tie or not.
in the end he did.
Ok, he couldnt find the door bell, Yiyi opened the door for him in the end.
Hahaha, so funny, yiyi says he looks like korean.
I told Yiyi he look v hansome... like korean... hahahah!!!
ok, not that i am trying to boast my bf, but seriously, i think if he got the job, is really God's grace.
1) He is late
2) No experience
3) Didnt bring and required documents with him. (Cert and stuff)
4) So far only ACCA Level 1, after O'level
5) Didnt complete poly due to lack of interest
6) Tues and wed can only work half day due to sch
7) Expected salary at least 1.4k (i set) despite tues and wed cant work.
Ok, that should be all, just rite, 7 the perfect no. haha...
Anyway, Yiyi hopes that he will be able to cont be a testimony in the company(nct)
Well, it up to God le bah=)
Anyway, i just finish this show... got robot so handsome i also nothing to say. hahah
this show is quite nice but the plot is rather stupid.
But i thought that it shows the connectivity with a creator and a creation, that the creator will always want to protect the creation though it is suppose to be faulty, it is not intended to be that way.
anyway, good show, funny!!! entertaining... ahah