Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

Wenjun
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Likes to eat, sleep, watch Tv
Favourite Food is Seafood.
Fav colour is white & Black
Has an awesome Dad, a loving Mom & a doting older Brother
Thinks that the meaning of life is only when one is connected to the Creator
Target to draw closer to Him everyday.
Too many great sister God placed around me
A understanding & Patient BF
Wanna fight for Him together with him & my beloved brothers & sisters



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-2:27 PM




-2:03 PM

Chinese New Year Again...

Hope that you have enjoyed yourself...

-11:45 AM

Woooo... One year pass like really fast when one enters the 20th isnt it?

I am going to be 23 soon. Most of my peers are like studying uni and some has already started working. I miss the times where money doesn really bothers me.
Now in my normal account, i only had $20 ++ ...
That sounded so sad for a person who had worked for almost like 3 years.
some money i lent it, some i spent it, some put aside, bills, etc.

i am broke till i got no money to buy new year cloth for new year.
well, still had some but new year doesnt seems as much exciting as it was before.

When i was young, buy new year clothes, get hong baos...
now, it doesnt really matters if the clothes i wear is new as i rarely see my relatives and they wont know whatever i wore is new or not.

One thing better for a working me that is passing CNY is that the hong baos taken from the salerep are double.. or much more then what i used to get. Well.. maybe in cycle only and maybe this year will be quite little due to the economic downfall.

i had washed away my french medicure that worth $20 le.. haha.. cause it is peeling off and i thought it looks quite gross. anyway i had fun with the 2 day with french medicure...

later i am going to town for lunch.. will grab at anything nice that i see.. more preferably dress... i like dress that is none revealing..
dun have to think so much on what to wear and dun need to cover here and there.

okok.. now we are going to pyso one of my malay colleague to eat ding tai feng with us.


-9:39 AM

Sth wrong with my dashboard again.

Couldnt post pictures...

Anyway, ystd it was part of my group outing... cause En, ying, teng, rong, yuan, didnt come.

We wanted to go settlers at Holland V and after we finish eating at the market, we discovered that it was close, renovation or sth ba...

then, guess where we go, and yep, we went playing lan... Left 4 dead.

It is a game where there is only a max of 8 pax playing, 4 zombies and 4 human. The objective for the human is to get to the safe point or last until the vehicle came and sent them away from the zombie infected place.

no matter what, there will be 4 pax which they are to stick together, as there will be special zombies like the smoker, hunter, bomber & lastly tanker or sth like that...

being the zombie, is either of the 4 but tanker will only come out when called. is like the king or sth.

then smoker got a v long tongue which will grab ppl and struggle them.

Hunter will pound on a person and keep hitting till the pax life is deducted.

then the bomber or sth is a fat ugly monster, he will vomit out some gross green stuff and attract all the zombies to you. If he explodes near the pax, will also attract a lot of zombies.

then the tanker is like the most muscular guy, he's objective is to throw rocks and stuff to injured the human.

then the normal zombies will like walk ard but once they spot a human, they will dash forward, and that are the scary part...and i screamed.. ops...

Actually i realise i really v noisy.. haha.. cause that place only got us and i keep screaming.. erm, natural reflex, next time if i play that again i wont already. haha

is more of a teamwork game. when a person is attacked by the zombie, the rest of the 3 will come to the rescue else the life will be deducted.

Then as for zombies, i think is rather boring cause keep dying, the objectives is only to cause as much damage they could to the humans.
Sinliang and Michael was letting themselves taking up the roles so that we could have fun ba... or maybe they more pro, they can find the enjoyment playing the zombies=)

And yep, le, xiang, justin and me were played more often as the human, with xiang leading the way then we follow, cause me and le was first time playing... haha.. then we will like save each other kinda thing.

i think the most quiet is sinliang and michael le, keep hearing us shouting ard, SAVE ME SAVE ME!!!

huilin and liying came too, but they didnt play, they just walk ard talk talk.. haha..

Anyway, i thought that is quite a unique experience of a group outing=)


-5:18 PM




-10:08 AM

Yesterday had curry at yuhang place again... not as spicy as the first time i eaten it.. didnt know if it is because my trashhold for spiciness increase or is it simply just ystd one is not as spicy.

Anyway, i am eating curry bread brought by my mom now.

Sun, i taught XM (not xuan mike is xue man) the last lesson of BCL. As i went thru the questions of lesson 7, i realise i am trapped at one question. I didnt know how to ans, and he told me, u never teach also.. and rite.. i am trapped.

the qns is when we are witnessing for God, what did He promise us?

Then i asked yuan qing and yuhang, then they both think maybe there is sth wrong with the qns, cause suppose bcl qns are straight forward and easy.

ok, anyway the ans is pretty simple... the verse that they should memorise... Matthew 28 :18 -20 is the answer... and that is that God will be with us.

I thought that is a very beautiful promise, when we testify ourselves for God, He will be with us.
yeah... this is a promise that i wanted to very much grab hold in my life too.

Then Xm is really encouraging, I encouraged him to attend San Fu and indeed he considered and ask me to pray for him because he wanted to take up that course. He is a very happy go luck guy but I'll pray that God will use him in his environment.


-5:59 PM

ah ha... this pic is yixiang using his cute cute camera to shoot the pretty girls.

and here, i've taken a color switch of sam leading the worship..

-2:31 PM




-10:49 AM

Yesteray wasnt really encouraging for me yet encouraging in some sense.

I totally screw up at the first song for chinese service... was given the song title but i realise it was totally different in the database.

Well, who to blame as i was late.. i set for myself to come at 9am but in the end, i reached at 9.30 instead.

My dad woke me up at 7 plus and keep kajiao'ing me. I was pretty pissed and went back to sleep, after which i cant wake up anymore.

Someone said, "hey, you very smart eh, u cry first then no one will scold you" well, i cried because i felt rather disppointed with myself. Perhaps i am a perfectionist when doing God's stuff. Though i know that God already bless a lot, cause i can sense the black aura filling me when i am put in charge of the ppt for chi scv. Have requested to Pr chua that i will rather do the eng one. Not only the late issue and the aura thing but at least i can serve with Yuhang. *the aura is just some bad feelings lah... meaning for yesterday only*

well, i know that God has His soveriegn plan. It is just that when doing God stuff, i wanna aim for what seems to be perfection in my eyes. well, that might be wrong too. Ok, some reading my blog might be judging me now... if you say u wanna perfection then why u late. That is when i will ask.

When i am faced with situations, which bro/sis or friend will be there to encourage me and urge me to stand up, which bro or sis will try to find a solution to the problem, which bro/ sis will be be there to say, dun worry, it will be fine and which bro/sis that will be judging and backstabbing me thinking that i simply a NATO or maybe a failure.

Many will think that in a CT society, there bound to not have the last one. But one true fact is that CT are not perfect and there are ppl ard who have high discernment skills using them to judge and criticise if you know what i mean. Well, in the NT, the pharisees are the good eg. i am not refering to anyone in mind but somehow when i screw up, not only i felt the that i am judge by myself, i felt different eyes looking at me too. Well, maybe that is a fake, maybe everyone is loving. It is just me, u know what i mean.

But i see many concern ppl ard me. ppl who bother to ask how am i, i dun zip my mouth as to what happen and i thank you that u notice that i am not alright. I am really glad also that there are just some sisters out there that when i see them, i simple felt safe to let out my emotions, to let out what is inside me. Thanks sisters and thanks yuhang... I realise without you all, i simple didnt know how to breath.

well, this seems kinda a little emo post.. haha... but now i am fine, just a thought after what happen yesterday and i admit to my mistake, will try to do better. Pray for me wont you?

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