rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, February 26, 2009
-4:58 PM
It seems like so long since i've blogged and i guess i have forgotten half the things that i actually wanted to share on my blog...
Well... V-Day... hmm... Yu got me a curler... I got him a big headed "tou tou"
Actually manman is actuall the same colour as tou tou and see what happen to them... hmm
Haha.. this is special effect by the camera... well, i think i look better if i am whiter... haha..
but yu... hmm... haha... oh... also see what the curler did to my hair..
And I went for badminton with my colleagues...
Basically, i only remember what happens with photos around...
the rest i quite forgotten about it...
Been kinda busy at work actually.
Now a bit more slack le...
I am wondering what i have to do??
Oh ya... bought a watch for ah ma (mother side) birthday... hmm... took a group pic but with my cousin. well, waiting for her to send me...
went sakura to eat actually.
random me, ystd there was a beautiful rainbow... i wonder if everyone saw it.. haha
Friday, February 13, 2009
-10:28 AM
Today is Friday the 13 if you realise.
I cut my hair on wed...
hmm... i think i will take another 2 years to grow back the before hairstyle
not that i cut super short.
but super layered.
the volume change from 100 % to 25%
i wanted slanted bangs but he cut layered slant ones.
A little disappointed cause i wanted my hair for that day,
else i might just cut it short
actually like that also good, wash hair easier
i keep complaining to yu about not giving me present, haha
but i understand my bf is really not those romantic one who will popped out with a present
simply because he didnt know what to buy for me
He is sweet in his ways.
being cute, being caring, being always there
giving gifts is just not his language of love...
i think i aint a nice gf also, yesterday he was sick but i simply dun really feel like going his place
hence he went to see doc on his own.
this week have been a noisy week, always wake up due to surrounding too noisy
that is v irritating
spoilt a happy day start
judges has been kinda ... hmm.. interesting but hard to understand.
ystd read abt a gang rape and the husband cut her into pieces.
is at judges 19, perhaps you should read it for yourself to better understand.
arh... where to go later? movie? shop? lan? pool? what else....
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
-1:53 PM
Today i am simple super tired...
Dragged myself to wake up again
yesterday meeting ends at 11 plus
during a whole day of busy activities, will we stay genki all the way
well. i know i sure will be v tired. hmm.. well, yesterday was one such day
but i think my tiredness is reflected on my face
sorry guys, but i couldnt really keep my eyes open
perhaps i havent been sleeping enough.
Cindy went for a $4k facial package at new york skin solutions
sometimes i will ask myself, will i want those?
but i realise that it is really too ex for me bah...
haha.. but i believe every girl wants good complexion
am i going to the bible class later?
next wed i am going badminton with my colleague
reject them, hmm.. dun think so...
Monday, February 09, 2009
-3:19 PM
Today is the last day of chinese lunar new year.
yesterday we had our last yu sheng as a family... with yuhang of course... he is the one taking the photo
yesterday english worship, was yijie leading the worship.. her first time, good job babe. i've enjoyed the worship. kaiwei also first time on stage and drum for eng worship...jiayoh eh=)
I have change to eng svc to do ppt le.. not that i dun like chinese, it is just that normally i will come for eng svc, and chinese svc ppt is really very stressful for me... thanks jiami for taking over...
Pretty yijie... hee=)
Had some mis-com on sunday, thought that i was the ppt and in the end i stayed till 1 plus to do the slides on sat night only to realise that ml thought that i say i pass over to jiami le, hence she thought she is taking over me. but it is ok, i spend the time eating and chatting with yu at the coffee shop downstair and went for eng scv.
told yu that really, if u didnt do something out of a heart for God but rather a fear for man or expectation for thyself, maybe God will take that ministry/ serving away. I personally experience it. God sees my heart bah. ops!!!
anyway, fri night is super fun, at amara hotel... with my group and mike and yu...
cause le dad got free hotel room, so she invited our group over. and yep... we played drinking water game, rythem and category.. and i realise i should see more eng film.. but erm... nope.. hahah..
cant play mafia with ppl i really know already lah, or maybe long time never play, cant really lie, it makes me feels weird to lie to ppl i know... haha...
And there at the market... the food = nice nice nice...
the 15 yrs hokkien mee , the herbal chicken, the tomyam (thanks to huilin for giving me half of it) the carrot cake...
not v nice is the 30 yrs chao kway tiao...
michael hands are long isnt he... hahah
And there is huilin....
It was really a nice group outing ... thanks to michael and kaien for organising
thanks yile for the location...
though i didnt stay till the end, but i've enjoyed myself...
Friday, February 06, 2009
-2:24 PM
I have used the present that you guys gave me le...
well, the underarms really hurts a little, bled a little but i think it is still cool
i am loving it
lately has been spending a lot.
yesterday spent $15.10 to take cab to work... first time i took cab to work, as in for CNC
then yesterday spend $54 at little matchgirl getting 2 dress and 1 top, $18 each
whole shop $18 actually
then just now went to emphosis, spend $38.6 for a "sweater" lookalike and a pouch.
Every 50% offer...
still got one those 3/4 shorts i think is really nice but didnt get it cause too bling
Walking along Orchard Rd, can really see a lot of stores on sales.. so tempting...
everything going off so cheap... season sales... wow...
ok, but i am kinda broke again...
Thursday, February 05, 2009
-10:32 AM
Hee... went to play pool yesterday with yuhang then play lan... left 4 dead... haha.. played till we both giddy giddy head pain, me wanna vomit... haha.. probably cause we too tired le bah... haven been really sleeping well for days..
Yuhang went to bouna vista to eat with me and my parent. Because my dad van can only fetch 1 more pax, hence me and yuhang went to take bus together, from holland v...
This picture is my destop background now... haha... this is the colour accent thing... i like eh.. so cool... and i think vege looks good in this pic... though the hair a little curly.. haha
Then we went back to my void deck there and saw these few cool dudes and pretty babes... they came all the way to sing birthday song to me, wanted to celebrate my birthday with me...
that is really so sweet.
I can see actually all of them are very tired as well, but they despite they gotta rush reports,after exam, today need to go work/sch and got driving test today, make it down here to spend this night with me... thanks...~
We took all these pictures using the custom timer mood, hence there are a total of 10 shots of photos.. but i post a few=)
Hee.. appreciated once again.
Many of them are the ones i grew up with, occupy half my life of memories.
Though now we don't talk as much as we used to, but still, ur presence is cool~
So basically my 2 group leaders specially make it down to celebrate my bd with me.. thanks... there are definetly more than group leaders.
The lovely strawberry cake...
Yixiang and Yile... the 2 that yuhang felt at east to sing k with... le, thanks for making down after ur exam.
justin, michael and huilin... though we didnt really start from the like start start start kinda thing, but i thank God that he brought 3 of you into our midst.. your love and care for everyone is so much felt....
Hee... my dear dear and justin... haha.. one so happy, one like that... but i must thank Yu for always being there with me despite he is vvvvvv tired or what, he always put me as a pirority, making me felt really bliss.
Gen Xian and Sinliang, haha.. we used to mix around together dont we??? but somehow i know i kinda drifted... but still i love to see that u two always has your genki with you... always brings laughter around.
Mr Chua, this pic ur face really a little plum.. but still so cute... hahaha
hee... really glad to see that u two have been serving faithfully too...
Oh, then i went home and they went for supper, i was too tired le...
pepper crab waiting for me... hee..
ate half and off to bed i go...
haha.. well... really thanks so much for the ppl who came down... you guys simple rocks...
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
-10:58 AM
My 23rd Birthday...
Thanks to all who messaged me and wish me Happy Birthday.
Well, so fast i am 3 years into my 20s. it was 6 years ago that i entered poly.
Time seems to have stopped. I almost forget my age.
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Look at the cake above, yuhang brought it for me the day before my birthday. It was a durain cake from 717 and it is simply delicious, thanks dear. He asked me, what cake do i want?
I told him, maybe the cake from yio chu kang? the durain cake, though he never run so far to the north but i appreciate him, getting the cake, turning up at my door step and present me with this cake. ate it yesterday night...
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Reward him with a drink. the effort, borrowed car from dad and drive to get cake and drive here, then drive back. sweet. thanks.
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For my birthday itself: wanted to go woodland causeway there to eat the seafood noodle intro by winson but in the end it was not opened. ate some chicken rice instead...On the way, guess who we saw, siyuan=) so funny, never imagine will see her there, she working eh.. hee... then we went to city square with yuhang to sing k. look at the screen so big, hee~
The space, so spacious, and because of the student price, we paid a total of ard sg$14++ with 4 drinks, 1 tibs, 2 mic covers. we reach at ard 3 and this amt could be sang from 1pm to 6pm... so cheap rite... hahaha...
We did some shopping and stopped by for dinner, at this hotstone teppanyaki style restaurant. well.. i took the stirloin and yu the lamb, i thought my portion is really big, thick meat.. but i fail in cooking.. it was quite nice though.
These are my buys: i bought 2 t-shirt, i skirt and 2 shirt (1 for my bro & 1 for yu) and the whole day in malaysia we only spend a total of $130 sg dollars plus a $10rm through mastercard. For sing k, dinner, shopping i thought that is really cheap... i realise i become more giam already, everything like dun really want to spend like that.. haha.. especially in sg, to buy one t-shirt is like $30 plus sg already, i mean a nice one.. haha, ard there lah.. bugis village cheaper though but i never really see design i like... prefer to spend in oversea more.
After i went home, Kaien and Yijie were hiding to give me a surprise... though i am not v surprise cause my mom called me telling me they are coming ... haha... but she didnt know it was meant to be a surprise ba.. haha.. but then the thoughts of this 2 sisters is greatly appreciated.
Hmm, i didnt call forth a mass dinner with everybody cause i felt that in the end they just come to eat, then i gotta kinda come back from malaysia in a short time kinda thing. Then in the end will felt like an expensive yf dinner kinda thing where everyone will chat with the ppl near them.
I know many of the yfers will come down to want to celebrate with me and i really appreciate them but i felt that it is ok eh, the thoughts is appreciated. I called a few i thought they might be available to go to malaysia with me and in the end i appeared wrongly, haha, cause they got sth on...
However, Kaien and Yijie not knowing i knew they were there, they off the light, waited for me to arrive into my room. though i know they were there but upon seeing them, my heart felt really warm. Felt really loved. thanks so so so so much u two...muacks....
The 9 pies that they were holding upon my entry to my room cause they knew that i didnt really like cakes. i ate 2 for breakfast=) nice.. thanks
this picture is really cute.. cause some of the yfers brought me a epilator.. though it is like kinda weird to be buying this kinda stuff from guys to girls, i am perfectly fine with me, cause kaien knows i wanted one.. haha, it was my first time seeing an epilator though, then kaien was trying on yuhang... haha... when the epilator is on, the sound is so scary lor.. haha.. then tried on the legs, and yep, a bit ants bit like that... i cannot imagine on the urderarms eh.. sure v pain.. haha.. but shall try it since they bought it for me.. haha... thanks anyway... thanks thanks...
haha.. all in all, i kinda enjoyed this bd... thanks to all who participated in one way or another. a message let me know that i am remembered, be it is ppl remind one or not, but still the effort to want to message me i appreciate... thanks ppl...
pr chua say, is this my ideal bd yesterday, just me and yuhang... hahhaah, actually no eh... my ideal i believe will be the 1 day of taiwan trip. going hot spring with my close sisters, enjoying the food and sitting in a ferry wheel with yu at the end to enjoy the night scenery... hahaha... and not forgetting the 2 brothers... to shop and eat togehter with them... so nice... hahah
Monday, February 02, 2009
-10:40 AM
This post will be super random, cause i dun really bother rearranging the photos..hee
Hee, these two so funny, kaien is candid, this is candid.. haha
during the steamboat on sat, me and siew hui...
me taking sam, sam taking me
last year christmas, found this photo, haha
like...
It was after one of my colleague outing at clark quey
Oh, and yep, my colleague celebrated my bd on friday night.
we went to tian wai tian fishhead steamboat place...
not bad bah...
they seldom eat vege
hmm, they keep asking us to sing k with them after that, then i didnt like to stay out till so late eh, so keep rejecting them, then i think one of them kinda pissed, think we always the ones to go off early, didnt complete the outing, actually i thought i go v good already lor.. hmm...
the we not yuhang eh, hee, all my colleague... haiya, some so "D" and childish
Do i look like super man the hair... i didnt know why it was hanging down there.
Its a tiramisu cake, thought they know i kinda like tiramisu, but actually its simple because the other colleague like it and didnt know what to buy
But after all, i appreciate them for what their effort eh...
Enjoyed sat more... the steamboat, the "playing" at my place, though a short one...
the pretties beside me..
Kaien with yixiang specs
cutie... looks eh, u 2
another one that looks so cute isnt them... hahah
