rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, July 26, 2010
-12:00 AM
Thank You Jieying for this wonderful present=))
Things are getting settled for my side. Just that I am still unsure about certain thing but i trust that many of you have been praying for me and I really thank you guys for it.
Getting settled.
Just now went to 2 restaurants and 2 hotels to view the wedding banquet place.
Well, that is super exhausting as well.
Nothing has been decided but I have basically softbook many of them.
I guess we still need to view some other places before we can make any decision ba.
Pending for divine intervention as well.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
-5:51 PM
I think this is the biggest challenge I am facing in my life.
What should I do.
Why do I have to go against my own will.
I should just let him die, but that would involve my love ones.
ARHHHHHHHHHH... God pls show me the way.
Let me trust in you.
PLS.........
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
-10:15 AM
Have you ever felt like smashing your phone just simply because you felt frustrated and that things are neverending?
I am feeling that now.
I am suppose to feel relieve cause 2 "major" event at work has been completed.
Florence helped me with the FSM items that I am not clear about. Though I had no time for it as so far, my EVERYDAY has been packed and my once a week rest day is too precious to be sacrificed for this issue.
Then this came. Again.
And I have to come out and settle this dame issue cause the only help needs to see my parents.
Dad doesnt knows of course. He will go mad.
Poor mom, suffering everything.
Yuhang is mad too and keep telling me what I should do and such.
Whatever. Can I simply say that I dont need a solution cause I have not choice but to go with the flow. I know he is angry that it involved me, but ............... haiz~ as if I wanted it.
Felt like going on a emotion train lately. Perhaps I should really relax and breath.
I really need a solitude session with God.
Friday, July 09, 2010
-11:51 AM
One thing good about my job beside that I am super busy is that.
I just spend the last hour doing nothing.
Actually I am in the midst of a event.
Germans, Hungarians, Czech and Poland student coming for immersion program.
I am basically one coordinator for the venue at A*STAR.
And therefore I am at Fusionopolis now, using the lounge computer, blogging.
Beside me, the Kriston caterers are setting up the buffet which will cost like $16 per head.
They are setting it beautifully.
Had went down to Ya kun for coffee and breakfast before they were here.
Though just now there is a little error as the IT told me that the computer did not need any password but it was locked when Dr Lim was going to make the presentation.
I flyded high man.. called IT on the spot while he did some intro which I did to the student before they arrive.
Ok, student going Skygarden.. Gotta go...
Wednesday, July 07, 2010
-2:15 PM
Jayce & Pris: Joanna, you look like a drunk taking the orange juice lying on the pillar.
me: hee~
Jayce & Pris: Why you always look so pale
me: very pale meh?
Jayce: Ya lor, like anytime will faint
Pris: Ever since I know her she have look so pale lor, but she ate all the healthy things.
me: hee.. I physically i am quite weak ba. Prob i never make up.
Jayce: I think u really need to rest. You cant skip church once or twice meh?
me: erm... I cant. I got responsibilities there.
Jayce: Then how you rest?
me:............................
Friday, July 02, 2010
-2:09 PM
Wenjun To do list:
A*STAR1) Jul: PSC road show at Orchard Hotel
2) Jul: One North - security clearance
3) Jul: SAC - Provides slides
4) September: Chairman Mexico Trip - gotta start busy from now.
5) SIPGA (Ongoing)
6) ARAP (Ongoing)
7) August: SINGA Welcome???
FSM
1) July: amend/ update FEP, Report, Escape route plan
2) July: Brief of Briefing to Fire Warden
3) August: Report
4) 2 weeks before Fire Drill: Brief to Fire Warden
5) September: Fire Drill
6) 21/9 to 23/9: SCDF course of $600++ (Else cert will be expire by 31 Dec 2010) - Have checked with A*STAR, they are unable to fund me for this course at all.
Personal1) July: HDB First Appt
2) July: OCC visit
3) August: YOG Closing
4) Sep: HDB Second Appt
Church1) Song Leader, support singer for Eng & ECS.
2) YF ppt & meeting mins.
3) Misc
Financially1) House (30k)
2) Bed (ard 2k)
3) Reno (Pending)
4) Bridal Studio (2k)
5) Agent Fees (2/3k)
No time to watch show:1) PS Man
2) Calling big Shots or sth
3) Lots others that are ready in my com... Devil wear prada...
No time to read books:1) Twenties: Sophie Kinsella: Due 13 Jul
2) Dear John: Due 30 Jul
3-7) Percy Jackson: 5 books (Sorry Mike - I know i am dragging a little too long)
8) Some other misc books frm library which i totally have no time for.
Watched 2 shows ystd for my only break this week. Wodnerful life and remember me.
Not the best kind of show when you are stress. Both ended with friend died.
(shake head: HAIZ....)
Thursday, July 01, 2010
-9:27 AM
The Parent meeting session turn out ok because CCD is around. She is the one who initiate a lot of talks. Else it will just turn into another weird dinner where everyone is quiet.
WEDDINGS??? Next step is pending for yuhang to talk to his dad. Not much time to think abt it and plan as well. However, to plan early and have it early is an advantage. Else we are having the house but not living in it. Weird rite and I didnt want to put ourselves in places where most likely we will disobey God.
FSM: I need to go for a course in order to re-certified myself BUT the course is s$600++ and my current company thinks that it is too expensive for personal enhancement course, hence not sponsoring me for it.
I was thinking, since God wants me to try this, most probably he will provide a way out for me. To take 3 day leave, together with drill, tt exercise, briefing (Total: 5 days leave) at this period where prob I will be getting married early next year, or some other methods/ ways I can never thought of.
STAR: People are LEAVING and LEAVING everyweek. super demoralise. Now Lion King (Alan Ong - the last Senior Officer for SINGA) is going for his ICT leaving now my team left director and 4 JO where one is leaving.
Next week there is an event, following SAC .... though I am not highly involved but still...
I felt that currently, there seems to be a lot going on in my life that I have no time to really read books and watch some series. Is God training me to have greater capacity for things and events?
But preferable, i will really like it if I am preparing for my wedding in a relax manner then everything coming at this point of time.
