Bits and pieces of what I am: 2008

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Everything That Has a Begining, Has an End.

I left my blog untouched for more than 2 weeks.
It almost died.. again.
At least now I have something to blog about..

I just realised, my holidays were just the same as the previous years.
The first few weeks of the holidays would be kinda empty.
But from the 2nd week of December onwards would be filled up almost completely.
There were only 2 places I went for this past fortnight if my memory has been working as it should be.
The first was of course the YDP, which most of us wouldn't want to miss.
second was going to Ipoh and Alor Star. or Setar? whatever laaa..

YDP this year wasn't the same as the previous years.
It changed.
Almost completely.
Whether it got worse or better, I dont know.
But it just feels like it's not the same anymore.
This year we had around 30 youths from Klang, 40 from both LAP and Jurong.
The other youths from the other congregations made up the rest of the 20+.
First thing I noticed there was that there were many new faces, but many missing faces.
It was like a mixture of being happy and sad at the same time.. happy and sad doesnt make a neutral FYI.

First day there, games were all indoors.
This was due to the safety precautions they decided to have.
Icebreaking this year wasn't as good as last year's.
The grouping came.
I was in group 1.
it was my second time being in the first team.
And I was somehow chosen as team leader.
So in the end, we had a team with the worst leader.
Ask the others. =D
The last time I remembered being in the first team was during Leo Youth camp.
Anywaaay..
This is our team.
the 15 of us? the other 2 went missing anywaaay..

This was taken on the last day of the camp.

(left-right) first row: Krystle, Zelda, Eustacia, Eunice, Sze Yin, Naomi, Candy

Second row: Ee Ren, Jia Chin, Zilin, me, David, Kelvin.

Johnathan, Jasmine and Jonah were not there when we took this pic. the 3 J's. Lol.

Zelda was like the assistant team leader. Thanks Zelda a bazillion for helping out.=D

Ignore my face. I was looking retarded and exhausted.

Our team was like the team that won second places, and sometimes first, sometimes last, but in the end we still emerged as.. um.. I'd better not tell which position we got.
The gunung Ledang resort wasn't completely renovated.

The dorms were still.. bug infested.

hahaha. not really bug infested.

But we had bug everywhere at night and in the morning.

But the biggest thing in the room was this Gecko.

It was the size of.. um..

wait, it's length was the length of my arm?

I think..

It seems small here, but trust me, it's really huge.

It was big and scary enough for the guys in the dorm to catch in with plastic bags and try tossing it at the girls' dorms. LOL.

Here are a couple of random pics from YDP.

you have been warned, the pictures below are too gay. well not the pics, but me. =D

The looks on everyone's faces when under the stupidity of the team leader. =P

We had the urge to take at least one of this type of pics every youth event.

um.. yeah. that's me trying to explain why we got only the 2nd placing. LOL

And during free time in the dorm, we goofed around.. and this is what happened.

We had Heroes in action in our schedule on the last night.

Turns out to be talent time after all.

I didnt get any of the talent time vids or pics.

But it was.. LAME.

imagine a sketch with Barney, Batman, Joker, Hyperman, and so many other characters. Not forget spongebob. O.O

anywaay, i was Hyperman and.. yeah.

Had to act hyper.

If someone actually recorded us, I think i'd dieee.

Seriously.

The last day was awesome cause our team won the tug of war.

Skinny guys and girls plus barney.

David played barney by that way.. LOL.

We got 2nd place in overall.

team 1 got 2nd place, team 2 got 1st.

We lost by 20 marks.

Gah.. see what I mean?

In Leo Camp, it was team 1 losing to team 2.

and team 2 got first, team 1 got second.

difference of 2 marks.

So not good.

We all had fun anyways.

I was so tired on the last day.

Kevin and I stayed up the entire night again.

We played Cho Tai Tee with the same few LAP people again at 6 in the morning.

During the closing ceremony thing, I slept almost all the way.

Couldn't help it.

Krystle hit me a few times when she saw me swaying with my eyes shut.

Lol. Swaying buddha?

We slept all the way home.

And.. yeah.

I reached home, ate, showered and played blackshot till 1.

Yeah, nuts.

On Saturday and Sunday, I went for my school's Leo Christmas Charity Bazaar.

Standing and doing nothing is tiring too actually. lol.

I dont have anything much to say about the bazaar though..

The coming Tuesday, the 23rd, My grand uncle and aunt came from singapore.

They brought their 2nd son and my cousin from ipoh.

They're all really young I tell you.

Their son, JingFong, is my uncle but he's the same age as me.

Just 9 days younger than me. =D

Kim Yu was staying with them for a month in Singapore.

JingFong not knowing his picture was being taken.

The next day, which was the 24th, we all drove up together in 2 cars Kim Yu's place at Ipoh.

We arrived there one car in the morning, the other at night.

Nothing much on that day.

But we taught JingFong and Loon how to play bridge.

On christmas afternoon, we all headed to Alor Star in 4 cars.

Jingfong and Loon squeezed into the car me and Joan were sitting and we played bridge for like.. 3 hours? all the way to Alor Star.

We had our dinner and checked in into a nearby hotel.

The hotel was so small I tell you.

From the outside it looked like some tuition centre.

Inside, the rooms and the bathroom together were smaller than my room. O.O

We went back to the eldest grand aunt's house, which was along the highway.

They had this big piece of land.

The occasion was the eldest grand aunt's 90th birthday which is on the 26th.

We stayed there until 3 in the morning.

Most of the adults playing mahjong and chatting away.

Kids running round and playing cards.

Next morning we got out of the hotel and to the house again.

Some of us got bored and decided to go to a cyber cafe.

I thought they wouldnt have cyber cafes there.

I think i'd better stop here.

The words are killing me.

Too many words.

plus i'm lazy.

haha.. excuses eh.

Tomorrow is the year end gathering.

Theme colours are black, blue and gold.

Alvin and Christine are coming.

I just hope tomorrow goes well.

That's all I guess.

Happy New Year all. :)

treasure the last day of 2008 nicely.

Bye.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Struggling to Hold My Tongue Back.

It's the sunday night.
The same sunday night I have every year.
The same one I have before each YDP camp and childrens camp.
It has been a total of..10 camps? yeah.. something like that..
10 camps means 10 years.. gosh, time really flies by when you're having fun.
This year's YDP is going to be at the same place as my first YDP, Gunung Ledang.
It's going to be the 4 days and 3 nights everyone has been looking forward to every year.
I'll be back on Thursday.
it's already 11.25 when i type this, but I haven't even start packing yet.
I'm a really last minute person.

Samuel and Christine just shifted to Kota Kemuning few days back.
But since Sam is not going for YDP, only Christine is coming and stayover.
The moment she sees my sister, they're already.. ahh..
You can try your best, but they'll never seperate.
So, don't bother trying.
At least this time they're not tearing down the house.

I haven't been thinking straight these days.
I can't really focus or stare straight at someone.
Somehow my eyes just pull away each time i try.
I've been distracted by everything too long, so trying to focus on something isn't something easy for me anymore.
I've been keeping too much inside.
I think i'm going to blow any moment.
it has been quite a long time since i blew my top.
Yeah, I just have the urge to blow up now.
And..the few lines above, might not be making sense, cause I cant get my mind straight. lol

I tried playing this new game on garena today.
Blackshot.
Not so ugly game.
Kinda fun.
But I hate the colours.
It's hard to differenciate between your enemies and the walls.
They just seem to camoflouge into their surroundings. =.=
But overall.. pass laaa.

I won't be online or posting anything for the next four days.
I don't think it'll make a difference anyway since i dont post like everyday..

Trying too hard for something that wouldnt work at all,
Going all out for something that's not worth it at all.
Expecting the worse to come when you've already had the unexpected in your face.
Pushing aside all the help given when they were really needed for your case.
Thinking too much about something that you wouldn't do anyway in the end.
Wasting all your time away for something that'll just bring you nothing more than a Yen.
The sky is just too clear when it's dark.
when doing nothing also leaves behind a mark.
I burned my own map,
Talked nothing but crap.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

For The Times We Knew But Did Nothing About It.

It's almost the 3rd week of December already.
The holidays just don't seem enough.
Who has enough of it anyway..
Mom just came back on Wednesday.
Now she's awake when i'm awake.
She's still stuck in the US time zone. lol.
So when i'm awake at 3, she'll stilll be awake.
This can't go on.. T_T

We just had a reunion lunch on Thursday.
With the usual relatives.
It has been a while since we had something like that.
So.. yeah.
I think I was just preoccupied thinking what were they preparing for lunch.
We watched this Singaporean movie My Family, My Heart.
I can tell you, I really hate their shows.
The startings are always funny, and in the middle they go dramatic.
They plotted the show in a way that they want the people watching to cry.
Which singaporean show doesn't have a really sad, emo, dramatic part? lol.
But overall it was okay.

Friday we went pyramid.
First time with unexpected people. LOL
Cheong, Chua, Danny, Gim Chai and Kang shen.
Deweil and CheeKiat ffk us.
I didn't mind.
Cause I wasnt the one organising this outing anyway.
What they all lacked was Punctuality.
okaaay, that sounds abit familiar..
I waited for them for half and hour.
That's how "early" they were. hahaha.
When we reached there, we split up.
and finally back to redbox. =.=
I never want to go back to redbox again.
Never, ever.

I don't know what else to say.
My brain is just empty anyway.
Haven't really been doing much.
I barely opened my form 4 books to revise.
Wait, I don't have any of those books already anyway..

Random stuff.
Danny has a blog. :D
I think i know why he got one.. if you want to know why, let me know. :D
YDP is on Monday.
It's at gunung ledang again. AGAIN..
We hope it goes well..
Joint Christmas Bazaar is this coming Friday to Sunday at subang Parade.
Just try to go there and support ZhiPeng's first project alright?
This year would only last for another 3 weeks?
So I hope it doesnt go to waste..

That's all I have.
Chaoz.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Just So That Everything Stays The Way They Are.

I spent the rest of my days of last week in boredom.
Really.
Thursday was plain empty.
Friday LSK Leos attended a project at the NKF at PJ.
We as Klang citizens don't know much about PJ roads and highways.
We were.. abit lost? yeah.
But it's unbelievable that our club was the earliest.
We're always the earliest in any function.
Well, just the ones I've attended la. haha.
It was abit boring there.
We were listening to a lecture that I've heard of before.
The 8 of us from Klang then went to mid valley.
We grabbed our lunch and head straight for home.
I had my haircut again.
It kinda explains why my head looks like a coconut shell with some hair sticking up? lol.
I was supposed to be packing for camp right after church, but the computer was tempting as ever.
So in the end, I started packing around 1 in the morning.

Saturday was Leo camp.
32 Leos participated. 9 from LSK.
Quite a big figure from us. =D
When we first heard of the number of Leos participating, we were abit disappointed.
Well, small figures doesn't mean that it's unsignificant.
Danny and I were in one group.
We had Wen Jhe, Sok Yan, John, Ying Zhi, and Jian Wei in our team.
Most of us dont speak up alot.
But.. We still did our best during the 3 days there.
We lost to chee Kiat and sabash's team by only 2 marks.
Small number, but it's because of 3 marks, we didn't win.
Moving on, this camp was like the best compared to my 3 years of prefect's camp?
We don't wake up at 7 just to jog, tire ourselves out, march etc etc.
We had flying fox there, abseiling? =.=, jungle trekking, building a bamboo water raft and racing with it, playing in the mouldy pool, feeding leeches, and screaming in the cold bath water at 6 in the morning.
In the camp, those that lost their voices badly were mostly from our school.
We screamed out heads out and shouted whenever possible.
reminds me of forum when we shouted till we lost our voices.
I'd give the camp a 8/10 rating.
For prefects camp, it'll be a 4/10. LOL
the only thing good about the prefects camp is the food.
Nothing more.
3 days at dusun eco, we practically did everything under the rain.
I think we all got so used to it.
Well, I did. Alot.
I walked home under the rain when we just arrived in klang.
I'm nuts. haha.
When i'm back home, only then I realise that I've more than a dozen cuts everywhere.
Not everywhere though. ALMOST everywhere.
Places like in between my nails, on my inner thighs, all over my hands, etc etc.
Yeah, I haven't been to camps like that for months already.
I've been really wanting one for a long time.

Yesterday, the first thing I did when I arrived home was to fix the router and use the pc at full throttle. lol.
I haven't been listening to my playlist for days.
Chye Leng asked me to attend the seremban camp this friday.
I told her i'll attend it if she comes for YDP, which was impossible cause she had other activities next week.
So there, problemo solved. lol.
oh, my number on my leo name card is no longer mine.
But you still can contact me through it.
Just add a " to the hot guy" or "to that nerd". hahaha.
Nola, Just mention my name in the msg will do.
I slept at my usual sleepng time, 1 in the morning.
I'm so used to it now.
It's either 1 in the morning or 3.
I cant sleep any other time.
I dont know what I have for today.
Maybe I just need some rest at home today.

Mom is coming back this wednesday.
She has been in US for more than a month already.
It also explains why I have to find my own transport to anywhere.
YDP is next monday.
This year's year end gathering has already been planned.
We didn't have one last year.
Tragic month.
so.. anyway.
The new school semester would be starting in a few weeks time.
Seems pretty close from now.
Most of us would be in form 5 soon.
4 years have come and past so quickly, we haven't got to know each other well enough.
That's all I have for this post.
Chaoz.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Fuzzy Wuzzy Had No Hair

Last Sunday we kinda celebrated Joel's birthday.
His..19th? yeah. hahaha.
After that we had futsal at 3.
It was the international court again because we had way too many players.
I got injured. again.
But it's worse this time.
I'm still feeling the pain even until now when I walk.
Monday I was supposed to go to the bukit tinggi aeon.
We were about to eat up our.. free pizzas. haha.
As soon as i stepped into aeon, I already had to go pick Alvin up.
He's in Klang again. =D
We met Kevin and Jonah too.
My sis was asking Jonah on Sunday who's gonna be there when we all hang out, he just told her "You, me, him, her, more hims and more hers."
His one lame chindian I tell you.
After an entire monday night of frustrating planning, we all decided to go to Sunway on Tuesday instead of 1 utama.
Krystle couldn't turn up this time either.
Patrick couldn't come cause Krystle was supposed to pick him up too.
Allan almost didn't want to come.
Daryl and Erny.. went 1utama with the others.
Our train was delayed, our bus broke down.
How unfortunate.
We all finally met up at pyramid.
Allan, Alvin, Kevin, Jonah, vincent, Chye leng, Joan and me.
Not many this time, but at least it was funner? LOL.
We watched twilight.
It was okay I guess.
Throughout the entire show, you can hear squeeling of girls and guys learning how to squeel too.
hahaha.
Alvin was teaching me some basic stuff about Dota this morning.
He's a pro. REally.
But he just left in the evening.
So it's all quiet now.

Leo camp is this Saturday.
I don't know if i'm able to run and jump by that time.
It's a guy's pain.
hahahahaha.
There's a possibility Allan or Alvin might be coming here to stay next sunday right before YDP.
The people that have registered so far is.. satisfactory la.
YDP is probably the last time I'm gonna see all of them for this year.
We were planning on going out next year during the week we're gonna have the Y.ES.
So.. We're not sure about that yet.
But.. yeah.
that's about it.
I gotta go.
Chaoz.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Consumed By Time.

I think my blog died.
Almost..but not yet. Haha..
I'm blogging lesser compared to the month of the final exams.
weird..
So..yeah. it's like the 2nd week of the hols now.
I've been too lazy to even attend tuition classes or step out of the house.
Lemme try to recall what I've been doing for the past 2 weeks..
wake up, dota, breakfast,dota,lunch,dota,watch tv,dota,dinner,dota,dota dota..dreamland.
according to the above statement, find the mode. Zzz..
November just flew past so quickly.
The only things I can remember doing OUTSIDE my house were attending Benzhi's Spotlight on Orphans project, attending the 2nd Leo Idol meeting, going for futsal, and another outing to pyramid.
Yeah, that's about it.
This time pyramid wasn't that fun.
Some of them couldn't make it.
Most of them actually.. like Alvin, Christine, Kevin, Krystle and Erny.
So those that came along were Daryl, Joan, Patrick, Allan and 5 of his congregation's youths.
Not bad la the number of us who went...
But as usual, any outing with me would mean it would be very disorganised. Hahaha.
Oh, and those from Puchong had.. unusual names. except for Sean. Lol.
The 5 of them were Zhen Hao, Zhen Hua, Sean, Roger and Chye Leng.
Roger that.. hahahahaha.
I only know the only person having the name Roger is that stupid character in Maple Story.
It's a dumb game anyway..
Today's Saturday.
I'm supposed to be in Pyramid now, but yeah.. backed out again.
I had to. I had no choice okay? haha..

What else to say..
Okay, i'll go random now...
Leo youth camp is this coming saturday until monday at Dusun Eco.
I've been there.. once.
I think it's gna be the same resort.
and the dirty, algae and moss filled pool.
YDP is in another 3 weeks.
Really soon.
After what happened last year, We're all just hoping all things go well this year.
If you're sitting beside Danny in any tuition classes, just hum a song.
He'll get annoyed. Lol.
I still remember what Daryl said when we were in Pryamid..
"eh, you see la. Krystle go scouts camp 4 days, didn't sleep. Samo they did all the work there.. She sure come back buff wan."
And yesterday we were talking about if she were to arm wrestle with Erny. Hahahaha.
Allan loves to say "bite me." I've got no idea why, but Joan says it's because he saw too many Munchies advertisements.

The wedding is at 2.30 today.
i've got to be there in an hour's time.
Seems like I gotta go now..
i'll update..I hope.
Just remind me if i forget to.
Chaoz. =D

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Your Promises Are Bullets. Stop Firing Me With Blanks.

Well, the finals are finally over.
In the one month of the exams, there were 3 weeks with exams, 1 week as holiday break.
The holidays killed our mood to study.
Total killer.

On Friday were our last papers.
A bunch of us went to Fred's place before meeting up with the others at AEON.
There were around 15 of us.
We went to watch Quantum of Solace.
It was.. somewhere above average.
Just watch it and get your own point of view. Hahaha..
After an entire complicated evening out, I hitched Boon How's bike to near his grandma's
place.
I went straight to church all sticky and smelly.

Saturday.
I have piano and organ classes for the holidays on Saturday.
I joined Tze Wei, Erny, Daryl and Jae Wen for futsal with their school buddies.
It was rather tiring.

Today, Daryl came to church after coming back from Aussie.
He got me this.. present.. from Aussie for me.
He said it was my belated birthday present.

Read the words on the bag.

Aussie Candies and Chocs!

yeah Daryl.. Belated BarfDay present.. hahaha.

I just got back from the prefects' Hi tea. or High?
Nah, tea can't make people high.
Only orange juice can! hahaha.
Ben Zhi and I were the entertainment directors.
Games.. as expected were all my ideas.
But someone had to run them for me.
So that's BenZhi's job. =D
I actually stole ideas from functions.
But yeah, it went well.
Danny didn't make it to his 3rd helping.
Most of us went for our 2nd helping and died out.

My sleeping habits keep changing from time to time.
Now i can barely make it past 11 o clock.
Well, that's kinda what I planned for this upcoming holidays anyway..
Organ exam is on the 19th.
Leo CLD tests for E and O are somewhere around there too.
Leo Youth camp is on the 5th? or December.
YDP is next month on the 15th.
Genting trip still unplanned.
If there are others, I must've forgotten about them already.

And before i end today's post...
Happy Birthday Irina! =D
Wait, today is the 9th.. Shiet.
Nevermind. Let's pretend this post was for yesterday or something.. hahaha.
You're 16 now.
You're not that young anymore.
So... Yeah.
Have lotsa fun.
Happy Birthday again. =)

Chaoz.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Floccinaucinihilipilificated

I have not been blogging as often as before.
But, I wont leave this blog to just die off
Just because of my finals.
So there. i'm blogging! hahaha.
Finals are more than half done.
just 10 more papers to go.
I don't know how many papers have I screwed up already.
But what's done is done.
There was this Thursday in Mr Lee's physics class.

And Aravind came back for lessons after he recovered from his "denggue fever".
And it took me one hour to notice that the 4 of us in the row
Aravind, Sabash, Danny and I had some things in similar.

2 Chinese, 2 Indians
one chinese with spects, one indian in spects
one indian in white, one chinese in white
one indian in black, another indian in black.
one tall chinese, one tall indian
one short chinese, one short indian.
wait, they're not short. just shorter. hahaha. just in the picture laaa.
Mr Lee didn't want to be in the picture. we'll get him another time. =D
I'm not a racist btw. so.. dont' arrest me for racism. haha.
If you see something else in the pic, do tell me.

KangSiang caught wearing shoes in the surau. Read the sign!

I had to take some pics for the school mag. This is one of 'em.

Out my window, at dusk.

Danny showing how happy is it to be able to litter.

[01] Real name: Bryant Lee Vie Ter.

[02] Nickname: No idea. you name them.

[03] Married: To my computer.

[04] Zodiac Sign: Aries

[05] Gender: Male

[06] Age: 16

[07] High school: La Salle

[08] College: none yet.

[09] Height: sholl. tart.

[10] Weight: As light as your nikes.

[11] Do you like yourself: yeah, sure. i'm gna give myself a hug now. hahaha.

[12] Piercings: never. none.

[13] Right or left: Right

[14] Are you a freak: yeah. a creepy one. under your bed.

[15] Hair: present.

[16] Skin: present.

[17] Allergic: homos

[18] What are you doing now: obviously doing this thingy.

[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Chat away.

[20] What will you do 10 years later: I'll be.. eating, walking, breathing. yeah.

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with: The family and dog.

[22] Siblings(included you): 3.

[23] Eldest: At the other end of the world.

[24] Youngest: Killing time in school.

[25] Love/hate your family: Is there a third choice? hahaha.

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: Yeah. i left my other half in the toilet. it's still there.

[27] If yes, who is he/she: Don't ask meee!!

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: her own self

[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1..2.. mind lending your fingers to count?

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): erm.. okaaaaay..

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): yeah. Jessica Alba did. hahaha.

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: nah.

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I dont know.

[34] Ever argue with your other half: I dont know how or what to answer anymoreee..

[35] You with your other half since: you with your other half. ahahaha.

[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: that's all the choices i get? can't i go homo or gay or something. hahaha.

[37] Reasons you love your other half: undefined.

[38] You and your other half in which stage: that stage. yeah.. that one.

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: he/she woo he/she, me woo me.

[40] Ever think of marry he/she: I dont want to answer anymore.. it's killing me..

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: Meet bob. my imaginary friend. we're still besties. ahahaha.

[42] Your first enemy: Didn't get his namecard. he was he retard though.

[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): somebodaaay.

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): All of 'em

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: you'd have to pay me 1000bucks to spill that out.

[46] Your most handsome boy friend: ...

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: the one where i'd go pointing at.

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: none.

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: erm.. yeaaah..

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: yeah. it was because they banned gay marriages. hahaha.

[51] If your friend backstabs you: where a kevlar next time.

[52] If your friend betrays you: ask him if it's for only 30 shekels

[53] If your friend woo your lover: then we can all go woo each other. =D

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: study, study, study.. haha.

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: i dont know.

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: Only at the start of the semesters.

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Nah. only when they my recess break is being threatened.

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: N/A

[59] Always late to school/college: Most of the time.

[60] Your current class: 4U.

[61] You love your seniors: yeah. when pigs can fly.

[62] Seniors who you love the most: N/A

[63] Your classmates good/bad: bad. just look at me, then you'll know.

[64] Excellent result classmate: CheeKiat.

[65] Laziest classmate: No one's the laziest. except for me.

66] Smart people: Rare.

[67] Stupid people: uncountable.

[68] Good looking people: none

[69] Ugly people: Everywhere!

[70] Funny people: classmates

[71] Cute people: so rare.

[72] Bad people: everywhere.

[73] Honest people: you're reading his post now.

[74] Acting people: film industries

[75] What kind of person are you: One of a kind. yeah.

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: lies. haha. both.

[77] Hugs or kisses: Both

[78] Shorter or taller: shorter

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous:

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach. arms too if possible. haha

[81] Listener or Talker: Both

[82] Romantic or rich: romantich.

[83] Good husband or good father: who's the husband?!

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: maybe 26-30

[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2-3.

[86] Career: what do you call that guy who collects those stuff from our backyards? hmm..

[87] Salary: a dollar more than bill gates?

[88] Retirement age: no idea.. 60? hahaha.

[89] Properties value: extreme.

[90] Wishes: for more wishes.

I was tagged.

these questions are too.. i dont know.

I just can't answer properly. hahaha.

Hols just came round.

and I have 10 days before the last wave of the finals.

Till then.

Chaoz.

Cotton Candy

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

To Err Is Human, To Forgive Divine

Finals are nearing.
They're starting next monday.
I'm not ready. At all.
Our exams schedule has been changing over and over again.
Now, history paper is on Tuesday.
Bio comes on Wednesday.
To finish reading up for these two is like being able to defy the law of gravity.

Today I didn't go to school.
I had to stay home, rest and study history.
I was supposed to be in school finishing up the last bit of our school magazine.
Apologies to Aaron.
I didn't get the 2nd interview done and the report.
And the 1st interview is in your mailbox, I just forgot to inform you.
I guess this year's magazine is going to be the worst compared to the past year magazines.
It's my fault this time.
What we talked about after finishing up the magazine draft, the trips and stuff..
If it's still on, don't count me in.
I didn't get the cooperation I needed from my department.
Well this is the result.
But it's always the head that has to take the blame.

The finals is the only thing haunting my mind all day.
I have to give up the computer until the finals are over. For Real.
So.. I won't be updating my blog until then.

Apologies too, to those whom I forgot to wish Happy Birthday.
Especially Danny and Erny.
Happy Belated Birthday you two.

Till the finals are over.
Chaoz.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Behind These Walls

I've been tagged by Irina. So here goes..

Never see the questions before you arrange the names.

1. Sarah :)
2. KangSiang
3. Yumin
4. Danny
5. BenZhi

1. How did you meet 1 ?
During her school's prefects' gathering.

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1 ?
erm.. Lemme see..X>10?

3. How long have you known 4?
4? 4 years. =)

4. How do you know number 3?
School.

5. Where's 5?
out i guess. With Vivien? hahaha.

6. A fact about number 1?
She's.. a girl. =D

7. Who is 4 going out with?
With.. the penguin girl? you know what i'm talking about.

8. What does 1 do for living?
Ask every McDonalds outlets.

9. Would you live with number 3 ?
nah.

10. What do you like about number 2?
His enthusiasm. haha.

11. Do you miss number 5 ?
Yeah. alot.. =(

12. Would you make out with number 4 ?
I'm.. not.. gay.

13. What's your opinion of number 2 ?
Smart ass. haha.

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5 ?
everything.

15.What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out ?
I'd probably be.. stunned. until i dont know when? haha.

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
yeah.

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house ?
nah.

18. Do you hang out with 3 alot ?
not alot. just. once in a while.

19. Who have you known the longest ?
number.. 4. He was the first person to ask me my name in 1L. hahaha.

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship ?
I'd jump. into a pool.. filled with piranhas?

21. How often do you talk to 1 ?
All the time.

22. What about 2 ?
erm.. at least once a day? haha.

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend ?
nah. never.

24. Would you go out on a date with number 5 ?
Um.. yeah. but at the end of the day, i'm not gay.

25. Do you dream about number 2 ?
Nah. never.

26.What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget ?
Dropped my phone during Mr Lee class. bummer.

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets ?
To exist in her world. =D

28. What's 3 hobby ?
He likes.. watching teevee. haha.

29. Tag 5+++++++++ people
I tag Yumin
i tag Jeevs.i know you're reading this!
i tag Aaron.
i tag The kid next door. xD
i tag Alvin!

Yeah, it is 4.20a.m.
I cant sleep. haha.
i'm not doing anything either.
Muse's Blackout is playing on my iTunes.
And.. I feel dumb.
Hahaha.
No, I didn't drink any coffee.
Nor am I high now.
I'm just..
Gah.. I'll go try to tire myself out.
>.<

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

No Ace Up The Sleeve

Finals are just 12 days from now.
I'm not even prepared.
I'm supposed to be studying now.
But.. I just had to empty my mind here so I can focus when I study later.

One week.
Well, what could possibly happen in one week?
There are bazillions of things that can happen in one week.
And since the day I last updated my blog until now, many things has happened.
The only problem now is that I can barely remember what happened.
Hahaha.

For my finals, I've decided to change my schedule abit.
Just for the time being.
On Fridays, I wont be going to Erny's place.
Saturdays.. erm.. well, I still have to attend piano classes.
The worst part is that
Everyday: I only can spend an hour in front of the pc.
It's so hard.
It's like isolating myself from the outside world and from entertainment or something.

First week of my finals is going to start with Bm, english, and Sejarah.
I only have to worry about sejarah for the first week.
But I still have to patch my Chem, Physics, Bio, Add maths and Mod maths.
The rest wouldn't be so hard.

Surprisingly, every night there would be at least one invitation for warlock or dota.

I cant spend my one hour here.
I'll save it for later. haha.
Chaoz.

Friday, September 26, 2008

The Saddest Man Is The Happiest Man Himself

I couldn't sleep after getting up at 6.15 and was tossing about in bed until now.
I'm still kinda lacked of sleep now.

I was more than 20 minutes late for school for 3 times this week.
I'm begining to have bad records. Very bad records.
Exams have been made earlier which was from the 20th of October to the 13th of October.
Now we all have 7 days less to study.
With the amount of tuition classes I'm currently having, I don't think I'm going to resume my English Literature class.
It's kinda fun seeing 4U classmates running about trying to avoid Mr. Loh.
I managed to skip the last day of school, which was yesterday, to take a break.
I skipped also to avoid double history on Friday. Haha.

In the air I built a castle,

To tear it down seemed impossible.

But a time came when its foundations rumbled,

Down it crumbled,

Without a word mumbled.

I tried,but fumbled.

So I grumbled.

This week's chemistry tuition was the worst... so far..
I was sitting at Jared's place, which was right beside the wall.
I was in there for about 40 minutes before i started dozing off.
I got up when I accidentally hit my head against the wall.
It was about 5 minutes later, I finally got up from my sleep.
And first thing I saw was almost the entire class staring at me.
I was like "SHIET!"
Lucky for me my face didn't go all red.
Thanks Danny for the 'wake up call'.
haha. Now Pn Sunita is begining to hit me with all sorts of questions.
So if you wanna be safe, don't sit beside me during Sunita's class! haha.

Friday:
I didn't go to Erny's place.
It was a long and boring day until evening came.
That's when I wasn't so bored anymore.
That's when I hear voices and see faces for the first time that day! haha.

"One man's great faith led to the victory of the entire nation."

That's all I guess.
I gotta go.
Chaoz. =)

Monday, September 22, 2008

'Cause You Were All Yellow

Sunday.
Looooong day.
After lunch I went for some extra class for my organ.
Exams coming up in mid November, so teacher wants us to come every Sunday to play.
Well, the other 2, Gerad(Don't know how to spell his name) and Alvina went there to play their pieces.
Obviously I'm the worst there.
I just humiliate myself in everything that I do.
I reached home at 5.30.
Then had to rush out for my 2nd aunt's open house thingy.
I wouldn't miss any of these kind of gathering with my relatives. Only my father side relatives though.. haha.
I made little Eric emo.
I think i'd better go get a mask next time I see him.
He hates me now. bummer.
After that, we watched Money Not Enough 2.
Only halfway.

You read me like a book.

You know I'm running out of legs to stand on.

I won't believe you when you tell me

These old habits die so hard.

There's no intervention in sight.

There's no point in calling you.

I'm just gonna stand here and fight.

So, maybe one day the pain will go away,

And I will see your face,

I won't even care.

Today:
I was awfully late for school today.
Just in time for duty. =.=
Form 3s having their pra PMR exams this week.
I spent the whole day in school just staring into books.
Not reading but wondering about in dreamland.
The cool weather from yesterday only lasted a while.
After recess I was practically just sitting and sweating. Nothing else.
BenZhi and Chua already got the GLYC form.
It's not only to US, but also to Europe and China.
China was the most expensive though.
So for me, i'd go for either US or Europe.
I'm back home after school and still wondering how to spend the rest of my afternoon..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

I'm Free From You Now

Yeah, it has been quite a tiring week.
It hasn't been raining lately.
So if you see me in school, I'd be drenched in my own sweat.
School is getting more frustrating these days.
Most of the teachers are against the entire 4U class now.
I only managed to complete my Bio folio this week.
Things that I are yet to be completed are : Physics folio, Project report, Sej notes and exercises, and a few more.
I'm starting to feel left out in Chemistry.
Thanks to those 3 weeks of fever, I missed out the entire chapter of electrochemistry.
Exams have been postponed to the 20th of October, which means that there's still time to study.

Wednesday morning, CheeKiat invited KangSiang, Deweil and I to go to Botanic clubhouse to swim.
We played badminton and ping pong too.
The facilities there were awesome, especially the jaccuzi.
All of us, except for CheeKiat, went for lunch at AEON right after that.
The sunburns came unexpectedly.

Thursday- there wasn't much in school.

Today was Mr Vincent's and En. Shukor's last day in our school.
I think they were the teachers who were the most patient with us.
Well, except when with Deweil.
Hahaha. Only at one occasion
I spent half my afternoon today watching Hellboy 2 and chatting.=)
I left just in time with an ice cream to the KTM.
It works Irina!
I didn't sweat at all, until I finished the ice cream. Which was probably within 2 minutes.
Today there was only Ee Ren there at Erny's place.
Daryl and Jae Wen came late today.
We didn't play ping pong today thanks to the strong wind.
We played abit of basketball, until the 'kiampa' fellas showed up. =D
Then we played 3 on 2 futsal.
Daryl and I went on a rampage for 3 games.
Was awesome.
The last game ended 3-0 instead of 5-0 'cause my mom came early.

What I learnt in my four years in secondary school:
-Never rely or trust anyone too much, they might go against you someday.
-Don't help people too much, they'll start making use of you.
-Just because one's family member is or was in the school before, it's obvious they have all the teachers' favour.
-Never boast about something you don't really have, or that you're capable of doing something when you're not.
-ALWAYS walk your talk.
-Never exaggurate, No one will ever believe you.
-Don't hope for aid from your friends at times of need, they come only once in a blue moon.
-etc.etc

I grabbed this from Mr Vincent. 4U-where most guys are homo(proven in the picture) [Q.E.D]

Deweil got bored in class, so we decided to play with the camera.

I'm really surprised how people change just in months. Some just to gain attention, some to make friends. Some even forget their own friends for girls. If you know who you are, then you know how much you've humiliated yourself.

I gotta go now.

Bye.