Bits and pieces of what I am

That's my uncle. Same age as I am.

After walking around with nothing to do, we met up with Zilin, who was out with his family, Daryl, and Krystle's family. The 3 of use were like lost kids. Anyway we later on splitted up, the boys went for LAN-ing ( or what we call going to the CC ), while the others went for chicken rice.

Next day, Jonathan Yang brought the 4 of us ( Daryl, Krystle, My sis and I) to sentosa. yeah, we've been there before, but who cares, go again la! LOL.
We met up at our MRT station and met up with a few others on the way.
I didn't sleep well the previous night, so I wasn't feeling very well that day.
We met up with Timotheus and his little korean cousin Changmini! ( I still don't know how to spell his name) First impression everyone had one changimini: must be a girl! LOL!
Alan poon came along and we had our breakfast.
Oops, I forgot Eliza. X)

Jon took this with his camera. Wonder why the lighting is so yellowish..

We met David after that and went straight to sentosa. It was crowded. It's like going for the.. Haji thingy.. where millions of pilgrims run around that black-colour-box-looking structure and start stomping on each other. After entering sentosa we met Benjamin and Mitchell.
We walked around the underwater world then went to the beach. We brought frisbee, volleyball and football. we practically played everything. I was shivering after the beach as it was raining lightly. I shivered all the way finding everything warm enough for me to hug then we entered the air conditioned arcade room and restaurants. D=We had expensive chinese dinner with many more other LAP youths. I was too sick to eat much and ended up taking a super long nap during dinner.

Group picutre at sentosa with Tim getting hit in the jackpot.

Next day, we joined the LAP congregation for sunday worship. I was still sick, down with fever and headache and stomach problems. Nice place they had. The toilets were interesting though XD We had lunch down the street and went to david and Isaac's place for the xbox360! alright! we played rockband and guitar hero until we got bored. Timotheus had to bring his little cousin all around. he doesn't seem too happy about changmini XD

We took this after boarding the bus. Timotheus caught styling his hair!

That's the end of our singapore trip.. there might be updates. lol.bye!

There comes a time when the mind tends be too imaginative to the extent that everything thought about in the head is indeed reality.
Thus, we end up fogging ourselves from the real world.

Last day in Singapore already.
My bus leaves at 4.
Probably see you peeps online around 9p.m
*hopes for a welcome home dota-match* XD

Bye!

I can't say what I wanted to say because what is now isn't the appropriate time to say it.
Saying it would mean that there would be no difference at all.
It's not something new but it is something gone through before.
And for the same reasons, things remain the way they have been.

Been fighting over the greens and the colours that ought not be there.
Trying even when failure wins half the time.

Didn't know what I was going through until I saw them
And the reason for going through what i'm going through?
Stupid unvalid reasons that is for reasons unknown.

I've been clinging and sticking for too long.
Long enough to make leaving hard
Even just for moments.
If it is real, if it is true,
letting go ,if it is the right thing, wouldn't be hard.
But it all comes down to the fact that I've been thinking too much.
I never thought it'd be this way, but it seems there's no changing what has happened.
It's not easy to know and to realize
But do at least tell me if anything were to change.
Tell me nothing but the truth that I may see and not doubt.

Too random post. Just spilling. X)
I'll update my blog properly once I'm back from singapore
bye!

If you don't defuse it before time runs up, you won't see its victim anymore.
Silently..

Painful. Don't let them come back. Not again.

Like words in a book,
my thoughts are in my mind,
just that the words in my book
are all swirled and twisted.
If this goes on,
I'll have to throw it away,
start from scratch of rewritting another.

Maybe I've been too foolish to not see if whatever I know is indeed true or not..
Maybe I've been trying too hard,
Maybe I've not even tried.
Maybe I've been expecting too much..
Hoping too much..
Dreaming too much.

SPM over already. yeaaah..
You can consider me free all the time.
Well, almost all the time actually.

There are a couple more things left for this holiday that is planned already.
Hopefully there are many more unplanned ones coming up. =D

Monday:
Alvin would be coming 1 day earlier than planned due to certain reasons. =P
Monday would also be our first.. omega Leo club meeting. Didn't expect quite a few to still be interested in Leo. From our previous batch from La Salle, at least 5 of us are really interested to join the club. why not? =D

Tuesday:
Lagoon. Needs no elaboration. X)

Wednesday:
I might join some of the others at bukit Cahaya. They were planning to go cycling.. and swimming ( well of course if there TRULY is a pool there. LOL)

Thursday:
If we still have the strength and time, yeah, futsal AGAIN. hahahaha.

Friday:
The long awaited pain bal-.. i mean.. paintball =D it's going to be fun because the game doesnt end until you wipe out everyone(which includes your own team mates XD)

The next monday would be our annual YDP. Wondering if it's going to be better than last year's.

The rest of the days left would be for repairing my bike, daydreaming, and then.. studying? HAHAHA. Nah, won't touch a book till next year. I wonder where the rest of the holidays after YDP would go to..

This could be the last mistake
That I would ever wanna do.

That's all.
Sorry no pictures for quite a few months now.
Camera died in June.
R.I.P yellow one. XD

Bye!

Tomorrow is the 8th of December 2009.
The big day we form 5's have been waiting for.
THE LAST DAY OF SPM!
*crickets chirp away*
Yes, the last day.
and the last paper?

CHEMISTRY.
It's not as bad as having history as the last paper.
It was 3 and a half weeks ago when we all first sat for our first SPM paper.
Time passed by so quickly, it's like SPM just begun.
Now it's about to end.


No matter how far something seems, we'll reach it eventually.
We'll have to face it.
SPM seemed so far away a decade ago.
Now it's ending.. in 21 hours.
Time is still ticking..
SPM isn't over yet, no celebration until paper 3 is done and over.
We'll read, we'll study, we'll nerd the best we can just to make the last day the best one.
It will not only be the last day of SPM, but our last day in school with our uniforms, our very last day as a Form 5.
vamos a hacer que valga la pena.

When words fail to be spoken,
actions fail to be taken,
if still not knowing how or when,
it'll all come to a dead end.

It's all madness.

It's the final subject: química!
Physics was the.. most screw up paper ever.
I found out I had 3 mistakes for paper 1 just 5 minutes after the paper..
Paper 2, it went okay. But I came out demotivated.
How to explain? I just came out like that for no apparent reason.
I came out 20 minutes early for paper 3.
Even the drive back home was.. a super long one.

Started chemistry revision yesterday.
Need to feel confident.
We'll all be boosted after our extra chem class X)
So fortunate to have this class coming up.

Haven't been feeling really well.
Pains here and there.
I've been forgetting to do so many necessary stuff.
My neurones are depleting. D:
I even forgot to bring my SPM slip yesterday for physics.

Chua is asking for pudge wars.. uh oh!
Time to run.
Haha.
BYE!

Maybe one day.. but I won't know if that day has come.