Bits and pieces of what I am

I need something..
But what is something?
Something's missing.
Still trying to figure out what's missing.

Darkness swallows me up.
Silently people watch at the sidelines, thinking that nothing is wrong.
Nobody sees it.

It was said that the stars shine for you.
Their numbers so big, they're uncountable.
Counting them again, you can tell that only few of them really shine brightly for you.
Some shine so brightly, they cause the moon to shine along.
But after finish counting them significant ones, you know their numbers are so rare.
Very rare.
So rare..
Some are even begining to fade away.
Being able to catch a glimpse of some of them only every once in a while,
just to know that they're all starting to fade away.


college just restarted today.
Boring again. yeah, that word has to be banned or i'll just keep saying it.
Assignments and tests all dated within the next 3 weeks, I'm still doing nothing.

I'm still too lazy to even blog about my CNY, or even my camp.
I just recovered from lots of stupid sickness and the like, still suffering pains here and there.

I spent around 2 hours between yesterday and today saving my dog from ticks.
Not the 1mm huge ones. more like the 0.8-1cm huge ones. hideous.
I caught at least 30 of them at least 1cm huge.
The only thing so far that often sends the hair behind my neck standing while thinking about it.

Thinking about it, I think my destination doesn't just end by the waters like how yours does. Mine goes beyond that, all very well planned for and instructed. Wondering if you would come along...

I hope all of these stupidness goes away.
All these uneasiness.
All of these gloomy feeling.
The gloomy feeling as though Death himself is just hovering over my head.

All this pain in the head, the stiffness of my neck, the occasionally crunching eardrums, and the swollen,painful tonsils.
I hope it all comes to an end very soon enough.

It could be dengue fever, it could be Meningitis, or it could be just a common cold.
I'm as speechless as my mind can be.
I just pray it's the 3rd possibility.

I don't edit my previous posts as some do.
I neither delete my previous posts nor add posts for dates and time that has past.
If it is posted now, it is now.

I don't regret posting my blogposts, I do not take my words back said in the previous posts.
The most I'll do is apologize, not deleting or editing them.
Don't change the past of your blogposts.
It gives others the impression that you're a coward.
Someone who keeps trying to edit their past so it seems better.
Someone who keeps trying to delete and to forget what has happened in the past so that it all seemed fine all along.

We're created with eyes in front of our heads, not behind our heads.
We're created so that we can watch each step we take and the ones we're bound to take, not to see which step you have taken and which better steps you could've taken without looking out where you're heading to.

Stop looking back to change things when it's all been done.

I've been always been labelled the silent one.
Well yeah, I observe what I want to during my silence.
And for the past few weeks, what I can observe is chain reaction.
The one that occurs among people.

I've been seeing too much of this chain reaction thingy going on.
I wouldn't want to say this so straightforward, but honestly I think you need more originality.
Stop being such a copycat.
You have a brain, use it.

I think these people are a few years too late.
As the blondes would put it, "That was so last season."

Think ahead and think original.
Have a good CNY.

Supposed to go for basketball.
Mode of transport? KTM.
Now we know how bad the KTM system has become..
let me enlighten you.
It used to be 1 train every 20 minutes ever since before 5 years ago.
Last year it got worse, trains arrived 5-40 minutes late quite often.
This year, there's only 1 train every 30 minutes ( in malaysia's conversion of units: 30 malaysian minutes=40-50 minutes in international terms)

Dumbass KTMB, hope they bankrupt one day or hope some company buys them over.
As an honest citizen of this country, our public transport deserves a rating of 2/10.
Just travel around like me and you'll find out why.

I was at the station, 5 minutes before the late train arrived, the wind blew like never before.
The best condition to take a walk but there were thunder and lightning. =/
The wind was so strong that a sunny weather turned couldy in a few minutes.
It started raining heavily in a minute and I was all wet despite being under a roof.
I had the thought of running all the way home, but the interval between the lightning flash and its thunder were getting shorter and shorter each time.
In other words, the lightning strikes were getting closer.
The center of the storm was closing in so quickly.
Before you know it. CRAAAAAACK. it struck no further than 150m from the entrance of the KTM station.
I'm alive.
Imagine if I decided to run home..

Chua and KangSiang are back from NS.
probably a few others too.
Sad for them, they're only given holidays until Monday.
They have to be back at NS on tuesday.
Sad right? I wonder who gave the idea of giving holidays for such a short time. evil, inconsiderate people.

chinese new year = ang pao + food + more ang paos + food + food +... food (lim x->infinity)

Happy Chinese New year, all. =)

It's not much, but it's really heavy.
My feet are getting weary.
It's still raining.
The storm doesn't seem to come to an end yet.
Don't give me false assurance.
I'm tired of it all.

Things that occur, events that are about to take place,
we don't say that we didn't see them coming.
We know why they happened.
We know what happened.
It's all just
obvious.

Time to update my "dead blog" as quoted by Danny.
I've been feeling extremely bored lately despite the fact that I have one humongous pile of homework one week overdue. heh.
There's like something I'm really looking forward to but I can't figure out exactly what is it.
Bored of reading, bored of doing homework first thing after class, bored of gaming, bored of.. no idea what else.

Worst thing that has happened throughout the past one week was my haircut.
GAH!
Trust me, I look so bad now, you'd probably start thinking I'm some lost retard if you don't take a closer look to recognize me.

This is the closest to how I look now:


Ooppsieee! I didn't go Yun Nam Haircare and had some mishap there. HAHAHA.


YEAH. This is how bad I look. BUT! put it the other way around. the bald patch is where all my hair is, and this guys hair to me is all bald. imagine that. It's like I'm growing a patch of grass on my head. = =

Anyway, was tagged and forced to do this. (find it kinda gay to do it, but who cares! I'M EXTREMELY BORED!)

Brutally Honest is the title.. (yeaaah = =)
Here goess.. =/

1. I get bored like how fast instantaneous dipoles occur. In other words, I get bored extremely fast. I don't like doing routine stuff as I get bored of routines and I tend to be inconsistent. You could say that because I get bored easily, I'm a boring person too. HEH.

2. I blush very easily like how easy your shirt gets stained after spilling some milo on it, sometimes for no reason. I can blush even for the smallest, stupidest reason but half the time not realising that I am blushing. Honest.

3. I wash my hands alot. When I enter the toilet, I wash; before I exit, I wash. I see a sink, I wash. But how ironic it is for me to forget to shower sometimes. HAHA.

4. I can be extremely different people sometimes. Either extremely loud then extremely silent, extremely tidy then suddenly extremely messy. If you get what I mean. = =

5. I'm anti-lalas/cosmo fans/korean or jap celeb wannabes/barbie doll wannabes. no elaboration needed.

6. I eat every 3 hours. live with me for a day or two and you won't be able to catch up.

7. I was born a retard and I am still one. HAHA.

Tagging:
nobody.
nobody.
nobody.
nobody.


OKAY. To anybody who does tags, dont tag me. This'll probably be the last ever tag I'll do. = =
Time to.. do whatever that isn't boring!
BYE!

Yes, I am. extremely.
Each line I say is misunderstood and misinterpreted.
My long fuse is running shorter day by day despite the adding on to its length.

I was introduced to this online "encyclopedia" by Aravind, and the first thing he asked me to look up for?
Malaysia.
Yes, go look it up and uncyclopedia.
But to make it simple, just click here.
Awesome, take your time to read it all.

I love this topic about religion in malaysia in the website.

Religions in Malaysia
Malaysia practices the basic democratic principle of freedom of religion.
Freedom as in "Free to join Islam, death to the infidels".
However, Muslims who finally come to their senses and commit apostasy are liable to anal rape, stoning, caning and other primitive forms of torture, often regarded as entertainment and a popular tourist attraction.
A stupid gal Lina Joy renounced her religion, Islam, to become a Christian in 2000. However, in Bolehland(Malaysia) you can do anything but renounce Islam.
She is now dead. Thanks to all the Muslims who summoned the wrath of Allah and made the Syariah court collapse during her trial.

Malays generally embrace Islam because their Sultan did it, over 9000 years ago.
Malays pray to Allah 5 times a day, asking for forgiveness in matters such as 'accidentally' eating pork, 'accidentally' drinking beer, raping their daughters, raping their mothers, raping their sisters, robbing their neighbours and 'accidentally' running over their children while rempit-ing.

Malays can be clearly defined with the 3R concept, which is also known as the National Culture of Malaysia, Rompak (Rob), Rempit (Illegal motorcycle racing) and Rogol (Rape).
While robbery and rape are found in other countries, Rempitism is unique to Malaysia, having the same status as major religions.

More accurately, rempitism is a subreligion of Islam, certain Muslims follow the sacred doctrine of rempitism while others choose terrorism.
Followers of Rempitism are known as Mat Rempits, or more commonly stupid-retarded-malay-kids.
Worshippers gather late at night around (seemingly) deserted major roads and highways in the country, performing an ancient ritual of riding their 100cc motorbikes faster than the speed of light while doing seemingly impossible stunts such as having sex on the bike and steering with their asses.
A scoreboard is kept by their girlfriends, known as Mat Minahs.
Anyone riding into a drain, straight into an oncoming vehicle, into a tree or falls down is deducted 100 points, if you die, you lose the game.
Those left standing at the break of dawn is awarded 900 points.

Malays also practice racism, they are so racist, that they even have their own name for racism, called Ketuanan Melayu.
Malays are narcissist, they believe that they are better than everyone else because they don't eat pork, cover up their heads and ride around in 100c motorcycles.

Indian practice no religion as all their temple has been destroyed by the racist BN government. Indian are not allowed to have religion because they are too minor to make a diffrent in the coming erection. WHO CARES?!! YOU NOT HAPPY I REVOKE YOUR CITIZENSHIP!!!
-kerismudin

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There's more on uncyclopedia to read. HAHAHA. take your time if you're interested.
And if I ever get arrested, you know I'm innocent. =)
I'm just copying and pasting what the internet says AND I did not state if I agreed or disagreed with what uncyclopedia said. =D

BYE!

I can't say I'm bright, nor can I say that I'm brainy.
Honestly, I think I just look brainy(or nerdy) and sound like that.
But the fact is that..
I'm NOT. honestly. honestly. honestly.
People will never trust me on this matter. =/

Everything I manage to do is just to my understanding,
Some firm understandings that can be false unknowingly.

Since highschool, I've never had a favourite subject.
You think I like maths? nope.
Chemistry? physics? bio? english?!

none of them at all.

I just enjoy solving questions that require thinking especially physics, math and chemistry questions.

BUT

that doesn't mean I'm good at any of these subjects.
It doesn't mean I like them either.

To be honest, I've always hated chemistry and physics.
The only thing I look forward to in physics were just.. logic gates.
Yeah, VERY small topic, but that's the only topic I like.
I like logic stuff. sometimes..
I can't even tell what's my interest. pathetic right.

I love solving questions. tricky questions calculation questions, questions that require as much understanding as possible, etc etc.
however, I hate coming to the fact that the answer I get might not be the right one.
And the worst part is finding out that I am actually wrong.
I'll be really disappointed.
Just as I am now after seeing all my supposed-to-be-confirmed-correct answers turning out to be wrong for chemistry.
It's not really such a big deal as it seems, but to me it is.
Even when I work hard to get the answers or not, as long as I didn't do well, you'd see me dragging my extra long face everywhere for that day.

Worst part of it all, I end up suffering from depression and low self esteem.
I'd be less confident, even less confident than I usually am. haha.

Don't know where this is leading to anyway.
BYE!

Everything that matters breaks in two.

This post is not meant for those who fear lizards. But people like wendy are soooooo welcomed to read it. HEHEHEHE.

Problem statement: What do you do with a dustpan, a broom and a lizard hiding in your house when you're extremely bored?


Procedure:
1. search and spot the lizard.
2. sweep the lizard onto the dustpan with the broom.
3. constantly shake the dustpan so that the lizard doesn't get a grip on it and escape the dustpan.
4. using your free one hand, open the window of the 2nd floor.
5. swing back the dustpan to gain momentum, and catapult the lizard out the window.
6. steps 1-5 are repeated until the lizard is out the window for sure or if the lizard bounces back against the window grills instead of out the window.


Precaution:
1) Ensure you aim correctly when catapulting the lizard or it might bounce against the window grills and back at you.
2) Lizards are dangerous
3) Make sure somebody who fears lizards is around. Scaring them adds more fun to it all. X)

Conclusion: Call SPCA if you dare! they wont bother about lizards being flung out the window.



Lizards. According to research by ISA:

Godzilla Li!

And Godzilla's arch rival?

He's from the dark and deep jungles, where trees block out the sunlight like canopies, where danger is always a step away.

He's..

*suspenseful drum roll*

ERNSHERN! >=D

Godzilla vs King Kong.

I bet 50 bucks they'll both take a lunch break and godzilla goes hunting for lobsters to eat. HAHAHAHA.

*names of each character has been changed because the characters wish to remain anonymous.
*don't get offended if you know you're mentioned in this dumb post. you know i'm just kidding =)



See how bored I am? Spare me this once for this lame post. I'm dying of boredom.
BYE!