thanks everyone for their well wishes!
thanks a million trillion guys.
will return the day before school reopens.
in the mean time, HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL.
won't be able to countdown with you guys but enjoy yourselves too!
hahaha.
i bet you people gonna miss my pesterings/smses/nudges/nonsense and not to mention, my cuteness!
HAHAHA.
i'll be off in like an hour or so to the airport.
so guys, play hard and ROCK ON!
Tuesday, December 26
Monday, December 25
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!
cant imagine its CHRISTMAS all again.
and obviously, the new year's approaching.
the year overall wasn't really a good one for me.
filled with bumps and MORE bumps which made me felt something similar to a bad roller coaster ride.
first up was of course, the JAE exercise.
sometimes i still ponder over these questions, 'what if im in cjc now? would my social network/academic grades be much better?'
but to think much maturely, i've grown very much from it.
to be complacent is indeed pure stupidity.
but, when thing does not end up the way you expected, its best to start diverting the course of your direction.
i mean, shouldn't i just look on the bright side and just accept what's given?
simply put, it's not that i cannot adapt to the change, but its just that i stubbornly refuse to.
its like my life's been covered by a large piece of dark clouds and it never seem to disappear.
even to this day.
second up is of course, every student's major worry - grades.
the cause and effect cycle sortta brought me to a kindda sluggish attitude towards things in jjc.
its like im stuck in a abyss which i could not escape from, and its like i can never find anything simple, minute thing acceptable in my eyes.
whats there are just simply junks and more rubbish, yes, including the people there.
take me as someone who is stubborn and possessive.
i'm just someone who turns sour when things just ain't what i at least, expected.
obviously, its something regarding my social circle next.
things has just emerged to this point and theres nothing much to talk about.
like what others told me, when friends get to know each other too well, misunderstanding tends to happen.
its just about forgiving and forgetting.
but when 2 stubborn people are involved, things just won't get any better.
like the quote which says 'theres always light at the end of the tunnel'.
yes, of course, this year have had wonderful events which brought vortexes of light into the gloomy weather.
i was satisfied, but not very contented with what i've achieve for my 'O' levels.
sometimes i just get complacent over this award thing which my secondary gave out.
and yes, its like the greatest achievement for me in my secondary school, not to mention the star pupil award.
HAHA.
i studied hard and my efforts paid off.
nothing much to complain about other than the sheer possibility of mugging harder.
cjc has opened things up for me for the first three months.
i've never been to a catholic school and i must say that the sense of security and the lessons it taught me can be compared to nothing.
NOTHING.
not to mention the group of friends i've made, they're just great as well.
this year been great with the support my parents gave me!
been to HONG KONG and next to KOREA.
and they've satisfied my material needs as well.
ahh, wonderful.
its not the money which matters, its the TIME which they attempted to spend with me which really matters.
im stubborn and i disappoint them, but i know they'll understand.
with the new year coming, everyone prays for a better year ahead, including me.
2007 will be a VERY important year for me!
yes i do have my new year resolutions as well.
1. be focused over my studies and good grades for my 'A' levels.
2. good health for my family members and friends.
3. start maturing and continue maturing, mentally NOT physically though.
i won't be in sg on new year's day so im making these in advance.
but i hope it still works. (:
regarding the perspective of life, i simply don't enjoy thrill rides in any single way.
it just carries me to the peak and to the rock bottom, unexpectedly.
i really hope that life would be and could be smooth sailing for me.
but, if life's perfect, then what's the meaning to it?
cant imagine its CHRISTMAS all again.
and obviously, the new year's approaching.
the year overall wasn't really a good one for me.
filled with bumps and MORE bumps which made me felt something similar to a bad roller coaster ride.
first up was of course, the JAE exercise.
sometimes i still ponder over these questions, 'what if im in cjc now? would my social network/academic grades be much better?'
but to think much maturely, i've grown very much from it.
to be complacent is indeed pure stupidity.
but, when thing does not end up the way you expected, its best to start diverting the course of your direction.
i mean, shouldn't i just look on the bright side and just accept what's given?
simply put, it's not that i cannot adapt to the change, but its just that i stubbornly refuse to.
its like my life's been covered by a large piece of dark clouds and it never seem to disappear.
even to this day.
second up is of course, every student's major worry - grades.
the cause and effect cycle sortta brought me to a kindda sluggish attitude towards things in jjc.
its like im stuck in a abyss which i could not escape from, and its like i can never find anything simple, minute thing acceptable in my eyes.
whats there are just simply junks and more rubbish, yes, including the people there.
take me as someone who is stubborn and possessive.
i'm just someone who turns sour when things just ain't what i at least, expected.
obviously, its something regarding my social circle next.
things has just emerged to this point and theres nothing much to talk about.
like what others told me, when friends get to know each other too well, misunderstanding tends to happen.
its just about forgiving and forgetting.
but when 2 stubborn people are involved, things just won't get any better.
like the quote which says 'theres always light at the end of the tunnel'.
yes, of course, this year have had wonderful events which brought vortexes of light into the gloomy weather.
i was satisfied, but not very contented with what i've achieve for my 'O' levels.
sometimes i just get complacent over this award thing which my secondary gave out.
and yes, its like the greatest achievement for me in my secondary school, not to mention the star pupil award.
HAHA.
i studied hard and my efforts paid off.
nothing much to complain about other than the sheer possibility of mugging harder.
cjc has opened things up for me for the first three months.
i've never been to a catholic school and i must say that the sense of security and the lessons it taught me can be compared to nothing.
NOTHING.
not to mention the group of friends i've made, they're just great as well.
this year been great with the support my parents gave me!
been to HONG KONG and next to KOREA.
and they've satisfied my material needs as well.
ahh, wonderful.
its not the money which matters, its the TIME which they attempted to spend with me which really matters.
im stubborn and i disappoint them, but i know they'll understand.
with the new year coming, everyone prays for a better year ahead, including me.
2007 will be a VERY important year for me!
yes i do have my new year resolutions as well.
1. be focused over my studies and good grades for my 'A' levels.
2. good health for my family members and friends.
3. start maturing and continue maturing, mentally NOT physically though.
i won't be in sg on new year's day so im making these in advance.
but i hope it still works. (:
regarding the perspective of life, i simply don't enjoy thrill rides in any single way.
it just carries me to the peak and to the rock bottom, unexpectedly.
i really hope that life would be and could be smooth sailing for me.
but, if life's perfect, then what's the meaning to it?
Sunday, December 24
Wednesday, December 20
Tuesday, December 19
WOOHOO.
life is good.
febby's back from america!
had an outing yesterday to SIJORI resort for dinner.
had haagen dazs after that.
TOTAL enjoyment.
and we entertained ourselves by drawing on the mist formed on the glass panel of some restaurant and started cam-whoring.
am going to be out with DAHZZ and febby and others tml.
just felt random this evening while i was in the bus.
seriously, i sortta afraid and scared upon pondering over the subject of RELATIONSHIP.
after all that has gone through in the past, rejection seems to be a MAJOR psychological barrier.
i guess its good too isn't it?
'a' levels' next year and i cant afford to let time slip through my fingers.
RANDOMNESS.
2006 so coming to an end like so soon!
and i'll be away from SINGAPORE.
sorry guys who wanna go countdown with me. ):
PLEASURE TO THE EYES:
I LOVE THIS PIC TO BITS.
life is good.
febby's back from america!
had an outing yesterday to SIJORI resort for dinner.
had haagen dazs after that.
TOTAL enjoyment.
and we entertained ourselves by drawing on the mist formed on the glass panel of some restaurant and started cam-whoring.
am going to be out with DAHZZ and febby and others tml.
just felt random this evening while i was in the bus.
seriously, i sortta afraid and scared upon pondering over the subject of RELATIONSHIP.
after all that has gone through in the past, rejection seems to be a MAJOR psychological barrier.
i guess its good too isn't it?
'a' levels' next year and i cant afford to let time slip through my fingers.
RANDOMNESS.
2006 so coming to an end like so soon!
and i'll be away from SINGAPORE.
sorry guys who wanna go countdown with me. ):
PLEASURE TO THE EYES:
I LOVE THIS.
THIS TOO.
OBSSESSED WITH KISSING.
I LOVE THIS PIC TO BITS.
Saturday, December 16
1star kayaking course has came to an end today.
am really going to miss the fun we all had during these two days.
yes, i'm burnt and particularly worst on my nose.
haha. just like what i've been telling the other XAC-ians, i'm trying to soak in the festive season being RULDOLPH the RED NOSE REINDEER.
2star kayaking would be fun.
but i doubt it will be subsidised by the school due to the closing down of the outdoor activities part.
oh well.
1 week left for me to finish up my holiday assignments before i leave for my trip!
get cracking, andre!
am really going to miss the fun we all had during these two days.
yes, i'm burnt and particularly worst on my nose.
haha. just like what i've been telling the other XAC-ians, i'm trying to soak in the festive season being RULDOLPH the RED NOSE REINDEER.
2star kayaking would be fun.
but i doubt it will be subsidised by the school due to the closing down of the outdoor activities part.
oh well.
1 week left for me to finish up my holiday assignments before i leave for my trip!
get cracking, andre!
Thursday, December 14
1star kayaking later. WOOTS.
if anyone think that i cant live without any person, you're god damn wrong.
i'm one who stands firm in my ideology, beliefs and philosophies.
being able to have filtered out the dirt from the gold isn't easy this time round.
but, at least, i've got to know who deserves to be trusted and which JACKASSES shoudn't.
its time to put an end to this chapter of my life.
something's interesting awaiting.
and if i don't move on, do i deserve to be here?
afterall, those people should just learn to FUCK their way off.
im not someone who TWIT to attract attention, not someone who is childish enough to think that things can just happen all of a sudden without effort/hardwork.
i'm imperfect, but that doesn't mean others are.
but please, do welcome comments/remarks and stop being over-sensitive.
its just pure DUMBNESS.
if anyone think that i cant live without any person, you're god damn wrong.
i'm one who stands firm in my ideology, beliefs and philosophies.
being able to have filtered out the dirt from the gold isn't easy this time round.
but, at least, i've got to know who deserves to be trusted and which JACKASSES shoudn't.
its time to put an end to this chapter of my life.
something's interesting awaiting.
and if i don't move on, do i deserve to be here?
afterall, those people should just learn to FUCK their way off.
im not someone who TWIT to attract attention, not someone who is childish enough to think that things can just happen all of a sudden without effort/hardwork.
i'm imperfect, but that doesn't mean others are.
but please, do welcome comments/remarks and stop being over-sensitive.
its just pure DUMBNESS.
Friday, December 8
Tuesday, December 5
with the days in the last month darting away, it just starts blending all my emotions together.
there's so many things to look forward to in the remaining days of the year.
first up would most likely be the KAYAKING COURSE and the UBIN CAMP.
next would be a gathering and then CHRISTMAS CELEBRATIONS.
yeah. next would of course be my holiday to KOREA.
seems like i'm so going to be enjoying myself over the next few weeks.
why mixed feelings?
cause it brings me closer and CLOSER to my 'A' levels next year.
and i haven't been doing well either.
so next year would very much be a tough year for me.
and it brings me closer to enlisting in NS as well.
argh.
there's so many things to look forward to in the remaining days of the year.
first up would most likely be the KAYAKING COURSE and the UBIN CAMP.
next would be a gathering and then CHRISTMAS CELEBRATIONS.
yeah. next would of course be my holiday to KOREA.
seems like i'm so going to be enjoying myself over the next few weeks.
why mixed feelings?
cause it brings me closer and CLOSER to my 'A' levels next year.
and i haven't been doing well either.
so next year would very much be a tough year for me.
and it brings me closer to enlisting in NS as well.
argh.
Monday, December 4
Saturday, December 2
with so many things revolving and straying around me, its kindda sad.
let me put things through CLEARLY.
to my 'somehow' good friend, i know its kindda hard on you that you have already come up with something for everyone.
you know, sometimes people just feel obliged over something which is planned and just can't take the courage to turn it down.
yes, we might be over- reacting but it did it cause we treat everyone in the clique the same amongst one another.
the ties we have forged, the love which sparkled and the bonds which strengthened.
they're just priceless, unbreakable and undeniable.
to have come thus far, its alrdy hard for us now to accept something new for we have already gotten things so settled.
sometimes, when things don't go our way, we stand up for ourselves, knowing the consequences behind every act(s) which is/are done.
now that things have been put so clearly in front of us, i'm already wordless.
and if things aren't the way it is as you put it, its just BAD and just STUPID to have arrowed a single person.
next, i wanna address another issue regarding what i've read over at some BULLSHIT diary.
firstly, WHY are the others getting so involved over a classmate whom they don't seem to care in class for 2years (or maybe 4years)?
and now, WHY the hell are they over-showering care and concern?
i'm sorry for you to have said that we are not solving the problem.
now that the things are almost solved, i have to see what you people have to say.
its not that we are being selfish, but on our side, we have to see that things really go well for her.
its neither surprising nor sad to see such messages posted up.
in any case, i think that we just doesn't click, be it character or whatever.
i simply don't give a damn.
should you wanna say anything against someone, think about how he/she thinks about you.
i'm seriously not someone who walks home from esplanade, sit at CJ for 3hours.
and I'M NOT SOMEONE WHO BRAINWASHES OTHERS SO AS TO WITNESS FRIENDSHIP GOING ROCK BOTTOM.
and i'm not someone who just tries to get everybody on his side, unlike someone.
finally, to all.
now that things have emerged thus far, i can only ponder and reflect over the acts that what others have shown so that i do not and never become like them.
its unlike the past now - everyone CHANGED but in our perspectives - from bad to worst.
i can say that i'm the only one who have the cheek to get these messages through to everyone.
however, that doesn't make me the devil of all.
i speak up for my friends and if your ears can't accept it, i have no choice.
and if anybody mistaken me for my courage to speak up, i have TOTALLY nothing to say.
i'm not trying to proof that i can or could do a better job, i'm just getting my concerns through and if you can't accept that, would you want me to see my friend suffer? or would you want me to be a wuss and keep my mouth shut over it?
yes, i did it all.
i did it all, for my friends.
let me put things through CLEARLY.
to my 'somehow' good friend, i know its kindda hard on you that you have already come up with something for everyone.
you know, sometimes people just feel obliged over something which is planned and just can't take the courage to turn it down.
yes, we might be over- reacting but it did it cause we treat everyone in the clique the same amongst one another.
the ties we have forged, the love which sparkled and the bonds which strengthened.
they're just priceless, unbreakable and undeniable.
to have come thus far, its alrdy hard for us now to accept something new for we have already gotten things so settled.
sometimes, when things don't go our way, we stand up for ourselves, knowing the consequences behind every act(s) which is/are done.
now that things have been put so clearly in front of us, i'm already wordless.
and if things aren't the way it is as you put it, its just BAD and just STUPID to have arrowed a single person.
next, i wanna address another issue regarding what i've read over at some BULLSHIT diary.
firstly, WHY are the others getting so involved over a classmate whom they don't seem to care in class for 2years (or maybe 4years)?
and now, WHY the hell are they over-showering care and concern?
i'm sorry for you to have said that we are not solving the problem.
now that the things are almost solved, i have to see what you people have to say.
its not that we are being selfish, but on our side, we have to see that things really go well for her.
its neither surprising nor sad to see such messages posted up.
in any case, i think that we just doesn't click, be it character or whatever.
i simply don't give a damn.
should you wanna say anything against someone, think about how he/she thinks about you.
i'm seriously not someone who walks home from esplanade, sit at CJ for 3hours.
and I'M NOT SOMEONE WHO BRAINWASHES OTHERS SO AS TO WITNESS FRIENDSHIP GOING ROCK BOTTOM.
and i'm not someone who just tries to get everybody on his side, unlike someone.
finally, to all.
now that things have emerged thus far, i can only ponder and reflect over the acts that what others have shown so that i do not and never become like them.
its unlike the past now - everyone CHANGED but in our perspectives - from bad to worst.
i can say that i'm the only one who have the cheek to get these messages through to everyone.
however, that doesn't make me the devil of all.
i speak up for my friends and if your ears can't accept it, i have no choice.
and if anybody mistaken me for my courage to speak up, i have TOTALLY nothing to say.
i'm not trying to proof that i can or could do a better job, i'm just getting my concerns through and if you can't accept that, would you want me to see my friend suffer? or would you want me to be a wuss and keep my mouth shut over it?
yes, i did it all.
i did it all, for my friends.
Friday, December 1
BOOHOO!
been TOOO slack recently to the point that i feel that i'm somehow getting an inability-to-think syndrome.
anyway, with regards to some other thing which i DON'T feel like blogging at ALL.
i've always believe that SYMPATHY and EMPATHY plays a significant role in the building block of peoples' character.
yes, i do not deny that there are - of course - exceptions.
now back to what i've to say.
seriously, i know its hard to get everyone together like we used to be.
on the other side, we HAVE to consider what's suitable or unsuitable.
the fact that we have to see an arrival from a close friend back from somewhere past the atlantic ocean, NOT the south china sea.
its a gathering for her and why is it that its now a gathering BY her?
from the fact that she just arrived and the venue has to be her house at the end of the day.
sometimes, people are just reluctant to say a word of 'no' for they are just too ACCOMODATING even deep inside their veins.
and should we even take advantage of it? the answer is simple, a FIRM no.
to have surface after a long year is of course, tough for everyone.
and basic virtues of COURTESY should at least be present at any circumstances, not to even mention, an even closer friend.
to have seen an ugly side of someone close is pretty disappointing.
if you were to get so upset over negative comments, its just too unnecessary and to put it, UGLY.
if a comment is to defeat your concious mind, i'm wordless.
and if a passing conversation is to get ingrained into you, your're WEAK.
words are sweet to hear, and evil intentions are just oblivious to one blinded.
if your definition of a gathering is some going to be CHEAP, factually, just have some gathering at a hawker or whatever.
its something worth and does that happen so FREQUENTLY?
NONSENSE!
i don't need to anyone to tell me off to GROW UP, etc.
i'm as youthful as can be and i'm as matured as you.
i don't and i'll never feel inferior towards you, for i'm someone who stands firm on my own ground, clear-headed.
coercion takes you nowhere.
been TOOO slack recently to the point that i feel that i'm somehow getting an inability-to-think syndrome.
anyway, with regards to some other thing which i DON'T feel like blogging at ALL.
i've always believe that SYMPATHY and EMPATHY plays a significant role in the building block of peoples' character.
yes, i do not deny that there are - of course - exceptions.
now back to what i've to say.
seriously, i know its hard to get everyone together like we used to be.
on the other side, we HAVE to consider what's suitable or unsuitable.
the fact that we have to see an arrival from a close friend back from somewhere past the atlantic ocean, NOT the south china sea.
its a gathering for her and why is it that its now a gathering BY her?
from the fact that she just arrived and the venue has to be her house at the end of the day.
sometimes, people are just reluctant to say a word of 'no' for they are just too ACCOMODATING even deep inside their veins.
and should we even take advantage of it? the answer is simple, a FIRM no.
to have surface after a long year is of course, tough for everyone.
and basic virtues of COURTESY should at least be present at any circumstances, not to even mention, an even closer friend.
to have seen an ugly side of someone close is pretty disappointing.
if you were to get so upset over negative comments, its just too unnecessary and to put it, UGLY.
if a comment is to defeat your concious mind, i'm wordless.
and if a passing conversation is to get ingrained into you, your're WEAK.
words are sweet to hear, and evil intentions are just oblivious to one blinded.
if your definition of a gathering is some going to be CHEAP, factually, just have some gathering at a hawker or whatever.
its something worth and does that happen so FREQUENTLY?
NONSENSE!
i don't need to anyone to tell me off to GROW UP, etc.
i'm as youthful as can be and i'm as matured as you.
i don't and i'll never feel inferior towards you, for i'm someone who stands firm on my own ground, clear-headed.
coercion takes you nowhere.
Wednesday, November 29
HURRAY!
had a clique outing today with IVAN who just came back from AUSTRALIA and he's leaving for SHANGHAI this friday.
had hell lotsa fun today.
met up and made out way to town at around 5.
had dinner at MANHATTAN at PLAZA SING which is apparently better than FISH & CO.
well, not everyone turned up due to their busy schedule.
kudos to HONGYAO for making his way down to meet us despite his busy schedule.
and to XINHUI who pon-ed school for this outing.
TOTALLY WONDERFUL.
nothing beats having an outing with a close friend.
went for a drink after dinner and took hell lotsa pictures.
these not-very-old adults were laughing at us and saying about phototaking and generation gap.
STFU. the world don't revolve around you ONLY.
O.O
CROUCHING TIGER HIDDEN ANDRE.
CANDID. PICTURE PERFECT.
i just found out that some pics ain't with me yet, so more pics next time. (all thanks to XINHUI)
hahaha.
had a clique outing today with IVAN who just came back from AUSTRALIA and he's leaving for SHANGHAI this friday.
had hell lotsa fun today.
met up and made out way to town at around 5.
had dinner at MANHATTAN at PLAZA SING which is apparently better than FISH & CO.
well, not everyone turned up due to their busy schedule.
kudos to HONGYAO for making his way down to meet us despite his busy schedule.
and to XINHUI who pon-ed school for this outing.
TOTALLY WONDERFUL.
nothing beats having an outing with a close friend.
went for a drink after dinner and took hell lotsa pictures.
these not-very-old adults were laughing at us and saying about phototaking and generation gap.
STFU. the world don't revolve around you ONLY.
O.O CROUCHING TIGER HIDDEN ANDRE. CANDID. PICTURE PERFECT.i just found out that some pics ain't with me yet, so more pics next time. (all thanks to XINHUI)
hahaha.
Tuesday, November 28
finally caught CASINO ROYALE last friday.
yeah. watched the beginning all over again and i started spoiling the show by whispering LOUDLY. haha.
casino royale in a nutshell: bad casts, okay plot but GOOD soundtracks.
oh. when i was walking out of TOPMAN, a strange girl waved to me as if i know her for a long time.
she must be initiating to try to know me eh? HAHA.
HONGWEI is so very JEALOUS. LOL. =x
yeah. watched the beginning all over again and i started spoiling the show by whispering LOUDLY. haha.
casino royale in a nutshell: bad casts, okay plot but GOOD soundtracks.
oh. when i was walking out of TOPMAN, a strange girl waved to me as if i know her for a long time.
she must be initiating to try to know me eh? HAHA.
HONGWEI is so very JEALOUS. LOL. =x
Thursday, November 23
author's foreword : SORRY FOR THE LONG POST. BUT ITS SOMETHING INTERESTING(MAYBE?)
WOW. today was an EXCITING DAY.
pretty much things happened today...
had maths lecture today in the morning and it ended promptly at 1.
went to meet HONGYAO and his friends whom i don't really liked.
anway, we made our way to swensens in town and went shopping after that.
AS USUAL, i was busy browsing for buckled belts and i couldn't find anything better than the AX one.
shopped the whole orchard and bought a GREEN crumpler pouch for my NANO before meeting IAN at vivo.
on my way there, SANDRA actually text-ed me the LEVIS HQ number.
was actually turned down in a way cause that person told me that they need someone who can commit for a longer period of time.
anyway, i'll still leave my door open.
rushed to vivo's AX but just couldn't find the belt i wanted.
shopped around with IAN and decided not to get the PULL & BEAR belt which doesn't look nice on the second look.
rushed back to TAKA and got the belt which apparently was the last one for size 30.
made my way back to vivo and shopped around with IAN's sister a lil bit.
UBER PAISEH-NESS, TOTALLY.
his cousins soon tagged along which i TOTALLY LOST IT.
soon after, we went up to GV for our show(STEP UP).
got in the theatre and EAGERLY waiting for the show to start after the everlasting advertisements.
soon, this LION started to ROAR and everything seemed perfectly normal.
then came this scene whereby an agent actually got out from the car and walked up to some kindda office.
a familiar face popped by and apparently it was DANIEL CRAIG.
FANTASTIC. no one realised anything wrong with the film(other than me?).
anyway i dropped my snacks and got stunned and when the TYPICAL JAMES BOND scene came up, everyone dropped their jaws.
IMPRESSIVE. thats like 30 mins of my precious time gone, including the change in theatre and the ADVERTISEMENTS all over again.
this staff actually said 'this theatre is showing casino ROYAL(notice the word) and i shall now send you row by row to another theatre showing STEP UP'.
okay. not even a word of apology and they demanded our time away from us.
cause of this, the show ended at like 1225am and there goes my last bus home.
went up to harbourfront interchange and managed to hitch a ride from a bus heading towards its terminal which was coincidentally the bus which i can get home.
this was the ride of my life =.=
the bus was NOT lit at all, the TV MOBILE was playing and everywhere seemed so eerie especially the stairs leading to the upper deck.
the uncle seemed wierd and i totally have no idea what's in store for me the very next second.
managed to get home at slightly later than 1am.
GV should have at least shown some sort of REMORSE.
they could have gotten replacement tickets for people who WOULD or WILL miss their last bus home or some sort.
or at least, get us to a BETTER theatre or even say SORRY.
spent $120 on the belt and total expenditure today was more than $200.
lets hope i get a part time job REAL soon. (hopefully something SLACK and with good pay)
come on, i still have to save for LEVIS limited on 1st May.
any lobangs feel free to inform me man.
it's been a tired day, indeed...
WOW. today was an EXCITING DAY.
pretty much things happened today...
had maths lecture today in the morning and it ended promptly at 1.
went to meet HONGYAO and his friends whom i don't really liked.
anway, we made our way to swensens in town and went shopping after that.
AS USUAL, i was busy browsing for buckled belts and i couldn't find anything better than the AX one.
shopped the whole orchard and bought a GREEN crumpler pouch for my NANO before meeting IAN at vivo.
on my way there, SANDRA actually text-ed me the LEVIS HQ number.
was actually turned down in a way cause that person told me that they need someone who can commit for a longer period of time.
anyway, i'll still leave my door open.
rushed to vivo's AX but just couldn't find the belt i wanted.
shopped around with IAN and decided not to get the PULL & BEAR belt which doesn't look nice on the second look.
rushed back to TAKA and got the belt which apparently was the last one for size 30.
made my way back to vivo and shopped around with IAN's sister a lil bit.
UBER PAISEH-NESS, TOTALLY.
his cousins soon tagged along which i TOTALLY LOST IT.
soon after, we went up to GV for our show(STEP UP).
got in the theatre and EAGERLY waiting for the show to start after the everlasting advertisements.
soon, this LION started to ROAR and everything seemed perfectly normal.
then came this scene whereby an agent actually got out from the car and walked up to some kindda office.
a familiar face popped by and apparently it was DANIEL CRAIG.
FANTASTIC. no one realised anything wrong with the film(other than me?).
anyway i dropped my snacks and got stunned and when the TYPICAL JAMES BOND scene came up, everyone dropped their jaws.
IMPRESSIVE. thats like 30 mins of my precious time gone, including the change in theatre and the ADVERTISEMENTS all over again.
this staff actually said 'this theatre is showing casino ROYAL(notice the word) and i shall now send you row by row to another theatre showing STEP UP'.
okay. not even a word of apology and they demanded our time away from us.
cause of this, the show ended at like 1225am and there goes my last bus home.
went up to harbourfront interchange and managed to hitch a ride from a bus heading towards its terminal which was coincidentally the bus which i can get home.
this was the ride of my life =.=
the bus was NOT lit at all, the TV MOBILE was playing and everywhere seemed so eerie especially the stairs leading to the upper deck.
the uncle seemed wierd and i totally have no idea what's in store for me the very next second.
managed to get home at slightly later than 1am.
GV should have at least shown some sort of REMORSE.
they could have gotten replacement tickets for people who WOULD or WILL miss their last bus home or some sort.
or at least, get us to a BETTER theatre or even say SORRY.
spent $120 on the belt and total expenditure today was more than $200.
lets hope i get a part time job REAL soon. (hopefully something SLACK and with good pay)
come on, i still have to save for LEVIS limited on 1st May.
any lobangs feel free to inform me man.
it's been a tired day, indeed...
Sunday, November 19
WOW. today was a fun day.
went ECP with danny, hongwei and zhihe.
but zhihe ended up VERY LATE.
reached ECP at around 2.30 and headed off to rent bikes.
im now able to cycle with 2 hands off the handle but still a lil shaky.
but its an achievement anyway!
haha.
returned the bikes at 5 and went to blade.
it was FUN although i fell a few times, inevitably.
im now able to cross HUMPS without falling.
thanks to all who helped me especially DANNY. MUACKS.
my balancing has IMPROVED.
cant wait to get my feet on the blades again.
saw zoe at ECP where she was filming stuffs for her project.
man, its been a long time since i last met the close friend of mine.
its nice to see her after so long.
my bed's calling and im eagerly responding to it.
bye all. (:
went ECP with danny, hongwei and zhihe.
but zhihe ended up VERY LATE.
reached ECP at around 2.30 and headed off to rent bikes.
im now able to cycle with 2 hands off the handle but still a lil shaky.
but its an achievement anyway!
haha.
returned the bikes at 5 and went to blade.
it was FUN although i fell a few times, inevitably.
im now able to cross HUMPS without falling.
thanks to all who helped me especially DANNY. MUACKS.
my balancing has IMPROVED.
cant wait to get my feet on the blades again.
saw zoe at ECP where she was filming stuffs for her project.
man, its been a long time since i last met the close friend of mine.
its nice to see her after so long.
my bed's calling and im eagerly responding to it.
bye all. (:
Saturday, November 18
HELLO all.
am back from class chalet yesterday but was too tired to post.
overall, the class chalet was OKAAY.
first day was interesting cause we cycled our way out of downtown east for dinner.
while the rest bought food for kangsheng, sengloong, phyllis, melisa and me cycled our way to the far end of pasir ris park.
we enjoyed ourselves in the playground, fascinated by the swings and all.
we returned to the chalet at about 10+ and then went for night cycling at around 12.
cycled to the RED HOUSE and everyone took a glance at it.
we made our way to changi village thereafter but to realise that the famous NASI LEMAK is closed already.
happen to see some 'BLONDES' along the streets attracting business.
settled for something else and then headed back to the chalet.
it was 6 when everyone bathed and took their rest.
second day was alright.
nothing much to post.
thats all! start waiting for my next post. =TAG ME. cobwebs are starting to grow everywhere on my tagboard.
am back from class chalet yesterday but was too tired to post.
overall, the class chalet was OKAAY.
first day was interesting cause we cycled our way out of downtown east for dinner.
while the rest bought food for kangsheng, sengloong, phyllis, melisa and me cycled our way to the far end of pasir ris park.
we enjoyed ourselves in the playground, fascinated by the swings and all.
we returned to the chalet at about 10+ and then went for night cycling at around 12.
cycled to the RED HOUSE and everyone took a glance at it.
we made our way to changi village thereafter but to realise that the famous NASI LEMAK is closed already.
happen to see some 'BLONDES' along the streets attracting business.
settled for something else and then headed back to the chalet.
it was 6 when everyone bathed and took their rest.
second day was alright.
nothing much to post.
thats all! start waiting for my next post. =TAG ME. cobwebs are starting to grow everywhere on my tagboard.
Wednesday, November 15
Saturday, November 11
sometimes im random; sometimes im quiet.
sometimes im high; sometimes i at my worst.
sometimes i anticipate; sometimes i dread.
sometimes im enthu; sometimes im lazy.
sometimes i feel loved; sometimes i feel neglected.
sometimes i want even more; sometimes i just want peace.
sometimes i want to scream my lungs out; sometimes i just couldn't bring myself to it.
sometimes, reality and coincidence puzzles me.
when i expect something happening, it just don't turn out the way i wanted.
i just had this kindda FUTURE planning running through my mind today;
BYE BYE TO: being a chef, being a fireman, being a chemist.
LETS EMBARK ON: learning PIANO/DRUMS, MASTER basic ROLLERBLADING, being a MARINE, FINANCE BANKER, PHARMACIST, RUNWAY MODEL.
haha. its kindda lame, but it keeps me moving.
sometimes im high; sometimes i at my worst.
sometimes i anticipate; sometimes i dread.
sometimes im enthu; sometimes im lazy.
sometimes i feel loved; sometimes i feel neglected.
sometimes i want even more; sometimes i just want peace.
sometimes i want to scream my lungs out; sometimes i just couldn't bring myself to it.
sometimes, reality and coincidence puzzles me.
when i expect something happening, it just don't turn out the way i wanted.
i just had this kindda FUTURE planning running through my mind today;
BYE BYE TO: being a chef, being a fireman, being a chemist.
LETS EMBARK ON: learning PIANO/DRUMS, MASTER basic ROLLERBLADING, being a MARINE, FINANCE BANKER, PHARMACIST, RUNWAY MODEL.
haha. its kindda lame, but it keeps me moving.
Friday, November 10
Wednesday, November 8
i have nothing to blog recently partially cause my life is pretty smooth this few days.
well, i feel like touching on this topic on VAINITY.
lets examine this from its root.
so why are people vain? simple, people want to look good.
WHY? cause people want to be perfect and they want to impress.
so why does people always shake their head when they see someone being vain?
they did it to satisfy their shallow mindset of what they couldn't achieve.
and whats with men being metrosexual?
these people are being nailed at, being GAYS, SISSIES, etc.
why? cause people who said that are pure SHALLOW.
i've deicided to stop here since i feel that its getting nowhere.
i don't seem to be looking forward to anything this holiday except for my holiday in december.
other than that and the year end sales, theres pretty much nothing to look forward to.
to end up, i feel like saying something;
theres nothing wrong being vain and being materialistic. [based on a guy's point of view]
well, i feel like touching on this topic on VAINITY.
lets examine this from its root.
so why are people vain? simple, people want to look good.
WHY? cause people want to be perfect and they want to impress.
so why does people always shake their head when they see someone being vain?
they did it to satisfy their shallow mindset of what they couldn't achieve.
and whats with men being metrosexual?
these people are being nailed at, being GAYS, SISSIES, etc.
why? cause people who said that are pure SHALLOW.
i've deicided to stop here since i feel that its getting nowhere.
i don't seem to be looking forward to anything this holiday except for my holiday in december.
other than that and the year end sales, theres pretty much nothing to look forward to.
to end up, i feel like saying something;
theres nothing wrong being vain and being materialistic. [based on a guy's point of view]
Friday, November 3
Wednesday, November 1
didn't have the intention to post today.
anyway, just got the urge to make clear something among my close friends.
when i mean close friends i mean my secondary school buddies on the whole.
so here goes.
i know its been almost a year since we last attended school together.
faces changed. and lives are already now very much different.
we are now streamed into the various institutes for a clear reason.
and obviously, its hard for us to maintain a water-tight friendship like we use to have in the past.
yes, i may seem desperate to look for someone and ask him/her to come out.
be it watching a movie, going for dinner, swimming, or just pure window shopping.
i did it out for a purpose - to maintain a strong friendship among us.
the purpose of me asking one out for a movie/swim/dinner is to allow us to engage in an activity which all of us enjoy but not in the selfish way.
sometimes it makes me ponder over whats with the cliques stuffs and all during secondary school.
it seems like everything about it starts vanishing after we've graduated.
it just disappoints me when i get constantly turned down by a single person over some requests.
do they really care?
i doubt they do, really.
anyway, just got the urge to make clear something among my close friends.
when i mean close friends i mean my secondary school buddies on the whole.
so here goes.
i know its been almost a year since we last attended school together.
faces changed. and lives are already now very much different.
we are now streamed into the various institutes for a clear reason.
and obviously, its hard for us to maintain a water-tight friendship like we use to have in the past.
yes, i may seem desperate to look for someone and ask him/her to come out.
be it watching a movie, going for dinner, swimming, or just pure window shopping.
i did it out for a purpose - to maintain a strong friendship among us.
the purpose of me asking one out for a movie/swim/dinner is to allow us to engage in an activity which all of us enjoy but not in the selfish way.
sometimes it makes me ponder over whats with the cliques stuffs and all during secondary school.
it seems like everything about it starts vanishing after we've graduated.
it just disappoints me when i get constantly turned down by a single person over some requests.
do they really care?
i doubt they do, really.
Monday, October 30
since i've blogged about so many unhappy stuffs over my last few posts, i shall blog something different today.
went out with JOEL KHO YUAN KUN today for movie at cathay cineplex where i saw VANESSA and SHIKIN.
haha.
nice to catch up with old classmates and all.
its still the blue uniform which i feel attached to.
watched the GUARDIAN with joel.
fucking joel was like dozing off in the movies cause he claimed that he slept at 4.30am.
haha. here comes the interesting part.
i bet many of my close friends know that my childhood ambition was to be a FIREMAN.
now that i've watched the movie, i'll rather be a MARINE instead.
haha. i know it sounds corny but i'll seriously consider to be a marine.
it all started out with this naive notion of 'save a man's life and you're a hero'.
i must say that it still lives in me today.
with the 'dimly-lit' passion for swimming, it triggered my thoughts after the movie ended.
haha. i know it doesn't seem so perfect real life.
but the sudden impulse just took me through.
anyway, the movie didn't have a great plot but its still nice on the whole.
it seems like, after every movie i've watched, it leaves me in a pensive mood.
but its just like a passing wind whereby those thoughts just subsides after a while. =
time to sign off.
TAG ME, PPL. thx.
went out with JOEL KHO YUAN KUN today for movie at cathay cineplex where i saw VANESSA and SHIKIN.
haha.
nice to catch up with old classmates and all.
its still the blue uniform which i feel attached to.
watched the GUARDIAN with joel.
fucking joel was like dozing off in the movies cause he claimed that he slept at 4.30am.
haha. here comes the interesting part.
i bet many of my close friends know that my childhood ambition was to be a FIREMAN.
now that i've watched the movie, i'll rather be a MARINE instead.
haha. i know it sounds corny but i'll seriously consider to be a marine.
it all started out with this naive notion of 'save a man's life and you're a hero'.
i must say that it still lives in me today.
with the 'dimly-lit' passion for swimming, it triggered my thoughts after the movie ended.
haha. i know it doesn't seem so perfect real life.
but the sudden impulse just took me through.
anyway, the movie didn't have a great plot but its still nice on the whole.
it seems like, after every movie i've watched, it leaves me in a pensive mood.
but its just like a passing wind whereby those thoughts just subsides after a while. =
time to sign off.
TAG ME, PPL. thx.
Saturday, October 28
Friday, October 27
Thursday, October 26
HOOORAY. its gonna be the last day of school for me tml.
i've longed for this day when the school term isn't at all ENJOYABLE.
and yes, this makes me fall into the vulnerable state which i used to be in.
and after so many many months of agony, i've got to admit JJ still isnt the place for me.
im saying this in the point whr im no longer a pro-cj-ian.
but looking at the fun and enjoyment my friends in other JC are going through, i makes me wanna get my ass outta JJ immediately.
skipped school today.
was told that there were only 2hours of lessons.
so i decided not to waste near 2hours of travelling time to get to school.
was told by my dad that miss chew actually called him and the principal is up to some NONSENSE again.
okay fine. my dad told miss chew that im sick though im not really sick.
the principal actually wanna see those absentees at 3pm later day.
FOR GOODNESS SICK. CAN U ACTUALLY CUT YOUR CRAP. ITS ONLY LIKE 6MONTHS AND YOU MADE ME DESTEST YOU LIKE ONE FUCKING BIRD.
craps aside.
its time i start review on my academic work and all.
whenever i have to make an important choice, i'll usually screw it up.
same goes to this JJC and QUEENSWAY thing but they're so different.
now i'll really have to strive for what i want and what i desire.
i SWEAR i'll gonna make it through next year.
heard from JUNXIONG that miss chew ain't gonna be our civics tutor next year and also our chem tutor.
was quite disappointed when i heard this.
seriously, we're doing well for CHEMISTRY and they're just going to change 1 tutor which we have to re-adapt.
CHANGE another tutor instead.
06s22 ain't any good in PHYSICS.
we're 15th in the whole level and this ain't anything to be proud of.
so, lets get your mind clear and do the right move my dear ACADEMIC COMMITEE of JJC.
i know i have no say in this.
but its my 5cents and its worth considering since im one of the 'CASUALTIES'.
now that the term has ended, its time i indulge in my own activities once again.
class chalet is on 15-17 and im not very sure if im staying overnight or NOT AT ALL.
don't really feel the belongingness there yet and thus, its gonna be a boring one for me i guess.
with much grudges and cliques there, i bet its so gonna be screwed.
okay. time to end my blog.
am going to post again real soon.
feel free to tag me. (:
i've longed for this day when the school term isn't at all ENJOYABLE.
and yes, this makes me fall into the vulnerable state which i used to be in.
and after so many many months of agony, i've got to admit JJ still isnt the place for me.
im saying this in the point whr im no longer a pro-cj-ian.
but looking at the fun and enjoyment my friends in other JC are going through, i makes me wanna get my ass outta JJ immediately.
skipped school today.
was told that there were only 2hours of lessons.
so i decided not to waste near 2hours of travelling time to get to school.
was told by my dad that miss chew actually called him and the principal is up to some NONSENSE again.
okay fine. my dad told miss chew that im sick though im not really sick.
the principal actually wanna see those absentees at 3pm later day.
FOR GOODNESS SICK. CAN U ACTUALLY CUT YOUR CRAP. ITS ONLY LIKE 6MONTHS AND YOU MADE ME DESTEST YOU LIKE ONE FUCKING BIRD.
craps aside.
its time i start review on my academic work and all.
whenever i have to make an important choice, i'll usually screw it up.
same goes to this JJC and QUEENSWAY thing but they're so different.
now i'll really have to strive for what i want and what i desire.
i SWEAR i'll gonna make it through next year.
heard from JUNXIONG that miss chew ain't gonna be our civics tutor next year and also our chem tutor.
was quite disappointed when i heard this.
seriously, we're doing well for CHEMISTRY and they're just going to change 1 tutor which we have to re-adapt.
CHANGE another tutor instead.
06s22 ain't any good in PHYSICS.
we're 15th in the whole level and this ain't anything to be proud of.
so, lets get your mind clear and do the right move my dear ACADEMIC COMMITEE of JJC.
i know i have no say in this.
but its my 5cents and its worth considering since im one of the 'CASUALTIES'.
now that the term has ended, its time i indulge in my own activities once again.
class chalet is on 15-17 and im not very sure if im staying overnight or NOT AT ALL.
don't really feel the belongingness there yet and thus, its gonna be a boring one for me i guess.
with much grudges and cliques there, i bet its so gonna be screwed.
okay. time to end my blog.
am going to post again real soon.
feel free to tag me. (:
Monday, October 23
HOORAY. got my ipod at last.
have yet to get a pouch. HONGWEI, will u kindly share the socks with me? :P
okies. itunes is loading the songs into my nano. AND ITS SLOWWW.
im gonna be so dead tml.
2.5more hours b4 im gonna wake up.
met up with JOEL KHO today.
and yes, nothing beat meeting up with a close friend.
okies. the uploading ending vvv soon.
time to slp. will continue this post soon.
have yet to get a pouch. HONGWEI, will u kindly share the socks with me? :P
okies. itunes is loading the songs into my nano. AND ITS SLOWWW.
im gonna be so dead tml.
2.5more hours b4 im gonna wake up.
met up with JOEL KHO today.
and yes, nothing beat meeting up with a close friend.
okies. the uploading ending vvv soon.
time to slp. will continue this post soon.
Saturday, October 21
BLACK ipod nano only comes in 8gb. sigh.
and a 2gb nano only comes in SILVER.
am going to get one nevertheles.
still prefer the 1st generation nano though. NICER design.
am pissed with DAH^2 just now cuz no one seems to give a damn bout me.
oh wells. just when everything went smooth then came this bad incident.
am unhappy with the way they try to appease me.
it seems like im the one at fault.
this aside. school term ending next week. HOORAY!
haha. no more waking up at 530 and no more late coming.
am looking forward to my NEW nano.
BYE. tag me. thx
and a 2gb nano only comes in SILVER.
am going to get one nevertheles.
still prefer the 1st generation nano though. NICER design.
am pissed with DAH^2 just now cuz no one seems to give a damn bout me.
oh wells. just when everything went smooth then came this bad incident.
am unhappy with the way they try to appease me.
it seems like im the one at fault.
this aside. school term ending next week. HOORAY!
haha. no more waking up at 530 and no more late coming.
am looking forward to my NEW nano.
BYE. tag me. thx
Monday, October 16
I WANT A BLACK IPOD NANO SOON. =x
i saw a brudder of mine still bothered by some casual conversation on the internet.
simply put, its VIRTUAL vs REALITY.
everyone portrays a different facade of themselves online towards any single party.
yeah, its true.
but whats with MORALITY doing with this virtual thingy?
people can get wierd, mad, crazy online.
is it my job to ENTERTAIN bullshits?
like what those wierdos from my class says 'this is a dog eat dog, pig eat pig society'.
you do things for yourself. not for others.
respect is a two-way communication.
yes, show me that u deserve the simplest respect from me by putting on a RESPECTABLE attitude.
TAG ME. THX =D
i saw a brudder of mine still bothered by some casual conversation on the internet.
simply put, its VIRTUAL vs REALITY.
everyone portrays a different facade of themselves online towards any single party.
yeah, its true.
but whats with MORALITY doing with this virtual thingy?
people can get wierd, mad, crazy online.
is it my job to ENTERTAIN bullshits?
like what those wierdos from my class says 'this is a dog eat dog, pig eat pig society'.
you do things for yourself. not for others.
respect is a two-way communication.
yes, show me that u deserve the simplest respect from me by putting on a RESPECTABLE attitude.
TAG ME. THX =D
HOORAY! NEW SKIN.
had clique gathering last week and had lotsa fun.
oh yeah. been to VIVO CITY on friday with HONGWEI and IAN and with MICHAEL just now.
ITS BIG. but it just turns me off when i have to walk so far from one end to another. i rather have things made easier for me.
YES. GAP has its own boutique there and so are the others.
bought TOPMAN polo tee and wallet and a cheapo SUPERMAN tee at suntec just now.
am sure gonna get a pair of GAP denim real soon.
had CARLS JUNIOR on both trip to VIVO.
crapped alot with ian and hongwei before getting up to the rooftop area where we started talking bout GIRLS and all.
i got back my promos results and im not sure whether to be happy or sad.
failed my physics overall and i did quite well for econs. chemistry was much below expectations and i managed to secure a pass in maths despite the moderation.
yes, im promoted but i wonder what's coming next with my shaky fundamentals.
am going tuition with sandra for maths and physics alone. HOPEFULLY, it will benefit from it.
thx for those who keeps telling me that i ain't updating enough.
i'll TRY to update more frequently.
i take sarcasm lightly when it comes to people whom i dun give a damn. but it really crippled me when someone close to you just shaft those words up your face. yes, im just too weak to retaliate for i am one who doesn't want things to worsen. i try to avoid. but the more i avoid, the worse it gets. i'll pray hard. for i want things to turn out brighter.
had clique gathering last week and had lotsa fun.
oh yeah. been to VIVO CITY on friday with HONGWEI and IAN and with MICHAEL just now.
ITS BIG. but it just turns me off when i have to walk so far from one end to another. i rather have things made easier for me.
YES. GAP has its own boutique there and so are the others.
bought TOPMAN polo tee and wallet and a cheapo SUPERMAN tee at suntec just now.
am sure gonna get a pair of GAP denim real soon.
had CARLS JUNIOR on both trip to VIVO.
crapped alot with ian and hongwei before getting up to the rooftop area where we started talking bout GIRLS and all.
i got back my promos results and im not sure whether to be happy or sad.
failed my physics overall and i did quite well for econs. chemistry was much below expectations and i managed to secure a pass in maths despite the moderation.
yes, im promoted but i wonder what's coming next with my shaky fundamentals.
am going tuition with sandra for maths and physics alone. HOPEFULLY, it will benefit from it.
thx for those who keeps telling me that i ain't updating enough.
i'll TRY to update more frequently.
i take sarcasm lightly when it comes to people whom i dun give a damn. but it really crippled me when someone close to you just shaft those words up your face. yes, im just too weak to retaliate for i am one who doesn't want things to worsen. i try to avoid. but the more i avoid, the worse it gets. i'll pray hard. for i want things to turn out brighter.
Monday, October 9
Saturday, October 7
wassup guys and babes!
promos are finally over. wheee.
its been almost 2 weeks since i officially came online, slacking like a dawgg.
been trying to mug VERY hard this two weeks.
seriously, it sucked. u can spend 5hours studying. and u end up learning less than half of what you've aim for.
why? simply because the fact that i was loaded with thousands of question marks.
and why this? cause i have REAL bad tutors. and im not those who just read the notes and regurgitate all of them onto the exam scripts.
seriously, if im failed my promos, i'll attribute part of it to those tutors.
this was the first time i felt so hopeless over an exam. no idea why. but i took this exam upon my stride. i wanna do well. i really wanna get done with my 'A' levels and start a new chapter of my life.
GP and Chinese was alright.
Econs. i had to curb my snot from dripping from my nose during the paper. dang. could have done well and the paper wasn't really difficult. but just couldnt finish. the cold just banished me into a sub-conscious mind of my own.
Math. ARGH. whats with studying so hard for acing math? lick my shit.
Chemistry. no problem. prolly the best of all my subjects this time round.
Physics. no idea what i wrote and what i told myself to write on the script. its so gonna be bad.
im just gonna engage in some external tuitions soon. well, didn't had tuition before for math and sciences. i hope it helps.
let me scream my lungs out in school.
let me satisfy my cravings for vengence.
let me have a better life so that i do not have to rant.
promos are finally over. wheee.
its been almost 2 weeks since i officially came online, slacking like a dawgg.
been trying to mug VERY hard this two weeks.
seriously, it sucked. u can spend 5hours studying. and u end up learning less than half of what you've aim for.
why? simply because the fact that i was loaded with thousands of question marks.
and why this? cause i have REAL bad tutors. and im not those who just read the notes and regurgitate all of them onto the exam scripts.
seriously, if im failed my promos, i'll attribute part of it to those tutors.
this was the first time i felt so hopeless over an exam. no idea why. but i took this exam upon my stride. i wanna do well. i really wanna get done with my 'A' levels and start a new chapter of my life.
GP and Chinese was alright.
Econs. i had to curb my snot from dripping from my nose during the paper. dang. could have done well and the paper wasn't really difficult. but just couldnt finish. the cold just banished me into a sub-conscious mind of my own.
Math. ARGH. whats with studying so hard for acing math? lick my shit.
Chemistry. no problem. prolly the best of all my subjects this time round.
Physics. no idea what i wrote and what i told myself to write on the script. its so gonna be bad.
im just gonna engage in some external tuitions soon. well, didn't had tuition before for math and sciences. i hope it helps.
let me scream my lungs out in school.
let me satisfy my cravings for vengence.
let me have a better life so that i do not have to rant.
Wednesday, September 20
Saturday, September 9
this is going to be a long post since i haven update for almost 2 weeks...
had a 404'05 outing again on the 4th and its the second one within the month. well, this outing was much better compared to the previous one. why? cause miss annie tan was there. had quite a lot of fun during the dinner itself. caught up with miss tan about QSS stuffs and its pretty nice to be updated of whats happening in the school. haha. borrowed CELL by STEPHEN KING from zoe too. hope i'll finish it fast and return to her.
life's still isnt THAT smooth for me yet. PW's killing every bit of extra time i have. and whats worst? my freaking group members, of course. im just not those who can just take sarcastic remarks easily. BUT, some group member of mine just keeps pissing me off. don't blame me but just put yourself in front of the mirror. YOU AREN'T ANY BETTER. dun give lame excuses to cover up for yourself.
its now almost the end of the holidays already. this break wasn't that enjoyable as compared to many previous ones and it could have been one of the worst. didn't have much interaction with those poly peeps even though they're having their 5weeks/7weeks break. i hope people will make time for me on my birthday though. i'll just HOPE.
i'll be off on saturday and sunday to a family chalet at tanah merah. will not be online for both days and i'hv decided to start revising for promos after this 1week break. im not coming online until the end of my promos which is the 6th of oct. yes, you'hv heard me. i just wanna get promoted now and start studying harder next year.
oh. i'hv got a new haircut and its most likely not accepted in school.
till the next time i post, it'll most likely be october already. so in the mean time, don't miss me.
shall leave some pics for you people to OGLE at. (:
had a 404'05 outing again on the 4th and its the second one within the month. well, this outing was much better compared to the previous one. why? cause miss annie tan was there. had quite a lot of fun during the dinner itself. caught up with miss tan about QSS stuffs and its pretty nice to be updated of whats happening in the school. haha. borrowed CELL by STEPHEN KING from zoe too. hope i'll finish it fast and return to her.
life's still isnt THAT smooth for me yet. PW's killing every bit of extra time i have. and whats worst? my freaking group members, of course. im just not those who can just take sarcastic remarks easily. BUT, some group member of mine just keeps pissing me off. don't blame me but just put yourself in front of the mirror. YOU AREN'T ANY BETTER. dun give lame excuses to cover up for yourself.
its now almost the end of the holidays already. this break wasn't that enjoyable as compared to many previous ones and it could have been one of the worst. didn't have much interaction with those poly peeps even though they're having their 5weeks/7weeks break. i hope people will make time for me on my birthday though. i'll just HOPE.
i'll be off on saturday and sunday to a family chalet at tanah merah. will not be online for both days and i'hv decided to start revising for promos after this 1week break. im not coming online until the end of my promos which is the 6th of oct. yes, you'hv heard me. i just wanna get promoted now and start studying harder next year.
oh. i'hv got a new haircut and its most likely not accepted in school.
till the next time i post, it'll most likely be october already. so in the mean time, don't miss me.
shall leave some pics for you people to OGLE at. (:
Tuesday, August 29
Tuesday, August 22
andrE is currently studying VERY hard to prepare himself for his promos which starts on the 28th of september [ just 2 weeks right after his birthday ]. please understand that he needs to work doubly hard to prove his worth this time. please forgive him for not coming up with new posts.
andrE is currently recovering from his eye infection due to inappropriate contact lens care. please wish him a speedy recovery and send him a SMS to show your care and concern for him. As he loathe wearing specs to school now, its important that you give him your wishes as it would certainly help comfort his soul. PLEASE SMS. each sms is charged at $0.10. children below 16 do NOT have to seek parental consent.
andrE is currently recovering from his eye infection due to inappropriate contact lens care. please wish him a speedy recovery and send him a SMS to show your care and concern for him. As he loathe wearing specs to school now, its important that you give him your wishes as it would certainly help comfort his soul. PLEASE SMS. each sms is charged at $0.10. children below 16 do NOT have to seek parental consent.
Sunday, August 13
okies. firstly, IM BACK. i bet all of you missed me like crazy. =hongkong was HEAVENLY. wonderful place, good food and endless shopping districts. this trip actually came at sortta a right time. i really needed it to break myself free from the abyss im trapped in. as usual, i splurged. haha. spent quite a lot there and its time i start saving. lols. the return flight was KEWL. had those sharp turns and turbulents and nice view of hongkong from the top.
i was actually given a hard knock back to reality today. i smsed miss chew to ask for my chemistry common test marks this afternoon when i woke up. i didn't manage to pass. i'hv half expected it to happen. anyway, didn't do well for my maths and physics as well. don't think i manage to pass both as well. failed all my h2 subjects by a few marks. dang. i'hv actually strategised myself to just go for maths and chemistry and just neglect physics which im really bad at it. but i just went the opposite way. i studied hard for physics, thinking that this pass might just help me in my final year report card. to look back, i find myself pretty stupid. i should have just bang on chemistry and maths to just do well. now, i'hv fail all. moreover, i heard that my physics teacher made some sarcastic remarks on me again. well, he contributes part of my failure and now he have the cheeks to make such remarks. its not like im borned knowing everything on physics.
its time i try to get myself up and work harder for my promos. i didn't hit most of target for this common test and it turned out disastrous. now, im carrying real high hopes for my econs which i think i will do well. i hope i do get an A for econs and get partial exemption for it during promos.
its time i trace back my steps and get rid of those stumbling blocks that got in my way.
i was actually given a hard knock back to reality today. i smsed miss chew to ask for my chemistry common test marks this afternoon when i woke up. i didn't manage to pass. i'hv half expected it to happen. anyway, didn't do well for my maths and physics as well. don't think i manage to pass both as well. failed all my h2 subjects by a few marks. dang. i'hv actually strategised myself to just go for maths and chemistry and just neglect physics which im really bad at it. but i just went the opposite way. i studied hard for physics, thinking that this pass might just help me in my final year report card. to look back, i find myself pretty stupid. i should have just bang on chemistry and maths to just do well. now, i'hv fail all. moreover, i heard that my physics teacher made some sarcastic remarks on me again. well, he contributes part of my failure and now he have the cheeks to make such remarks. its not like im borned knowing everything on physics.
its time i try to get myself up and work harder for my promos. i didn't hit most of target for this common test and it turned out disastrous. now, im carrying real high hopes for my econs which i think i will do well. i hope i do get an A for econs and get partial exemption for it during promos.
its time i trace back my steps and get rid of those stumbling blocks that got in my way.
Monday, August 7
lets start off with friday.
had a reunion with most of my classmates from 404'05. had some fun i should say. though was still bothered by some stuffs from some ex-classmates. celebrated hongyao's and aaron's birthday too. went great miles to get hongyao's present - from heeren to suntec and to bugis. haha. thx crystal for that cab ride. it was nice catching up with people whom i'hv never seen in eons. got to catch up with people of my usual clique, of course. overall, it was nice. (:
saturday sees the first time i went out with zhilun. haha! was told that both of us were shy. lol. anyway, had fun as well, though we didnt engage in much activities. here comes the funny part. we had COUPLE fondue at andersons at suntec. so this waitress served us iced water. lun saw something in his cup of water, then he took a peek at ours. he saw something in his cup of water which appears that hongwei's cup had something similiar in it too. so he told hongwei and starting playing if it and then hongwei just called the waitress and said, "i think theres something in the water." guess what did the waitress replied. "we actually squeeze lemon into the water." HAHA. hongwei was so malu-ated. lols.
went paradiz today and played pool and arcade. and again, i was glued to the soft toy machine and i got a winnie te pooh soft toy in the first attempt. haha. this add the THIRD soft toy into my inventory. everyone asks me why i like to throw money into those machines. simple. its just for the sake of the moment of excitement and fun. and the great sense of accomplishment when you got it. its like throwing money into the drain, i agree. but its all in the name of fun. lol.
just less than 6hours to my flight to hongkong. im feeling damn excited. WHOOHOO. will be away from school for the whole week and will be back on friday midnight. so dude and dudettes, DONT MISS ME.
enjoy those pics:
404'05.*blink*
acting retarded. i failed. and hongwei's worst.
dear kelly.
my prize. =\
had a reunion with most of my classmates from 404'05. had some fun i should say. though was still bothered by some stuffs from some ex-classmates. celebrated hongyao's and aaron's birthday too. went great miles to get hongyao's present - from heeren to suntec and to bugis. haha. thx crystal for that cab ride. it was nice catching up with people whom i'hv never seen in eons. got to catch up with people of my usual clique, of course. overall, it was nice. (:
saturday sees the first time i went out with zhilun. haha! was told that both of us were shy. lol. anyway, had fun as well, though we didnt engage in much activities. here comes the funny part. we had COUPLE fondue at andersons at suntec. so this waitress served us iced water. lun saw something in his cup of water, then he took a peek at ours. he saw something in his cup of water which appears that hongwei's cup had something similiar in it too. so he told hongwei and starting playing if it and then hongwei just called the waitress and said, "i think theres something in the water." guess what did the waitress replied. "we actually squeeze lemon into the water." HAHA. hongwei was so malu-ated. lols.
went paradiz today and played pool and arcade. and again, i was glued to the soft toy machine and i got a winnie te pooh soft toy in the first attempt. haha. this add the THIRD soft toy into my inventory. everyone asks me why i like to throw money into those machines. simple. its just for the sake of the moment of excitement and fun. and the great sense of accomplishment when you got it. its like throwing money into the drain, i agree. but its all in the name of fun. lol.
just less than 6hours to my flight to hongkong. im feeling damn excited. WHOOHOO. will be away from school for the whole week and will be back on friday midnight. so dude and dudettes, DONT MISS ME.
enjoy those pics:
404'05.*blink*
acting retarded. i failed. and hongwei's worst.
dear kelly.
my prize. =\
Monday, July 31
By newton's third law,
Hatred is equal in magnitude and opposite in direction acting on two different bodies.
[By definition, hatred is the dark side of the force]
common test tml. here are my targets for my subjects:
Chemistry : A/B
Physics : C
Maths : A/B
Economics : A
im off to study. wish me luck guys.
im counting down the days. (:
Hatred is equal in magnitude and opposite in direction acting on two different bodies.
[By definition, hatred is the dark side of the force]
common test tml. here are my targets for my subjects:
Chemistry : A/B
Physics : C
Maths : A/B
Economics : A
im off to study. wish me luck guys.
im counting down the days. (:
Wednesday, July 26
to start, i must say that these few days are just not going so very well for me.
to my dearest lun, i read your blog. well, i must say that what you'hv blog really triggered some emotions in me. shall discuss about it later.
firstly, i have something to chant and rant about. for the past few days, topical test papers that i'hv received doesn't seem to reflect very well. too many zeros here and there. here goes. i scored 0 for my physics mcq. and WONDERFULLY, my physics teacher actually told the class that "andre actually proved law of probability does not hold; by right, by law of probability, he should have actually scored at least 1.". Guess what, he made that comment when i was absent from school. well, i was cool after i heard the comment but today, he actually told the whole lecture group that there was some people who didn't even got 1 question right for mcq. he didn't quote me though. but the rections of my classmates acutally exposed me. and the same moment, he was keeping his eye contact at me. thus, i wasn't really cool with that now. spoilt my day. he's not doing his role to teach already and now he's giving such a ridiculous comment. old man, wtf? next, i got 0 for my econs last question which totally cost me 6marks. i still managed to pass though. didn't do as well.
entering jjc was like one of the greatest mistakes in my entire life. screwed up principal, screwed up friends. im beginning to wonder how many true friends i can actually make there. i guess none. people are just too self centered there. people there just lead a very much boring life. they're almost a bunch of hypocrites lurking out there hoping that they won't get spotted. kiasu-ism, pretentiousness, selfishness, you name it they possess it. can't they be a little more generous? im not an object for them to exploit. but the people just treat me like one.I WILL NEVER SUCCUMB TO IT. im just out there trying to make my life better. screwed up principal lectured the students and teachers in front of everyone today during morning assembly. he has the rights to do whatever he wants. i don't care. just don't offend me, baldie. "the school spends so much money buliding the PD block for you and i went around begging for money. and you people did not contribute anything". u can tape this right beside ur mouth for all i care.
this paragraph will be dedicated to this guy whom i don't wish to mention your name. so you think u rock the entire game ya? without you every single plan will fall? never. just by playing a game, i can see through you entirely. even someone who didn't know you said you're a loser just by the few minutes you guys face one another.
been sick for the past few days. must be due to the long hours i spent doing the PW written report and my EOM. im still not fully recovered and next week is the common test already. i have to prove my worth but things are just not going smoothly. common test approaching means that my trip is approaching too. muaha! cant wait.
for those who have been there to spur me on, i thank you from the bottom of my heart. especially my buddies and kelly and giam (:
to my dearest lun, i read your blog. well, i must say that what you'hv blog really triggered some emotions in me. shall discuss about it later.
firstly, i have something to chant and rant about. for the past few days, topical test papers that i'hv received doesn't seem to reflect very well. too many zeros here and there. here goes. i scored 0 for my physics mcq. and WONDERFULLY, my physics teacher actually told the class that "andre actually proved law of probability does not hold; by right, by law of probability, he should have actually scored at least 1.". Guess what, he made that comment when i was absent from school. well, i was cool after i heard the comment but today, he actually told the whole lecture group that there was some people who didn't even got 1 question right for mcq. he didn't quote me though. but the rections of my classmates acutally exposed me. and the same moment, he was keeping his eye contact at me. thus, i wasn't really cool with that now. spoilt my day. he's not doing his role to teach already and now he's giving such a ridiculous comment. old man, wtf? next, i got 0 for my econs last question which totally cost me 6marks. i still managed to pass though. didn't do as well.
entering jjc was like one of the greatest mistakes in my entire life. screwed up principal, screwed up friends. im beginning to wonder how many true friends i can actually make there. i guess none. people are just too self centered there. people there just lead a very much boring life. they're almost a bunch of hypocrites lurking out there hoping that they won't get spotted. kiasu-ism, pretentiousness, selfishness, you name it they possess it. can't they be a little more generous? im not an object for them to exploit. but the people just treat me like one.I WILL NEVER SUCCUMB TO IT. im just out there trying to make my life better. screwed up principal lectured the students and teachers in front of everyone today during morning assembly. he has the rights to do whatever he wants. i don't care. just don't offend me, baldie. "the school spends so much money buliding the PD block for you and i went around begging for money. and you people did not contribute anything". u can tape this right beside ur mouth for all i care.
this paragraph will be dedicated to this guy whom i don't wish to mention your name. so you think u rock the entire game ya? without you every single plan will fall? never. just by playing a game, i can see through you entirely. even someone who didn't know you said you're a loser just by the few minutes you guys face one another.
been sick for the past few days. must be due to the long hours i spent doing the PW written report and my EOM. im still not fully recovered and next week is the common test already. i have to prove my worth but things are just not going smoothly. common test approaching means that my trip is approaching too. muaha! cant wait.
for those who have been there to spur me on, i thank you from the bottom of my heart. especially my buddies and kelly and giam (:
Tuesday, July 18
ever tasted extreme sweetness together with a tinge of saltiness and sourness? thats what im tasting now from the cup of ice cream soda, sour power and lays potato chips. well, if u haven't tasted it before, you'll reckon it to be bad, don't you?
upon reviewing it to my brudders, this very wierd mixture of emotions came out of nowhere and it just happen to catch me unaware. this very same incident happened during the PAE period where i was filled with utmost hope and anxiety. however, things did not end up what this naive kid would want it to be and it left him feeling very very lost.
similiarly, now these mixed emotions came ringing in my head.
firstly, people around me in the past seem to vapourise into the thin air. their presence were no longer felt by me anymore. whats with all those hoo-ha about cliques and your social circle in the past? do they still exist now? i seriously doubt so. everyone seem to have a life of their own now. new friends, new environment. thats what kept everyone so engrossed now. but, aren't one suppose to be happy for their friends around them? or one should feel sad that friends who have impacted on your lives have now been estranged from you?
secondly, school's a bitch. i admit, its to my foolishness and stupidity not to not make my choices wisely.in the very end, i was given more choices than many people. out of all, i chose to stay on the very spot and was reluctant to either take a step forward, or backward. people says oppotunities are hard to come by and to make use of it wisely is an even more challenging task. oppotunities came, but i did not cherish it and make the fullest out of it.
i hate myself for being in the plight im in right now. im feeling very lost, like im prancing around a foreign land and not even knowing.
they say, 'sunshine after the rain'. im in a contained area, with four walls surrounding my presence. i do get to hear the raindrops splattering, making their presence known to me, but, will i ever get to see the sunshine?
upon reviewing it to my brudders, this very wierd mixture of emotions came out of nowhere and it just happen to catch me unaware. this very same incident happened during the PAE period where i was filled with utmost hope and anxiety. however, things did not end up what this naive kid would want it to be and it left him feeling very very lost.
similiarly, now these mixed emotions came ringing in my head.
firstly, people around me in the past seem to vapourise into the thin air. their presence were no longer felt by me anymore. whats with all those hoo-ha about cliques and your social circle in the past? do they still exist now? i seriously doubt so. everyone seem to have a life of their own now. new friends, new environment. thats what kept everyone so engrossed now. but, aren't one suppose to be happy for their friends around them? or one should feel sad that friends who have impacted on your lives have now been estranged from you?
secondly, school's a bitch. i admit, its to my foolishness and stupidity not to not make my choices wisely.in the very end, i was given more choices than many people. out of all, i chose to stay on the very spot and was reluctant to either take a step forward, or backward. people says oppotunities are hard to come by and to make use of it wisely is an even more challenging task. oppotunities came, but i did not cherish it and make the fullest out of it.
i hate myself for being in the plight im in right now. im feeling very lost, like im prancing around a foreign land and not even knowing.
they say, 'sunshine after the rain'. im in a contained area, with four walls surrounding my presence. i do get to hear the raindrops splattering, making their presence known to me, but, will i ever get to see the sunshine?
Monday, July 17
Tuesday, July 11
this week has probably been a dreary one. and its still going to be for the next few days. world cup finals totally wrecked my sleeping schedule and i don't seem to get enough sleep everyday.
project work is starting to get onto my nerves as those group members are just simply too irresponsible. simply put, im wiping their asses for them after they shit. and im not going to succumb to it.
thursday my physics test and my 'A' level chinese oral. physics is the subject which i never seem to do well in and i hope i can do well for this test. studied part of work, energy and power and have yet to revise the topic on forces. work seems to be in every corner and they are beginning to surmount.
tml is the AGM already. i got nominated for the ex-co post and out of the 4 nominees, 3 of them are going to take up the post. whether i will get the post or not, will depend highly on the votes. i seriously hope to be elected. a few of my classmates are not going tml due to the tests and stuffs and its gonna affect my total votes.
my nose seems to be like a broken tap and nothing seems to stop it from dripping. heaps of tissue papers are already piling up in front of me. im going to get the whole box in and im off to mug. wish me good luck everyone. =)
project work is starting to get onto my nerves as those group members are just simply too irresponsible. simply put, im wiping their asses for them after they shit. and im not going to succumb to it.
thursday my physics test and my 'A' level chinese oral. physics is the subject which i never seem to do well in and i hope i can do well for this test. studied part of work, energy and power and have yet to revise the topic on forces. work seems to be in every corner and they are beginning to surmount.
tml is the AGM already. i got nominated for the ex-co post and out of the 4 nominees, 3 of them are going to take up the post. whether i will get the post or not, will depend highly on the votes. i seriously hope to be elected. a few of my classmates are not going tml due to the tests and stuffs and its gonna affect my total votes.
my nose seems to be like a broken tap and nothing seems to stop it from dripping. heaps of tissue papers are already piling up in front of me. im going to get the whole box in and im off to mug. wish me good luck everyone. =)
Tuesday, July 4
the day wasn't as fine as it seem to be.
i'm seriously pissed by what happened today. i can't stand people gossiping and giving me retarded attitude. firstly, i DID NOT request for my blog to be publicise in class and i don't need anyone to parrot what i mentioned in my blog. seriously, it's damn retarded. secondly, i don't need anyone to poke his/her nose into my business. you'hv got seriously NO right in telling me what to say and what to do.
moreover, i don't need people who procrastinate and provide empty promises. i'hv seriously got no idea why someone is giving shots when he/she is not contributing much. i'm feeling kindda fucked up right now when people are just giving empty promises and being one big cannon fairy.
i'm not going to elaborate further. i feel myself on the verge of eruption. not so soon, i hope.
i'm seriously pissed by what happened today. i can't stand people gossiping and giving me retarded attitude. firstly, i DID NOT request for my blog to be publicise in class and i don't need anyone to parrot what i mentioned in my blog. seriously, it's damn retarded. secondly, i don't need anyone to poke his/her nose into my business. you'hv got seriously NO right in telling me what to say and what to do.
moreover, i don't need people who procrastinate and provide empty promises. i'hv seriously got no idea why someone is giving shots when he/she is not contributing much. i'm feeling kindda fucked up right now when people are just giving empty promises and being one big cannon fairy.
i'm not going to elaborate further. i feel myself on the verge of eruption. not so soon, i hope.
Monday, July 3
well. its back to school again for me tml. i really dun wanna see those boring bunch of people. argh. do i have a choice? seeing them only results in the interesting bits that adds colour to my life to disappear. the only colours they seem to add now are black and grey.
the heaps of school work are on the verge of taking its toll on me. and what i'hv been doing now are all plain talking and no actions.
the 4 of us got caught in a mess during the dota game just now. well, maybe just forgive and forget.
the heaps of school work are on the verge of taking its toll on me. and what i'hv been doing now are all plain talking and no actions.
the 4 of us got caught in a mess during the dota game just now. well, maybe just forgive and forget.
i have no school tml! yays. too bad for people in poly ar! got to wake up and attend school! lol. im so damn happy i don't have to go school tml. you certainly know why. =
long time since i had a GREAT time hanging out with my friends. met up with my CJC classmates on friday afternoon. damn nice to see them and certainly i would wanna see them more than i wanna see my JJC classmates. went to marina sq and realised that the guys were playing pool and the girls were happily shopping away. in brief, the outing wasn't a very organised one, but i enjoyed it nevertheless. met up with ian and hongwei after that. but before that, something bad happened. shall talk about it more in the later part of the post. the 3 of us went of dinner at Carls Jr. at marina sq and guess what. those 2 greedy pigs ordered loads of stuffs and they didnt finish it. especially hongwei, barely touch the fries. went suntec arcade after that and stayed there for at least 2hours playing photohunt, basketball and the soft toy machine. i won one donald duck soft toy. MUAHAHA! hongwei keeps 'spiking' the donald duck's hair and keep flattening the butt. poor donald. played basketball and photohunt in between. and needless to say. i owned both of them in both games. YAWNS. lol. in total the 3 of us spent more that 50bucks? haha. layleng and victoria came after that, joining us after their chocolate buffet which i wasn't able to go. sent victoria home and we started crapping whilst walking to cityhall mrt. we settled down at starbucks and then left home. by that time, it was already 1230? haha. =
now to the part when i was at raffles place. i was in mph happily reading novels when this caucasian crossed my path. didn't really give a damn about him and continued reading. then i left the shop after a while and strolled around the level. when i was about to take the escalator, this man appeared again, right beside the escalator. then i happned to see him looking at me. i turned away and went down. then i walked the entire storey again cause hongwei/ian have yet to arrive. this time i saw this man behind me. foreboding something strange, i quickened my steps. then i took the escalator to the basement where i'm able to withdraw cash from the atm. this time that man stood at the vicinity around the atm machine and i was able to see him there, aimlessly standing there and when he looked at me, i turned away immediately. i walked off the basement then to citylink mall and walked right to the end and luckily, i lost him or should i say, he lost me. =
its time i end here or i'll become very VERYnaggy. =)
long time since i had a GREAT time hanging out with my friends. met up with my CJC classmates on friday afternoon. damn nice to see them and certainly i would wanna see them more than i wanna see my JJC classmates. went to marina sq and realised that the guys were playing pool and the girls were happily shopping away. in brief, the outing wasn't a very organised one, but i enjoyed it nevertheless. met up with ian and hongwei after that. but before that, something bad happened. shall talk about it more in the later part of the post. the 3 of us went of dinner at Carls Jr. at marina sq and guess what. those 2 greedy pigs ordered loads of stuffs and they didnt finish it. especially hongwei, barely touch the fries. went suntec arcade after that and stayed there for at least 2hours playing photohunt, basketball and the soft toy machine. i won one donald duck soft toy. MUAHAHA! hongwei keeps 'spiking' the donald duck's hair and keep flattening the butt. poor donald. played basketball and photohunt in between. and needless to say. i owned both of them in both games. YAWNS. lol. in total the 3 of us spent more that 50bucks? haha. layleng and victoria came after that, joining us after their chocolate buffet which i wasn't able to go. sent victoria home and we started crapping whilst walking to cityhall mrt. we settled down at starbucks and then left home. by that time, it was already 1230? haha. =
now to the part when i was at raffles place. i was in mph happily reading novels when this caucasian crossed my path. didn't really give a damn about him and continued reading. then i left the shop after a while and strolled around the level. when i was about to take the escalator, this man appeared again, right beside the escalator. then i happned to see him looking at me. i turned away and went down. then i walked the entire storey again cause hongwei/ian have yet to arrive. this time i saw this man behind me. foreboding something strange, i quickened my steps. then i took the escalator to the basement where i'm able to withdraw cash from the atm. this time that man stood at the vicinity around the atm machine and i was able to see him there, aimlessly standing there and when he looked at me, i turned away immediately. i walked off the basement then to citylink mall and walked right to the end and luckily, i lost him or should i say, he lost me. =
its time i end here or i'll become very VERY
Wednesday, June 28
OMFG! my A lvls chinese oral exam is on the 13th of july. which is like 2 weeks from now. feeling sortta insecure cause my school haven't started gearing us up for it.
had XAC training today. did field cooking. everything went well until the badly rusted stove just couldn't be opened and just gave way. then we had to settle the tin down on bricks. and the senior girls started gathering around our spot. they stood there and started taking pictures and chatting away. typical girls =\. then we had this Annual General Meeting briefing by this 2 i/c who got appointed by the seniors. they probably stand very high chances on getting the president seat. im merely guessing only but everything will be revealed on the day of the AGM which is on the 12th of july. hope im able to get my vice-president seat though =\. lol.
JC1 common test is on the 6th week and CJC already had theirs. still struggling with my physics though. hope i will pull through the physics common test. =(
thats all! i have to go and complete my homework now. didn't had much sleep the last few days and i cant wait to sleep my weekend away and anticipating for YOUTH DAY! nites!
had XAC training today. did field cooking. everything went well until the badly rusted stove just couldn't be opened and just gave way. then we had to settle the tin down on bricks. and the senior girls started gathering around our spot. they stood there and started taking pictures and chatting away. typical girls =\. then we had this Annual General Meeting briefing by this 2 i/c who got appointed by the seniors. they probably stand very high chances on getting the president seat. im merely guessing only but everything will be revealed on the day of the AGM which is on the 12th of july. hope im able to get my vice-president seat though =\. lol.
JC1 common test is on the 6th week and CJC already had theirs. still struggling with my physics though. hope i will pull through the physics common test. =(
thats all! i have to go and complete my homework now. didn't had much sleep the last few days and i cant wait to sleep my weekend away and anticipating for YOUTH DAY! nites!
just finished my personality test which i paid for in school. and im damn blur. im suppose to fill in my class for the ID field. but guess wad. i typed in my NRIC instead. lol.
today was fine until the project work tutorial. im having problems communicating with my group members already. and worst, desmond [the mediator] was absent. i end up deviating my attention to non project work stuffs. played super real tennis using weilong's hp and i won while that PATHETIC girl was all alone doing the introduction to the written report. i swore to myself that im not going to comment on anything anymore. ((:
my chinese teacher insisted that im keeping a 'tail' at the back of my hair which i don't see it. WTFF? ok. end of my another fcuked up day in jj.
yesterday was FUN. met up with layleng and gang. never had this kindda nostalgic feeling ever since i entered this pathetic school. thx layleng for your RASPBERRY ROCK CANDY. =]]
thats all for now folks, have to finish up my chemistry tutorial now. thats all for now until the next time. . .
today was fine until the project work tutorial. im having problems communicating with my group members already. and worst, desmond [the mediator] was absent. i end up deviating my attention to non project work stuffs. played super real tennis using weilong's hp and i won while that PATHETIC girl was all alone doing the introduction to the written report. i swore to myself that im not going to comment on anything anymore. ((:
my chinese teacher insisted that im keeping a 'tail' at the back of my hair which i don't see it. WTFF? ok. end of my another fcuked up day in jj.
yesterday was FUN. met up with layleng and gang. never had this kindda nostalgic feeling ever since i entered this pathetic school. thx layleng for your RASPBERRY ROCK CANDY. =]]
thats all for now folks, have to finish up my chemistry tutorial now. thats all for now until the next time. . .
Monday, June 26
im still left with 1/3 of my GP research work, maths tutorial on sigma notation which i know totally nuts about it, my 5 chemistry worksheets and my GP portfolio work. dang! will nvr gonna finish it. its time to put my hard work into completing these homework after a whole month of fun.
can't wait to see layleng as well. haha. its 1am alrdy! im waking up at 530 ltrs. oh wells. ITSPANDA ON THE LOOSE. good luck to my bro, hongwei, zhilun and zhihe for exams ltr in the day. and i wish myself good luck too. for escaping the deadly clutches of my teachers.
i hope i can meet layleng tml though. have to see what time i end school tml.
can't wait to see layleng as well. haha. its 1am alrdy! im waking up at 530 ltrs. oh wells. ITS
i hope i can meet layleng tml though. have to see what time i end school tml.
Saturday, June 24
Muahah! Long time since i last lay my hands on the keyboard blogging. hongwei created a blog as well. lol. eh! 6more weeks to my mid year exams and im still not revising my worst subject, physics. dang! im gonna get last in class for physics when i get back my previous test. i just know myself too well. and i haven't finish clearing my holiday homeworks. still have one BIG stack to clear. and guess what, im still here editing the blog template and posting.
oh btw, layleng touched down already! didn't go to the airport and fetch her. aww. i feel like going... but.. i just feel that i wasn't really.. invited. anyway, HI LAYLENG. only if u happen to see this. lol. thats all for now! will blog more in the next few days =]
oh ya. feedback to me the blog skins/fonts etc. thx :))
oh btw, layleng touched down already! didn't go to the airport and fetch her. aww. i feel like going... but.. i just feel that i wasn't really.. invited. anyway, HI LAYLENG. only if u happen to see this. lol. thats all for now! will blog more in the next few days =]
oh ya. feedback to me the blog skins/fonts etc. thx :))
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)