Out of no where.
Suddenly.
OMyGosh, i wonder how he gets my number.
WEIRD!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
I miss them
I miss my family...miss my DAD, miss my MOM, miss JOANNE, miss AHMEI, miss EDWIN
The time we spend together during CNY was priceless.
Its really hardly that all the members in the family is complete.
Sometimes, im not there.. or Joanne is not there.
and not forgetting this cute little fella who's in heaven now.
(forgot to say bye to him when i left the house the other day, how can i forgot?? ish)
Friday, February 26, 2010
Hmmm...
I decided to get N97
actually wanted to get the mini version but then the difference was only about RM200 then why not get the best one? The mini version its not really mini, its almost the same size.
I don't know why I'm damn homesick now. I just came back here one week ago?
Its has been really hectic for me after the CNY break.
Ytd was law's midsem, screwed up, i think.
Went in. Saw the first question, my brain was like BLANK!!
Then, i flipped to the second question also BLANK!!
Flipped it to the first question, same thing also.
Then i sat there and told myself... PLEASE DONT PANIC!
Then i told God, YOu may shower down all the sections that i read earlier already.
Then i list down all the sections that i memorized then slowly i managed to recall the kes sokongan and everything
The first two question was kinda straight, dont even have to apply sections just list out contoh kes.
But then the third question was dam hard.
I dont even know which sections and kes sokongan to apply in.
Then i just tembak rather than leave it blank.
Came out, our answers all different.
I was like, SHIT!! *emo*
Then my friend told me,
"nevermindla yachin, as long as your answer can convince lecturer then its okay d."
FINE, what to do?? Over d.
Im having branding and marketing communication midsem next week.
And thank god, International Marketing is on 19th
Damn sucks.
Next week midsem, this week only inform and 3 of it berturut-turut
Everyone here is dam tension and stress.
And assignments pilling up.
Like Suyun, Im damn tired man.
And everytime my friend mentioned about assignment ill be like sigh
At least there's one thing i dam look forward to everyweek
ARCHERY!!
I hurt my hand last week.
Well, only 6 ppl attend last week
I keep shooting like nobody business.
Then,
My Operation Management Midsem i only got 49/60
I dam freaking sad, 11 wrongs.
ARRGGhhh....
I was aiming for like at least 50 and above. sigh
T got 47/60 and she cried.
Not infront of me, onot i'll be damn sasau.
I know she's dam sad.
Because she's a smart person and she got the lowest among us.
K & O, they got 53/60
Its their effort or because they have the last sem's midsem paper,i dunno.
Questions were exactly the same even the calculation part.
Well, i manage to get a glimpse of a few pages before entering the hall because K offered it to me.
If you wanna share something, why dont you share it earlier rather than 30mins before entering the hall...
Seriously what the hell man.
People mountain, people sea..
I really see alot alot kind of people here.
Competition here is really scary...
Coming here, really taught me alot of things especially catching an isi tersirat in a conversation
This is the real world.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
No title
I stupidly joined a Calligraphy competition.
The main purpose of joining is because most of my friends joined and Sira will be given for participating. Well, i dont want to lose to my friends. We must have the same number of Siras.
Actually, I thought that we only have to write 1 word.
Manatau 8freaking chinese word.
Everyone else's work was amazing compared to mine
I admit that my work should be the ugliest one.
Wahahaha
Well, at least i tried...
Its not bad.
60 Multiple Choice Questions
YES!!! Its over already.
Now i can Focus on going back
Friday, February 5, 2010
I cannot describe the importance of internet these days.
However, this is really creepy
Is that we can search someone by googling
Just type in anyone's name you wanna google then press enter
And what the heck....
Facebook, blog everything pops out
Freaking scary...
And i tried google myself on google
I wrote YaChin and everything pops up
That YaChin has nothing to do with me
And its dam weird to see my own name as the search result
. . . . . scary
A New Phone
I wanted a new phone since forever
I think since 1year ago
Currently im using W700 as my primary phone
Very lauya and sometimes i hide it in my bag when i sms in the class
Ya im ashame of the phone
ISh i dont know why i get it in the first place when i was in lower form 6
Langsung not stylish and gaya and its gold in colour, wth (=.=!!)
Couldnt make up my mind and abit sakit hati to forge out 1k plus for a gadget
End of last year i decided to Nokia 5800 when my loan money for Sem4 enters my bank account then i saw nokia E series then after that blackberry...
Then i asked everyone's opinion about the blackberry i wanted to get then everyone's response was " Why blackberry?", "Iphone is better than Blackberry", "Blackberry too complicated already, you wont know how to use it"
K, fine then my harapan musnah again
Obviously if i have alots of money, ill certainly buy a iphone and ill have lots of jealous and envy eyes around me..
WAHAHAHA right now, im dam jealous of those with iphone
And my dad took a blackberry from maxis already, that is why i cant buy a iphone through maxis
Joanne called me yesterday and she offer to get me a phone.
Singapore recontract thing - kinda hard to explain also
i only have pay half the price/ slightly lesser than what i have to pay if i were to get a phone from malaysia
Then i told Joanne that i want a iphone then she was like "WHY?? Useless wan la, not nice to use wan" (p/s : actually i wanna get an iphone because i wanna play game)
Very good deal right?
The phones offered are limited
I cannot make up my mind..
N97 mini, is it dam mini? N series? mayb its too high tec then i dunno how to use.
or should i just get Sony Erricson Aino?? but its not totally touchscreen and its very long
or i should just stick to Nokia 5800
at least Nokia can last longer and tahan lasak
(Question marks on my head....ting ting ting)
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Facts of life
there's people on this planet earth that i don't understand
i think this is what my friend always said to me
"people mountain, people sea"
seriously,
why things doesn't come to your senses
what the heck is wrong with you?
i've never been so disappointed with someone as i am to you right now
i will not and don't want to care anymore
this is because i deserve better than this
Monday, February 1, 2010
The Fourth Week
Today is the fourth week already...
It was 7.43pm when he blew his last breath
I wish i was there when he left us, but luckily he barked for the last time for me and Joanne
When i was younger, after a funeral service, i always wondered ; how long will they take to move on, what will they do next, how can they be normal back, wont they feel that person is missing won't they feel empty?
And now, the disaster hit me
.
.
.
.
.
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and i cant move on, i can't accept the fact that he's no longer at home waiting for me to go home.
and all those things i did with him or i did to him i can no longer do it anymore.
and there will be nothing for me to remind myself of him anymore
yesterday they started shifts most of things there already
and i guess, we will be officially moving next week.
the last time i'm in the house will be the last time already.
it will not be the same anymore.
This time when i go back, i guess i'll be heading straight to GC already
p/s:
I think Bobby is always here with me.
I know its weird but most of the time when i'm thinking of him, there will be a butterfly flying or resting on the wall...
Today in class, when i was thinking about Bobby, suddenly a big butterfly flew in the class.
A butterfly in DKG 5???
Weird right?
Few days ago, when i was in the room, looking at Bobby's picture
When i stepped out the room then i saw a butterfly again...
The day we buried him, we saw a yellow butterfly.
Im not making this up, but maybe its Bobby
You know, Chinese tradition, when you lost someone you loved, his/her spirit will transform into a butterfly and come and visit you.
I miss him so badly
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