My Life... 命運@機會

hmm.... restless life i have.... sleep... wake up.... study..... eat..... study.... sleep....... my life have been like that ever since three weeks ago..... i have to be able to bare with this kind of life for about 4 more weeks.... endurance!!! perseverance!!! Let's all work hard together!!! I CAN DO IT!!!!! ALL OF US CAN MAKE IT!!!!

i'm not giving up.... I'M NOT... and i shall never will.... i must get through this period of hard time... it's something that i seriously need to face in my life..... i should expect only one failure in my life... that would be the only failure that i could allow it to happen in my life... i promise it to myself... and pray to God so that he almighty will guide me through and make me achieve this purpose of life that he have planned for me.....

................ i hate myself

hmmmm..... miserable life i have...... i pray that everything will be fine.... :/

very very disappointed and sad....:(

hmmm... let me count... 13 more hours than it's time for me to face the the so call 'result day'.. some say 13 might not be a lucky no... well what can i do now?? just leave everything to God and hope he has arranged something that he think it's most appropriate.. he has decided what i should get and just pray hard i could accept his decision with an open heart... well counting down now............

well... let me see... i have less than 48 hours then the result for my final sem 3 is gonna be out... i felt like i screwed it... hmmm.... well hopefully miracle do happen and my life would be better... seriously been praying real hard to God... hopefully he who is full of wisdom and kindness will answer prayer well... Arghhhhh!!!!! really stress.... these few days were really hard to get over with.. someone... God.... please.. i beg u.... please guide me and help me through.... today is another day of anxiety and worries....

just started for the first time... just after my sem 3 final exam... anxiously waiting for my result..... praying hard not to screwed it....... well.... will start doing my blog properly tomolo only... time to sleep....