Thursday, November 05, 2009

Hello? Is it Swine?

Tonsilitis... unable to swallow properly... strepsils never work... tot it will just get better after one or two days... but... no... new symptoms coming... blocked nose, stomachache, runny nose, headache, fever, rigors, chills... all come at once... spending time hiding under the blanket with lots of paracetamol and decongestant.... Just flown back from Malaysia a week ago... working in hospital... looks like i am in the high risk group for getting the infamous swine flu....

Access the NHS Swine flu service... done the questionaire and given the authorisation code for Tamiflu.... to take or not to take?? What should i do?? Is it swine flu? or is it just common flu... what should i do?? Done a bit of research online realise tamiflu not helpful but just something to help to make the recovery process slightly faster... and i have already have the symptoms for more than 48 hrs.. so tamiflu not for me then.... hopefully i will survive....

together with all the worries i have at the moment.... not helping... making the recovery process harder... no one will be able to help... hopefully things will get better... the light at the end of the tunnel is never ending... now another tiny dimmer light at another end.... going for that light seems like a better option now to make things slightly better... hopefully things will finally settled... hope to put an end to all these nonsense.... Hopefully God created this other light for a better future for us... Pray for me and my family... hopefully things will start to settle and things will get better sooon..... Father lord...