Jenifer and Family

Yes its true!!! He has had enough, I've pushed him too far, the last straw, gone too far and all that. He will be going back to Montana without me. Boo Hoo. I really have a lot more to say about it but it involves a lot of 4 letter words about his girlfriend Connie (Conocophillips). Anyway maybe another time. In the meantime I will hold down the fort, keep the home fires burning, and maintain the status quo. Dang!!

Kyle made it home safely again yesterday. He was able to come back because of some stuff going on in SLC for work. I was telling him that we should go to Wendover for our anniversary or maybe even Vegas. He surprised me with a week long trip to Montana with him!!!! I am so excited to go. I know he will be working most of the time but I will be away from home and see some great country here and there. I can't believe it. Can I get a yahoo?!!!!

Today was much better. My bathroom is clean, my laundrey caught up, dishes are done and it was a beautiful sunny day. I have to thank Kylee for not pushing me off a cliff yesterday and for being so sweet and patient. She is such a good example to me. Thank you to Kyle for writing a really sweet email that made me cry in a good way. Thanks For Cole and Jessi letting Porter come over today and play peek a boo and reading with me. Thanks also to Mallori for the advice of a 70/30 ratio. She knows what I mean and for making me laugh really hard about it. and yes we cried in a good way about that too. A big thank you to all of you that I thought about today. All of you ( the you that I know) have been a positve influence in my life. I either want to be you, I am glad I am not you or be like you. Take that however way you want and have a great day. I did.

I had a bad day yesterday. Everything that I touched took longer, didn't work out how I wanted to and made me mad. I was on the verge of tears several times over the dumbest stuff. And you know I don't cry easily. Stupid things happened that on a normal day I would have brushed off. People hurt my feelings. I was stressing over weight loss (or lack there of), wedding plans, family and friend issues, good and bad, not working enough, doing too much, not enough time, too much time , dogs, a horse, 2 cats, test scores, colleges, being ungrateful, lost gold safety pins, paper cuts... Hey I didn't say my bad day had to make sense did I? It was just a bad day. Shut-up!

Look what Kyle brought home for me. John Wayne rocks!!