LIKE AFTER SO LONG!
Wednesday, November 16 @ 3:52 AM
Hello humans,its been a big gap since i've blogged. I had to recall to bring back the memories for me to note down now.LOL! But yeah. i'm proud to say that i've completed my final term paper with perfect results,overwhelming one i would say. Months have flew just like that. My 1 month posting has also ended and now i've been actually resting at home before my PRCP begins. Thinking about it,shakes me up baby. Hope to have a speedy and smooth pace during my PRCP. Quickly want to graduate with a Diploma and upgrade futhur as fast as possible while i'm serving my 3 years bond in SGH as Staff Nurse. I have to really share this ! My gerontoloy posting was very memorable one for me. Till today during my each sleep, i have each and every patient's face on my eyes during my sleeps. I REALLY MISS EACH ONE OF THEM!!!! Yes,everyone told me negative upon the ward setting and nursing practices in the particular ward i was in. Despite the hectic moments,memories are still kept. Nurses life can never be easy man. Like my CI told us on our last day, " Trust anyone ,but not the Nurses you're working with". There is a big meaning behind it. My statement is easy,trust non but yourself and god! I don't know whether it is good to be happy without worries right now. Feel super free during my night without mugging anything or touching my laptops for projects. Feels relief, but in another hand i miss doing them . I need to educate my brain cells on and off to keep them alert. haha!
Yes lets talk about my love life....
I guess this picture says alot!!! Yes i officially brought him to my house to introduce to my family members. Its ridiculous that after 3 years i'm bringing him to my parents,but its like that. HAHA! Things has been going super smooth,alhamdulilah(:
But yes,i will definetly say we still do have misunderstandings here and there,but tell me which relationship doesn't have arguements? Its the matter of how you guys sloves it quickly. Okay cut the crap about r/s! hahaha. This picture is like less quality as i took it with iphone..oh ya! My sister gave birth to the second one already..hhehe. Fahrid Ameer,reaching 2 months already.. surprisingly finally someone in my family is fair! hahahah. Not being mean,but yes.LOL! i don't know whether all the girls feels this ... when they see their partner carrying the baby and playing with it they fall in love with them more? But well,i DO!! its just a special unexplainable feeling that we feel automatically! Anyway i have to say this. He take cares of me like a doll(: The effort he took to deliever me food at 3.30am right after his work was just suuupperrrr sweeettttt of him!!!! heeeehhee! Thanks for the nasi pataya hun,it was delicious... Okay,shall update my blog maybe in between of my PRCP or after my PRCP. Yes,coming monday is class chalet!! I MISS EVERYONE OF THEM IN MY CLASS!!!!!!!!!!
ps: Did i inform? i've enrolled for bike babeh! wohoo..
He makes me feel like the only happiest soul in the world(:
HOLIDAY !! YAY!!!
Sunday, August 28 @ 9:12 PM
And whatssuuupppp!!!!!!!! (:
Officially exams have come to an end in my poly years,left with attachments which are beginning tomorrow.
Ramadhan is ending tomorrow too,sadly days are flying speedly. How i wish to marry my man as early as possible and get out from my house,big disaster living in here.Exams were preety tough,hoping for no sub-papers,*cross my fingers*!! I want everything to end smoothly and graduate happily without any retaking of any shitty papers again.Can't imagine myself burning my nights again to mug for the papers.Its sickening.OH !! Hari raya is in 2 days time,but well... i've no freaking mood for it as its attachment mode. And yes,sister gave birth to her second one on the 22nd August 2011,exactly at 12pm..He's as adorable as an angel. FAHRID AMEER ..... but i guess nothing beats my baby's face! hahahah.Okay,sooo...yesterday had my raya shopping with my man.. it was fun as we got ourselves a couple suit in gold!!! can't wait to meet him and grab tons of pictures. But yes,i won't forget yesterday for some reasons,not to be mentioned but i guess things will move on and proceed on happily from now on,and i hope things wil be better taken care off.Being afraid is one thing,but in love live we must'nt be afraid instead of smiling happily.. EERRR! okay rubbish ended. I'm freaking wana download songs to hear during my journey to sgh this week! And i'm going to draw henna tmr on my hands!!
AND AND AND AND AND AND AND I WANT A DIAMOND RING FROM YOU <3
PLEASEEEEE
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BACKKKKKK!!!
Wednesday, July 20 @ 11:44 PM
Its been hectic year throughout ..fighting for my few more little bits of hardship to end in poly year. Its sadening though to leave all my love ones in NR0906. Little arguements and misunderstandings in us has made our bond even more stronger in our class throughout this 3 years.Okay the pictures in my sides are nothing relavent with what i'm saying. Well,i was just looking thru the pictures of us and i saw the big big difference in us from 2008 till 2011.MY HAIR PLAYS A BIG PART IN IT! hahahaha. My tall man is god damn handsome as usal. Actually i need to know this,its wierd to face arugements and fights in relationship's daily life..but it makes our love grows more stronger than it was before..Not saying its wrong,but i;ve always wonder why.I always rewind back the days i was crazy over him,finding for his name,he's friendster and stuff! hahahaha. First boy,who made me go craze off. I agree i've tons of guy friends then girl friends before,i had guys who liked me,and even girls who liked me.LOLX! but the only men i every fell in love and in the trap was ONLY this crazy boy on my side. We went thru unwanted problems,unwanted break ups,unwanted fights..but in the end,we'll be back togethter and laughing back at our mistakes.Maybe we were too speed to get into a relationship i guess.haha! But THANK ALLAH <3 hardship is all over now with happiness in our relationship. He's concentrating in higher nitec and acheiving he's best to enter in to polytechnic. And i'm fighting my last few weeks in polytechnic life to become a SN! Oh yes,i failed my BTT (: hahahahah! stupit me 44/50. But i'm happier for him as he's TP for 2A is nearing..AUGUST 11. big bike baby!! Excited or what !! I miss my boy so much actually,he's been working like dog daily after school..been 2 weeks since i lastly got a hug. &&& AUGUST 24 IS COMING!!! SISTER'S SECOND BABY!!! Eh,forget to mention..FOR ONCE I FAILED MY LAB SKILL ON OT SCRUBBING. CHEE BEEEEE :( Was seriously upset and worried over my percentage..seeing Mdm Norain scribbling F on the remedial form was like giving me a tight slap on my faces..Takpe eh! I PASSED my second retest though on ETT intubation.. I learnt something,failing once,does'nt mean i'm a failure in life..Being self motivated is the best medicine for the second attempt.And i've to say this...my class's words and motivated esp Sha,francina,vani,yihui!!..made me so confident on my test day..I'M GOING TO MISS MY CLASSSSSSSS!!!i've 19 cards to write nowwww for the farewall.SO!
AFTER MONTHS I SHALL MEET YOU BLOGG
Its been hectic year throughout ..fighting for my few more little bits of hardship to end in poly year. Its sadening though to leave all my love ones in NR0906. Little arguements and misunderstandings in us has made our bond even more stronger in our class throughout this 3 years.Okay the pictures in my sides are nothing relavent with what i'm saying. Well,i was just looking thru the pictures of us and i saw the big big difference in us from 2008 till 2011.MY HAIR PLAYS A BIG PART IN IT! hahahaha. My tall man is god damn handsome as usal. Actually i need to know this,its wierd to face arugements and fights in relationship's daily life..but it makes our love grows more stronger than it was before..Not saying its wrong,but i;ve always wonder why.I always rewind back the days i was crazy over him,finding for his name,he's friendster and stuff! hahahaha. First boy,who made me go craze off. I agree i've tons of guy friends then girl friends before,i had guys who liked me,and even girls who liked me.LOLX! but the only men i every fell in love and in the trap was ONLY this crazy boy on my side. We went thru unwanted problems,unwanted break ups,unwanted fights..but in the end,we'll be back togethter and laughing back at our mistakes.Maybe we were too speed to get into a relationship i guess.haha! But THANK ALLAH <3 hardship is all over now with happiness in our relationship. He's concentrating in higher nitec and acheiving he's best to enter in to polytechnic. And i'm fighting my last few weeks in polytechnic life to become a SN! Oh yes,i failed my BTT (: hahahahah! stupit me 44/50. But i'm happier for him as he's TP for 2A is nearing..AUGUST 11. big bike baby!! Excited or what !! I miss my boy so much actually,he's been working like dog daily after school..been 2 weeks since i lastly got a hug. &&& AUGUST 24 IS COMING!!! SISTER'S SECOND BABY!!! Eh,forget to mention..FOR ONCE I FAILED MY LAB SKILL ON OT SCRUBBING. CHEE BEEEEE :( Was seriously upset and worried over my percentage..seeing Mdm Norain scribbling F on the remedial form was like giving me a tight slap on my faces..Takpe eh! I PASSED my second retest though on ETT intubation.. I learnt something,failing once,does'nt mean i'm a failure in life..Being self motivated is the best medicine for the second attempt.And i've to say this...my class's words and motivated esp Sha,francina,vani,yihui!!..made me so confident on my test day..I'M GOING TO MISS MY CLASSSSSSSS!!!