Amos. He was my day one initiation into full heart wreckage.
Each time we arrived at a children's home, the kids would immediately swarm us, eager to shake our hands, be held, or to give us a tour of their home. At one of our first homes, after all the initial excited greetings occurred, we discovered Amos sitting in a nearby doorstep.
Each time we arrived at a children's home, the kids would immediately swarm us, eager to shake our hands, be held, or to give us a tour of their home. At one of our first homes, after all the initial excited greetings occurred, we discovered Amos sitting in a nearby doorstep.
He is a tiny little guy with a mangled foot, abandoned by his parents. I spent most of my morning holding Amos. He spent the morning touching my face, playing with my hair, mashing the buttons on my camera and trying on everyone's sunglasses. (It turns out that a toddler is a toddler!)

At the end of the day, Amos made it back into my arms. He clapped my hands with me as the rest of the children sang for our group and he held my face in his hands. But then, as we prayed for the kids, and all eyes in the room were closed, I felt his lips touch my check. And he kissed me softly five or six times until all of our eyes opened again.In that moment, I received confirmation that raising money and travelling thousands of miles to Zimbabwe was right. It felt right to love on him...my heart connecting with his. If only for a moment.
~Rebecca




















