haiis.
who can i talk to ?
i want to talk to you.
but where are you?
how come...
i can't see you?
how come...
i can't feel you?
how come...
i can't hear you anymore?
i want you to be beside me...
in my darkest moments..
to be with me...
when i need someone.
i don't mean to keep it from you...
but..
how can i say?
that person is you-
you*
you will never be able to know.
but i don't mind.
because...
i am prepared for you to leave.
leave my world.
and never return again.
* c r ie s ___

she was crying.
when they left.
her world became darkk.
her garden turned ; black.
it rained heavily.
and her tears disappered in it.
when he came.
he brightened her life.
her world ; full of hope.
her garden; orange.
never once she felt so happy.
but he left.
she pushed him out.
hurling abuse.
when he left.
her world turned dark.
it rained again.
her garden withered.
she cried.
and never saw him again.
she never want to get hurt again.
hate the feeling of it.

s0metymms.
restrictions occur.-
s0methin9s.
cann0t be told.
s0mestuff.
cann0t be said.
s0meviews.
cann0t be seen.
barriers appear.
one by one.
causing ;;
_____ r e s t ri c t i on s *
can't be helped.
can't be banned.
don't know what to do.
don't know what to say.
i w0uld if i could.
and i wish i could.
but i just can't.
just when will you ever know-
s0medayy ; s0metymm.
` n.e.v.e.r_____-*

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.