lols.
i can't believe myself.
i spent 2 days watching and rewatching drama serials on the same channel.
what a bloody waste of time.
oh wells.
i can't believe im taking o levels.
no.
in fact.
im in the midst of it.
xD

its bloody boring!
i can vomit out the scripts of the serial i've re-watched thrice.
thanks to the regular 3 hour repeats.
yay.
and now,
im off to waste more time.



i missed those seconds of delight today.

*scream*
I THINK I REALLY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
..
and i just have to dig up things to make myself feel worse.
i think im approaching insanity.
can someone shut down the world wide web?
or maybe destroy all form of communication.
perhaps short circuiting may work.
DO ANYTHING!
ANYTHING TO STOP ME FROM FINDING OUT MORE.
=(


maybe i should just kill myself.
hahs.

hahs,
i finally get to use the com.
=D
the whole week was tv, books, bed, and exams.
tiring.
but fun.

i guess today's elective geography paper was a killer.
i studied, development.
and the question mentioned NOTHING about it.
CRAP..
nothing about indicators and general problems and solutions.
so what did i write?
CRAP.
lols.
oh wells.
i'm not sure about everyone else.
but i dont think i'll make it.
just for this paper.
=D
now i know how it feels like to sit for a paper with no input in the brain and no output on the script.
its not a mental block.
its a blank brain.
ugh.
who cares about industrial shifts and the walt rostow's model?
bullshit!
BWAHAHA.

the examination hall, is as usual, cold.
filled with the swishing sounds of pens and crackling of paper.
and just when you're so engrossed with the question, pondering over the exact keyword to pen down,
your nose detects a certain stench.
you're almost sure it came from your right.
so you turn, --
and to your horror,
you see your neighbour, legs crossed, feet vibrating at bullet speed, and shoes removed.
OMG.
it was MOST traumatizing;
(for someone like me, with a relatively strong heart.)
so i guess any one else would have fainted.
BUT BRAVE ME.
(haha)
i persisted, and resisted the temptation of putting her to shame (by informing the teacher how distracting the smell and movement of her feet were, and in turn would turn out to be the biggest joke on earth).
oh yes.
so that was how i got past my chemistry paper.
hahaha.
oops. i still leaked out the big joke.


REJOICE.
one week's done.
and just 7 more days(number of days we go back to school.)  before we can officially dump our uniforms into the bin.
haha!
imagine the JOY!
its not too early to start thinking about what to do after this period of major examinations.
we're already 0.25way past it.
xD

so here goes.
success is all in the state of mind.



one minute of happiness a day, keeps the spirit from fading away.

hahs.
im back to blogging with hotmail.
lols.
=D


i had this big wake up call from the drills this morning.
it was really bombastic,
since my ears almost detached itself from the sound effect of clanging magnified a thousand times by my pillow.
so i got up and about,
and i looked out of the window,
and glared hard at those inconsiderate workers who disrupted my sleep with continuous chatters in Bangladesh.
(of course, with the hope that they might catch the hint and shut up. but they didn't notice me.)
oh wells.
the construction of the lifts have started since like, a few months ago?
and the work has been a huge hindrance to the residents, i guess as much.
the whole house stinks of petroleum, smoke, cement and dust.
and you can only choose to get mosquito bites,
or be intoxicated with the fog meant to kill mosquitoes. (or even us)
omg.
thanks to the rain everyday,
they stop work early,
and my ears can rest finally.
however,
this leads to an increase in the number of mosquitoes breeding,
which in turn increases the number of aedes mosquitoes surviving,
and will also increase the risk of ME contracting MALARIA or DENGUE FEVER if bitten by a oh-so-innocent mosquito.
ugh.
a price to pay for everything good.

oh yes.
and i was just reflecting,
when swallowing a bottle of water to meet the requirements of a healthy diet.
i keep pointing out mistakes, discriminating, procrastinating, criticizing, etc etc.
and i wonder just how much evil i've done.
maybe if i believed in karma,
i'll be dead by now.
so i guess,
i should think twice,
before i aggressively try to be a perfectionist.
(take note the word TRY)
i am not. i know.
hey, but at least i give it a shot.
hahas.
to the countless people (except 2) who have been hurt or offended by me,
i'm sorry.
=)

come to think of it,
i've been making a lot of such public apologies on my blog.
hahs.
so accept it if you may.
ignore it if you must.
i've done what i think i should.
perhaps i'll do it personally,
IF i ever see a need to.
especially to those, i know, i've been EXTREMELY mean to.
haah.
yepps.
=)

ciaos.`

french bulldogs are cute.
but they bite. and gnaw at everything.
including your toes.
ouch.

i havent had this much fun in centuries.
cousins, aunts, nieces, nephews, and dogs.
lunch was exceptionally delicious.
=)

let me proudly exclaim:
MY　ＢRO　ＩＳ　１７５ｃｍ！
and he's approaching his twentieth birthday.
my sister is coming to 11!
=D

and i can't wait to be sixteen.
=))




to heeha.
hahs. thanks.
=)

its terrible.
no matter how despicable he is.
or how much i detest the sight of him.
nothing works.
i hate him.
i seriously do.
i hate him for lying.
for being selfish.
for being the biggest airhead on earth.
for hurting me so much.

im cold.
but i feel.

im having this eccentric mood swing everyday.
be it at home, or in school.
so i apologise.
if i ever frighten you.

the late nights are finally taking its toll on me.
fortunately,
i found my savior.
ENERVON-C.
i do recommend it-
it keeps you awake and energetic all day.
even through the most boring of lessons.
builds up your immune system too.
=)
so yepp.
give it a shot.
especially recommended for people who dislike the taste of Brand's Essence of Chicken.
(btw, i love it.)
works the same.

the o levels have pretty much started,
and everyone's muggin' hard.
except a few exceptions.
like me.
=D
oh well.
and perhaps this thought have struck you-
the scene of graduation.
when you know you're going to part with your friends.
just like after receiving your secondary school posting results.
you know its all over.
be it unexpectedly, or finally.
and then you start to tear, and you realise how special life has been in secondary school because of your gems.
then you make promises to meet up again soon.
promise to stay friends forever.
and then bid farewell reluctantly.
-
its all going to happen again.
i gave it deep thought.
after theresa brought up the issue.
so i came up with a few resolutions.
and it kind of gave me a few things to look forward to.
=)



good luck for o levels to everyone who passes by.
=)





im a cold blooded creep.
start a war, and i'll fight it till death.
bite me, but make sure its fatal.
because if i survive, i'll make sure you live life like hell.

thank you.
for understanding.
for waiting.
for everything.
=)
just don't scare me.
lol.


STUDY STUDY STUDY.
im trying.

finally blogging after a billion years.
no study breaks.
no holidays.
just books.
teachers.
and the same kind of routine everyday.

study. eat. sleep.
it sucks.
kind of.

im so not prepared for the o levels 2 weeks from now.
i cannot do physics.
i cannot do biology.
and i cannot excel in chemistry.
woosh.
what a mistake to be living on this earth-

im bored with my schedule.
i need need a change of stationary.
lols.
just to keep myself motivated and interested in studying.
go!

oh;
and im kind of disappointed that i won't be making it for the school's prom night.
lols.
but i think its ok.
since i'll be indulging in sushi and sashimi and ramen and YUMMYUMM delicacies in TOKYO, JAPAN.
BWAHAH.
thats just one way i console myself.
=)


GOODLUCK . to myself.
lols and everyone else too.

hard work should pay off. right?
xD