I guess I still have much to learn. There wasn't a perfect way to do things. No perfect way things should go. And no perfect choice or route to take. (:

All things are relative. Pretty much subjective too. The fine line between right and wrong, can never be clearly distinguished with the naked eye, or any normal, sane human. Probably hallucinated.

So I've made mistakes recently. And I think I made plenty. I flared up, and I seldom cooled down. I was so engrossed with my problems, or maybe just me. I was at the center of my world, and I never once, took a step back to see the people beside and around me.

I'm not sure if I've changed, but I know I've cooled down heaps. Took a lil step back. Started trying to make things right. Had a resolution to be nicer to people. (:

The only thing I did right was keep faith.

I figured, that the special people who stood by me during this period of time, were really the people who would go through life with me, thick or thin. (: I love these people more than ever now. (: and I've grown to love the people around me too.

Its not that hard. Its all in the mind.

Sylvia. Syl. And someone you'll never expect me to be.